Chapter 2
That night, my mind carried me back to the first time I saw him.
I was eighteen, dragged to a party by my father. Across the crowded room, I noticed Sebastian standing near the piano, black suit tailored to perfection, a glass of champagne in hand. The air seemed heavier around him, like everyone else had shrunk in comparison. I couldn’t look away.
Later, I did something reckless and bold. I kissed him.
He chuckled, a low, warm sound. “That’s not quite how you do it, sweetheart,” he said, leaning closer to show me.
The kiss was slow, deliberate, consuming. In that moment, I believed no one else could ever touch me like that. I didn’t realize then that kiss would haunt me years later.
When I woke, my pillow was damp. I hadn’t noticed the tears falling.
Dawn was creeping across the sky as I sat there, staring at nothing, before finally calling my father.
“Dad,” I said, my voice raw, “I’m divorced.”
Silence. Then his tone sharpened, worry cutting through: “Did he… hurt you?”
I stared at the gray morning outside. “No… we just… stopped loving each other.”
Not true. He stopped loving me. And I’d stopped surviving it. Some truths hurt more when said aloud, so I kept the rest to myself.
After I hung up, my phone buzzed with a new friend request. Without thinking, I accepted.
A video appeared immediately. Sebastian, asleep on the couch, shirt half undone, hair tousled, face soft in the dim light. His lips moved, whispering something that made my hands shake.
“Lory…”
Then the messages came.
“Hi, I’m Valeria Moores. Sebastian’s first love. I didn’t expect that, even after all these years, even with a wife, he still hasn’t forgotten me. I saw his tattoo today—my nickname, still there. He kept our old photos, all the letters, the diaries he wrote just for me. He even calls my name in his sleep. First love never really leaves, does it?”
My chest tightened, suffocating me. My fingers hovered over the screen before I typed, slowly:
“What do you want from me?”
Minutes passed. Then her reply came.
“Nothing. I just want what’s mine. He’s about to wake up. Bet if I tell him I had a nightmare, he’ll be at my side for days. Won’t even send you a text.”
I didn’t respond. I didn’t need to.
Ten minutes later, Sebastian’s message arrived.
“Baby, something came up. I’ll be away on business for a few days. Call my secretary if you need anything. Take care of yourself—and the baby.”
I laughed, a hollow, painful sound that burned my chest. Tears streamed anyway. He was that predictable.
For five days, he vanished. No calls, no texts.
But Valeria didn’t. She sent me updates, pictures every day.
Barefoot on a beach. Sitting by a mountain campfire. Hands intertwined, driving through open fields.
“These were ours,” she wrote. “He remembers.”
I scrolled through every image. He had taken me to those same places, or so I thought. Memories I thought were ours… were just spaces I filled while she wasn’t there.
By the fifth night, I began packing. Every piece of jewelry, every dress, every bag and perfume he’d gifted me—box after box, into storage. No tears this time.
When he returned, his suitcase thudded on the floor. He looked around, puzzled.
“Baby? What are you doing? Closet’s half-empty.”
I didn’t look at him. “Just clearing out things I don’t need.”
He chuckled softly, as if I were being dramatic again, then reached into his bag. “Look, I found these for you.”
A box of limited-edition art books—the ones I’d mentioned weeks ago. He remembered, of course. The small details always mattered. The big ones? Never.
“Baby,” he murmured, arms wrapping around me, hand instinctively resting on my stomach. “How’s the baby? Tomorrow’s your checkup—I’ll come with you, alright?”
I stepped away. “No need. You don’t have to.”
He frowned. “What do you mean? Feeling unwell?”
One of the maids spoke up. “Sir, Miss Maris hasn’t been eating much these past few days.”
He loosened his tie. “I’ll cook. You’ll eat, alright? Your favorites. Just a little.”
He spoke like I was a child, like gentleness could erase the wounds his neglect had left.
Turning to the maids, he said, “Watch her. Don’t let her bump into anything.”
They giggled as he left.
“He’s so caring.”
“She’s lucky. Every woman dreams of a husband like that.”
I stood there, staring at the empty doorway. A hollow ache twisted inside me. I had believed I was lucky once… that I had found someone who would never hurt me.
But now I knew. I was only the shadow he loved when she wasn’t around.
The doorbell rang just as Sebastian’s car disappeared down the street. Wiping my eyes, forcing myself upright, I went to open it.
But it wasn’t him.
It was her.
Chapter 3
A woman stood in the doorway, tall and poised, holding a delicate pastry box tied with a pink ribbon.
“Hello,” she said, tilting her head slightly. “I’m Valeria. We’ve been chatting online.”
Her name landed in my chest like a blow. My mouth went dry; I couldn’t form a sound.
She smiled, calm, amused, almost triumphant. “Sebastian’s been incredibly kind to me lately. I wanted to make him something special… a little thank-you. Since I’m here already, you won’t send me away, right? You’re not that type of wife.”
Before I could answer, she stepped past me, her heels clicking across the marble as if she owned the house.
“Wow,” she murmured, surveying the room. “Not much has changed. I’d almost forgotten how beautiful this place is.”
Her perfume drifted around me—soft, floral, lingering. My hands trembled so badly I had to hide them behind my back.
She wandered down the hall like a visitor returning to a familiar world. When she reached the garden, her face lit up. “These orchids… he’s still tending to them? I love that.”
My throat tightened. I remembered Sebastian watering those orchids every morning, trimming their roots meticulously. I’d always thought it was his ritual for peace before the day began. He never mentioned they were her favorites.
We walked toward the veranda, where the wind chimes swayed in the breeze.
“Still here,” she said, tilting her head. “We bought these in Kyoto. He said the sound reminded him of me.” She glanced at me. “Isn’t he sentimental?”
The sound that once soothed me now scraped against my heart. Every evening, I had thought he liked it. Now I realized… he was listening for her.
Inside the living room, her fingers lingered over the piano. “Oh, he kept this too. I played here every night after dinner. He hated it at first, said it distracted him from work. But eventually, he just sat there, listening.”
She smirked. “Does he still do that when you play?”
I couldn’t speak. I didn’t even try.
She drifted to the shelves, tracing a vinyl record’s spine. “My favorite album. He always said it was too sad. Funny, how men pretend to forget the things they can’t let go of.”
I followed silently, every word cutting through me. My home no longer felt mine. Every corner, every sound, every detail belonged to her first.
Then she went to the bedroom.
Her fingers brushed over the neatly folded shirts. “Still using the linens I gave him in Florence,” she said. “He swore he’d never wear anything that soft. But look at him now.” She turned to me over her shoulder, honeyed smile in place. “I’m sure you keep them nice. He likes his things just the way I left them.”
My chest hurt so much I thought I might break. I had ironed those same shirts, believing I was building a life with him. Instead, I’d been preserving a ghost.
Valeria’s gaze glinted with nostalgia and mock pity. “You’ve done well,” she said softly. “Not every woman could live surrounded by someone else’s memories.”
I had no words. Silence pressed down, accusing.
She stopped at the wall of our wedding photos. A soft laugh escaped her.
“Funny,” she murmured. “Sebastian and I always planned three photoshoots—desert, ocean, forest. We never finished them before I left. Looks like you two made my little dream come true.”
I froze. My stomach knotted. Those exact themes… he’d chosen them himself. I’d believed he was romantic, creative. Now I knew—he’d only been finishing what she had started.
A voice cut sharply through the room, cold and commanding.
“What are you doing here?”
Sebastian stood at the doorway, face hard, eyes flitting between us.
Valeria turned, her posture softening instantly. “Oh, Sebastian,” she said, lifting the pastry box. “I made these for you. Your lovely wife invited me in… she was so kind, even suggested I stay for dinner.”
Dinner? My jaw clenched. She was lying perfectly.
Sebastian’s glare softened slightly as he looked at her. “Valeria is just a neighbor’s niece,” he said calmly, turning to me. “We grew up together. Like family. She went abroad for a while, that’s why you haven’t met her.”
I stared, silent. The ease in his voice, the way he said her name… he didn’t notice my hands shaking, didn’t see how broken I felt. He kept smiling, oblivious.
Neighbor’s niece? Really.
Valeria’s smile was sweet and calculated. “Oh yes. Sebastian always took care of me. I was picky when I was young. He learned all my favorites—sweet and sour ribs, braised meatballs, steamed sea bass…” She giggled. “I used to tell him he’d make a great husband one day.”
I clenched my fists. Those were the dishes he had cooked for me every weekend. He’d said he learned them because I loved them. I believed him. I thought it was love.
I couldn’t stand there any longer. I mumbled an excuse about feeling dizzy and fled upstairs before my face betrayed me.
Minutes later, a soft knock.
Valeria again. Of course.
She entered, carrying a steaming bowl, smiling that same false gentleness. “Sebastian made this for you,” she said. “He asked me to bring it up. It’s good for your pregnancy. Drink it while it’s warm.”
The smell hit me first: bitter, sharp, heavy. My stomach lurched.
Chapter 4
“Thanks, but I don’t want it. Give it back to him.”
Valeria just tilted her head, eyes sweeping over my room like it belonged to her. “You two haven’t picked any names for the baby yet, have you?” she asked, voice feigned with curiosity. “Funny thing… Sebastian and I once brainstormed names for our future children. Dom for a boy, Loralie for a girl. Cute, don’t you think?”
My hands started trembling.
Those were the exact names Sebastian had whispered to me when we discussed our baby. The same ones. He’d smiled then, like it was a private little secret, something special.
And now I realized—it had never been ours at all. Not even the baby. Everything had belonged to her first.
My chest ached so sharply I could barely breathe.
Then suddenly, the bowl slipped from her hands. “Oh no!” she shrieked in a theatrical panic as hot liquid splashed across my arm, chest, and down toward my stomach. Pain shot through me in a searing wave.
“Ahhh!”
“Careful!” she cried, feigning concern, reaching for me with perfect, calculated worry. “I didn’t mean it! I’m so clumsy… are you okay?”
My arm was already red, blisters rising. I could barely hear her through the pain, my breath coming in ragged gasps as I stumbled toward the stairs, desperate to reach the bathroom, ointment, anything to stop the burn.
But before I even made it to the first step, something hit me hard from behind.
I didn’t get a proper scream out—just one sharp, choking sound before my body hurtled forward.
Everything blurred.
Pain exploded. I slammed down the steps, hitting each one before landing flat on the cold floor.
For a moment, I couldn’t move. All I saw was red spreading across the carpet. It took a few seconds to register—it was my blood.
Then Valeria’s scream echoed through the house. “Maris!”
Her footsteps were quick, precise. She dropped down the stairs beside me, perfectly part of the staged disaster.
From the kitchen, I heard Sebastian shouting, the fridge door slamming. He came running, froze when he saw us.
“Lory!” he yelled, rushing to her side. Not me. Her.
He checked her ankle, hands trembling. “Where does it hurt? Show me! Tell me!”
“I’m… fine,” she murmured weakly, acting fragile. “Please… check on Maris.”
He looked at me, really looked, only now realizing someone else was on the floor.
Then Valeria went completely limp in his arms.
“Lory!” he shouted, panic sharp in his voice. Real panic.
He scooped her up like she was fragile glass and ran out the door, calling for the driver. Not once did he glance at me, not once notice the blood still pooling beneath me.
I lay there, world spinning, and the last thing I saw before darkness claimed me was the fridge door, still open, a small white box inside. A bitter smile tugged at my lips.
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When I came to, the world was too bright, too sterile. White walls, the steady hum of machines.
A doctor stood over me, clipboard in hand, taking notes.
Sebastian was there too, standing by the bed. His voice trembled slightly as he spoke first. “How’s the baby?”
The doctor blinked at him, confused. “The baby?” His gaze flicked between us. “Mr. Alvarado… the pregnancy had already—”
“Water… water,” I croaked, my throat dry, chest tight, as though a stone had been dropped inside me.
“Maris!” Sebastian was instantly at my side. “Baby, you’re awake? Does it hurt anywhere? Tell me, please.”
I tried to speak, but no sound came. I shook my head slowly.
The doctor stiffened, mouth opening as if to say something, then thinking better of it. I knew why.
Sebastian turned, holding my hand tightly. “Doctor, what were you saying earlier? I didn’t hear you.”
The doctor hesitated, lips parting, but I shook my head slightly. Please… not now.
He pressed his lips together, exhaled softly, and said, “The patient needs rest. No stress for now.” Then he left, leaving us alone.
Silence settled, broken only by the soft hum of the air conditioner.
Sebastian looked at me, eyes soft, almost breaking. He reached for my cheek. I turned away.
He froze, then softened his tone, gentle now. “Hey… I know you’re angry. I get it. I should’ve been more careful. I should’ve noticed you fell.” He drew a deep, shaky breath. “But thank God… you and the baby are safe. If anything had happened, I’d never forgive myself.”
I said nothing.
He continued, voice trembling just enough to be believable. “Please… don’t stay mad at me. I’ll do better. I promise. You mean everything to me.”
His words sounded sincere. His eyes full of guilt, his hands shaking as if he were in pain too. Anyone else might’ve believed him.
But I didn’t.