I wiped away my tears and ran out.

Samuel chased after me as soon as I ran away.

He grabbed my sleeve and said, "Ariana, why are you leaving?"

I thought he would persuade me to go back, but he said as soon as he opened his mouth, "If you leave, what should Mom and I have for dinner tonight?"

I couldn't believe it, he caught up with me just because he was afraid that he and his mom would go hungry tonight.

In his eyes, I have been nothing more than a nanny all these years.

I took a deep breath and shouted, "Get lost!"

Perhaps startled by me, Samuel didn't catch up with me.

I immediately stopped a car and left.

Then I went straight to the hotel with Houson.

The hotel had a nice environment, and I gave Houson a nice bath.

Maybe all children like water. When Houson touched water, he laughed at me.

After taking a bath, I slept soundly under the moonlight.

I have forgotten when was the last time I slept so well.

When I am at home, I have to get up early to make breakfast for Samuel and Missi. Sometimes Missi even complains that the food is not delicious.

After making breakfast, I have to do the laundry and housework, and then feed Houson. In short, I am busy all day long.

The hotel room rate includes breakfast, which has a variety of desserts, porridge, and eggs. I tasted a little bit of everything.

After breakfast, I checked the balance in my phone and found myself in a difficult situation again.

There are two paths in front of me.

One is to continue to go back to that family and work as a nanny, and the other is to go out to work.

I found my best friend Belle with Houson in my arm and told her about the situation that I plan to go out to find a job.

Belle is the heir to a wealthy family who is unmarried and childless, and has both cats and dogs.

When I was going to marry Samuel, Belle advised me, and now it has come true.

Belle knew about my difficult situation: "It's not a big deal for you to stay in a hotel, just stay at my place."

Because she is my best friend, I didn't stand on ceremony with her.

After handing Houson over to Belle, I went to the largest talent market in this city.

They asked about my work experience, and I felt a bit embarrassed because Samuel, whom I knew in college, got married and had a child after graduation, and I had no work experience at all.

Without exception, I didn't get any job opportunities.

So, I could only go back with my head down.

After staying at Belle's house for a few days, Samuel finally couldn't hold back his emotions.

He called me several times for several days: "When are you coming back?"

I thought he knew he was wrong, but what he said once again refreshed my understanding of him: "Do you know that during the days you were not here, my mom and I ate out every day? You should feel sorry for me and my money, right?"

"I work hard to earn money, I can't spend it here. You better come back and cook for us."

I held back from cursing him, which was my last bit of manners.

It turns out that without me, the two of them are helpless.

Since it's like this, I can't go back anymore. I hung up the phone immediately.

I stayed at Belle's house for several days, and Houson also adapted to the environment here.

She lives in a big villa alone, and she has a nanny to cook for her and someone to clean the house.

We were enjoying ourselves here.

Friends helping you is a matter of friendship, not obligation. I still have to go out and work.

With the experience from last time, I no longer focus on comfortable jobs, but do whatever needs to be done, whether it's dirty or tiring.

It's a coincidence that I saw a job with a monthly salary of 1,000 dollars being recruited.

I calculated that 1,000 is just enough for my current life.

I called over there, but the person on the other end of the phone seems dissatisfied with me: "We don't hire female workers."

Upon hearing this, I felt like I was rained on the parade.

But I knew that if I give up like this, it's very likely that my life will be like this.

I gritted my teeth and said, "I can endure hardships, I'm not afraid of hard work."

There was a moment of hesitation on the other end of the phone, and my heart was also in my mouth. After a long time, they said, "Okay, come and have a look tomorrow."

I immediately agreed happily.

That night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep because I was about to have a job.

I told myself: Ariana Lumix, you can do it.