Chapter 4

"She's not just some servant's daughter. She's the reason my mother is dead. And you expect me to bare my throat and beg her forgiveness?!" The words tore from my throat like shrapnel, and somewhere beneath my ribs my wolf threw herself against the bars of me, snarling.

Mira didn't even have time to part her painted lips. Dorian's eyes went glacial, the cold, flat stare of an Alpha who'd learned to kill his own feelings long before he'd learned to kill anything else.

"I warned you," he said, his voice like steel dragged across frozen stone. "Don't test my patience."

Then he turned to his warriors and gave the order with the casual cruelty of a wolf born into blood. "Go to the burial grove. Bring her mother's body back here."

Every word was a blade dipped in venom.

"She won't learn until she's broken." His lip curled with contempt as he looked at me, looked through me. "You think someone like you deserves to stand as the Luna of the Ravenpack?"

"Feed the corpse to the rogues." He meant every syllable.

His warriors moved without hesitation, their heavy footsteps echoing through the great stone den like a death march. These weren't wolves who questioned orders. These were warriors who'd buried bodies in unmarked earth and slept soundly after.

"No! No, please!" I lunged forward in blind panic, only to be seized by another enforcer. His grip crushed my arm with practiced brutality. I heard the crack before I felt it.

Agony exploded through me like wildfire consuming dry brush.

Tears blurred the high vaulted ceiling into smears of gold and shadow. I cried so hard I couldn't draw breath, couldn't think, couldn't do anything but beg.

"Dorian, please! Don't do this to my mother. She's. She's already gone. Isn't that enough?!"

Mira tilted her head with saccharine sweetness, the triumph she barely bothered to hide curving at the corners of her mouth. Her scent thickened, overripe jasmine and sugared decay, and my wolf gagged on it.

"Dorian… the dead deserve their rest. Perhaps we should show mercy?"

He turned to her with a theatrical sigh, his hand finding the small of her back with easy possession. "You're too soft, little one. That's why she walks all over you."

Then his attention snapped back to his men, who had paused at the threshold. "Well? What are you waiting for? Must I draw you a map to the burial grove?" The bark of command rolled off the walls of the Ravenmoor den like the crack of a falling tree, and his Alpha aura pressed down through the room so hard the lowest-ranked warriors flattened where they stood.

His voice cut through me like shattered glass, scattering the last fragments of the love I'd clung to for ten desperate years.

He knew. He knew my mother was my only weakness, the single soft place in my armor. And he didn't hesitate to drive the knife straight through it.

I broke.

I bowed.

My spine bent, my head dropped, my pride bled out onto the cold stone floor at Mira's heels. My wolf, who had never once lowered her gaze for anyone, lay down inside me and went silent.

"Please," I whispered, tears falling in hot rivers down my cheeks. "Please just leave my mother in peace. Let her rest."

Each word was a razor in my throat. "I'm sorry. I was wrong."

Wrong for hoping for fairness in a world built on blood debts under the Moon.

Wrong for believing, foolishly, pathetically, that maybe, just maybe, he'd choose me over her.

As I bent forward in supplication, the blood-soaked collar of my dress pulled away from my skin, baring the wounds beneath.

Dorian's eyes flickered. For a split second something almost living surfaced in those dark depths, surprise, perhaps, or the ghost of the boy he'd once been.

"Is this enough for you?" I straightened with every last ounce of strength left in my shattered body, meeting his gaze with a disgust I could barely keep behind my teeth.

His jaw tightened. He gestured sharply to his Beta's aide. "Bring the oath."

Only when I pressed my bloody fingerprint onto the parchment, surrendering my claims in the pack's holdings, signing away my mother's legacy, did the tension finally ease from his brow.

"You're bleeding," he observed, as if noting the turn of the weather. "I'll send for a healer."

He released Mira and moved toward me, reaching out with the hand that had once cradled my face like I was something precious.

I slapped it away.

"Save your concern for your precious bedmate," I spat. "Better hurry. Wait any longer and those theatrical bruises might fade before anyone who matters sees them."

I turned to leave, my vision swimming, my legs threatening to buckle.

Mira's foot shot out with serpentine precision.

I tripped hard, crashing forward toward the unforgiving stone.

Dorian's instincts fired, the reflexes of a wolf trained since puphood to protect what was his. He reached out.

Then he stopped himself. His hand froze inches from my falling body.

He stepped back.

"Fine." His voice was ice. "Tend your wounds yourself."

I forced myself upright, swallowing the scream that clawed at my throat as pain lanced through every nerve.

He watched me from the doorway, Mira tucked possessively against his side. "I'll go with you to choose your gown tomorrow," he said, as if we were discussing nothing at all. "The Mating Ceremony won't plan itself."

The heavy carved doors swung shut on his impassive face.

My body swayed, the dizziness from blood loss rising in nauseating waves. The chandelier of antlers and crystal overhead fractured into a thousand spinning shards.

In the blur of agony, memory dragged me backward, back to a different time. Back to when we were young and the world hadn't yet taught us its cruelest lessons.

Dorian was just nineteen when his father began grooming him to take the pack. He'd worked through endless nights learning what it meant to lead, the borderland patrols, the alliance pacts, the things done in shadow, his eyes perpetually rimmed with exhaustion. One evening I burned my hand making broth for him over the den's hearth. Just a small blister, barely worth mentioning.

Yet somehow he found out. He walked out of a sit-down with three pack capos and ran the forest trail home like the devil himself was at his heels, taking the ridge in his wolf form and tearing through brush and root all the way back.

He caught my hand and cradled it like I was made of spun glass.

"I'm so sorry, little wolf. I should have protected you," he said, his voice rough with guilt. "I swear it on my mother's grave, by the Moon Goddess, as long as I'm breathing, I'll never let anything hurt you again."

Then he pulled me into his arms. Warm. Strong. Trembling just slightly with the force of his conviction. That embrace, and that vow under the Moon, had branded themselves into my memory like a scar.

But that boy was long dead.

He'd grown into a cold, calculating Alpha who looked at me like I was nothing. Like I was disposable. Like I was a loose thread waiting to be cut.

Now he was the one hurting me the most.

I stumbled toward the side entrance, the one the den-keepers used. The edges of my vision darkened, collapsing inward like a dying star.

But before I hit the ground, I fell into someone's arms.

A stranger's arms. Firm and unfamiliar, carrying a scent I didn't know, cedar and cold iron and the static charge that comes just before a thunderstorm. Something dangerous. And beneath the breaking-down dark of me, my wolf lifted her head for the first time in hours.

Before the blackness swallowed me whole, I heard a single whisper against the shell of my ear, a voice like smoke and shadow.

"Do you want revenge?"

The words curled around me like a devil's bargain, offered at the crossroads of desperation and death.

"In exchange for those claims you just signed away… I'll help you find the proof of who really killed your mother."

Chapter 5

Tears carved silent rivers down my face as I clung, half-conscious, to the stranger's shirt, the fine wool damp beneath my trembling fingers. His scent wrapped around me, cedar and cold iron and the static charge before a thunderstorm, steadying me even as the world went dark.

"Re… venge…" The word escaped my lips like a dying prayer, barely formed, yet heavy with the weight of a blood oath sworn under the Moon.

When I opened my eyes again, all I saw was white, too bright, too sterile. The sharp tang of healing herbs and scrubbed stone flooded my senses, a stark contrast to the darkness that had swallowed me whole. A Healing Hall. My wolf stirred beneath my skin, uneasy in a den that smelled of strangers.

I turned my head slowly, wincing at the dull ache that radiated through every fiber of my body, and reached for my crystal communicator. A message from Dorian waited on the screen, sent the night before.

[I've got pack business to handle tomorrow. Go try on the mating gown by yourself. Our ceremony is approaching, so pull yourself together. Stop with the dramatics and join the Ravenpack with some dignity.]

I stared at the message for a long moment, my face an unreadable mask, then dragged my finger across the screen and watched the words disappear into oblivion.

But just beneath it, something else caught my eye, a post from Mira's spirit-network page.

Dorian had taken her on the pack's private storm-hawk to chase the aurora in some frozen corner of the northern territories, far from prying eyes.

In the ethereal green haze of those dancing lights, their silhouettes stood close together, intimate as conspirators. Matching moonstone bands glinted on their fingers, fingers tightly intertwined like the roots of a poisonous vine.

The caption pierced through me like a stiletto blade:

[He told me I'm the only one for him. He promised to protect me from all the cruelty in this world. How could I ever let go of a mate like that?]

Below it, a cutesy account bearing paired cartoon avatars had commented:

[And no matter how far you try to run from me, I'll find you. I'll tie you to my side forever. So don't even try, silly girl.]

I didn't need to verify the source. I knew that tone, that possessive flair, that dark promise wrapped in honeyed words. That was Dorian.

I could tell from the typing style alone.

I remembered the day I asked him to use matching avatars with me. He had rolled his eyes, his handsome face twisting with contempt.

"What are you, a pup? Can't you see I'm handling pack affairs? Now leave!"

And yet I had once dreamed of standing beneath the northern lights with him, a stolen moment away from the shadows that governed our lives. I had planned the route down to the smallest detail. He said he was too busy. Every time, that was the excuse: too busy.

Now I finally understood the truth that had been staring me in the face all along. He could be romantic. He could be tender and devoted. He just never chose to be that way with me.

I set the communicator down on the stiff linens, trying to blink back the sting behind my eyes.

That's when I noticed the envelope sitting quietly on the bedside table, cream-colored and expensive.

Inside it was a passage ticket aboard the storm-hawk. Departure in two days.

And a small note, written in an elegant hand:

[You're welcome. Hope you like the gift. For your mating ceremony. — L.]

So I was right. The wolf who had carried me through the darkness and delivered me to safety was none other than Lucan Ashborne, the ghost of a slaughtered bloodline who had returned from the dead to become Dorian's worst enemy.

I sent him a quiet thank-you, my fingers hovering over the keys longer than necessary, and checked myself out of the Healing Hall not long after.

Then the ceremony coordinator called. The gown my mother had ordered for me, commissioned from the finest seamstress in the borderland market, paid for with years of her modest savings, had been altered to fit. It was ready.

It was the last gift she left me before the Ravenpack let her die. I had to pick it up.

But when I stepped into the boutique, the chime above the door ringing softly, I froze.

There stood Mira, twirling in my gown.

"Selene… you came." She spun in front of the gilded mirror with a saccharine smile, her voice dripping with venom disguised as honey. Her scent reached me first, overripe jasmine and sugared decay over a faint trace of iron, and my wolf bristled, low and silent, hackles rising beneath my skin.

"I just had to make sure it fits, you know. Trying to help you out."

She tugged the neckline lower with deliberate provocation, revealing fresh red marks scattered across her chest like a constellation of sin. Her tone turned mockingly bashful.

"Oh no, it's Dorian's fault, he's just too passionate. I told him to be gentle…"

I stared at her performance, cold and unblinking as a statue carved from marble.

"You really did inherit your mother's talent for stealing other she-wolves' mates."

Her smile twitched, then curved into something crueler, the mask slipping to reveal the predator beneath.

"Oh? Didn't you hear?" She placed a hand over her stomach with theatrical tenderness. "I'm carrying Dorian's bloodline heir."

"And your blood oath?" She laughed, the sound like shattering crystal. "It's fake."

She flashed a crystal orb in her palm. A dim back room of some pack club. Mira draped across Dorian's lap like a trophy.

He was drinking, his lips brushing against her temple with casual affection.

"Do your best and bring the pup into this world. When it's born, I'll gift him the Ravenpack hunting grounds. Everything."

Mira asked in a coy voice: "But… what about my sister?"

Dorian chuckled, the sound dark and dismissive. "I never truly bound myself to her. I've been slipping suppressants into her milk for moons. She can't conceive. When the time comes, I'll just claim we took in an orphaned pup."

It was like being struck by lightning. My head spun. My legs nearly buckled beneath me, and I had to grip the edge of a display case to stay upright. Deep inside, my wolf went utterly still, the kind of stillness that comes right before something breaks.

So that was it.

Whatever love had existed between us had died a long time ago. I was just too blind, too desperate to believe in the fairy tale, to notice the corpse rotting at my feet.

I sucked in a sharp breath, straightened my spine with the dignity my mother had taught me, and forced a smile onto my face.

"Well, congratulations. Becoming the next Luna of the Ravenpack is just around the corner."

"But that gown is mine. Take it off," I said, my voice dropping to ice.

I lunged forward to reclaim it, but before my fingers could even brush the fabric, one of her warriors, assigned by Dorian himself, drove his boot into my stomach.

The force knocked me flat against the polished floor. Pain exploded through my gut like a grenade. I could feel everything twisting, shifting, as though my insides had been rearranged by the brutal impact.

Mira picked up a pair of shears from the seamstress's table. Her tone was gleeful as she traced the blade over the delicate silk, savoring the moment.

"Dorian said no matter what I do, he'll clean up my mess. That's what it means to have the protection of the pack."

The sharp edge tore through hand-stitched lace. Slashed through soft silk that my mother had saved for years to afford. With each cut, she shredded the last gift my mother had ever given me, the only piece of her I had left. From somewhere far down inside me, my wolf let out a sound I'd never heard it make, a low, broken keening that had no name.

I just lay there on the cold floor, watching the pieces flutter down like snowflakes in a graveyard.

Even my hatred felt dull now, numbed by the crushing weight of everything I had lost.

Mira strutted out of the boutique, her heels clicking against the marble like a victory march, leaving nothing but wreckage in her wake.

I dragged myself back to the mountain den across the territories… or rather, what used to feel like home.

Once I got there, I tore open every drawer and chest with trembling hands, yanked out every gift Dorian had ever given me, the jewelry that now felt like shackles, the fine furs that were nothing but gilded cages, the carved trinkets from those early days when I still believed his lies.

One by one, I threw them all in the trash.

Behind me, I heard footsteps approaching.

Familiar ones.

Chapter 6

Dorian paused at the den's threshold, one hand resting on the carved blackwood frame. "What did you throw away?"

I didn't even look at him.

"Just some garbage I should've gotten rid of long ago."

He didn't seem to care. As if suddenly remembering something, he added casually, "I heard Mira accidentally damaged the ceremony gown. But don't worry. I've asked the den-weaver to rush a new one. It'll be ready in time for the Mating Ceremony."

He slung his coat over one shoulder, the lining catching the dim light. The cold ash and tarnished copper of his scent drifted past me, and something in my chest that should have warmed at it stayed dead and quiet.

"Remember, tomorrow night's the gathering at the estate. Don't be late. I've got pack business, so I'm not coming back to the den tonight."

He took his keys and left. Not once did he glance at the overflowing refuse bin behind me, filled with everything he'd ever given me.

The next night, 8:00 PM.

I arrived at the Ravenmoor Pack's grand lodge alone.

The moment I stepped into the moonlit gardens, I saw them.

Dorian and Mira.

Dressed in matching ceremonial finery, bathed in warm lantern light like the Alpha and Luna already crowned. The high bloodlines of the Five Packs milled about them, goblets of moonwine glinting like scattered ice in the evening air.

Vesper Ravenmoor's face twisted the moment she saw me. Her smile dropped like a cracked mask. She wore the silver collar-piece Mira had gifted her, a gaudy thing dripping with moonstones that screamed new blood trying to buy old prestige. Her eyes ran over me with undisguised disdain, cold orchid and bitter frost sharpening on the air, cataloging every flaw, every perceived slight against her precious bloodline.

"You're an hour late. No surprise. No manners at all, just like your mother the thief."

But Dorian told me the gathering started at eight.

I clenched my fists, my nails biting into my palms. Something deep beneath my skin pressed up, low and hurting, and I forced it back down.

A long time ago, I'd mentioned in passing that Mira's mother had been a kept she-wolf, one who'd spread herself for a mated male. The next day, Vesper Ravenmoor's missing jewels "miraculously" appeared beneath my mother's pillow.

Dorian knew my mother had been framed.

He never defended me. Not once.

But now I didn't grovel. I didn't drop my gaze or bow my head like a good little den-keeper's daughter should. I looked straight into Vesper Ravenmoor's cold eyes, then right at Mira's smug little face.

"I'm not here to be insulted," I said, my voice cutting through the garden's polite murmur like a blade through silk. Then I looked Mira dead in the eye. "My mother was not a thief. She didn't raise me to seduce males like some women raise their daughters."

The words had barely left my mouth when a vicious slap exploded across my cheek.

My ears rang. My body hit the ground hard, the manicured grass cold and damp beneath my palms.

The metallic taste of blood filled my mouth.

Dorian stood over me, expression cold and condescending, the face of a male raised to believe his word was law, his judgment absolute. His Alpha aura rolled off him, thickening the air, and every lower wolf in that garden felt the pressure of it and looked away.

"You spread rumors about her! Don't you know it makes her suffer? How long are you gonna keep this going? Do you want her to throw herself off the cliffs?"

I pushed myself up, my face burning with rage.

"She suffered? She?!" I barked out a laugh, bitter and broken, the sound of something inside me finally snapping. "She suffered from her own stupid choices! And you, you know exactly what she did. My mother is dead! I lost everything and you're just going to stand there and let her play the victim?!"

The whispers started, quiet at first, like a ripple across still water, then louder as the gathered wolves leaned in. In this world, gossip was currency, and I'd just handed them a fortune.

Dorian's jaw clenched tight, a muscle ticking beneath his skin.

"Leave," he growled under his breath, the sound low in his chest but carrying the full weight of a threat. "Go calm yourself down. You've embarrassed yourself enough in front of the guests."

The garden buzzed with high-blood chatter, the connected wolves of the Five Packs, all watching the spectacle with barely concealed delight.

Magnus and Vesper Ravenmoor quickly stepped in with goblets of moonwine, smiling stiffly like puppet masters smoothing over a minor disruption.

"Let's not ruin the evening. Come, everyone, drink up!"

Guests swarmed Dorian and Mira with congratulations.

"Cheers to the happy pair!"

"Congratulations to the future Alpha and Luna, such a perfect match!"

Dorian had always said he wanted our arrangement to be a "surprise."

He never told a soul about us.

And now?

He smiled like a gentleman, standing next to Mira like she'd always been the promised mate, like the life-debt his bloodline owed my mother under the Moon had never existed.

He didn't even try to explain.

She clung to his arm like she belonged there, her fingers curled possessively around his sleeve, her overripe jasmine and sugared decay winding through the cleaner scent of him.

Under the glittering lanterns, they looked like a picture-perfect couple, the heir apparent and his beautiful intended, a union that would strengthen the Ravenmoor name for generations.

While I stood there like a wet stain on white fur.

I let out a breathless, bitter laugh and turned to go, but a hand blocked my way.

Mira.

She smiled like she'd already won, like she'd been winning since the day she first spread herself for my intended mate.

"Leaving so soon?" she cooed, her voice dripping with false sweetness. "But I haven't told you how that old woman died."

My heart stopped.

The garden noise faded to a dull roar, replaced by the thundering of my own pulse. Somewhere beneath my ribs my wolf went utterly still, the way prey goes still when it scents the kill.

"What did you just say?"

She leaned in close, her scent cloying and thick, her voice low enough that only I could hear, a whisper meant for the damned.

"I told her if she wanted the money back, she'd have to film herself doing something… special. You know, the kind males pay for." She grinned, her teeth white and sharp in the lantern light. "But she got all high and mighty. She refused and even had the nerve to insult me and my mom."

A twisted laugh escaped her painted lips.

"So I gave her what she deserved."

She sighed dramatically, as if recounting a minor inconvenience rather than a murder.

"Did you know? She barely made it through fifty males before she collapsed. Still had the nerve to clutch my leg and beg, beg me to return the money to her 'sweet daughter.'"

She made a clicking sound with her tongue, savoring the memory like aged moonwine.

"Pathetic, really."

The Alpha Who Buried My Mother Will Bury His Empire

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