Chapter 2
CHARLOTTE'S POV
I got back to the Bayside apartment a little after seven in the morning, with the hospital's notice of my mother's death in a manila folder pressed against my chest.
The hospital had printed a copy for me before I left. I'd held it on my lap the whole bus ride back, like it might blow away if I loosened my grip.
Gabriel was in the kitchen pouring coffee into a paper to-go cup. His navy tux jacket hung over the back of a dining chair, the gold anchor pin still on the lapel. On the table sat a bundle of white roses wrapped in satin ribbon, a few loose petals scattered across the wood.
Wedding leftovers. He'd brought them home.
Three years ago, during one of Mom's hospital stays, Gabriel had sat with me on a plastic bench in a hospital corridor until the sun came up. I'd been shaking, and he'd taken off his coat and wrapped it around me without a word. He'd smelled like garlic and the restaurant's fryer, and I had never loved anyone more.
Now he looked up, took in my swollen eyes and my wet hair, and frowned.
"Where were you last night? You didn't come home."
I walked to the table and set the folder down beside his coffee cup. I opened it so the notice faced him.
"My mother died last night," I said. "Where were you?"
He looked down at the page. For a second, something moved across his face. Then he put the coffee pot back on the burner, slowly, like he was buying time.
"Char. God. I'm sorry." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I didn't know it was that bad."
"I told you it was that bad. On the voicemail."
"Okay, listen. Last night was a mess." He leaned against the counter. "Audrey's fiancé bailed. He just didn't show up. She fell apart in front of two hundred people. Her dad was yelling, her mom was crying, and somebody had to step in."
"So you married her."
"It wasn't a marriage." He said it like I was being ridiculous. "Nothing was signed. No license. It was symbolic, just so she didn't have to walk out of there humiliated. It meant nothing."
"Then why didn't you answer my calls? I called you seventeen times."
"It was loud. Music, people everywhere. I honestly didn't notice until it was late."
I pulled out my phone and opened my call log. I scrolled to the top of last night's list and turned the screen toward him.
"Those first two. One ring each, then voicemail." I held it closer. "Did you decline them?"
His hand tightened around the paper cup. The rim folded in, and coffee slopped over his knuckles. He didn't seem to notice.
"I was handling a problem," he said. "The DJ quit, the officiant was gone, the caterer wanted to leave. I was putting out fires, Charlotte. I saw your name and figured I'd call back in five minutes."
"Five minutes," I said. "She was awake at 8:10. She asked for me."
He didn't answer. His eyes slid to the table, where a cream-colored card had fallen out of his jacket pocket. A wedding sign-in card, his name written across it in his own blocky handwriting, right under Audrey's.
I thought about every night he'd left a dinner early because Audrey's car had broken down, or Audrey's landlord was being a creep, or Audrey just needed someone to talk to. Every time, I'd told myself he was a good friend. A good man who couldn't say no to people who were hurting.
I didn't tell myself that now.
"You didn't miss my calls, Gabriel," I said. "You chose not to answer them."
Behind me, a key turned in the front door.
I knew that sound. I'd left an extra key in Gabriel's desk when we moved in, for a neighbor to use in emergencies. Audrey walked in like she lived there, a red phone case in one hand and her hair still pinned up from last night. Her dress was gone, but a strip of white wedding ribbon was still tied around the waist of her jeans, the ends trailing.
"Morning," she said, bright, then saw me and stopped. "Oh. Charlotte. You're home."
"You have a key," I said.
"Gabe gave it to me ages ago. In case of emergencies." She smiled at him. "I brought the video from the ceremony. My cousin got the whole thing. Gabe, you have to see it. I know it wasn't official, but honestly? It was more romantic than half the real weddings I've been to."
"My mother was dying," I said. "Did you know that?"
Audrey blinked at me.
"He got my calls. He saw my name. You were standing right next to him." My voice was rising, and I let it. "Did you know?"
Her lower lip pulled in. Her eyes went shiny and wide, and she turned toward Gabriel like I'd shoved her.
"I didn't know it was that serious," she said softly. "He said it could wait. I'm so sorry, Charlotte. I really am." She held the red phone out to him. "I'll just... here. I didn't mean to make things worse."
He took it. He didn't look at me.
The video was already playing. I could see it from where I stood. White roses. A swell of strings. Gabriel standing under the arch, holding her hands, looking down at her.
"I do," his recorded voice said.
Then he kissed her, and the room on the screen burst into applause.
Gabriel watched the whole thing. When it ended, he handed the phone back to her gently, the way you'd hand someone something fragile.
He didn't ask her to delete it. He didn't tell her to give back the key.
He looked at me instead, his jaw tight.
"Did you have to do this right now? She's had the worst twenty-four hours of her life."
I actually laughed. It came out cracked and ugly.
"Her worst twenty-four hours."
"Audrey needed me more than you did." He said it flatly, like it was obvious. "Your mother had doctors. She had nobody."
Audrey looked down at the floor, but I saw the corner of her mouth.
I didn't say anything. I went to the hall cabinet, opened the top drawer, and took out a small velvet box. I came back and set it on the table in front of him, right next to the death notice.
He'd shown me this box two Christmases ago. He'd told me his grandmother's ring belonged in it, and that someday he'd get down on one knee and do it right.
I flipped the lid open. It was empty.
"I figured I should give this back," I said. "Since the ring's already been used."
Audrey's hand drifted behind her back.
Gabriel came around the table and reached for my wrist. "Char. Come on. Stop. You're going to throw away six years over a wedding that wasn't even real?"
I pulled my arm free.
"The wedding didn't end this," I said. "My mother woke up for two minutes last night. Two minutes, Gabriel. She asked if I was there yet. I wasn't, because I was stuck at a bus station after you ignored my calls. That's what ended it. Your silence ended it."
He opened his mouth. Nothing came out.
"She got your wedding vows," I said. "My mother got your voicemail."
My old canvas travel bag was still by the door, half-packed from my trip to Ashford. I picked it up and put the strap over my shoulder. It was frayed at one end, the bag Mom had bought me for college. I'd almost thrown it out last spring.
"Charlotte, don't walk out that door," Gabriel said. "We'll talk about this when you're calmer."
My phone buzzed in my hand.
A banking alert slid down from the top of the screen. Joint Checking: Insufficient funds for upcoming scheduled payment.
I stared at it. The restaurant's rent was due from that account today. So was Mom's last hospital bill, the one I'd set to autopay two weeks ago.
There should have been more than enough. I'd deposited my paycheck there myself.
I tapped the notification and opened the transaction history.
Near the top, from last night, sat a single outgoing transfer.
-$24,600.00.
I looked up at Gabriel. He'd gone very still.
I looked back down and opened the details. The transfer memo was right there, typed out in plain black letters.
Audrey Bellamy, Wedding Expense Advance.
Chapter 3
CHARLOTTE'S POV
The bank on Harbor Street smelled like burnt coffee and carpet cleaner. A man at the front desk handed me a metal number tag, cold and heavy, with a 14 stamped into it.
I sat in a vinyl chair and held it until they called me.
"I need everything," I told the woman at the desk. Her name tag said Marisol. "Every transaction on the joint account for the last month. Printed."
She typed for a long time. Then the printer whirred, and she slid the pages across to me with the bank's blue stamp pressed into the corner of each one.
I went line by line. My paycheck, deposited. The electric bill. Groceries. Then the transfer, sitting there in black ink like it belonged.
Posted balance: $287.43. Available balance: $0.00. Pending utility payments and card holds had tied up the rest.
"Can he do that?" I asked. "Without me signing anything?"
"As a joint account holder, he can authorize transfers on his own." Marisol's voice softened. "I'm sorry. There's nothing flagged as unauthorized."
I opened the spreadsheet on my phone. Mom - Final Plans. Funeral home deposit. Burial plot fee. The last hospital bill. I'd built it on her kitchen table in September while she watched and told me I was too organized for my own good.
"That money is for my mother's funeral," I said. "He knows exactly what it's for."
Marisol didn't answer. She didn't need to.
I looked at the timestamp. Thursday, 5:56 p.m.
My first call to him went out at 5:52. Four minutes later, before I called again, he'd sat down and moved twenty-four thousand dollars to Audrey.
Four years ago, I sold my car so his line cooks could get paid. Now he'd taken the money I'd saved for my mother's final expenses so Audrey's reception could go on without a hitch.
I called Ashford from the bank lobby. A man named Mr. Pruitt answered at Lindqvist Family Funeral Home, his voice slow and kind.
"We have Tuesday at eleven open," he said. "For the service your mother pre-selected, we'd need a forty-eight hundred dollar deposit to confirm."
I pulled the card out of my wallet. Mom had written it after her first hospital stay and made me promise to keep it on me. Her handwriting slanted hard to the right.
Nothing fancy. Pine is fine. Play "Moon River." Make sure Charlotte eats something after.
I logged into an old savings account at an online bank. $1,340. It had no card, and the transfer I'd requested to a new checking account wouldn't clear until Monday.
"Ms. Reed? Are you still there?"
"I'm here." I swallowed. "Can you hold Tuesday?"
"I can hold it until Friday at noon. After that, I'll have to release it. I'm very sorry. We do have a more basic package if that would help. No viewing, smaller chapel..."
"She already asked for basic." I pressed the card flat against my knee. "I don't need flowers or a grand service. I need enough money to bury my mother the way she asked."
"Friday at noon," he said gently. "I'll keep it for you."
After I hung up, I checked the scheduled payments, just to see what else was gone.
The monthly transfer to Ashford Memorial's billing office, the one I'd set up to pay down Mom's old bills, was canceled. Modified by: Gabriel. Yesterday afternoon.
He'd answered my call before the second ring for once.
"I need it back," I said. "Today."
"Stay there. I'm coming."
He pulled up outside twenty minutes later in our car, the one I'd stood waiting for in the rain. Audrey climbed out of the passenger side with a white binder hugged to her chest. Tabs stuck out of it in pastel colors.
Gabriel spun the car keys around one finger as he walked up. "Okay. I know how it looks."
"How does it look, Gabriel?"
"The venue had a no-cancellation clause. Her fiancé's family refused to pay a cent. The caterer wanted the balance before they'd serve anything." He spread his hands. "I covered it. It's a loan. I'll have it back in the account in a couple months."
"The funeral home needs a deposit by Friday."
Audrey flipped open the binder and held up a pink invoice. "And this came this morning. The florist. Eleven hundred just for the arch, can you believe it?" She tilted her head at me. "But Charlotte, you're so smart. You'll figure something out. You always do, right, Gabe?"
I looked at the binder. Neat columns. Highlighted totals.
"What's left on the schedule?" I asked her.
She blinked. "Just the farewell brunch Sunday. And the photographer's still finishing the album."
"Cancel them." I turned to Gabriel. "Cancel the brunch. Cancel the album. Call every vendor who'll give a deposit back and put it in the account. Today."
"Those deposits are already paid. Half of them are nonrefundable."
"Then get back the half that isn't."
"Jesus, Charlotte." He ran a hand through his hair, and a few people on the sidewalk glanced over. "This is what you always do. You decide there's one right way, and everyone else is wrong. Sometimes you have to bend a little."
The rain started again, light and steady. The fee list from Lindqvist was in my hand, the ink on the deposit line starting to blur.
"Bend," I said. "My mother is lying in a refrigerator in Ashford, and you want me to bend."
"A funeral can be postponed, Charlotte." He said it like he was explaining something simple to a child. "Audrey couldn't be humiliated twice."
Audrey closed the binder and looked down at her shoes.
My phone showed 12:08. Lindqvist's deposit deadline had passed while we argued.
I stood there and let that sentence settle. He didn't take it back. He didn't even seem to hear how it sounded.
I reached into my pocket, pulled the little silver house keychain out, and worked the apartment key off the ring. My fingers were wet and shaking, and it took two tries. Then I took the building access card out of my wallet.
I pressed both into his palm and closed his fingers over them, the way he'd once done to me.
"I want the twenty-four thousand six hundred back," I said. "In writing. Signed and dated, with a repayment date. Send it to my email."
"Char..."
I adjusted the strap of my bag and turned toward the bus station.
He caught my wrist. Hard.
"Where are you going to go?" His voice dropped low, like he was trying to be reasonable. "You've got, what, a couple hundred bucks? You don't even have bus fare. Come home. We'll sort this out."
I twisted my arm and pulled free. The keychain slipped out of my other hand and hit the sidewalk with a small, bright clink. Neither of us bent to get it.
"I'd rather sleep on a bench at the station," I said, "than ask you to drive me anywhere ever again."
"You're being dramatic."
"You can keep the apartment, Gabriel. But you don't get to keep me."
I walked away. I heard him say my name once and then stop.
At the corner, I looked back. Audrey had already slid her arm through his, her cheek resting against his shoulder. She caught my eye over the top of the binder and smiled. Small, satisfied, like she'd just won something she'd been waiting six years for.
The bank statement was crushed in my fist. I hadn't even noticed I was squeezing it.
The bus station was half empty. I went straight to the automated ticket machine and tapped through the screens with cold fingers.
Ashford. Next departure: 6:15 p.m. 1 seat remaining.
I slid my card in.
Payment declined.
I pulled it out, wiped the chip on my sleeve, and tried again.
Payment declined.
Behind me, someone sighed and shifted their weight.
I pushed the card in a third time and held my breath while the little wheel spun.
Payment declined. Please see an agent.
My credit card was already at its limit from Mom's last hospital stay. There wasn't another card to try.
Above the red letters, the seat count blinked on the screen.
1 seat remaining.
Chapter 4
CHARLOTTE'S POV
By eleven-thirty, the station had emptied out to a handful of people and the hum of a vending machine.
The 6:15 had pulled out without me. I'd watched its taillights smear red across the wet glass and stayed in my seat, because there was nowhere else to go. An agent had told me the bus line was adding a late run to Ashford at 12:10 to clear the flood backlog. She'd said it like good news.
The metal waiting chair had gone cold through my jeans hours ago. My phone sat face-up on my thigh at eight percent. Across the room, the ticket machine glowed on its welcome screen. I could still see the words it had shown me.
Payment declined. Please see an agent.
I'd pulled Mom's scarf out of my bag sometime after ten. Half a scarf, really, the live stitches threaded onto a spare length of yarn before I slid the needles out and tucked them away. I held it against my chest and pressed my face into the wool. It still smelled like her laundry soap, the cheap lavender kind she bought in bulk because she said fancy detergent was a scam.
"Your scarf is getting wet."
I looked up.
A man in a wheelchair had stopped a few feet from me. He wore a dark gray overcoat, the cuffs soaked nearly black from the rain. A thick stapled document rested on his knees, the cover stamped Regional Transit Services Report. Beads of water were still sliding down the armrest of his chair.
He nodded at the floor. One end of the scarf had slipped off my lap and was lying in a puddle someone had tracked in.
I snatched it up and wrung the yarn between my fingers.
"Thank you," I said. "It's the last thing my mother made for me."
He didn't say anything right away. He just looked at the scarf, then at me, and something in his face went quieter.
"Then it's worth keeping dry," he said.
He didn't roll away. His eyes moved to the ticket machine, to the red letters, then back to my phone and the battery icon blinking at the corner.
"The 12:10 to Ashford?" he asked.
"Yes."
"And the machine won't take your card."
"It's fine." I folded the scarf in my lap. "I'll talk to an agent when the window opens."
"The window closed at eleven." He said it without any pity, just as a fact. "Would you let me buy the ticket? You could pay me back whenever it works for you."
"No." It came out sharper than I meant. "Thank you. But no. I'm not taking money from a stranger in a bus station."
He nodded like that was a perfectly reasonable answer. He didn't push.
Then he said, "What if it isn't a gift? I buy the ticket, you give me your email, and I send you a record of what you owe. A receipt. You pay it back when you can."
I stared at him. "Why would you do that?"
"Because you have somewhere to be, and that bus leaves in forty minutes." He tilted his head toward the machine. "It's a ticket, Charlotte. Not a debt you have to repay with your dignity."
I blinked. "How do you know my name?"
He pointed at the lanyard hanging out of my bag. My Northline badge from the clinic dispatch desk, my name printed under a terrible photo.
I let out a breath that was almost a laugh. My throat was too raw to finish it.
"Okay," I said. "A receipt. And I'm paying you back."
"I'd expect nothing less."
He rolled to the machine. I followed, the scarf bundled against my chest. He didn't hunt through the menus the way I had. He tapped through them in a few seconds, then reached past the main screen to a lowered card reader I hadn't even noticed, set at the height of his chair. Above it, a blue sign with a wheelchair symbol pointed toward Platform 3's accessible boarding ramp.
A station worker in a reflective vest walked by and slowed.
"Evening," the worker said to him, like they'd met before. "Just so you know, the ramp on Platform 3 is cleared now. We moved the shuttle connection to the east lot for the rest of tonight because of the flooding on Fifth."
"Good," he said. "Make sure that gets posted by the elevator too. Nobody's going to find it otherwise."
"Already on it."
The worker moved on. The machine printed a ticket and pushed it out into the tray.
He handed it to me. Then he took a black fountain pen from inside his coat and held it out.
"Email," he said, and turned the transit report over so I'd have something to write on.
I wrote it in neat capitals across the back of the last page. He read it, nodded, and capped the pen.
"I didn't get your name," I said.
"Noah."
I waited for a last name. It didn't come.
"Just Noah?"
"Just Noah, for now." He tucked the pen away. "You'll get a receipt by morning." He wrote his number on the back of my ticket. "Text me if the receipt doesn't arrive."
I sat back down. He parked his chair beside my seat, not too close. The vending machine rattled as it dropped a can for somebody across the room.
"Are you going home?" he asked. "To Ashford?"
"My mom died there last night." It slipped out before I could stop it. I looked at the scarf instead of him. "I'm going back to take care of everything. The funeral. Her apartment. All of it."
"I'm sorry."
"Everyone keeps saying that."
"Because it's true." He paused. "Do you have somewhere to stay?"
"I don't have the key to Mom's place with me. Her landlord can let me in tomorrow morning, not tonight." I looked down at the scarf. "After her lease ends, I don't know."
Noah lifted a worn leather portfolio from beside his hip and set it on his knees. The corners were scuffed pale. He opened it, pulled out a business card, and held it so I could read it.
Rosa Alvarez. Property Manager.
"I own an old house in Ashford," he said. "It's been sitting empty for a long time. Mrs. Alvarez looks after it. She handles short-term rentals. If you need something for a few weeks, she can tell you what's available and what it costs."
I didn't take the card.
"You buy a stranger a bus ticket," I said slowly, "and then you offer her a house."
"I offered you a phone number."
"You know how that sounds."
"I do." He didn't look offended. If anything, he looked like he approved. "That's why I'm not asking you to trust me. You don't know me. You should check everything before you trust me."
He held out his hand. "Your ticket?"
I hesitated, then gave it to him. He turned it over and wrote on the back in small, even letters. A street address. Mrs. Alvarez's direct number. A line underneath: Call her yourself. Ask for the lease terms in writing.
He handed it back with the card.
"Look up the address," he said. "Search her name. Call during business hours, not tonight. If anything doesn't match, throw it all away."
I read the address twice. Linden Street. Ten minutes from Mom's place.
I put the card in my wallet and the ticket in my coat pocket, where my hand could find it.
At 12:02, the boarding call crackled over the speakers. I stood and slung my bag over my shoulder.
"Thank you, Noah. Really."
He studied me for a second. "Is there no one picking you up on the other side? A boyfriend?"
My phone buzzed against my palm, as if someone had heard him.
Gabriel.
Come home when you're done being dramatic.
I read it once. Then I held my thumb on his name until the menu came up, and I tapped Mute. A small gray bell with a line through it appeared beside his name.
"I had someone I thought would always come for me," I said. "I don't anymore."
Noah didn't ask what happened. He just nodded, like that was enough.
"When you get to Ashford," he said, "confirm the keys with Mrs. Alvarez before you go anywhere near the house. Don't take anyone's word for it. Including mine."
"I won't."
I folded the scarf carefully and laid it on top of everything in my bag. Then I walked out to Platform 3 and climbed on.
I took a window seat. Rain streaked sideways across the glass. Out of habit, my eyes went to the parking lot, to the far row under the lamppost, searching for a silver sedan with a dent in the rear bumper.
I stopped myself and looked at the ticket in my hand instead. Linden Street, in Noah's neat handwriting.
The bus groaned and rolled out of the station.
My phone buzzed one last time. Four percent. A new email.
Nina Patel, Attorney at Law.
The preview said she had tried my work address first and was following up through the personal address Mom had given her.
I didn't recognize the name. Then I remembered Mom mentioning a lawyer once, years ago, waving it off when I asked why she needed one.
I opened it.
Charlotte, we need to discuss the ownership of LANTERN before Northline's acquisition.