Chapter 2
The smell of burnt coffee and baby powder hit Helena the moment she opened her bedroom door the next morning. She hadn't slept. The dark circles under her eyes felt permanent, a brand of her shame. She stepped into the narrow hallway, the floorboards creaking under her weight, and braced herself for the inevitable.
The living room was a pressure cooker. Tanya, her brother Caleb's wife, stood by the window, her pregnant belly pushing against the fabric of her tight maternity shirt. She was fanning herself with a magazine, a deep scowl etched on her face.
"I'm telling you, Caleb, there is no room," Tanya complained, her voice loud enough to carry through the thin walls. "The new crib won't fit in our room, and we certainly can't put it in the nursery if the nursery is full of other people's things."
Caleb sat at the kitchen table, staring into his cereal bowl like he wished he could disappear into it. He was a good man, but he was weak when it came to his wife.
Helena walked into the kitchen to get Leo a cup of milk. Tanya turned, her eyes raking over Helena's rumpled clothes.
"Speak of the devil," Tanya muttered, just loud enough for Helena to hear. "Some of us are trying to prepare for a baby, Helena. It would be nice if we had the space to actually, you know, breathe."
Deena walked out of the kitchen, drying her hands on a dish towel. She didn't even look at Helena. "Tanya is right. This house is getting too crowded. We can't have toys and clutter taking over every inch of space."
Helena poured the milk, her hand tightening around the carton. "Leo has three toys, Mom. They fit in one box."
"Even one box is too much when there's a baby on the way," Deena snapped. "You need to start thinking about other people for a change, Helena. You can't just live here indefinitely, taking advantage of your father's good nature."
From the living room, her father Walter cleared his throat. "Now, Deena, the girl just needs a little time-"
"Time to what?" Deena cut him off, her eyes flashing. "Time to find another rich man to leech off of? Time to get arrested again?"
Tanya smirked, rubbing her belly. "It's not fair to the baby. The smell of those plastic toys gives me a headache. I think I'm allergic."
Deena pointed a finger at Helena. "You heard her. Go clean up that mess. And air out the room. We don't need Tanya getting sick because of your lack of consideration."
Helena stood frozen, the carton of milk cold in her hand. She looked at her mother, the woman who was supposed to be her safety net, and saw nothing but a stranger. She looked at Tanya, who wore her pregnancy like a suit of armor, and felt a sudden, overwhelming sense of clarity.
The suffocating feeling in her chest didn't tighten. It snapped.
"No."
The word hung in the air, sharp and final.
Deena blinked. "Excuse me?"
"I said no." Helena set the milk down on the counter with a soft thud. "You don't have to worry about the toys, or the space, or the smell. Because we're leaving."
Tanya's smirk vanished, replaced by genuine shock. Deena took a step back, her mouth opening and closing like a fish.
"You're leaving?" Deena scoffed, trying to regain her footing. "Don't be ridiculous, Helena. Where will you go? You have no money. No job. You'll be back here begging within a week."
"Maybe," Helena said, her voice surprisingly steady. "But I won't be here. Today. Right now. Leo and I are moving out."
She didn't wait for a response. She turned on her heel and walked back to the bedroom. Her heart was hammering against her ribs, but her hands were steady. She pulled the two battered suitcases from under the bed and started throwing clothes inside. She didn't bother folding. She just grabbed essentials-Leo's clothes, her own meager wardrobe, the important documents.
Leo woke up as she was zipping the second bag, his big brown eyes blinking sleepily. "Mommy? What are you doing?"
Helena forced a smile, her chest aching. "Hey, baby. We're going on an adventure."
"An adventure?" Leo sat up, rubbing his eyes. "Are we going to the park?"
"Something like that," Helena said, her voice thick. "We're going to a new home."
She pulled out her phone and typed a message to Briana. Emergency. Can we crash for a few days?
Her phone rang almost immediately. Briana's voice was frantic. "Helena? What happened? Of course! Get over here right now. My place is your place."
"Thank you," Helena whispered, ending the call. She took a deep breath, feeling the first sliver of warmth she had felt in days.
She carried the suitcases into the living room. Deena and Tanya were standing by the window, whispering. They stopped when they saw her.
"You're really doing this," Deena said, her voice losing some of its edge. "You're going to drag that child out onto the street?"
"I'm not on the street, Mom," Helena said. "I'm just leaving."
Caleb appeared in the hallway, looking stricken. He glanced at Tanya, then back at Helena, his face a mask of guilt. He stepped forward, blocking her path to the door.
"Helena, wait," he said softly. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a wad of crumpled bills. "Here. Take this."
Helena shook her head. "Caleb, no. I can't."
"It's my secret stash," he insisted, pressing the money into her palm. "Tanya doesn't know about it. It's not much, but it's yours. You need it more than I do."
"Caleb..." Helena looked at her brother, the only person in this house who still saw her.
"Please," he said, his voice cracking. "For Leo."
Helena closed her fingers around the money, nodding. She tucked it into her purse, grabbed the handles of the suitcases, and took Leo's hand.
"Say goodbye to Grandma, Leo."
Leo waved a sleepy hand. Deena just stared, her face unreadable. Tanya looked away, suddenly very interested in her nails.
Helena didn't look back. She walked out the front door, the cool morning air hitting her face like a splash of water. She called an Uber, loading her bags into the trunk while Leo climbed into the backseat.
As the car pulled away from the curb, Helena looked in the side mirror. She watched the small, cramped house grow smaller and smaller until it disappeared around the corner.
She let out a long, shuddering breath. The fear was still there, a cold knot in her stomach. But underneath it, something else was blooming. Relief. She was out. She had no idea how she was going to survive, but she knew one thing for sure.
She was never going back.
Chapter 3
Briana's apartment was on the third floor of a walk-up, and it smelled like vanilla candles and cat litter. It was tiny, barely big enough for Briana and her fat orange tabby, Mr. Whiskers, but to Helena, it looked like the Ritz.
"Get in here," Briana said, grabbing one of Helena's suitcases and hauling it inside. "You look like you haven't slept in a week."
"I haven't," Helena admitted, stepping over the threshold.
Leo spotted Mr. Whiskers immediately. "Kitty!" he shrieked, chasing the poor cat under the coffee table.
"Let him get used to you, Leo," Helena said, but she couldn't help but smile at the sight. For the first time in months, Leo looked happy. Not anxious. Not walking on eggshells. Just a normal kid chasing a cat.
Briana closed the door and immediately pulled Helena into a tight hug. "I'm so sorry, Hel. I got your voicemail this morning. I was dead to the world. Tell me everything."
Helena sank onto the worn sofa, the exhaustion hitting her all at once. Briana handed her a cup of hot tea, and the warmth seeping into her frozen fingers was enough to crack the dam.
The words poured out. The date with Richard, the assault, the arrest, the police station. And then, the worst part. Keven.
Briana listened, her face cycling through anger, shock, and finally, outrage. "That son of a bitch," she hissed when Helena finished. "Who does he think he is? Bailing you out just to throw it in your face?"
"He thinks he's Keven Armstrong," Helena said bitterly. "CEO of Nexus Dynamics. King of the world."
"How did he even know you were there?" Briana asked, frowning.
Helena rubbed her temples. "The police couldn't reach me or my parents, so they ran my name. Found out I used to be married to him and called his company's legal team. I've been so careful about everything else, but I never thought my own past would be used against me like that."
Briana's frown deepened. She sat down next to Helena, her voice dropping to a whisper. "Hel... did he see anything? In your wallet? On your phone? Pictures of Leo?"
Helena's blood ran cold. The tea cup rattled against the saucer. She shook her head vigorously. "No. No, I had my phone locked. And my wallet only had my ID and a few receipts. He didn't see Leo."
"Are you sure?" Briana pressed. "Because if he saw a picture, if he put two and two together..."
"I'm sure," Helena said, but her voice trembled. She looked over at Leo, who was now gently petting Mr. Whiskers, completely oblivious to the storm brewing around him.
She grabbed Briana's hand, her grip tight enough to leave marks. "Bri, you have to promise me. You can never tell anyone. Keven can never know Leo exists."
Briana looked at her, confusion in her eyes. "I promised, Hel. But I still don't understand why you're so scared. He's a jerk, sure, but he's also rich. Wouldn't child support help?"
"You don't get it," Helena said, her voice raw. "You didn't see him last night. He's not just rich, Bri. He's powerful. He has lawyers on retainer who probably bill more in an hour than I make in a month. And he hates me."
She took a shaky breath. "If he finds out Leo is his son, he won't just ask for child support. He'll fight for custody. Full custody. And he'll win."
"Helena, the courts wouldn't just take your baby-"
"They would if he painted me as an unstable, gold-digging criminal," Helena cut in, the words tasting like acid. "I was just arrested, Bri. I have no job, no home, no money. I'm living off my friend's charity. In a judge's eyes, Keven can give Leo the world. I can't give him anything."
Briana was quiet for a long moment, the weight of the truth settling over them. "Okay," she said softly. "I get it. Your secret is safe. But, Hel... what are you going to do? You can't hide here forever."
Helena let go of Briana's hand and reached for her purse. She pulled out her phone, swiping through her emails until she found the one she had been ignoring all morning.
"Actually," Helena said, a tiny spark of hope flickering in her chest, "I might have a way out."
She handed the phone to Briana. "I got an interview. Tomorrow morning."
Briana read the screen, her eyes widening. "Apex Solutions? Financial Assistant? Helena, that's huge! The pay is amazing. And look at the benefits! Full medical, dental, vision..."
"I know," Helena said, a small, genuine smile finally touching her lips. "If I can get this job, I can afford a small place. I can afford daycare. I can give Leo a real home."
She looked at her son, her heart swelling with a fierce, protective love. "I have to get this job, Bri. It's the only way."
"Then you'll get it," Briana said firmly. "We'll practice tonight. You're going to walk in there tomorrow and blow them out of the water."
Helena nodded, the determination settling deep in her bones. She had hit rock bottom. She had been humiliated, rejected, and arrested. But she was still standing. And for Leo, she would fight with everything she had.