Chapter 2
"Are you still awake?" I asked, staring up at the shadows dancing across the bedroom ceiling.
Shawn shifted under the heavy duvet. "Barely."
"Do you remember the monsoon season five years ago?"
"The power went out across the entire city," he murmured.
"The night you ruined your only good suit," I added.
"You stood outside the hospital for two hours in the pouring rain."
"They locked the front doors."
"You banged on the glass until a security guard threatened to call the police."
"I wasn't going to leave you alone in that ward."
"You had a thermos of potato leek soup hidden in your coat."
He opened his eyes and turned to face me in the dark. "You were so pale, Care. I thought you were going to fade away right there in the ICU bed."
"The doctors told you I'd never be able to carry a child that same morning."
"And I told them to mind their own business." Shawn reached out, tucking a stray curl behind my ear. "I told you then, and I'll say it a million times more. I don't care about kids. I only care about you."
"Even now?" I pressed. "Now that you're the CEO of a Fortune 500 company?"
"My title means nothing." He propped himself up on one elbow. "Every reporter asks me about my biggest achievement. Do you know what I tell them?"
"You tell them it's marrying me," I whispered.
"Because it is." He leaned down and kissed my forehead. "You are my entire world, Caroline. Never doubt that."
I forced a smile, letting his warmth wash over me.
The strange text message I saw in the kitchen had to be a mistake.
It had to be.
I closed my eyes, but the words still floated behind my eyelids.
*John had so much fun today. He keeps asking when you're coming back.*
Maybe it was from a wrong number.
Maybe Shawn had a client named John.
Maybe the child at the amusement park had simply mistaken him for someone else.
There were a hundred explanations.
And only one explanation I refused to consider.
Shawn was cheating on me.
No.
My husband wasn't that kind of man.
He had spent twelve years proving that.
When we first met, Shawn wasn't the man whose face appeared on business magazines or whose company name flashed across the financial news every morning.
He was just Shawn.
A stubborn, ambitious man who always wore his sleeves rolled to his elbows and drank terrible black coffee because he thought sugar made him look weak.
I was the sick girl everyone told him to stay away from.
My mother had warned me.
His friends had warned him.
Even his father had once pulled him aside and told him that marrying me would mean giving up the chance to have a "normal" family.
Shawn had laughed.
I remembered that day so clearly.
We had been sitting in a small café near the university. I was holding a cup of tea with both hands because my fingers were trembling.
"You don't have to do this," I had whispered.
"Do what?"
"Stay."
He had looked at me as if I had said something ridiculous.
Then he had reached across the table and stolen the cookie from my plate.
"I've already decided."
"Decided what?"
"That you're stuck with me."
I had laughed so hard that I started coughing.
He had immediately pushed the tea toward me, panic flashing across his face.
"Slowly, Care."
"You're ridiculous."
"And you're marrying me."
"I haven't said yes."
"You will."
He had been right.
Three months later, he proposed beneath a sky full of fireworks.
There were no reporters.
No photographers.
No luxury restaurant.
Just the two of us standing on a quiet rooftop, with city lights stretching beneath our feet.
Shawn had gotten down on one knee.
His hands were shaking.
I remembered being surprised by that.
"The whole world thinks I'm fearless," he had said.
"I know."
"They're wrong."
He opened the ring box.
"I'm terrified of losing you."
My heart had broken open that night.
I said yes before he could even finish asking.
Years later, when his company finally went public, everyone expected him to change.
He didn't.
At least, that's what I thought.
He still called me before every important meeting.
He still sent flowers to the hospital whenever my health worsened.
He still remembered which medication made me nauseous and which one I could tolerate.
When my condition became worse, he had even turned down a major overseas expansion because he didn't want to leave me alone.
I remembered the headline from that time.
*Young CEO Walks Away From Billion-Dollar Deal for Wife's Health.*
People called him romantic.
His shareholders called him foolish.
I called him my hero.
I had believed every word.
The next morning, I woke before him.
For a few seconds, I simply watched him sleep.
His face looked peaceful.
Almost innocent.
The man beside me was the same man who had once sat beside my hospital bed all night, holding my hand while machines beeped around us.
I reached out and touched his cheek.
He stirred.
"You're staring."
"I am."
"Why?"
"I was thinking about how lucky I am."
His eyes opened.
For a moment, something unreadable crossed his face.
Then he smiled.
"You are lucky."
I laughed softly. "So humble."
"I'm only stating facts."
He pulled me closer.
His heartbeat was steady against my cheek.
I listened to it and let the doubts disappear.
That was what love was supposed to be, wasn't it?
Trusting someone even when you were afraid.
Believing them even when the truth was easier to fear than to face.
Later that morning, Shawn insisted on making breakfast.
"You shouldn't be standing that long," I protested.
"I'm making toast."
"You nearly burned the kitchen the last time."
"That was one time."
"It was three times."
He pointed a spatula at me. "You are very ungrateful for a woman being served breakfast by her handsome husband."
I smiled.
"Handsome?"
"Extremely."
"Good."
He leaned over and kissed my cheek.
For a moment, everything felt normal again.
Then his phone vibrated on the counter.
Shawn froze.
It was barely a second.
But I noticed.
He glanced at the screen and immediately turned the phone facedown.
"Work?" I asked.
"Yes."
I watched him for another second.
"Everything okay?"
"Of course."
He smiled too quickly.
Then his phone vibrated again.
This time, he picked it up and walked toward the balcony.
I couldn't hear what he said.
I only saw his back through the glass doors.
His shoulders were tense.
His voice was low.
And for some reason, my stomach tightened.
I forced myself to look away.
*Trust him.*
I repeated the words silently.
*Trust your husband.*
When he returned, I pretended nothing had happened.
"Are you working late tonight?" I asked.
He hesitated.
"Probably."
"Again?"
"There's a board meeting."
I nodded.
"Then I'll wait for you."
"You don't have to."
"I want to."
He stared at me.
For a moment, guilt flickered in his eyes.
Then he walked over and wrapped his arms around me.
"Don't wait up."
"I always do."
He kissed my forehead.
"Not tonight, Care."
I smiled.
"Okay."
He left shortly after.
I stood by the window and watched his car disappear down the driveway.
I told myself I wasn't worried.
I told myself the message meant nothing.
I told myself the child's voice meant nothing.
And I believed myself.
At least until noon.
My phone rang.
It was my doctor.
My latest test results were better than expected.
For the first time in months, I had a good day.
I wasn't dizzy.
My chest didn't hurt.
I could breathe without feeling like every breath was borrowed.
I looked at the lunch I'd prepared for Shawn.
A ridiculous thought suddenly entered my mind.
Maybe I'd surprise him.
Maybe I'd take lunch to his office.
Maybe I'd remind myself that the strange feeling in my chest was nothing but anxiety.
I changed into a simple dress.
I picked up the lunch box.
And before leaving, I looked at the wedding photograph on the mantel.
Shawn was smiling at me in it.
The same smile he had given me every day for twelve years.
I touched the glass.
"See you soon, husband."
I didn't know that within an hour, I would walk into his office.
And see the one thing I had spent my entire life believing Shawn would never do.
I didn't know that the man who had once promised I was his entire world was about to become the reason my world collapsed.
Chapter 3
The pain in my abdomen had vanished completely this morning.
For the first time in months, I woke up with energy. I spent two hours in the kitchen roasting garlic and searing steaks, packing Shawn’s favorite lunch into an insulated container. I wanted to surprise him. I wanted to erase the tension from my birthday.
The executive floor of the corporate tower was dead quiet.
I bypassed the main reception area. Lisa’s desk sat empty outside the CEO’s office. Her computer monitor was dark.
I pushed the heavy oak door open. The main office was empty.
Muffled voices drifted from the private lounge attached to his suite. The door stood open just a crack.
"Fuck, Lisa. Spread your legs wider."
My hand froze on the leather handle of the lunchbox.
"Put your fucking fingers inside me, Shawn," a woman moaned.
The voice belonged to Lisa.
I pushed the lounge door all the way open.
Shawn had Lisa pinned against the edge of the mahogany conference table. Her pencil skirt was shoved up to her waist. His trousers were unzipped, hanging low on his hips. His hand pumped aggressively between her thighs, his thumb rubbing directly against her clit.
Lisa threw her head back, exposing her neck.
Then, she opened her eyes and saw me standing in the doorway.
She didn't push him away. She didn't scream.
A slow, victorious smirk spread across her lips. She arched her back, pressing her bare sex harder into his hand.
"When are you going to make this real, Shawn?" Lisa asked, her voice dripping with artificial sweetness.
Shawn buried his face in her neck, completely unaware of my presence. "I told you. Give it time."
"John is getting older," Lisa pushed, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. "He asks about his daddy every day. When do my son and I get to step out of the shadows?"
My chest hollowed out.
John.
*Daddy, come here!*
"Just wait a little longer," Shawn groaned, his hips grinding against hers. "John is my fucking son. I won't mistreat you two. You'll get everything you deserve."
My fingers went numb.
The lunchbox slipped from my grip.
It hit the hardwood floor with a deafening crash. Glass shattered. Warm gravy and seared meat spilled across the polished oak planks.
Shawn spun around.
The color drained from his face instantly.
"Caroline," he gasped.
He yanked his hand away from Lisa's thighs and stumbled backward. He fumbled with his zipper, his fingers trembling wildly.
I stared at the mess on the floor.
"Care, it's not—" Shawn started, taking a step toward me.
"Don't touch me," I said. My voice sounded entirely hollow.
He stopped. "Listen to me. Just let me explain."
"Explain what?" I asked, lifting my chin to meet his panicked gaze. "Explain why you're fucking your secretary? Or explain why she just called a boy named John your son?"
Shawn swallowed hard. His chest heaved. "Care, please."
"The amusement park," I said. "The text message in the kitchen. It was all real."
"I was going to tell you," he pleaded.
"When?"
"After the merger. When the company was stable."
"So... all these years," I whispered, the crushing weight of the betrayal pressing down on my lungs. "All these years you told me you didn't want kids. You stood in front of your family and defended my broken body."
"I did that for you!" he shouted, desperate to regain control.
"You didn't do it because you loved me," I fired back. "You refused to have children with me because you already had them with her."
Lisa hopped down from the table. She casually smoothed out her skirt and buttoned her silk blouse. She didn't look the least bit ashamed.
"Caroline, did you really think a man would give up his own child for a sick woman?" Lisa asked.
Her words hit me like a physical blow.
"Shut your fucking mouth, Lisa!" Shawn roared, turning his fury on her.
"Why should I?" Lisa sneered. "She needs to hear the truth. You want an heir. You want a healthy family. She gave you nothing but hospital bills and pity."
"I said shut up!" Shawn lunged at her, grabbing her arm.
"Get your hands off me!" Lisa snapped, yanking her arm away. "You promised John we were going to be a real family. Are you going to lie to him, too?"
I watched them argue.
The man who spent nights sleeping in a hospital chair beside me. The man who kissed my forehead and swore I was his entire world.
A dry, unexpected laugh clawed its way up my throat.
It sounded like breaking glass.
Shawn snapped his attention back to me. "Care?"
"You pitied me," I said, the laughter dying on my lips. "You kept me around like a pet while you built a real life behind my back."
"That is a lie. I love you."
"You don't know what love is."
A sharp, violent cramp ripped through my abdomen.
The pain I thought had vanished returned with a vengeance. It flared hot and bright, radiating from my scarred liver straight into my chest.
My knees buckled.
"Caroline!" Shawn screamed.
He closed the distance between us just as I pitched forward. His arms wrapped around my waist, breaking my fall. We collapsed onto the floor together, right into the spilled food and shattered glass.
"Look at me," he begged, shaking my shoulders.
My vision narrowed into a dark tunnel. The edges of the room blurred.
"Call a fucking ambulance!" Shawn yelled over his shoulder.
My heart battered against my ribs, struggling to pump blood. The air in the room felt too thick to breathe. I clutched the lapel of his expensive suit, my fingernails digging into the fabric.
"You lied," I choked out, a metallic taste flooding my mouth.
"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry," he sobbed, pressing his forehead against mine. "Stay with me, Care. Keep your eyes open."
I turned my head slightly.
Through the fading light, I saw Lisa standing over us. She looked down at my trembling body with absolute indifference.
"She finally knows," Lisa said.
The darkness swallowed the rest of the room, dragging me down into silence.