CLARA'S POV

The Howard Grand had a restaurant on the fourteenth floor with walls of dark glass and a view straight down Fifth Avenue. The hostess led me past a row of quiet booths to a table by the window, where a man stood up before I reached him.

Adrian Howard was taller than his photos in the business pages, dark-haired, in a charcoal suit with no tie. He had the look of someone who'd been in three meetings already today and had won all of them.

"Clara," he said, and pulled out my chair. "Thanks for coming. I know these things are usually miserable."

"Usually?"

"I've been to two." He sat down across from me. "My mother has been on me for a year. Every phone call ends with a name and a restaurant. I'm assuming yours is the same."

"Mine gave up three months ago. Then I un-gave her up last night."

He raised an eyebrow, but he didn't push. Instead, he slid the wine list toward me.

"So here's my offer," he said. "If you want to leave after the appetizers, I'll call both sides and tell them we didn't click. You won't have to explain anything to anyone."

I looked at him for a second, waiting for the catch.

There wasn't one. He just picked up his water glass like he'd said something about the weather.

I laughed. It surprised me as much as it seemed to surprise him, a real laugh that came all the way up from my chest. I hadn't made that sound in what felt like weeks.

"That's very generous," I said.

"It's very selfish. If you leave early, I get to tell my mother I tried."

"And if I stay?"

"Then I get dinner with someone who doesn't want anything from me. That doesn't happen much."

I stayed.

We didn't talk about prenups or family holdings or how many kids either of us wanted. He asked what I thought of the restaurant, and I told him honestly that the lighting was beautiful but the entrance felt like walking into a bank vault.

He winced. "My father picked the doors."

"Your father picked wrong."

"I've been telling him that for six years."

From there, it was easy. He'd spent a summer in Porto and still dreamed about a bakery near the river. I told him I'd been to Lisbon twice and somehow never made it north. When he asked what I did, I didn't give him the polite version I used at Sterling dinners.

"I run a brand consulting studio," I said. "Small. Boutique hotels, independent fashion labels, a couple of restaurants. People hire me when they know what they're selling but can't figure out how to make anyone care."

"So you'd fix my father's doors."

"I'd fix your father's doors in the first meeting."

He smiled and leaned back. "I might actually hire you."

"You can't afford me."

"I own a hotel."

"Then you might be able to."

Somewhere between the burrata and the main course, I realized I'd stopped checking my phone. It was sitting in my clutch on the empty chair beside me, and for almost an hour, I hadn't thought about the key on my counter or the man on my couch.

"Can I ask you something?" Adrian said. "You're close with the Sterlings, right? I've seen you at their events."

My fork paused for half a second.

"Our families go way back," I said.

"Then you're the only person in this city who's been to Richard Sterling's house and still seems normal."

To him, I was the Whitmore girl who showed up at Sterling parties. Family friend. Nothing more.

It was the same lie I'd been telling for five years. It just felt different coming from someone who wasn't in on it.

Then I noticed the restaurant manager moving fast across the floor, straightening his jacket as he went.

I followed his gaze to the entrance.

Noah stood in the doorway in a fresh suit, clean-shaven now, like the man who'd slept in his car had never existed. Evelyn was on his arm in cream silk, the sapphire brooch gone tonight, a diamond on her finger instead.

Behind them came Richard Sterling, Evelyn's parents, and two men I recognized from the Carrington board.

"Mr. Sterling," the manager said warmly. "Your private room is ready."

Of course it was. The first business dinner since the engagement, and it was here. Maybe Richard had booked it weeks ago. Maybe Noah had suggested it this afternoon after reading my mother's text on my laptop.

I'd never know, and that was its own kind of answer.

The private dining room was at the back of the restaurant. The only way to reach it was past our table.

Adrian followed my eyes over his shoulder. "Ah," he said. "Speaking of the Sterlings."

Evelyn spotted me first. Her face lit up with that easy, polite warmth, and she steered Noah straight toward us.

"Clara! What a coincidence."

"Evelyn," I said. "You look beautiful."

"Thank you. I'm still getting used to all this." She lifted her left hand a little, almost shy about it. Then her gaze went to Adrian, then back to me, then up to Noah. "Wait. You two know each other?"

I opened my mouth.

Noah got there first.

"Clara's an old family friend," he said.

He said it smoothly, the way he said everything in public. A small smile. A hand resting at the small of Evelyn's back.

Five years. The loft with the skylights. Lisbon versus Kyoto. The key in its stupid velvet box.

Old family friend.

I looked at him for a moment. He met my eyes, and I saw it again, that same flat warning from last night. Keep it simple, Clara. Keep it nice.

I turned to Adrian instead.

"Noah," I said, "this is Adrian Howard."

I let the name land.

"My date."

Noah's face changed.

It wasn't dramatic. Nobody else would have caught it. But I'd spent five years learning every version of that face, and I'd never seen this one. The smile stayed in place while everything behind it went still. His hand slid off Evelyn's back.

Adrian stood. He didn't smirk or make a show of it. He just held out his hand like it was any other introduction.

"Sterling."

For a beat, Noah didn't move. Then he took it.

"Howard."

They shook once. Neither of them let go quickly. I could see the tendons standing out along the back of Noah's hand.

"I didn't realize you two were acquainted," Noah said to me. His voice was light. His eyes weren't.

"We weren't," I said. "Until tonight."

"Our mothers set it up," Adrian added easily. "Apparently they think we'd get along."

"And do you?" Noah asked.

He was asking Adrian, but he was looking at me.

"So far," Adrian said.

Evelyn laughed, a little uncertain, and touched Noah's sleeve. "Honey, your father's waiting."

Noah didn't seem to hear her.

"Noah," she said again, softer.

That was when I felt it clearly, sitting there with my napkin in my lap. His fiancée was standing right beside him, her hand on his arm, her family twenty feet away, and every bit of his attention was on me and the man across my table.

It should have felt like winning.

Mostly, it felt like proof of everything he'd said this morning. He wanted her for the cameras and me for the dark, and he couldn't stand the idea that I might have stopped playing my part.

"Enjoy your dinner," I said to Evelyn. "Congratulations again."

"You too." She smiled at both of us and tugged Noah gently toward the back room.

He went. But he looked back once before the door closed.

Adrian sat down and picked up his glass. He studied me over the rim for a second.

"Family friend," he said mildly.

"That's what he said."

"It is." He didn't ask anything else. "Want dessert?"

"Yes," I said, and meant it.

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I got home a little after eleven.

The apartment was dark. The Thai food was gone from the counter, and so was Noah. The brass key was still sitting right where I'd left it.

I kicked off my heels and had just set my clutch down when my phone buzzed.

I already knew who it was.

*Don't see him again.*

I stared at the screen. Before I could decide whether to answer, a second message appeared right under it.

*Especially not Adrian Howard.*