The growl did not come from her.

It came from inside her. Low, rough, and wrong. It sounded like two voices growling at the time. Only one of them was hers.

Every head in the ballroom turned. Four hundred years of pack instinct made every wolf in the room drop into a position. Their brains caught up with their bodies a moment later. Glasses stopped mid-air. The band stopped playing.

Luna felt it happen before she understood it. Heat crawled up her spine. Her vision sharpened at the edges. Her nails dug into her palms.

Not here. Not now. Not in front of him.

She swallowed it down by willpower. The growl stopped like someone had flipped a switch. The silence that followed was worse.

"Luna." Kade's voice was quiet behind her. He was trying not to scare her. "What did they do to you?"

"Nothing you need to worry about," she said, forcing her hands to relax.

"Everyone in this room just heard…"

"I said it's not your concern." She turned to face him. Her expression made him take a step back. She watched him regret it. "You gave up the right to worry about me two years ago. Remember? On that stage. In front of everyone."

His jaw clenched. "I didn't give up anything. I told you why…"

"You told me a story." Her voice dropped. It was sharp enough to cut. "Convenient timing too. Right when I show up wearing something you can't explain, suddenly you've got a reason for the thing that nearly killed me."

"You think I'm lying to cover for…" He stopped himself. He rubbed his face. "You always thought the worst of me."

"You gave me plenty of practice."

A throat cleared behind them. It was deliberate. Amused. Luna turned to find a woman in ice- silk watching them both with a polished smile.

"Kade, darling." The woman took his arm as she owned it. "You didn't tell me the entertainment tonight included a reunion."

Luna's stomach dropped. Darling.

"Luna," Kade said. He looked genuinely afraid for the time that night. "This is Priya. My…”

"Fiancée," Priya finished sweetly. She held up her hand. The ring on it caught the light. Luna felt something behind her ribs. It had nothing to do with whatever Dravens people had put inside her. "It's lovely to meet the famous Luna Reyes. Kade told me little about you. Funny isn't it? A man usually mentions the woman who almost destroyed pack law."

"Priya," Kade said. His voice was low and warning.

"What? I'm being friendly." Priya's smile didn't change. Her eyes did. They slid over Luna like she was cataloging her. "The wedding's in six weeks. You should come. I'd love to introduce myself to the woman he rejected on a stage in front of four hundred people."

Luna smiled. It could have cut glass. "I wouldn't miss it."

"Luna…" Kade started.

"No, it's fine," she said. She meant it, possibly. "I actually came here for business. I only stopped because you grabbed my wrist, Alpha. Let's not confuse tonight for something it's n't."

She walked toward the terrace doors. Her heels struck the marble in a rhythm. It took everything she had not to break into a run.

The night air hit her like water. She gripped the stone railing. She breathed hard. The wrongness rose in her chest again. It was faster this time. It was hungrier.

"You shouldn't have come back."

Luna spun around. A man she didn't recognize stood in the shadows. He was tall. His eyes were pale. He wore Draven colors on his collar. Her stomach turned to ice.

"You," she breathed. "How did you find me?"

"We never lost you." He smiled. It wasn't a smile. "You're still ours, Luna. A rejection ceremony doesn't undo what we did to you in that lab. You know that better than anyone."

"Get away from me.

"What?" He tilted his head. He seemed curious. "You'll growl at me as you did there? Cute.. You and I both know you can't fully control it yet. Not without help. Not without us."

Behind her, she heard the terrace doors open. Kade's footsteps were fast and urgent. He called her name.

The Draven man's eyes flicked past her shoulder. His smile widened.

"Perfect timing," he murmured. "He should hear this too."

He raised his hand. Luna saw the syringe glinting in his palm. He lunged. The last thing she heard before the world went white and silent was Kade screaming her name. He was too far away to reach her in time.

CHAPTER 3: THE THING IN THE DARK

The syringe did not touch Luna's skin.

Luna's body moved fast. Before she even knew what was happening. The same feeling that had gotten her into trouble in the ballroom now saved her life. Her hand snapped up. Grabbed the Draven man's wrist. She was strong. Stronger than she should be for someone her size. His bones hurt under her fingers. He made a hissing sound. The syringe fell to the ground, rolling into the dark.

"That's new," he said, breathing hard, staring at his wrist as it had surprised him.

"Get out of my territory, " Luna said. Her voice sounded wrong. It was deeper. There was another sound underneath it. It was like something was trying to get out of her throat.

Kade hit the Draven man hard. With all his Alpha strength. And the man fell against the railing. He did not fight back. He did not even look surprised.

"I got what I came for, " the man said, having trouble breathing, grinning up at Luna and Kade with blood on his teeth. "I wanted to see if Luna would change in front of you. I guess I have my answer."

"Change into what?" Kade's hands were clenched in the man's collar, his whole body shaking with anger. "What did Draven do to Luna?"

"Ask Luna, " the man said, looking at her with a gleam in his eyes. "Ask her what happens on the moon now. Ask her if she still remembers what she is."

Kade's grip on the man's collar loosened for just long enough. The man twisted free, jumped over the railing, and dropped two stories into the gardens below without stumbling. By the time Kade got to the edge, there was nothing, just some disturbed grass and a fading scent that did not smell like anything.

"Luna," Kade said, turning back to her. His face was pale. Paler than Luna had ever seen it before. "What did he mean?"

Luna was staring at her hand. Still curled from where she had hurt the Draven man's wrist. Her heartbeat sounded strange. Too slow, too fast, then something in between that did not make sense.

"Luna," Kade said, walking towards her slowly, his hands out as if she might run away. "Talk to me."

Luna did not know what to say. "I do not know what I am anymore," she said. Her voice was smaller than she wanted it to be. "I know what I used to be. A wolf. Simple. I used to be yours for a while before you took that back too."

Kade started to say something. Luna kept talking. "They took me three months after you rejected me," she said. "I was weak. Half-feral from the bond break. Easy to grab. They kept me in a facility for eleven months. I do not remember most of it. I remember waking up. I remember the full moon after. I do not have a memory of what happened during it. Just blood on my hands the morning that was not mine."

Kade made a sound. Something between a growl and a groan.

"Eleven months," he said, his voice empty. "I looked for you, Luna. I tore apart three territories looking for you. I need you to know that. I never stopped."

Luna laughed. "You rejected me. Then you looked for me?" she said. "That is very you, Kade. You do things halfway. Call it devotion."

Kade stopped himself. Closing his eyes. "It does not matter now," he said. "It clearly did not work. They got you anyway."

Luna said, "No, it worked the way they wanted it to. You rejected me publicly, so no pack in the territory thought to protect what already looked abandoned. You made me an easy target, Kade. You just did not know you were doing it."

The silence that followed was worse than anything they had said.

"There is something. The full moon is in four days." She said

"I know." He said

"You do not understand. Whatever they put inside me. It is not on the moon's schedule anymore. It is on its own. It is getting stronger every time something provokes it." She said.

As if her words were a summons, pain shot through her, sharp and electric. It dropped her to one knee on the ground. Kade caught her before she hit the ground, and the second his hands touched her skin, she felt it again. The bond, screaming.

"Luna, stay with me, " Kade said.

"Something is happening. Kade, it is not the moon. It is not supposed to be happening." She said

Her spine arched. Her nails got longer against Kade's arm, drawing blood. He did not even seem to notice. Somewhere, behind them, through the doors, Priya's voice rang out. Announcing to the guests that she had wonderful news to share with her fiancé.

Right as Luna Reyes began to change into something that had never existed in Ridgeback territory before.

Luna screamed. The sound got stuck in her throat.

Kade covered her mouth with his hand. Pulled her close to him. He dragged her back into the shadows of the terrace wall just as the doors opened and the guests started pouring out to see what was happening. Luna's body was still changing, her bones shifting under her skin in a silent way that didn't make any sound.

"Don't look at her, " Kade growled at the guests. He was low and commanding like an Alpha giving an order. Every wolf present looked down instinctively. "Get back inside. Now."

They obeyed. Pack rules are pack rules, even if they were all a bit drunk on champagne.

The moment the terrace was clear, Kade turned to Luna. What he saw made his heart stop.

Her eyes had turned black. Not yellow like a wolf's or brown like a human's, just black. Veins that looked like ink were spreading under her skin like something was moving under there trying to get out. She was barely breathing.

"Luna," he said. He took her face in his hands, making her look at him. "Fight it. Whatever this is, fight it."

For a moment nothing happened. Then slowly the black started to go first from her eyes, then from her throat. She gasped for air like she'd been drowning. She collapsed into Kade's chest, shaking hard.

"It stopped," she whispered. "Why did it stop?"

"I don't know, " Kade said. He held her close. "It stopped when I touched you. Both times."

Luna pulled back, looking at him. Something dangerous and hopeful showed on her face. She quickly hid it. "That doesn't mean anything."

"Luna…"

"It doesn't," she said. Her voice cracked. "You can't fix this by holding me, Kade. You can't be the cure for a problem you helped create."

Before he could answer, the terrace doors opened again. Priya came out looking angry and upset.

"There you are, " Priya said. She looked at Luna and Kade close together. She saw Luna's torn dress and her expression turned cold. "You're missing your engagement announcement, darling."

"Priya, now isn't…"

"Is the time? " Priya said. She took Kade's arm like she was staking a claim. "I already told them you'd be back. They're waiting."

She pulled him toward the doors. Kade looked back at Luna, torn and guilty. Luna straightened her dress, wiped her face clean, and said nothing.

The ballroom was quiet when they got back. Glasses were. Four hundred faces were looking at the small stage. Priya climbed the steps, smiling, and pulled Kade up beside her.

"Thank you all for being here tonight, " Priya began. She was smiling, under the lights. "To celebrate not my engagement to Alpha Kade Ashworth…"

Luna stood at the edge of the crowd, her arms around herself. She could still feel the change happening under her skin.

"But something, " Priya said. Her hand moved to her stomach deliberately. "Something we weren't planning to share until after the wedding." She smiled directly at Luna. "I think it's only fair everyone knows exactly where things stand."

The room made a sound. A gasp, a murmur. Four hundred people realized they were about to witness something.

"I'm pregnant," Priya said. She was smiling at Luna. "Kade's child. Due in six months."

The silence that followed hurt Luna. It had nothing to do with Dravens' serum and everything to do with two years of grief.

Kade's face was pale. "Priya, that's not…"

"Not what, darling?" Priya's smile didn't waver. Her eyes were locked on Luna. "Not true? Or not something you wanted announced in front of your ex-mate?"

Every wolf in the room turned to look at Luna, waiting for her reaction.

Luna didn't fall apart.

She smiled. Slow, sharp, and calm. The black crept back into her eyes for a moment before she blinked it away.

"Congratulations," she said clearly. Her voice carried across the room. "Truly. Because if that's your baby, Priya, you'll want to check the paternity."

Priya's smile faltered. "Excuse me?"

"I can smell a lie from across a room now," Luna said softly. She stepped forward into the light, her eyes fully black. "It's one of the things they gave me.. That baby doesn't smell like Kade at all."