Chapter 1
I was in the hospital bed, still weak from the miscarriage, when I saw images of my husband, Brandon, kissing a girl. I thought I was imagining things until I caught him in our own house, tangled in bed with his best friend’s sister, Denise.
“Ssh, Brandon, be gentle will you?” Denise whispered, her voice breathless and teasing. She ran her hands down his back, her nails digging into his skin. “What if she wakes up and then sees us?”
“No, she’s not gonna wake up,” he replied, his voice low and rough. “I knocked her out using the medicine she was drinking,” Brandon said casually, as if he were talking about putting a dog to sleep. “That is why she won’t wake up till morning.”
The world tilted on its axis.
Denise paused, her hands stilling on his shoulders. “You’re still doing that? Maybe that medicine was the reason why she got the miscarriage.”
My hand flew to my mouth. I bit down on my knuckle to stop the scream that was clawing its way up my throat.
Brandon laughed.
It was a cold, heartless sound. “Well, I guess so,” he said, shrugging as he settled deeper between her legs. “But who cares about it? I don’t really care about the baby. She was the one who wanted it and kept begging for it. It was annoying.”
Annoying. My dead child. My grief. My love. It was all just an annoyance to him.
Denise pouted, tracing his jawline. “But do you love her?”
“Of course, I love my wife,” Brandon said instantly. The lie rolled off his tongue like honey. “So she cannot know about this. And your brother, my best friend, too? Got it?”
And then they kissed again, wet and hungry, devouring each other while I stood in the shadows, shattering into a million jagged pieces.
I couldn't help but laugh.
How could he say he loved me while fucking another woman?
I backed away, leaving them to their filth. The next day, I waited until Brandon left for work, kissing my forehead with that same treacherous mouth, telling me to rest, telling me he loved me. I waited until the sound of his car faded down the driveway.
Then I dressed. I put on my coat, hiding my trembling hands in my pockets, and walked out the door.
I went straight to Mark’s office. Mark was an old friend, a lawyer who knew me before I was Mrs. Brandon Miller.
“Draft the divorce papers,” I said.
Mark blinked, his pen hovering over his notepad. He looked at me with wide, concerned eyes. “Maureen? You... are you sure? It’s only been a week since the... since the accident.”
“It wasn't an accident,” I said, my voice flat. “Just do it, Mark. Please.”
He sighed, leaning back in his chair. He rubbed his temples. “Okay. I’ll keep it a secret for a while. I won’t file them immediately. But Maureen... think about this.”
He gestured to me, to my pale skin, my thin frame.
“Where would you go?” he asked gently. “You lost everything now. You quit your job. You sold your apartment. You only have him, remember?”
I stared at the floor. He was right. Brandon had slowly stripped me of everything. My independence. My career. My friends. He had made himself my entire world, so that when he decided to destroy it, I would have nowhere to fall.
“He used to love you so much,” Mark continued, his voice soft, trying to be the voice of reason. “What happened? I’ve never seen a man more devoted. Remember when you were sick last year? He didn't leave your side for three days.”
I closed my eyes.
I remembered.
Four years. That’s how long I lived in his lie.
I remembered the perfection. The way he looked at me across a crowded room. The way he would drop everything for a whim. Once, I mentioned I craved a specific chocolate from Belgium. He didn't just order it. He flew there. He abandoned a million-dollar negotiation to hand-deliver a box of truffles, just to see me smile.
He was the husband who carried me when I was tired. The man who swore I was his religion. “I’d burn the world for you, Maureen.”
But he didn't burn the world. He burned me.
It was all a performance. A mask to hide the monster.
The soup he fed me probably had the same poison in it. The care was just control. The love was just a cage.
The image of him laughing about our dead baby flashed in my mind, overriding every sweet memory, turning them into ash.
I opened my eyes. The tears I thought I had run out of were threatening to spill, but I wouldn't let them. Not for him. Not anymore.
I stood up, smoothing down my coat.
“Just process it, Mark. I want it in a week,” I said, my voice shaking but resolute. “Because I’m going to move to another country.”
I went home. Denise was lounging on the sofa, flipping through a magazine. Her hair was a bird's nest, lips swollen, looking thoroughly disheveled. Brandon stood nearby, buttoning his cuffs. As he stepped toward me, the scent hit me instantly.
Musk. Sweat. Sex.
It radiated off him, masking his expensive cologne.
“Maureen, baby, where have you been?” He rushed over, grabbing my hands, his face a mask of worry. “I’ve been texting you like crazy. Look.” He gestured to a vase on the table. “I picked these flowers for you. I prepared a dinner date. Just us. Shall we?”
I looked at the flowers. Then at Denise, who didn't even look up.
I forced a smile. It felt like cracking glass. “I’m tired, Brandon. I just want to sleep.”
He didn't argue. He was the picture of the doting husband. He guided me to the bedroom and pressed a glass of warm milk into my hands.
“Drink this,” he whispered, kissing my forehead. “It’s for your recovery. You need to rest.”
I took it. I nodded. But the moment the door clicked shut, I walked to the bathroom and poured the white liquid down the sink.
I didn't sleep. I lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling. The house was quiet, but the walls were thin. All night, I listened to the muffled, rhythmic sounds of them moaning in the guest room.
Chapter 2
“Yes, email the divorce papers.”
I spoke quietly into the phone, my back to the door, watching the city skyline from our bedroom window. My heart hammered a frantic rhythm against my ribs.
I hung up and turned around.
Brandon was standing right there.
I nearly dropped the phone. He was leaning against the doorframe, still in his suit from work, his face pale, eyes wide with a panic I had never seen before. He had heard me.
“Divorce?” he choked out. The word hung in the air, heavy and dangerous. He took a step toward me, his hands shaking. “Maureen, what… what do you mean, divorce?”
My blood ran cold. If he knew, if he realized I was leaving, the game was over. He would lock me down. He would drug me again.
I forced a laugh. It bubbled up, light and airy, masking the terror gripping my throat.
“Oh, Brandon! You scared me.” I walked over to him, sliding my phone into my pocket with a casual grace. “No, silly. It’s Jessica. You remember her? My friend from college?”
He blinked, the panic not quite leaving his eyes. “Jessica?”
“Yes. She called me in tears. She caught her husband cheating on her.” I shook my head, feigning disgust. “Can you believe it? After everything she did for him. So I told her to get a divorce immediately. I told her I’d help her since I know Mark, right? He’s the best lawyer in the city.”
The tension drained out of him instantly. His shoulders slumped, and he let out a long, shaky breath, running a hand through his hair.
“Oh, God,” he whispered. He pulled me into a crushing hug, burying his face in my neck. “I thought… I thought you were talking about us. I thought you were going to divorce me.”
His grip was tight. Possessive.
“You scared me to death, Maureen,” he mumbled against my skin. “Don’t ever say that word in this house again.”
I stood stiffly in his arms for a second before forcing myself to relax, to pat his back.
“Why would I divorce you, Brandon?” I pulled back slightly, looking him dead in the eye. “Did you cheat on me?”
He froze. Just for a microsecond. A flicker of something dark passed behind his eyes before the mask slammed back into place.
“Of course not!” He looked offended, hurt even. He cupped my face in his hands, his thumbs stroking my cheeks. “I would never do that to you. You’re my life, Maureen. I worship the ground you walk on. How could you even ask that?”
“Good,” I said softly, my voice laced with a hidden warning. “Because I would never forgive you if you cheated on me. That’s the one thing I can’t survive.”
“You’ll never have to worry about that,” he promised, kissing my forehead. The lie tasted bitter on my skin. “I’d never hurt you.”
He pulled back, smiling that dazzling, boyish smile that used to make my knees weak.
“How about we forget this gloom? It’s our anniversary tomorrow. Let’s go out tonight. There’s a charity auction at the gallery. I’ll get you something beautiful. Anything you want.”
I nodded, forcing a smile. “Okay. Let’s go.”
The auction was a sea of black ties and designer gowns. Champagne flowed, diamonds sparkled under the chandeliers, and everyone was watching us. The Golden Couple.
Brandon held my hand the entire time, parading me around like a trophy.
“Look at that,” I said, pointing to the catalog. Item 45. A rare, vintage sapphire necklace. It was breathtaking, deep blue like the ocean. “It’s beautiful.”
“You want it?” Brandon asked, squeezing my hand. “It’s yours.”
But when the bidding started, it went wild. The price climbed higher and higher. Brandon bid a few times, but then an anonymous phone bidder jumped in, driving the price to an astronomical figure.
“Going once, going twice… sold to the bidder on the phone!”
I felt a pang of disappointment, though I tried to hide it. “It’s okay,” I murmured. “It was too much anyway.”
Brandon suddenly stood up. He walked to the stage, grabbing the microphone. The room went silent.
“I may have lost the necklace,” he announced, his voice booming with charisma, “but I won’t let my wife go home empty-handed. I’m buying every remaining piece in this lot for her. Because nothing is too good for Maureen.”
The crowd gasped. Applause erupted. Women looked at me with envy, men with respect.
“You are so lucky,” a woman next to me whispered. “He adores you.”
I smiled, waving at the crowd.
That night, the house was quiet again. Or so I thought.
I was heading to the kitchen for water from a sealed bottle I kept hidden—when I heard voices from the study.
“You didn’t bring me,” Denise’s voice hissed, sharp and petulant. “I had to watch the livestream like a peasant. I want jewelry too, Brandon! And what was that show? ‘Nothing is too good for Maureen’? Please.”
I crept closer, pressing my ear to the wood.
“Come on, you’ve become quite the doting husband,” she sneered. “I’m jealous. Everyone is speaking of it online. ‘Husband of the year.’”
“Calm down, baby,” Brandon’s voice was soothing, low. “It’s all part of the act. You know that. I have to keep her happy. I have to keep her unsuspecting.”
“Well, I’m not happy,” she snapped.
“I have something for you,” he said.
There was a rustle of fabric, the snap of a velvet box opening.
“Oh my God,” Denise gasped. “The sapphire necklace! You… you were the anonymous bidder?”
“Of course,” Brandon chuckled. “She wanted it, but I bought it for you. It looks better on you anyway. Blue brings out your eyes.”
My stomach churned. He had outbid himself, humiliated me in secret, just to give my desire to his mistress.
“Oh, Brandon!” The sound of kissing followed. “Do you love me?”
“Yes. You know I do.”
“Then why not divorce her?” Denise whined. “Please. Let’s get married. I’m tired of hiding. I’m tired of being the other woman.”
“I can’t. Not yet,” Brandon said, his voice dropping to a serious whisper. “I’ll divorce her soon. Once I get my inheritance from my grandpa. The clause says I have to be married, never divorced my wife, to receive the trust fund. It will be released next month.”
“Next month?”
“Yes. Just hang on. Besides,” he added, a nervous edge entering his tone, “you know how your brother would react if he learned about us, right? Kyle would kill me. He never like me dating you, let alone cheating on my wife.”
I stepped back, the floorboards creaking under my weight. I froze.
But they were too busy.
“Just a little longer,” Denise murmured.
“Yes, just a little longer,” I also whispered to myself. “You’ll never see me again.”
Chapter 3
I stood in front of the full-length mirror, smoothing down the silk of my emerald dress. It was modest, elegant, the kind of dress a wife wears to celebrate four years of marriage. But my reflection looked hollow. The woman staring back at me wasn't excited; she was waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I walked out to the living room just as Denise emerged from the guest room.
She was wearing a scrap of red fabric that barely qualified as a dress. It clung to every curve, the neckline plunging dangerously low, the hem riding high on her thighs.
Brandon, who was checking his watch by the door, looked up. His eyes widened, then darkened instantly.
“No,” he said, his voice sharp. “Where are you going wearing that?”
Denise smirked, adjusting a strap that didn't need adjusting. “I’m going out. I’m going to have some fun. It’s boring here with you two lovebirds cooing at each other.”
“No, you won’t,” Brandon snapped, stepping toward her. “That is too revealing. You look like a… you look cheap, Denise. Go change.”
“Why?” she challenged, crossing her arms.
“Because I’m concerned,” Brandon said, his jaw tight. “Your brother wouldn't like it. Kyle would lose his mind if he saw you going out like that.”
I watched them from the hallway. To anyone else, it might have sounded like a protective friend looking out for his best friend’s little sister. But I saw the flare of his nostrils, the possessive way his eyes raked over her exposed skin. It wasn't concern. It was jealousy. Pure, green-eyed jealousy. He didn't want other men looking at what he thought belonged to him.
Denise rolled her eyes. “You’re not my boyfriend, Brandon. And you’re not my brother. I’m just living here because Kyle wants me to, so no. You don't get to tell me what to do.”
She grabbed her purse and strutted past him, the heels clicking loudly on the hardwood floor. The door slammed shut behind her.
Brandon stood there, his fists clenched at his sides, staring at the closed door as if he could burn a hole through it. He was seething.
I cleared my throat.
He jumped, turning to me. For a split second, the rage was still on his face before he smoothed it over with a strained smile.
“Ready, honey?” he asked, though his voice was tight.
The car ride was suffocating. Brandon gripped the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turned white. He kept checking his phone, glancing at the rearview mirror, his leg bouncing nervously.
“If you don’t want to go,” I said quietly, looking out the window, “we can just go back.”
He exhaled sharply. “Sorry. I’m just… I’m worried about Denise. If something happens to her, Kyle would kill me. I promised him I’d look out for her.”
“Is that the only reason?” I asked, turning to look at his profile.
He glanced at me, his eyes wide with feigned innocence. “Of course. What else would it be?”
I just smiled. A small, sad smile. “Okay.”
The restaurant was beautiful. Candlelight, soft violin music, the scent of expensive wine. It was the place where he had proposed to me. But Brandon wasn't there. His body was in the chair opposite me, but his mind was chasing a girl in a red dress.
He checked his phone every thirty seconds. He barely touched his appetizer. When I tried to talk about the weather, about a book I read, he gave one-word answers. “Mmhmm. Yeah. Nice.”
Suddenly, his phone buzzed. He snatched it off the table so fast he almost knocked over his water glass. He read the message, and the color drained from his face.
“I have to go,” he said, standing up abruptly.
“What?” I blinked, my fork hovering halfway to my mouth. “Brandon, we haven't even ordered the main course.”
“It’s an emergency,” he said, already putting on his coat. “Work. A server crashed. It’s a disaster. I have to go to the office right now.”
“On our anniversary?”
“I’m sorry, Maureen. I really am. I’ll make it up to you.” He dropped a stack of cash on the table, not even looking at me. “Take a taxi home. I love you.”
And then he was gone.
I sat there, the "I love you" echoing in the empty space he left behind. The waiter approached, looking awkward.
“Is… is everything alright, ma’am? Should I bring the main course?”
“No,” I said, my voice trembling. “Just the check, please.”
I took a taxi home. The house was dark when I arrived. I expected it to be empty.
But as I walked into the living room, I saw them.
Denise was sprawled on the couch, her red dress rumpled, her makeup smeared. She was laughing, a loud, slurring sound. There was a bottle of tequila on the table, half empty.
And Brandon was there. He was kneeling beside her, wiping her face with a wet cloth. He wasn't at the office. He wasn't fixing a server. He was fixing her.
“You’re such a mess,” he murmured, but his voice was tender, not angry. “I told you not to go out.”
“I just wanted to dance!” Denise giggled, reaching out to touch his face.
Brandon caught her hand and kissed her palm.
Then he saw me. He froze. He stood up quickly, putting distance between them.
“Maureen,” he stammered. “I… I got a call. She was at a bar, drunk. The bartender called me from her phone. I had to go pick her up. It was an emergency.”
So that was the emergency. Not work. Her. She called, and he ran. He left his wife alone on their anniversary because his mistress had a few too many shots.
“I see,” I said. My voice was calm. Too calm.
“I’m sorry about dinner,” he said, taking a step toward me. “I was just about to—”
I walked past him. I didn't scream. I didn't cry. I didn't even look at Denise.
“It’s fine,” I said. “I’m tired.”
I went into the bedroom and locked the door. I leaned against the wood, listening to him whisper to her in the living room, telling her to be quiet, carrying her to the guest room.
My phone pinged.
I pulled it out. A new email notification.
From: Mark
Subject: Divorce Papers - Final Draft
Maureen, the papers are ready. Attached below.
And then, another ping.
From: Immigration Office
Subject: Visa Application Approved
I stared at the screen. The tears that had been threatening to fall all night suddenly dried up.