Chapter 2
"Which man?" Damien asked, his tone dropping to a dangerous, flat timber.
I pushed the swinging kitchen door wide open and stepped fully into the dining room. Colette jumped back, her eyes going wide as she clutched her silver serving tray against her chest.
"I was at the hospital for a checkup," I said, walking straight to the console table near the entryway.
"A hospital?" Eleanor repeated from the head of the table. Her fork clattered against her porcelain plate. "Are you ill, Vivian? Or just finding new ways to avoid your household duties?"
"A routine review," I answered, keeping my gaze locked on my husband.
I unclasped my leather bag, pulled out a folded white paper, and walked back to the dining table. I slid the obstetrics appointment slip across the polished mahogany. It glided smoothly, stopping inches from his steak.
Damien didn't pick it up. He didn't even shift his weight. His dark eyes flicked to the clinic's letterhead, scanned the printed date, and then rose back to my face.
"You expect me to read your medical receipts?" he asked.
"You asked a question," I said. "I am providing the answer. The full file is in my bag if you require the doctor's notes."
Colette swallowed hard, retreating another step toward the wall. "But Madame, the man at the curb... he opened your car door. He smiled at you."
I turned my head and stared at the maid. "That was the clinic's valet, Colette. He was doing his job. Would you like his name? I can call the front desk right now and ask for his shift schedule."
The maid flushed deep red and looked down at her black shoes.
"Enough," Damien commanded softly.
He picked up his wine glass, completely ignoring the tension radiating through the room. He took a sip, then set the crystal down with a sharp clink.
"You'd better stay this clean, Vivian," he said.
"I am always clean," I replied, crossing my arms.
"See that you are," he murmured, picking up his knife again. He waved a hand toward the hallway without looking up. "Get out, Colette. Your gossip is entirely useless."
Colette scurried out of the room, her apron strings fluttering behind her.
Eleanor scoffed, dabbing her mouth with a linen napkin. "You shouldn't tolerate her speaking to the staff that way, Damien. She sounds like a fishwife."
"Eat your dinner, Mother," Damien said.
I stood there for another second, waiting for a dismissal, an apology, anything. Neither came. I turned on my heel and walked up the grand staircase.
Two hours later, the massive house plunged into a suffocating silence. I sat on the edge of the mattress in the guest bedroom, a sparse space I claimed whenever Damien decided to work late in his study.
My fingers traced the worn edges of a leather tool roll resting in my lap. I untied the thick string and let the leather unfurl across the quilt. Inside lay a single, broken wax-carving knife. The metal tip was snapped cleanly off, the wooden handle stained with old, hardened blue wax.
Nathaniel had given it to me three years ago. My older brother’s last gift before the car accident took his life.
I gripped the wooden handle, letting the rough texture ground me. The sensation pulled me sharply back to my eighteenth birthday. The porch lights had buzzed above us. Elias had stood there, his mouth open, ready to say something heavy. Something important. Before the first syllable even formed on his lips, Nathaniel bumped his shoulder and cracked a loud joke about Elias’s ugly tie. The tension evaporated. Elias shut his mouth. For the next seven years, he never tried to speak those words again.
I rolled the leather back up and shoved it under my pillow. The walls of the guest room suddenly felt like a cage pressing inward.
I needed to breathe. I needed the smell of metal shavings and graphite.
I slipped out of the guest room and walked down the dark hallway toward the east wing. The heavy mahogany door of Verline loomed at the very end of the corridor. My studio.
Damien thought he had confiscated the only key. He didn't know I kept a spare taped beneath the baseboard of the adjacent linen closet.
I crouched, peeled the small brass key free, and slid it into the deadbolt. The lock gave a satisfying, heavy click.
I pushed the door open and stepped inside, refusing to touch the light switch. Moonlight spilled through the tall arched windows, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the cold, stagnant air. My drafting table sat in the dead center of the room, looking like a ghost under its white sheet.
I grabbed the edge of the fabric and pulled. The sheet settled onto the floorboards with a soft sigh.
I sat on the wooden stool, resting my bare hands on the slanted wood of the desk. No pencils. No sketchpads. Just an empty, barren surface.
"Just for a minute," I whispered to the empty room.
I reached down and grasped the handle of the bottom drawer. It stuck for a second, the wood swollen from the damp air, before sliding open with a loud screech.
Inside sat a single piece of paper, face down.
I picked it up and flipped it over. The glossy surface of the ultrasound photo felt icy against my thumb. The edges curled inward, warped by time and humidity.
My eyes locked onto the small black-and-white blur in the center. Then they drifted to the white text printed in the top right corner.
11W.
Eleven weeks.
Everyone in my life assumed this baby had belonged to Elias. They judged me, whispered behind my back, and condemned me for a betrayal that never happened. But they were entirely wrong. It wasn't his.
A floorboard creaked in the hallway.
I stiffened, my fingers tightening around the glossy paper.
"Vivian?"
The overhead fluorescent lights snapped on, blindingly bright and buzzing like a hive of hornets.
I flinched, squinting against the harsh glare.
Damien stood in the doorway, his suit jacket gone, his white shirt unbuttoned at the collar. His hand rested firmly on the light switch.
"What are you doing in here?" he demanded, stepping fully into the room.
"I just wanted to sit," I said, my voice catching in my throat.
"I told my lawyer to lock this room," Damien said, his eyes narrowing as he scanned the uncovered desk. "I asked for all the keys, Vivian."
"I found a spare," I replied, keeping my hands below the edge of the table.
"You lied to him. You lied to me." He took another step closer. "For what? To sit in the dark and pretend you're still running a business?"
"It's my studio, Damien. My name is on the deed."
"My name is on the marital assets," he countered smoothly, though his voice held a sharp edge. "Everything in this house belongs to me. Including this room."
"Then why do you care if I sit in it?"
"Because I despise disobedience," he said. His gaze dropped to my lap. "What are you holding?"
"Nothing," I said quickly.
"Show me."
"It's just trash, Damien. Old sketches."
"You don't hide trash," he said, holding out his hand. "Give it to me."
"No."
"I won't ask again, Vivian."
I moved to shove the photo back into the open drawer, but my elbow knocked hard against the edge of the desk. The paper slipped from my trembling grip. It fluttered through the air and landed face-up on the center of the drafting table.
Damien stopped walking.
His gaze dropped to the desk. He stared at the curled edges of the ultrasound photo, his eyes tracing the black-and-white image, then locking onto the bright white 11W printed in the corner.
He didn't blink. He didn't speak. He just stood completely motionless, his jaw locked tight as he stared at the proof of a child he never knew existed.
Chapter 3
My fingers clamped around the edge of the drafting table, the wood biting into my skin. The glossy paper lay face-up between us, the black-and-white static of the image screaming into the silence.
Damien closed the distance in three long strides. He snatched the ultrasound photo off the desk before I could reach it.
His eyes darted across the surface, locking onto the bright white '11W' in the corner. He traced the curve of the printed letters with his thumb, his expression entirely unreadable. Then he flipped it over. The blue ink stamp on the back read Dr. Farrow's Clinic, followed by a date from exactly three years ago.
The muscles in his jaw worked, tight and rigid. When he finally spoke, his voice shook. Not with sadness. With raw, uncontainable fury.
"Whose is this?"
I swallowed the dry lump in my throat. "Give it back to me, Damien."
"I asked you a question, Vivian." He took a step closer, towering over me in the harsh fluorescent light. "Whose child is this?"
I dug my nails into my palms. The truth clawed at my throat, begging to be let out, but I forced it down. "An accident," I whispered. "Don't ask."
His face hardened into a mask of pure ice.
Those three words hung in the stagnant air of the studio. I had used them once before. Two years ago, on the morning of our pre-wedding medical checkup. Someone had anonymously slipped a printed tip to the doctor about my miscarriage history. Damien had cornered me in the sterile white hallway of the hospital, holding the doctor's chart, demanding an explanation. I had given him the exact same answer then.
He remembered. I saw the recognition flash in his dark eyes, followed immediately by a sneer that curled his lip into something cold and final. Whatever fragile thread of doubt had held him back, it snapped in that instant. He turned away from me without another word, the ultrasound photo still crumpled in his fist, and walked out of the studio. The door clicked shut behind him. I stood alone among the empty drafting tables, listening to his footsteps fade, and understood that the last thing I had tried to protect was already lost.
Chapter 4
I ripped the glossy paper out of his grip, my nails scraping hard against his palm. The ultrasound photo crumpled slightly in my fist as I pulled it to my chest.
"Give it back," I demanded.
Damien lunged forward. His shadow swallowed me completely in the harsh fluorescent light. "You think you can hide this from me?"
"It belongs to me."
"Nothing in this house belongs to you," he fired back, reaching for my wrist.
Before his fingers made contact, the sharp trill of his cell phone pierced the stagnant studio air.
He stopped. His jaw locked tight. He pulled the device from his trousers and checked the glowing screen.
"Speak," Damien commanded, pressing the phone to his ear.
I backed up, pressing my spine against the edge of the drafting table.
"When?" Damien asked. His voice dropped, losing the explosive rage from seconds ago, settling into a frigid, dangerous calm.
He listened. His dark eyes dragged over me, dissecting my rigid posture, my white knuckles, the terror I tried so desperately to keep off my face.
"Fine. I will handle it," he said, and ended the call.
"Who was that?" I asked.
"Colette," he replied, sliding the phone into his pocket. "She found the back gate unlatched. Again."
"I haven't been near the back gate."
"You expect me to believe that?" Damien asked, stepping closer. "After finding you hiding a picture of a dead child? A child you refuse to explain?"
"I told you it was an accident."
"And I told you I hate liars," Damien said. He straightened his cuffs, his expression turning to stone. "Starting tomorrow, you don't leave the estate. Not for the hospital. Not for the gardens beyond the perimeter."
"You have no right to lock me in."
"Watch me," he murmured. "You stay inside the walls, Vivian. If you step foot off this property, I will burn this studio to the ground."
He turned and walked out, leaving the heavy mahogany door wide open.
By noon the next day, the heavy iron gates at the end of the driveway remained sealed shut. The security guards had new orders. No vehicles in or out without my husband's explicit approval.
I stood in the grand foyer, holding Damien's heavy wool coat. He checked his silver watch, his leather briefcase resting against the marble floor.
The front door swung open. Colette stepped inside, clutching a manila folder to her chest. She wore her standard black uniform, but her posture was entirely different today. Her shoulders were pulled back. Her chin tipped up.
"The merger documents you requested from the downtown office, sir," Colette said, handing him the file.
"Leave them on the console," Damien instructed, not looking at her.
Colette didn't step back. Instead, she moved closer to him. She reached up and smoothed a non-existent wrinkle on his suit lapel.
"The wind is awful today, sir," she said softly.
I stepped forward, the wool coat heavy in my arms. "Step away from my husband, Colette."
The maid dropped her hands, though a faint smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. She turned her head toward me, her eyes bright with calculated innocence.
"My apologies, Madame," Colette said. She tilted her head, sniffing the air between them. "I just noticed something strange. Why didn't Mr. Ashford wear the perfume you usually prepare for him today?"
My grip tightened on the coat collar.
"I applied it this morning," I said evenly.
"Oh?" Colette widened her eyes. "I don't smell it at all. Are you sure you didn't forget?"
"I don't forget my duties."
"Perhaps the bottle has gone bad," Colette suggested, her voice thick with fake concern.
Damien snatched his coat from my hands. "I don't have time for this."
"Have a good day at the office, sir," Colette said.
Damien shoved his arms into the sleeves and walked out the door, the heavy wood slamming shut behind him.
Colette lingered in the foyer. She offered me a small, pitying look.
"Such a shame," she whispered. "All that effort for nothing."
"Get back to the kitchen," I ordered.
"Of course, Madame. I only worry for his presentation."
She bowed her head, the mocking smile still firmly in place, and walked down the hall.
I didn't yell. I didn't chase after her. I turned around and walked straight up the grand staircase to the master bedroom.
I pushed the bedroom door open and went directly to my vanity. The polished mahogany surface was usually immaculate. Today, a dark, oily stain spread across the wood, soaking into the edge of a white lace doily.
I pulled out the top drawer.
The glass bottle lay on its side. The silver cap rested an inch away, completely unscrewed. The golden liquid had drained out, leaving only a few drops clinging to the bottom corners.
I picked up the empty glass.
I created this scent three months before my wedding. Crushed juniper and dry cedar. I mixed the oils myself, pouring them into this single, unique bottle. It was the only one in existence. I sprayed it on his lapel at seven o'clock this morning.
Now the heavy scent of concentrated cedar filled the small space, thick and suffocating.
The smell hit the back of my throat. The bedroom walls dissolved.
Metal crunched against asphalt. The stench of gasoline mixed with sharp cedar from the air freshener dangling off the rearview mirror. Blood dripped onto my forehead. Nathaniel slumped over the steering wheel, his fingers twitching against the cracked leather.
"Viv... I'm sorry I didn't..." my brother whispered, his voice drowning in the hiss of the ruptured engine.
I blinked hard, forcing the vanity mirror back into focus. My chest heaved. I gripped the edge of the table to steady myself.
Someone had walked into my room, unscrewed the cap, and dumped my work onto the wood.
Colette wanted me to scream. She wanted me to run downstairs, accuse her, and look like a paranoid, hysterical wife in front of the staff. She wanted Damien to hear about my erratic behavior by nightfall.
I set the empty bottle down on a dry patch of wood.
I grabbed a hand towel from the adjoining bathroom and wiped up the spilled oil. I scrubbed the mahogany until the stain faded into a dull shadow. I threw the ruined lace doily into the trash bin.
I walked back to the vanity and picked up the glass bottle by the very top of the nozzle, careful not to touch the sides.
I carried it over to the tall windows. The afternoon sun sliced through the glass panes, casting a harsh, revealing light across the room.
I held the bottle up to the glare.
My own fingerprints dotted the thick glass base, faint and smudged. But right in the center, pressed firmly against the smooth surface, sat a perfectly clear half-fingerprint. A thick smear of nude nail polish streaked across the glass right next to the print.
The exact shade Colette wore on her nails every single morning.