Ava's POV

My name is Ava Williams and I'm no princess. I live in a hellhole. My parents died when I was only five, my pack treated me like shit after it. Oh right I'm a werewolf. Yes I become a man eating monster.

The reason my pack hate me is because I 'killed' the Alpha. The memory was still fresh in my mind even though it had been ten years since the incident. I was only five and a rouge attack out of the blue just happened. My parents locked me in my room, but a rouge burst through the the door and I could see my parents bloody lifeless bodies behind him. I screamed on top of my lungs and cried as he came closer.

Then the Alpha and Luna crashed through the window and fought against him. The Luna was killed first because the rouge threw her across the room straight through a wall and she died on impact, since she was injured before. Then the Alpha died while killing the rouge they were in a bloody claw fight and had both their teeth sunken into each other's necks.

The amount of blood I saw that day the sight of my parents bodies, and to make it worse everyone blamed me for their death, I don't argue with the fact I got them killed it was true.

I deserved this treatment, they were right.

I'm the outcast, I'm the unwanted.

Today is my fifteenth birthday, but that didn't matter no one will remember anyway. I'm the slave I don't deserve anything in life. I got dressed in a black hoodie and sweatpants and I climb down the stairs. I began cooking the whole pack house's meals. I finished 400 meals and saw a few people already coming down. I quickly grabbed an apple and began up the stairs again. Then out of nowhere I was slapped, I was used to this no biggie.

"Bitch hurry up your taking up the whole staircase with your fat ass."

Everyone starts to snicker, I keep my face emotionless and mumble," I'm sorry," as I continued my way up the stairs to my room. I grabbed my backpack and began my 6k walk to school.

Fun.

I arrived to school, just a note this is a werewolf school no humans. In the werewolf community your not allowed to go to a human school unless your pack is really small.

I trudge to my locker and open it crickets and cockroaches popes out of my locker. I hear that annoying high pitched laughing behind me. I see Tracie Jackson laughing her non-existing ass off. I roll my eyes and grabbed my books.

Let just say Tracie is a the pack whore and she fake as fuck, plus she is my nightmare, she was one of the main causes for my bullying and the treatment I get. She would rally up some pack mates to do her dirty work or she would do it just to see my reaction.

I turn and Tracie pushes me into the lockers hard. I felt the bruise already coming on but I knew I would heal in at least an hour, thank you werewolf healing.

"Oh sorry Ava," I almost gaged when she said my name," I didn't see you there."

She punches me in the stomach and kicks my shin with her pointy hot pink high heel. I yelp in pain. She starts to snicker as I fall to the ground. Well isn't life wonderful. I slowly get up as the bell rings and move to my first class.

I enter the classroom and I sit down in the back in the corner so no one could notice me. Class was already half-way in just as an intoxicating smell fills my nose, it smelled like the woods and cinnamon it was like a drug.

I couldn't get enough of it The door burst open to reveal Logan Grayson, the next Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, my pack. His eyes frantically search the classroom and his eyes land on me.

I soon got lost in his chocolate brown eyes for a moment the whole world stopped. He starts to take step towards me and then his expression changed to anger, he quickly yanks me out of my seat and pulls me into the hallway. Sparks flew as he touched my arm it was like fireworks were on my skin. I knew what this meant, the Alpha was my mate.

Oh my god, the alpha is my mate.

Logan Grayson is my mate.

Before I had time to say anything, the next second, the few words that came out of his mouth caught me off guard and fell into a deeper hell.

He breaks my mini freak out as he nonchalantly says, "I Logan Grayson, reject you, Ava Williams to be my mate."

As soon as the word left his mouth tears immediately began welling up and falling, pouring down my cheeks. My vision no longer held his gaze, all I saw a blob in front of me. All my happiness was drained, I Ava Slivers was rejected by my mate.

"I, Ava Williams accept your rejection," my voice cracked as I accepted.

He then smiled evilly and walked towards me and slaps me. My mate had slapped me. My MATE. The one who was supposed to love me unconditionally. The one who was supposed to protect me not hurt me had just slapped me.

My hand slowly reached up to my cheek as I cover it and looked in his eyes. He smirked.

"Good cause my pack doesn't need a worthless, fat, ugly, disgusting, weak maid to be its next Luna. Especially the one who killed my parents."

He probes his finger into my chest and hisses,"You disgust me."

His words were like knifes each time he insulted me it was another stab to the heart. I whimpered as he walked away leaving me in a deserted hallway, crying. I immediately turn around and run to the girl's bathroom. I sit in the dirty floor as I cried my heart out.

I could hear the annoying clinking of stilettos, I was suddenly graced by the presence of Tracie. She snarled at me and then laughed.

"Ha I saw it all you whore looks like the Alpha has rejected you, good cause he's mine bitch."

Oh did I mention Logan was dating Tracie. Immediately she starts clawing, punching, and kicking me. I scream in pain as I heard two of my ribs crack, I didn't know how long it went on but before she left she toke out a silver knife out of her clutch. Why the hell did a werewolf carry sliver. She craved the words 'Killer' into my skin and dragged it on my stomach making a huge 'x' on it.

I barely was able to get up, but when I was finally able to, it was probably lunch since when I got my bag from my first class no one was in it not even the teacher. I began walking home lifeless. I entered the pack house and I noticed decorations were put up everywhere a big banner was in the pack living room.'Happy Birthday Logan!' It read my eyes began to burn as tears welled up in them. Just seeing his name brought pain. I ran up the stairs to my room as tears slide and fell of my beaten face. When I reached my room I crawled in the corner and cried my heart out. I shared the same birth date as the almighty Alpha of course they would chose him over me.

My mate rejected me, my pack hates me, they treat me like crap and I have no family. It's quite ironic your pack is supposed to be your family, they were supposed to be your back up, they were supposed to love you just like your mate.

A mate. My mate was an Alpha, my mate thought I was a killer, my mate had a whore as his girlfriend, my mate didn't care about me, my mate rejected me, my mate was a monster.

I began to fume with anger, I hated his name, I hated this pack, I hated everything here.

I'll leave no one cares anyway, I quickly grabbed the backpack I hide in my closet it was the backpack that held all the things my parents left for me it was small and it became a backpack.

It held all the money my parents left me which was 1 million dollars I kept little with me but most of it was in trust funds so I had more than enough. I never told anyone but my dad was an Alpha of another pack but his parents didn't accept my mother so he ran away and joined my mother's pack which was the Blood Moon Pack.

I stuffed everything in my bag since I didn't own much, being a slave and all. It was probably 4 pm when I finished.

The pack wasn't back yet probably at some restaurant celebrating Logan's birthday. His name still brought tears to my eyes. I quickly wiped them away as I began writing my letter.

Dear so called pack,

I hope you sick motherfuckers are happy. I'm never coming back to this place that was supposed to be my home.

A pack is supposed to be family, they're supposed to stick with each other but no you decide that I was the outcast. I don't fit in with you bastards and I glad that I don't. You lowlifes don't know what a family is.

I family isn't supposed to abuse their 'sibling' a family isn't supposed to threaten their 'sibling's' life and a family doesn't reject another one.

I hope your finally happy.

I'm leaving that's great for you. You're 'sister' is gone. Find another maid to do your crap and bullshit. I hope you all burn in hell.

Screw yourself you sick pigs,

Ava Williams

P.S. Logan happy birthday this is your birthday present I'm leaving your rejected worthless mate is gone go fuck your whore all you want.

I left my room and went to the nearest bank taking out all the cash I had. Exit and ran straight into the woods. I begin to run as fast as I could since I never got training, I wasn't worth the time to them.

I was at the border line. Just past the stream was rouge land. I jumped across it and I felt a jolt within me.

Finally free.

I was no longer a Blood Moon member I was no longer a slave. I was free.

I was rouge.

Logan's POV

I was laughing with my pack at the pizzeria, trying to get my mind off of Ava. Her silky dark brown hair, the way she looked, her beautiful blues eyes filled with pain and tears. It was like a kick to the stomach when I saw how broken she was.

Wait get a hold of yourself Logan she's worthless. I don't regret my decision on rejecting her, do I? I don't.

Yes you do, my wolf, Jet, growled at me, you're a fucking retard, you rejected our mate.

I block him out of my mind I continued to joke with my friends. I didn't need a weak mate. I didn't need the one who caused my parent's death as my mate.

You see when I was six and Ava was five there was a rouge attack. My parents hid me in the closet and made their way to the fight. They never returned apparently they were killed with her parents trying to save Ava worthless ass. Bottom line is I hate Ava.

I was causally drinking my coke when suddenly I felt a shock run through out my body. It was quick but I immediately get out of my seat and start running towards the pack house I had no control over my actions but, I knew something was wrong, something was wrong with Ava. You can't feel pain unless it's your mate like throughout second period till lunch I felt pain all over my body. I was still aching from the pain she felt.

I barge through the front door and straight up to her room. I knock on the door.

"Ava open the door."

Silence.

"Ava I mean it open the door," my alpha tone slipping into my voice.

Still no answer.

"Open the god damn fucking door!"

You could hear a pin drop.

Rage ran through my veins as I smashed the door open. I inhaled sharply at what I saw.

Her room bare, her closet nothing, the desk empty except for a single sheet of paper. I slowly walk towards it, picked it up and read it.

Dear so called pack,

I hope you sick motherfuckers are happy. I'm never coming back to this place that was supposed to be my home.

A pack is supposed to be family, they're supposed to stick with each other but no you decide that I was the outcast. I don't fit in with you bastards and I glad that I don't. You lowlifes don't know what a family is.

I family isn't supposed to abuse their 'sibling' a family isn't supposed to threaten their 'sibling's' life and a family doesn't reject another one.

I hope your finally happy.

I'm leaving that's great for you. You're 'sister' is gone. Find another maid to do your crap and bullshit. I hope you all burn in hell.

Screw yourself you sick pigs,

Ava Williams

P.S. Logan happy birthday this is your birthday present I'm leaving your rejected worthless mate is gone go fuck your whore all you want.

Tears began to form in my vision my wolf howled in pain, her scent was all over her room it began to slowly fade. The sweet smell of fresh rain and jasmine flowers, I jump out of her room and followed the fading scent to the woods.

I shifted and ran through the woods as fast as I could but no, it wasn't good enough. I lost her, I lost my mate. I was now in the middle of the woods and there was no sign of her no sign of my beautiful mate and her subtle yet intoxicating scent. I turned around and began my way home. I was mateless and my pack was Luna-less.

I knew what that shock was my mate was gone. The reason to her scent fading from the pack grounds was because she was now a rouge, she was in a cold desolate woods alone. I went back to her room and noticed she left one item behind. It was an old acoustic guitar, I held it in my hands and went up to my room I put it next to my bed. I was going to cherish it.

Ava's POV

I stopped running, I was too tired to move anyway. I had been running since I left no stops and the sun was starting to set. I knew I was far enough from my old pack. I leaned myself on the nearest tree and slide down resting my legs.

Then an unbearable pain course through me. I let out a blood curdling scream as I fell to the floor. My bones were reshaping and cracking I felt them moving through my body, I clawed at the ground trying to bare the pain. Wait Clawed!!! I look at my hands while tears from the pain slips down my face. My nails were growing longer and my hand started to compact and fur started to sprout out.

I was beginning to shift into my wolf. A werewolf shifts on his or hers sixteenth birthday or when they meet their mate. The torturous pain continued and I couldn't take it I passed out in the middle of nowhere.

Hey, hey wake up, a unknown voice calls. My eyes slowly flutter open.

I look around to see no one," where are you?" I call out.

I'm right here, she chuckles at my question.

Wait who are you, I think.

Oh how stupid of me, I'm your wolf my name is Sapphire.

Well nice to me you Sapphire.

I've been waiting to meet you.

I slowly stood up on all four. Wait. ALL FOUR!!! I quickly run to the nearest pond and look into the water. My reflection was a pure white wolf with one sparkle purple eye and another sliver eye.

I gasped,Wow we're beautiful.

Hell yea we are, Saf said with sass.

I laugh, so how do we change back.

Oh right think of your human appearance and you'll change back, she said

I closed my eyes and thought about myself. I opened them and I was standing in the woods naked. Butt-naked. Heat ran through my cheeks as I grabbed clothes out of my backpack and changed into them. I started to walk around and I noticed the sky was finally turning dark. I grabbed the blanket I packed, climbed the nearest tree and slept in it. I wasn't comfy but it was better than sleeping in the cold hard floor.