Serena POV

Julian returns to the penthouse as a pale, watery dawn seeps through the windows.

I am already sitting on the edge of our bed, wide awake and feeling a profound, internal stillness.

He walks straight past me without a glance, his footsteps muffled by the thick carpet, and proceeds directly into the nursery down the hall.

I follow him, my bare feet making no sound on the floorboards, and pause in the doorway.

He is already rummaging through the closet, his large hands displacing the luxury baby items I had so meticulously arranged.

He shoves the custom-woven cashmere blankets and the hand-blown glass bottles into a black nylon duffel bag.

"What are you doing?" I ask, my voice a monotone.

Julian does not pause in his packing.

"A soldier's wife just gave birth," he says, his back to me. "They have nothing. I am gifting these supplies. I will purchase new ones when you are due."

I stare blankly at the rigid set of his broad shoulders.

My hand instinctively moves to rest on my still-flat stomach.

I am haunted by the acute knowledge that the child now resting inside me will never draw a single breath.

Julian at last turns around and notices my distant, vacant demeanor.

His face darkens immediately.

A brief flicker of guilt flashes in his obsidian eyes, but it is quickly masked by an arrogant annoyance that is the birthright of a Mafia Capo.

"Do not look at me so, Serena," he snaps. "Cease this possessiveness over material things. It is merely baby gear."

I force a hollow, brittle smile onto my face.

"Of course. As you say."

Julian is momentarily stunned into silence by my acquiescence.

He drops the bag to the floor, where it lands with a muffled thump.

He had clearly anticipated a fight.

I have been emotional and volatile since the pregnancy began, a creature fighting for his attention every single day.

But this morning, I have absolutely no fight left in me.

My thoughts drift to our anniversary just last month.

Julian had produced a breathtaking, custom diamond necklace.

I thought it was for me, but it had vanished the following day.

He had berated me, called me crazy and hormonal when I wept over its loss.

Yet, as I stood over the operating table last night, my scalpel parting the flesh of his mistress to deliver their child, I saw that exact diamond necklace resting in the hollow of Lyla's collarbone.

I internally mock my own wretched blindness.

I am consumed by a cold disgust for myself, that I could not see the brazen intimacy passing between Julian and his mistress before my very eyes.

Ignorant of my thoughts, Julian walks over and pulls me into a rigid, possessive embrace.

He places a dry, obligatory kiss on my forehead.

"I have a three-day sit-down with the Bosses out of state," he murmurs, his lips against my skin. "I require you to stay guarded at home. Do not leave the penthouse."

I lift my chin, looking directly into his dark, false eyes.

"Are you truly leaving on syndicate business during the holidays?" I ask softly.

Julian's jaw tightens imperceptibly.

He pinches my cheek, a gesture meant as affection but delivered as a warning.

"Always for the Family, my dear," he lies, his voice like oil. "I will be back before you know it."