Chapter 2

The morning sun offered no warmth in the town square. It felt as though the very heat had been sucked out of the Blood River territory, leaving the air brittle and gray. I stood beside Gunner on the raised platform, my hand gripping his so tightly my knuckles turned white. Below us, the pack gathered—warriors, mothers, elders—their faces gaunt with worry.

Mavis Torres stood in the center of the crowd, her white robes stark against the muddy ground. She didn't look like a stranger anymore; in just twenty-four hours, she had become a beacon of hope for everyone but me.

"The earth is crying," Mavis announced, her voice carrying without a microphone. She raised her hands, palms open to the sky. "I have walked your borders. I have tasted the soil. The wards are not failing because of an external attack. They are starving."

A murmur rippled through the crowd. Gunner stiffened beside me. I could feel the tension radiating off him in waves. He was exhausted. The dark circles under his eyes were bruises of fatigue, evidence of how much energy he was pouring into the failing barriers.

Mavis turned slowly, her eyes locking onto me. A cold shiver raced down my spine.

"Energy cannot be created or destroyed," she continued, her voice dropping to a sympathetic purr. "It flows. But here, in the heart of the pack, there is a void. A hollow vessel that consumes but does not give back."

She didn't say my name. She didn't have to. The crowd’s gaze shifted to me in unison. I saw the recognition in their eyes, the reignition of old hatreds. *The Black Widow. The Cursed One. The Wolf-less.*

"She is my mate!" Gunner growled, stepping forward, his Alpha command vibrating in the air. "She is your Luna."

"And I do not seek to harm her, Alpha," Mavis replied smoothly, bowing her head in false reverence. "I only speak what the Moon reveals. A mate without a wolf is like a lung without air. She unintentionally draws on your strength to survive the supernatural pressure of your aura. It is not her fault... but it is killing your pack."

The silence that followed was deafening. I felt like I was shrinking, the weight of a thousand accusing eyes crushing me. Gunner squeezed my hand, but for the first time in five years, his grip felt desperate rather than assured.

***

An hour later, the atmosphere in Gunner’s office was suffocating.

"I won't reject her," Gunner slammed his fist onto the mahogany desk, making the lamp rattle. "Do not suggest it, Mavis."

Mavis sat calmly in the visitor's chair, sipping herbal tea. "I would never suggest breaking a mate bond, Alpha. That is a sin against the Goddess. But Camila is sick. Her spirit is blocked."

She turned to me, her smile tight and predatory, though her eyes feigned concern. "There is a ritual. An ancient purification. If we can cleanse the blockage in her blood, her own wolf might finally awaken. She would stop draining the pack. She would be whole."

I shook my head, backing away. "I don't have a blockage. I was born this way."

"Gunner," Mavis said softly, ignoring me. "Look at the borders. Look at your warriors. They are weak. If the Rogues attack now, Blood River will fall. This ritual could save everyone. It could save *her* from the hatred of your people."

Gunner looked at me. His blue eyes were swimming with conflict. He walked over and cupped my face in his large, rough hands.

"Cam," he whispered, his voice cracking. "If this works... if you could have your wolf... the whispers would stop. You'd be safe. The pack would be safe."

"Gunner, I don't trust her," I pleaded, my voice trembling. "She smells like... like old flowers covering up rot."

"She healed the sentry," he countered, desperation creeping into his tone. "We are out of options. Please. For us."

His plea broke me. I could endure the insults, but I couldn't endure being the reason his legacy crumbled. I nodded, tears stinging my eyes. "Okay. For us."

***

The pack's sacred cellar was carved from the bedrock beneath the main house. It was cold, smelling of damp earth and stone. Mavis had prepared a stone basin in the center of the room, filling it with a shimmering, translucent liquid.

"The water is blessed by moonlight," Mavis said, gesturing for me to undress. She wore a heavy ceremonial apron.

Gunner stood by the heavy iron door. "I'll be right here, Cam. Right outside."

"Why can't you stay?" I asked, clutching my robe.

" The energy must be pure," Mavis interjected. "The Alpha's aura is too dominant. It will disrupt the flow."

Gunner kissed my forehead, a lingering, fearful press of his lips. "Be brave, my love." Then, he walked out, and the heavy door groaned shut, sealing me in with her.

The moment the latch clicked, Mavis’s face changed. The concern evaporated, replaced by a look of clinical boredom.

"Get in," she ordered.

I dropped my robe and stepped into the basin.

Agony.

Instant, blinding agony. It wasn't water. It felt like liquid fire. My skin hissed as I submerged my legs, a violent, searing heat that tore a scream from my throat.

"It burns!" I shrieked, trying to scramble out.

Mavis shoved me back down by the shoulders, her grip possessing unnatural strength. "It is silver-laced holy water, you fool. It burns the impurity out."

Silver. Poison to our kind. Even without a wolf, my biology was werewolf. She was bathing me in acid.

"Gunner!" I screamed, thrashing in the basin as the silver water splashed over my chest and stomach. The pain was absolute, white-hot needles piercing every pore. "Gunner, help me! It's killing me!"

I threw my mind open, forcing the distress call through our mate bond. *Gunner! Stop her! It burns! Please!*

I felt him on the other end of the link. I felt his panic, his instinct to tear the door down.

"It is working!" Mavis shouted toward the door, her voice echoing off the stone walls. "The screams are the curse leaving her body! Do not interrupt, Alpha, or the process will fail! She will remain a leech forever!"

*Gunner!* I screamed internally, the physical pain merging with the terror of Mavis’s cruel, smiling face hovering above me.

Then, I felt it.

A wall.

Not a physical one, but a mental one. Gunner didn't kick down the door. He didn't roar in fury. Instead, he slammed a barrier down across our bond.

*I'm sorry, Cam,* his voice echoed, faint and distorted, before being cut off completely. *It's for the pack.*

Silence.

He had blocked me. He was standing five feet away, on the other side of that door, listening to me scream, and he chose to cover his ears.

Mavis leaned close, her breath smelling of decay. "See?" she whispered, pushing my head under the burning silver water. "He knows what you are. A sacrifice."

Chapter 3

The blisters on my legs from the silver water were weeping again, staining the white sheets of the infirmary bed. I had collapsed during the morning prayer—or rather, the morning torture session Mavis called ‘cleansing.’ My body felt heavy, not just with pain, but with a strange, new exhaustion that settled deep in my bones.

Dr. Evans, the pack’s elderly healer, pulled the stethoscope from his ears. His hands were shaking. He looked at Gunner, then at me, his eyes wide with disbelief.

“Alpha,” he stammered. “It’s… it’s a miracle. The Luna is pregnant.”

For a heartbeat, the room went still. The oppressive weight of the dying pack, the failing wards, the suspicion—it all vanished. Gunner’s face, gaunt and gray from weeks of stress, suddenly cracked open. A light I hadn’t seen in years flooded his blue eyes. He dropped to his knees beside the bed, ignoring the smell of burnt flesh coming from my legs, and pressed his face against my stomach.

“A pup?” he whispered, his voice trembling. “Titan… Titan is purring. We’re going to have a pup, Cam.”

Tears pricked my eyes. For the first time since Mavis arrived, I felt a flicker of hope. Maybe this was the sign we needed. Maybe a new life would heal the pack.

Then, the temperature in the room dropped.

“A miracle?” Mavis’s voice was like shattered glass. She stood in the doorway, her white robes pristine, her face twisted in a mask of horrified pity. “Oh, you poor, foolish Alpha.”

Gunner froze. He looked up, his hand still resting on my belly. “What do you mean? It’s an heir.”

“Is it?” Mavis walked into the room, the scent of lilies and rot trailing behind her. She pointed a manicured finger at my stomach. “Think, Gunner. The wards are failing. The warriors are losing their ability to shift. The pack’s magic is being drained at an accelerated rate. And now, suddenly, a wolf-less vessel conceives?”

She leaned down, her dark eyes boring into mine. “That is not an heir. It is a parasite. It is an abomination created by the curse to suck the last drops of power from your bloodline. It is feeding on the pack to survive.”

Gunner snatched his hand away as if I had burned him. The light in his eyes died, replaced by a cold, dawning horror.

“No,” I whispered, reaching for him. “Gunner, don’t listen to her. It’s our baby.”

He didn’t take my hand. He stood up, backing away, his gaze fixed on my stomach with revulsion. “A parasite…”

***

The hopelessness was suffocating. I tried to find Molly, my only friend in this nightmare. I found her in the hallway outside Gunner’s office, her face pale, clutching a bucket of water.

“Luna!” she hissed, pulling me into an alcove. “I heard her. I heard Mavis by the reservoir. She wasn’t praying to the Moon Goddess. She was chanting in a language that made my ears bleed. She was pouring something black into the water supply!”

“We have to tell Gunner,” I said, gripping her arm.

We burst into the office. Gunner was pacing, Mavis sitting calmly in his chair.

“Alpha!” Molly cried, dropping to her knees. “She’s a witch! She’s poisoning the water! That’s why the warriors can’t shift!”

Mavis didn’t even blink. She reached into the pocket of her robe and tossed a handful of small, bone-carved totems onto the desk. They rattled like dry teeth.

“I found these under the Omega’s bed,” Mavis said softly. “Cursed objects. Bound with dark magic to block the pack’s connection to the Moon.”

“Liar!” Molly screamed. “I’ve never seen those!”

Gunner looked at the bones, then at Molly. The paranoia that Mavis had cultivated for weeks snapped into place.

“You dare?” Gunner’s voice was a low growl. “You dare sabotage my pack while we are dying?”

“Gunner, please!” I threw myself between them. “Molly is loyal! Mavis is lying! Look at her!”

Gunner grabbed my arm, shoving me aside with enough force that I stumbled. “Get her out of my sight,” he commanded the guards. “Exile. If she returns, kill her.”

“No!” I screamed as two warriors dragged a sobbing Molly away. “Gunner, you’re making a mistake! She’s innocent!”

He refused to look at me. “Take the Luna to her room. Lock the door.”

***

That night, the silence in the Pack House was heavy, broken only by the weeping of the wind. Dinner was a somber affair. The long table was full, but no one ate. Earlier that afternoon, a rogue skirmish on the southern border had resulted in three injuries because our warriors couldn’t shift. Their wolves were gone, silent in their heads.

Mavis sat at Gunner’s right hand—my seat. I sat at the far end, isolated, clutching my stomach.

Suddenly, Mavis stiffened. Her fork clattered onto her plate. Her head snapped back at an unnatural angle, her spine arching violently.

“Mavis?” Gunner stood up, alarmed.

A sound tore from Mavis’s throat—a distorted, multi-layered voice that vibrated the silverware on the table.

*“The rot deepens,”* the voice hissed. It wasn’t Mavis. It sounded ancient and angry. *“The vessel is full of poison. The abomination grows.”*

The entire room gasped. Warriors fell to their knees in terror. They thought the Moon Goddess was speaking through her.

Mavis’s eyes rolled back, showing only the whites. She pointed a trembling hand down the length of the table, directly at me.

*“To save the body,”* the voice shrieked, *“you must sever the rotting limb. The blood of the cursed one must be spilled, or the Blood River Pack will cease to exist before the next full moon.”*

Mavis collapsed forward onto the table, panting.

Every eye in the room turned to me. There was no pity left in them. Only hunger. Only the desperate need to survive.

Gunner looked at me. His face was a mask of torture, sweat beading on his forehead. He looked at my stomach, then at his trembling hands.

“Sever the rotting limb,” he whispered to himself.

I wrapped my arms around my belly, shrinking back into my chair, but I knew. The walls were closing in, and the man who promised to protect me was holding the knife.

Chapter 4

The nursery was supposed to be a secret. It was a tiny room at the end of the hall that used to be a storage closet, far away from Mavis’s prying eyes and the heavy, suffocating scent of her incense. I had scrubbed the floors on my hands and knees until my skin was raw, desperate to create one clean, safe place for the life growing inside me.

I was folding a tiny yellow blanket—yellow, because we didn't know if it was a boy or a girl yet—when the door slammed open. The wood splintered against the wall, the sound like a gunshot in the quiet room.

Gunner stood there. His chest was heaving, his shirt soaked with sweat, and his eyes... his eyes were unrecognizable. The warm blue ocean I used to drown in was gone, replaced by a turbulent, stormy gray that screamed murder.

"Gunner?" I whispered, clutching the blanket to my chest. "What's wrong? Is it the rogues?"

He didn't answer. He stalked into the room, his heavy boots leaving mud on the pristine floor I had worked so hard to clean. He looked around at the humble preparations—the second-hand crib I'd dragged in from the attic, the mobile made of dried wildflowers.

"You built a nest for it," he snarled, his voice vibrating with a low, dangerous growl. "For the parasite."

"Don't call our baby that," I said, my voice trembling but firm. I took a step toward him, reaching for the bond that still faintly hummed between us. It was weak, frayed by Mavis’s dark magic, but it was there. I pushed my own aura toward him—my healer's calm, the soft, white light that used to soothe his nightmares.

"Stop!" he roared, flinching as if I had thrown acid at him. He slammed his hands over his ears. "Get out of my head! Mavis warned me about this. She said you'd try to lure me. A siren's song to make me forget my duty!"

"It's not a lure, Gunner! It's love!" I cried, tears spilling over. "I am your mate!"

"You are a vessel for our destruction!"

With a roar of pure rage, Gunner swept his arm across the changing table. Powder, lotions, and the stack of tiny, folded clothes went flying, crashing against the far wall. The sound of shattering glass filled the small room.

I screamed, throwing myself in front of the crib as he turned toward it. "No! Gunner, please! It's just wood! It's just a bed!"

He grabbed the crib rail, his knuckles white. With a sickening crunch, he ripped the side off and hurled it across the room. "There will be no bed! There will be no nursery! Because there will be no monster!"

He turned on me, looming over my trembling form. "You will terminate it, Camila. Tonight. Mavis has prepared the tonic. You will drink it, and we will flush this curse out of our pack before it kills us all."

"I would rather die," I hissed, backing away until my spine hit the cold wall. My hands covered my stomach protectively. "You'll have to kill me first."

Gunner looked at me, and for a second, I saw a flicker of the man he used to be—the man who defied the Council for me. But then, the shadows in his eyes deepened, swirling like black smoke.

"If that is what it takes to save my pack," he whispered, his voice dead, "then so be it."

***

The next morning, the sun didn't rise. The sky was a bruised purple, heavy with unshed rain.

Two warriors dragged me out of the Pack House. I didn't walk; I couldn't. My legs had given out hours ago from fear. They hauled me to the gathering circle, the sacred ground where Gunner had once claimed me in front of everyone. Now, the dirt was hard and unforgiving.

The entire pack was there. Hundreds of them. They formed a tight circle, their faces hard masks of hatred. Mavis stood on the raised dais, wearing a robe of crimson silk that looked like fresh blood. She was smiling.

Gunner stood next to her. He looked hollowed out, a shell of an Alpha, but his power was still terrifying. It rolled off him in suffocating waves, forcing the wolves in the front row to their knees.

"Kneel," Gunner commanded.

The warriors released me, and I collapsed into the dirt. I tried to lift my head, to look him in the eye, to find one last shred of mercy.

"Please," I croaked, my throat raw. "Gunner... look at me. It's Cam."

He didn't look. He stared over my head, at the horizon where the storm clouds were gathering. He took a deep breath, and the air around us crackled with ozone and magic. The Alpha Tone—the voice that could compel any wolf to obey or die—began to build in his chest.

"I, Alpha Gunner Mitchell of the Blood River Pack," he boomed. The sound hit me physically, like a hammer to the chest. I gasped, clutching the dirt.

"No!" I screamed, but the sound was swallowed by the wind.

"Do hereby reject you, Camila Rogers," he continued, his voice devoid of emotion, robotic and cold. "As my mate, as my Luna, and as a member of this pack."

The pain hit instantly. It wasn't like a physical wound; it was the tearing of my soul. I felt the golden thread that connected our hearts snap with a violent, agonizing recoil. It felt like my chest was being ripped open from the inside out.

But he wasn't finished.

His eyes finally snapped down to mine, glowing with a terrible, unnatural light. "And I reject your cursed offspring. I deny it my blood. I deny it my name. I deny it life."

The world turned white.

A scream tore from my throat that didn't sound human. It was the sound of a mother's heart shattering. The rejection of the pup—the Alpha's direct command denying his own blood—was a magical death sentence.

I doubled over, clutching my belly as a cramp, sharper than any knife, twisted inside me.

"No, no, no!" I sobbed, curling into a ball in the dirt. "Stay with me, little one. Stay with me!"

But the bond was severed. The lifeline that tethered the baby to its father's strength was gone. I felt a wet warmth spreading between my legs, soaking through my thin dress. The scent of copper and tragedy filled the air.

The pack watched in silence. No one moved. No one helped.

Through the haze of agony, I looked up. Gunner was swaying on his feet, his hand over his heart as if he, too, had been shot. But Mavis... Mavis was laughing. A soft, tinkling sound that chilled my blood even as my life drained into the mud.

When My Mate Murdered Our Unborn Pup

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