Chapter 5
"Let go of me… where are you taking me…"
My voice was barely a whisper, swallowed by the sterile corridor.
No one answered.
The enforcers dragged me through the hospital's private wing, my feet catching uselessly against the polished floor. My blood left a thin, smeared trail behind us like a signature no one wanted to read.
Then they threw me onto the cold tile of a VIP suite.
The impact sent a white-hot lance through my abdomen. I gasped, tasting copper, and forced my head up.
I saw him.
Dominic Ashford sat at the edge of the hospital bed, cradling a glass of water to Serena Valenti's lips with the careful precision of a man handling something infinitely precious. His fingers steadied the glass. His eyes never left her face.
She had a few superficial scrapes. A faint redness along one cheekbone. She looked shaken, perhaps. Startled.
And I was lying on the floor in a spreading pool of my own blood.
He looked at me. Those dark eyes, the eyes that commanded an empire stretching the length of the Eastern Seaboard, passed over me with the flat disinterest of a man noticing a stain on his shoe.
Cold. Utterly cold. As if I were a stranger. As if I were nothing.
"Serena wants cannoli," he said. His tone was casual, almost bored. "The ones with the orange blossom cream. I remember yours were the best. Go make them."
I thought I had misheard.
I was covered in blood. My ribs screamed with every shallow breath. Somewhere inside me, something was still bleeding, still failing.
And he wanted me to make cannoli.
Because she said she wanted some.
Everything I had buried over five years of this blood-bound marriage, every swallowed scream, every indignity absorbed in silence, every night spent alone in the cold wing of the compound while he warmed himself with her, all of it detonated at once.
I dragged myself upright. My arms shook. My vision swam. But I got to my knees, then to something approximating standing, and my voice came out shredded, raw, like torn fabric.
"Dominic Ashford, you have gone too far!"
The words ripped from my throat, and I didn't recognize the sound of my own voice.
"When I was being trampled at that auction, when I was dying on that floor, where were you? You were with her. You only ever see her!"
"Now I'm hemorrhaging, I need surgery, and you drag me here because she said a single word?"
"Five years. Five years of this. What am I to you? What have I ever been?"
"I am your wife. Bound to you before the Commission, before God, before both our families. And this is what you do to me?"
I screamed it. Every word tore something loose inside my chest that had nothing to do with the internal bleeding. Tears cut through the dried blood on my face, and I knew how I looked. Broken. Feral. Pathetic.
He did not react.
Not a flicker. Not a twitch. Not a single degree of warmth entered those obsidian eyes. He sat perfectly still, as if my anguish were a mild inconvenience, a draft from an open window.
It was Serena who moved first. She wrinkled her nose and pressed her manicured hands over her ears with a delicate grimace. "So loud. My head is splitting."
Instantly, his arm tightened around her. His hand rose to cup gently over her ear, and his voice dropped to something velvet, something I had never once heard directed at me in five years of marriage.
"Shh. It's alright, tesoro. I'm here."
Then he lifted his gaze to me.
The warmth vanished like a candle snuffed between two fingers. What remained was glacial. Absolute.
"You've said plenty. And yet you still won't go."
I stared at him.
And I felt it. The thing inside me that had held on, that had clung to some microscopic, pathetic filament of hope that he might one day see me, might one day remember the oath he'd sworn, it didn't break.
It died.
Quietly. Cell by cell. Like frostbite.
He must have read the silence as defiance, because what little patience he possessed evaporated. His voice went flat and arctic, the voice he used when issuing orders that would not be questioned, the voice that made capos twice my size lower their eyes.
"Since she refuses, put her in cold storage. She comes out when she's ready to comply."
The enforcers moved immediately.
My screams meant nothing. My flailing hands, slick with blood, found no purchase on their suit jackets. They dragged me down the corridor as efficiently as men disposing of a body, and perhaps that was exactly what they thought they were doing.
The heavy steel door of the industrial cold storage unit swung open.
They shoved me inside.
The door slammed shut with a sound like a coffin lid.
The cold hit me like a wall of knives.
It was instant, total, merciless. Every wound on my body, every laceration and bruise, ignited with a pain so sharp it transcended pain and became something else entirely. The temperature sank its teeth into my exposed skin, into the wet blood soaking my clothes, and began to freeze it against me like a second skin of ice.
My abdomen throbbed with a deep, spreading wrongness. The internal bleeding was worsening. I could feel it, the slow, warm pressure building inside me even as the cold devoured everything outside.
I was dying.
I understood this with perfect clarity. The cold and the blood loss were racing each other, and it no longer mattered which one won.
Minutes passed. Or hours. Time lost its meaning in the dark, frozen silence.
My body began to shut down. My thoughts fragmented. The edges of consciousness frayed like old cloth.
And then, at the very last moment, when the darkness was reaching for me with gentle, almost merciful hands, something older than pride, older than heartbreak, older than the dead thing in my chest that had once been love, clawed its way to the surface.
Survival.
The raw, animal refusal to die in a freezer because a man who swore to protect me decided I was less valuable than his mistress's appetite for sweets.
I crawled. My fingers were numb, my arms barely functional, but I dragged myself across the frost-slicked floor to the steel door. I raised one hand. It felt like lifting a stone.
I knocked. Weakly. Then again. And again.
My voice came in broken fragments, each word costing me something I would never get back.
"I'll… do it… I'll make them…"
"Please… let me out…"
The door opened.
Light poured in like a blade.
They pulled me out the way you'd pull a rag from a drain. Without ceremony. Without care.
I was deposited in the hospital's small kitchen.
My body shook so violently that my teeth cracked against each other. My fingers were blue-white, nearly senseless. The overhead fluorescent light buzzed and flickered, casting everything in a sickly pallor.
I stood at the counter. I could barely see. The ingredients blurred and doubled before my eyes.
But somewhere beneath the hypothermia and the hemorrhaging and the absolute, crystalline hatred that had replaced every softer feeling I'd ever possessed, my hands remembered. They had made these a hundred times. Two hundred. Every time she asked. Every time he commanded.
I filled the shells. I piped the cream. Orange blossom. A whisper of vanilla. My blood spotted the countertop, and I wiped it away with a trembling hand before it could touch the plate.
I carried the finished cannoli to the VIP suite.
He glanced at them.
One look. That was all.
Then, in the same flat, dispassionate tone he might use to authorize a wire transfer:
"Take her to surgery."
I was placed on a gurney and wheeled back to the operating theater. The surgical lights blazed overhead, white and blinding, as the anesthesiologist slid the needle into my arm.
The sedative crept through my veins like warm water.
My thoughts softened. Dissolved. The pain retreated to a distant hum.
One last tear slid from the corner of my eye, tracing a slow path down my temple and into my hair.
Dominic Ashford.
From this moment forward.
We are strangers.
I will never love you again.
The days after surgery stretched like a sentence with no end.
I lay alone in a standard hospital bed, watching the IV drip feed into my vein one transparent bead at a time. The room was quiet. The kind of quiet that accumulates in spaces where no one visits.
The pain came in waves. A dull, grinding ache that pulsed through my torso with every heartbeat, flaring sharp and bright each time the dressings were changed.
The nurse was gentle. She worked with careful, practiced hands, peeling away gauze and applying fresh bandages with the efficiency of someone who had done this a thousand times. But her eyes betrayed her. There was a softness there, a pity she couldn't quite suppress, and it cut deeper than anything she did to my wounds.
"Almost done. You're doing well," she murmured, her voice pitched to soothe.
She finished and stepped out, pulling the door closed behind her. But the door didn't latch fully, and through the narrow gap, I heard her voice, low and hushed, speaking to a colleague in the corridor.
"It's heartbreaking. Injuries that severe, and not a single family member has come to see her. Not one. She signed her own surgical consent."
"I know. Meanwhile, the Valenti woman in the VIP suite down the hall has a few scratches, and Don Ashford hasn't left her side. I heard he turned down three meetings this week. Operations worth hundreds of millions. Just to sit with her."
"Same world, different fates."
The words drifted through the gap like needles carried on a draft, finding their marks one by one. Precise. Unhurried.
But I had nothing left for them to pierce.
I closed my eyes. Turned my face toward the window. Let the pale light wash over my skin.
And I pretended I hadn't heard a thing.
Chapter 6
The sky was gray the day I left the hospital.
I finished the discharge paperwork and had barely stepped through the front entrance when I saw a row of cars idling at the curb. Black sedans, windows tinted, engines purring low.
"Viv, over here!"
It was them.
My oldest friends. The ones I'd grown up with, the inner circle I'd known since before any of us understood what family names meant in this world.
The moment I saw their faces, something inside me thawed. Just barely. Just enough to remind me I was still capable of feeling warmth.
That evening, they took me to our usual place. A private lounge bar tucked behind an unmarked door on the Lower East Side, the kind of establishment where the bartender knew your drink before you sat down and the music never climbed above a murmur.
They said we were celebrating. My liberation. My freedom.
"Good riddance. A man like that never deserved you."
"Our Viv has the face, the figure, the bloodline. Now that you're free of him, the line of men waiting for you would stretch across the Atlantic."
"Tomorrow I'm introducing you to at least three prospects. Every single one a hundred times better than that cold-blooded bastard."
They talked over each other, teasing, laughing, filling the silence I'd carried for five years with something that almost felt like joy.
I sipped my drink and couldn't help but smile.
It had been so long since anything felt this light.
They were right. Why had I spent all those years destroying myself over a man who never loved me?
I excused myself and went to the restroom.
When I came back, the booth was empty.
Every single one of them, gone.
I froze. Then I grabbed a passing server by the arm. "My friends. Where are they?"
The young man's expression turned uneasy. He glanced toward the far end of the corridor, where a heavy door led to the private rooms.
"A woman came in. She'd been drinking. Said she wanted to order company for the evening, looked around the main floor, wasn't satisfied with anyone she saw. Then she spotted your group." He swallowed. "She had her people escort them into the back room. There were a lot of bodyguards with her. We didn't dare intervene."
My stomach dropped like a stone into black water.
Something was wrong.
My friends weren't ordinary people. They came from families with standing, with connections, with names that carried weight in every circle that mattered. No one would dare handle them like that.
Unless they already knew exactly who they were handling.
The realization crashed over me like ice water.
I was nearly running by the time I reached the door at the end of the hall. I shoved it open with both hands.
And there she was.
Serena Valenti.
She was drunk. Heavily, sloppily drunk, her designer dress slipping off one shoulder, her fingers wrapped around the wrist of one of my closest friends. She was pulling him toward her, pressing his hand against herself.
His face was rigid with barely contained disgust, but he was holding back. He knew what she was. He knew who stood behind her.
"Serena, let him go!"
I crossed the room in three strides and wrenched them apart.
That was when the door exploded inward behind me.
He had arrived.
Dominic Ashford.
His face was carved from something colder than marble. The temperature in the room seemed to plummet the instant he stepped through the threshold. Two enforcers flanked him like shadows, but it was his presence alone that made every person in the room go still.
He seized Serena's wrist, his voice low and laced with barely restrained fury. "What are you doing in a place like this?"
She yanked free of his grip, her eyes glassy and unfocused, and jabbed a finger toward my friends.
"I came to find some company for the evening. Can't you see that? These ones caught my eye. I want them to stay with me."
"Enough. No." His tone dropped to something frigid and final. He reached for her again.
She shoved him back. Hard. And then the tears came, sudden and theatrical, spilling down her cheeks.
"You can smile at other women. You can spend hours locked in your study with some female associate, and I'm supposed to just accept it. But I can't have a little fun?"
His attendant stepped forward quickly, voice careful and measured. "Miss Valenti, that was a business meeting with an allied family's representative. There was nothing inappropriate about it."
"I don't care!"
She wasn't listening. She lunged for my friend again, grabbing at his jacket.
"You're allowed to do whatever you want. So I get to do what I want too!"
I couldn't take another second of it.
I stepped directly between her and my friends, my body a wall.
"Enough! Whatever is between the two of you is your business. But you do not get to harass my friends."
Only then did his gaze shift to me.
Those dark eyes moved from my face to the group standing behind me. Something in his expression changed. It didn't soften. It calcified. It became something terrible.
"Vivienne." His voice was quiet in a way that promised violence. "I warned you not to scheme against her. Wasn't ruining yourself enough? Now you send your little circle to seduce her?"
I stood there, stunned into absolute stillness.
Seduce.
He said seduce.
"Dominic, are you blind?" My voice came out raw and shaking. "She is the one harassing them!"
He opened his mouth to respond.
But Serena, seeing that he hadn't immediately rushed to comfort her, let out a wounded cry and bolted for the door.
"Serena!" He was after her in an instant, his entire demeanor transforming. The ice in his voice melted into something gentle, almost desperate. "All right, all right. I was wrong. I won't meet with any woman alone again. Not for business, not for anything. Will that make you happy?"
He murmured to her as they moved toward the corridor, his hand at the small of her back, his head bent close to hers like she was the only person in the world who mattered.
Then he stopped.
He turned back.
His gaze found the enforcers he'd left in the room.
And when he spoke, every trace of warmth had been stripped away. What remained was the Don. Only the Don.
"Those men. Whichever hand touched her, remove it."
He walked out without looking back.
The enforcers moved forward. Two of them reached beneath their jackets.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. My body moved before my mind caught up. I threw myself in front of my friends, arms spread wide, my voice shaking with cold fury and something harder than fear.
"Try it. I dare you to try." My words cut through the silence like a blade. "Open your eyes and look at what actually happened. Did they lay a hand on her first? She forced herself on them. They are my friends, and every one of them has a name that carries weight in circles far beyond this room. Touch them. See what happens."
Chapter 7
The lead enforcer regarded me without expression, his face carved from the same cold stone as the compound walls.
"Miss Marchetti, please don't make this difficult for us." His voice was level, almost conversational, the way men in this world spoke when the violence hadn't started yet but was already decided. "Your friends come from respectable families, I'll grant that. But respectable isn't powerful. Not in front of Don Ashford. One word from him, and every business their families have ever touched collapses. Their shipping contracts disappear. Their restaurant licenses get pulled. Their fathers find themselves answering questions from people who don't wear badges." He adjusted the cuff of his jacket. "I need to bring something back to the Don. An accounting."
My entire body felt as if it had plunged through ice into black water.
The fury and the helplessness crashed over me simultaneously, a drowning wave with no surface to break toward.
For the first time in five years, I hated myself with a clarity that burned.
I was the one who had agreed to the blood-bound union.
I was the one who had walked into the Ashford dynasty with my eyes open and my wrists offered for the shackles.
And I was the one who had dragged this humiliation, this danger, into the lives of the only people who still cared whether I lived or died.
I drew a single breath. Held it. Forced the storm inside me down below the waterline where it couldn't show.
"Fine."
"I'll give you your accounting."
My hand closed around the decorative iron rod mounted on the wall beside the booth, a heavy, cold thing meant to hold velvet rope. I wrenched it free in one motion.
Every pair of eyes in the room locked onto me.
In the silence that followed, I brought it down on my own left wrist.
The crack of bone was obscenely crisp, a sound like a branch snapping in a frozen forest. It detonated in the stillness of the room.
Agony swallowed me whole. A white-hot tide that started at the point of impact and roared up through my shoulder, my chest, my skull. My hand dropped, limp and wrong-angled, fingers dangling like a marionette with its strings cut.
"Vivi!"
They rushed toward me, hands catching my shoulders, my back, keeping me from folding to the ground.
My face had gone the color of ash. Cold sweat traced lines down my temples, my jaw, the column of my throat. But I locked my knees and forced my gaze to the enforcer's face. Held it there.
"Is that enough to report back?"
My voice came out steady. Barely.
"That blow was for them. On their behalf. From me."
Something shifted behind the enforcer's eyes. A flicker, there and gone, too fast to name. Surprise, perhaps. Or something rarer in this world: a grudging recognition of will.
He said nothing for several seconds.
Then he turned and walked out, his soldiers falling in behind him like shadows returning to the dark.
"Have you lost your mind?" My friends' voices shook, every one of them. Hands gripped my arms, my shoulders. "We would have fought them. All of them. We would have gone down swinging before we let you do that."
I shook my head.
Even speaking had become a labor, each word hauled up from somewhere deep and broken.
"You can't fight them..."
"It's all right... the bone can be set..."
They were frantic, already pulling me toward the door, someone calling for a car, someone pressing a cloth napkin against my wrist as if pressure could hold together what I had shattered.
We had barely cleared the entrance of the speakeasy when the shouting started above us.
Instinct dragged my gaze upward.
Serena Valenti stood at the edge of the second-floor terrace, her body swaying against the wrought-iron railing, teetering between the balcony and the void. The amber light from the windows behind her turned her silhouette into something theatrical, a scene staged for an audience of one.
"Don't come any closer! I haven't forgiven you! One more step and I'll jump!"
She screamed it through tears, her voice pitched to carry, to wound.
And he stood several paces back from her, framed in the open terrace doors.
Dominic Ashford.
The man whose name made rooms fall silent and grown men lower their eyes. The man who had never, in the entire span of our marriage, shown me anything beyond the flat indifference of a wall.
There was panic on his face.
Genuine, unguarded, devastating panic.
"Serena, stop this. Come back inside." His voice, that instrument of absolute command that had ordered men's fates with less emotion than ordering espresso, trembled. Actually trembled. "Come down from there. Whatever you want. Anything. Just step back from the edge and name it."
"Anything? You mean that?"
"Anything. Even my life, if that's what it costs."
I stood below them, broken wrist cradled against my chest, and listened.
The word that filled my mouth was absurd.
The feeling that filled my chest was cold. A cold so total it went beyond temperature into something existential, as if the last warm thing inside me had been snuffed out like a candle pinched between wet fingers.
How deeply did he love her.
To say those words. To mean them. To offer his life to a woman perched on a railing while his wife stood bleeding below him and he didn't even know. Didn't care to know.
The theatrics seemed to work. Serena's sobs softened. She began to inch back from the edge, careful, birdlike, her hands reaching behind her for the safety of the railing.
Then her foot slipped.
"Ah!"
The scream tore through the night air as her body pitched forward, over the rail, into nothing.
And directly below her, there was me.
The impact hit like a car. Her full weight slammed into my body with a force that drove every molecule of air from my lungs and sent us both crashing to the pavement. I was beneath her, my spine against stone, my already-shattered wrist crushed between our bodies. A cushion. A thing placed there by fate to break her fall.
The pain was no longer a wave. It was an annihilation. My vision went black at the edges, then everywhere.
He came down from above like a man possessed.
I heard his footsteps, rapid and desperate, on the stairs, through the door, across the threshold.
And the first person he reached for, the first body he gathered into his arms with shaking hands and a voice stripped of every pretense of power, was hers.
"Serena. Serena, look at me. Are you hurt? Don't be afraid. I'm taking you to the hospital. Right now. Hold on to me."
His voice cracked on her name.
He lifted her. Carried her to the waiting car as if she were made of glass, as if she were the most precious and fragile thing the world had ever produced.
The engine turned over. Tires bit asphalt. Taillights bled red into the dark and then were gone.
From the moment he had come down those stairs to the moment the car disappeared into the night, Dominic Ashford had not looked at me.
Not once.
My friends stared at the empty street where the car had been. Their bodies vibrated with a rage so acute it was almost grief. Fists clenched. Jaws locked. Eyes bright with the particular fury of people who have just witnessed something they will never forgive and can do absolutely nothing about.
But there was nothing to be done.
Not tonight.
Tonight, the only thing left was to get me to a hospital.
When I opened my eyes again, the room was white and quiet and smelled of antiseptic. The only person beside my bed was a nurse adjusting an IV line.
"Miss Marchetti, you're awake." She offered a careful smile, professional sympathy measured out in clinical doses. "It's a good thing your friends got you here when they did. The fractures were... significant." She paused, choosing her next words. "Your friends had urgent matters to attend to with their businesses. They asked that you call them the moment you woke up."
"Don't bother."
My voice was dry gravel scraping against itself.
"They're busy. There's no need to disturb them."
The nurse looked at me. The professional sympathy softened into something more personal, more painful.
"But you need someone to take care of you..."
"I can manage alone."