Chapter 7
I tried to keep my expression neutral. Tried to stop my brows from furrowing, to arrange my face into something polite and blank—the mask every woman raised in the orbit of Family power learns to wear before she learns to read. I wanted to tell him it was fine. That none of this mattered anymore. But then I thought about my father, about the soft rasp of his breathing when I had called the coastal house that morning, about the way Theo Romano's voice had cracked for half a syllable before she smoothed it flat again and told me everything was under control. About the little time he had left.
My thumb found the inside of my ring finger—the place where the betrothal band sat, the blood-bound token I had not yet removed. I pressed against it once, hard enough to feel the metal bite, and took a steadying breath.
"Don't worry about meeting my family." My voice sounded foreign to me, too level, too still, like the surface of water just before something breaks through from underneath. "Let's move the ceremony up. How about three days from now?"
If we did that, I could leave as soon as possible. Sign what needed signing, stand where the Family protocol required me to stand, and then drive south to the coastal enclave where my father was folding his handkerchief into perfect squares so I would not see the tremor in his hands. I could be with him before whatever remained of his time ran out like sand through a cracked hourglass.
Dominic let out a mocking laugh—low, certain, the sound of a man who believed the world rearranged itself around his schedule. His signet ring caught the overhead light as he rolled it once against his knuckle, a single rotation that said he found my urgency amusing and slightly beneath him. "Fine, if that's what you want. But don't expect anything fancy."
"Alright."
"We'll do it at my place." He turned toward the wet bar, pouring himself two fingers of something amber without offering me a glass. The crystal decanter caught the city light and threw fractured rainbows across the dark marble. "You know my parents aren't exactly thrilled about you. And your parents? Better if they don't come."
Better if they don't come. The sentence landed in the quiet room and sat there, ticking like a device with a timer no one could see. In the world we inhabited, a Family wedding without the bride's blood present was not simplicity—it was a message. It told every capo, every associate, every old-blood wife adjusting her pearl bracelet in the front pew that the bride's people were not worth the chairs they would have occupied. That the coastal Romanos, for all their decades of loyal bookkeeping and legitimate fronts, ranked somewhere below the floral arrangements.
"Fine by me."
No matter what conditions he set, I agreed calmly. Each concession cost me nothing now, because there was nothing left in the account. His expression shifted, a flicker of confusion crossing his face the way a crack appears in plaster before anyone notices the foundation has moved. He set the glass down and turned to look at me—truly look, perhaps for the first time that evening.
"Bianca, what's wrong with you? You're not acting like yourself."
Not acting like myself? I almost laughed. The sound built somewhere behind my sternum and I held it there, a breath that could have become something wild if I had let it loose. That was probably because he didn't know me anymore. Perhaps he never had. Perhaps the version of me he recognized was only the one who flinched, who accommodated, who pressed her thumb against a ring and swallowed whatever sharp thing threatened to surface.
There was a time when I would have trusted him without question. He used to tell me that his relationship with Serena was purely proper—a bond between allied families, the Bellandi heir and the Valente silent partner's daughter, a friendship that had lasted for years and carried no heat beneath its surface. I believed him. He used to sit across from me at Sunday dinners and say the words the way a man recites a prayer he has memorized but no longer means, and I took every syllable into my chest like communion wine and let it warm me. He promised he would marry me, that I could always be myself around him, that the alliance between our families would become something real—something chosen. I believed that too.
And what did I get for believing in him? Night after night, he didn't come home, the penthouse echoing with his absence while the city hummed outside like a machine that never stopped counting. He crossed boundaries with Serena as if they didn't exist—private dinners at Family-owned restaurants where the staff knew not to mention her name to me, late arrivals smelling of her jasmine perfume beneath the tobacco and leather, text messages that made his mouth curve in ways I had stopped being able to provoke. He refused to meet my parents, using the excuse of a stripped-down ceremony to pressure me into isolation. He made fun of my taste, mocked the coastal town I came from as though the salt air and fishing boats were something to be ashamed of rather than the honest labor that had kept allied supply lines running for a generation.
Whoever I had fallen in love with—whatever I had once cherished in him, the rare gentleness, the way he had once pressed his forehead to mine in the back seat of a Town Car and whispered that I was the only thing in his life that the Family hadn't chosen for him—had vanished long ago. Now there was nothing left but an empty shell wearing a tailored suit and a signet ring that meant more to him than any vow ever would.
Chapter 8
I was about to respond when Serena spoke up, her voice cutting through the tension like a blade drawn slowly enough to admire. She had been leaning against the doorframe of the study—how long, I couldn't say—one crimson nail tapping three quiet beats against the rim of the wine glass she carried. Tap. Tap. Tap. The smile that followed was porcelain-bright and surgically precise.
"Don't worry, Dominic." Her tone was warm silk over cold wire. "She's probably just got cold feet. This is when you're supposed to comfort her. You don't want her to change her mind, would you? What if she backed out—wouldn't that drive you nuts?"
The room tightened. I could feel it in the air the way you feel a storm shifting pressure before the first crack of lightning—the bodyguard stationed in the hallway adjusted his weight from one foot to the other, leather creaking, a sound so small it should have been inaudible but wasn't.
"Back out?" Dominic's expression hardened, the brief flicker of concern snuffed like a candle flame pinched between two fingers. His tone dripped with disdain, each word placed with the casual cruelty of someone who had never been told no by anyone whose opinion he valued. "She's almost thirty. Who else would want to marry a leftover woman like her if not me?"
The words landed in the silence of the study and did not echo. They simply sat there, occupying space, filling the room with the particular stillness that follows a blow delivered so openly that even the furniture seems to hold its breath. Beyond the windows, the city lights pulsed on, indifferent, a glittering empire that belonged to his bloodline and not mine.
Serena feigned surprise, playfully slapping his arm with the kind of easy, practiced intimacy that comes only from years of touch no one was supposed to see. "Hey! I'm almost thirty too. Do you call me leftover?"
Dominic's face softened instantly—not gradually, not with effort, but with the automatic ease of a man returning to the only frequency he had ever actually wanted to tune into. He tried to backtrack, his voice dropping into something low and conspiratorial, a register I had once believed was reserved for me alone. "Of course not. You're different. Guys are lining up for you. But Bianca? She's not exactly in demand. She should be grateful to have me. While you, you get to pick and choose. But if you don't take any of them there's still…"
He trailed off, leaving the suggestion hanging in the air like smoke from a spent round. The unfinished sentence curled between them, and Serena's mouth curved into something that was not quite a smile and not quite a promise but occupied the exact territory between both. Her crimson nail had gone still against the glass. She didn't need to tap it again. She had already won whatever silent game she was playing, and everyone in the room knew it except possibly the man who had just handed her the victory.
I tightened my grip on my purse. The leather creaked softly beneath my fingers, and I waited for the familiar sensation—the hot wire of heartbreak threading through my ribs, the sting that had once been so reliable it felt like a companion. It barely came. A ghost of it, perhaps. A shadow passing over ground that had already been scorched bare. For once, my heart didn't ache. I had finally learned to let go, to detach myself from the pain. The realization did not feel like freedom. It felt like standing in a room that had already been emptied.
"You're right." My voice was steady, shaped into something almost pleasant. "I should thank you for your generosity."
My smile felt distant, as if it were someone else's alliance ceremony we were talking about, not mine. As if the bride in question were a woman I had read about in the society pages—some unfortunate daughter traded between bloodlines for a stability she would never personally enjoy. Dominic stared at me, stunned, the glass halfway to his mouth, still watching as I turned and walked out of the study. My heels clicked against the obsidian floor in a rhythm that sounded, for the first time, like something final.
When I got home to the penthouse bedroom that had never felt like mine, I began packing my things. I moved quietly, methodically, folding garments into boxes I had asked a trusted courier to bring—a service that answered to neither Bellandi nor Valente, just a man who moved parcels and asked no questions. Four years of my life with Dominic, four years of Sunday dinners with capos who looked through me and holidays where Theo Bellandi straightened her pearl bracelet before explaining, with exquisite courtesy, why the seating arrangement required me to be farther from the head of the table than Serena. All of it barely filled two boxes. The smallness of it was its own kind of violence.
When Dominic returned later, stepping through the front door with the loose-limbed ease of a man who had spent the intervening hours doing something he considered more interesting than his promised bride, he arrived just as the courier was leaving with my things. The man passed him in the hallway, a plain cardboard box under each arm, and Dominic's eyes tracked the movement with sudden, almost animal alertness. He looked alarmed, as if panicked by what he saw—not because he loved me, but because unexplained movement of property in a Bellandi household carried implications that even an heir could not afford to ignore.
"What's with the boxes? Why'd you call a courier service?"
My reply came easily, as casual as could be. "Just sending some gifts to my parents." A peace offering for the coastal house. Tribute, in the language he understood, though not the kind he was imagining. He would picture wine, perhaps, or one of the decorative items his mother had deemed too provincial for the penthouse. He would not picture the last four years of my life sealed in cardboard and carried out the door by a stranger.
He opened his mouth to ask more—I could see the question forming, the faint crease between his brows that meant his instinct was pulling against his indifference—but right then, his phone lit up with a notification on the console where his cufflinks still sat. A game invite. The screen glowed against the dark marble, and instantly, his attention shifted. The crease smoothed. The question died. Whatever flicker of suspicion had surfaced sank back beneath the water without a ripple.
I knew it was from Serena. She had posted on her feeds just minutes earlier, hinting at a wild night of singlehood for Dominic before he "settled down"—the kind of public digital whisper that Omertà could not quite reach, visible to anyone with eyes and a screen. She was planning two straight days of gaming with him to celebrate his "last days of freedom," and the invitation glowing on his phone was her way of pulling the leash she had never officially been given but had always held.
He picked up the phone without looking at me. His thumb moved across the screen, and something in his face shifted into the private, unguarded expression I had spent four years trying to earn and never once received. The study door closed behind him with a soft click that sounded, in the emptied hallway, like the turning of a lock.
Chapter 9
Dominic said he would be away on Family business for two days and did not want to be disturbed before the wedding. I didn't call him out on it. I just murmured something low enough to pass for acknowledgment and shut the bedroom door behind him, listening to his footsteps fade down the corridor until the only sound left was the ticking of the hallway clock and my own breathing.
On the day of the alliance ceremony, there was no bridal procession. No string quartet on the landing. No family arriving with armfuls of white peonies or cases of vintage prosecco. The Bellandi compound, vast and old and built from stone quarried before the first war, sat in its usual state of austere grandeur. Not a single ribbon had been tied, not a single candle lit in the foyer's iron candelabras. Not one thing on the property suggested that a wedding was about to take place beneath its roof. I arrived in a simple white dress I had bought myself from a shop outside Family territory, carrying nothing, and the soldier at the gate barely glanced at me before waving the car through.
Inside, the scene told me everything the silence had been whispering for months. The Bellandi household was alive, but not for me. They were gathered in the formal dining room, crystal glasses already half-empty, clustered around Serena Valente like she was the bride whose morning they were toasting. Serena sat at the center of their warmth, her dark hair swept over one shoulder, laughing at something one of the cousins had said while an older aunt refilled her champagne flute without being asked. The Bellandi capos' wives leaned in close, touching her arm, complimenting her dress. She belonged there the way furniture belonged, as if the house had been built around her and simply forgot to tell me.
They glanced at me when I stepped into the doorway. One look, collectively, the way you glance at a coat someone left on the wrong hook. Then they turned back to Serena. No one stood. No one crossed the room. No one said my name. Theo Bellandi sat at the head of the long walnut table, her pearl bracelet catching the chandelier light, and she straightened it with one precise turn before lifting her coffee cup to her lips. She did not look at me again after that first dismissal, and somehow that single rotation of pearls cut deeper than anything she could have said aloud.
In the past I would have crossed the room myself. I would have smiled until my face ached and complimented Theo Bellandi's suit and asked if I could help with anything, absorbing every cold silence and offhand slight like a bruise I deserved for not being born into the right bloodline. I had done it for years. I had swallowed their disdain the way you swallow medicine, telling myself it would cure something eventually. But standing in that doorway now, watching them fawn over the woman my promised groom kept at his side like a second shadow, I understood with a clarity that felt almost peaceful: if Dominic truly wanted to marry me, he would never have allowed me to walk into his family's home and find not a single soul willing to meet my eyes.
Then Dominic came down the stairs.
I heard him before I saw him. The particular weight of his step, unhurried, the way a man descends when he knows the room will wait. He rounded the landing in a charcoal suit, jacket open, and the first thing I noticed was the smudge of lipstick on his collar. Not hidden. Not wiped. A dark rose stain sitting just below his jaw, bright against the white cotton, as visible as a bruise he hadn't bothered to cover because covering it would have meant it mattered. He hadn't even checked a mirror.
Every head in the room turned, first to him, then to the stain, then to me. The mocking landed quietly, the way it always did in this house. A cousin's wife pressed her lips together to keep from smiling. One of the younger capos exhaled a short breath through his nose. Serena's crimson nail tapped once, twice, three times against the rim of her champagne glass, and the smile that followed was a blade dressed in silk. Theo Bellandi took another sip of her coffee and said nothing, which was its own verdict.
I ignored them all. I took out my phone and photographed the room exactly as it was: the bare walls, the undecorated table, the cluster of Bellandis who had dressed for a Sunday dinner rather than a wedding, and my groom descending the staircase with another woman's mouth still marking his skin. I sent the picture to my parents with no caption. They would understand. They had always understood more than I gave them credit for.
Dominic didn't seem to notice the stain or didn't care. He crossed the foyer, looked me up and down once with the flat assessment he usually reserved for paperwork, and asked, "Why aren't you wearing your wedding dress?"
I stared at him in silence. The question hung between us, absurd and enormous at the same time. It took him a full three seconds, long enough for the grandfather clock to mark each one, before he glanced down at his own open jacket, his unbuttoned collar, his everyday shoes, and realized he hadn't dressed for the occasion either. Something flickered behind his eyes, too brief to be shame, and then it was gone. He adjusted his signet ring once against his knuckle and turned toward the garden doors without another word.