Chapter 3
RACHEL:
The moment I stepped off the plane in Paris, I felt the weight of my decision. The city, although with its timeless beauty and intoxicating charm, was another battlefield, one which I had brought myself into out of my own will.
Austin's driver was waiting for me at the airport. I wanted to decline the ride at first but it would seem like I was holding grudges so I accepted it, sliding into the back seat of the car with a bit of composure.
That composure faltered when I arrived at the hotel I was to stay in. Right there, I saw Austin and Chloe together in front of the same hotel. Chloe leaned toward him, her fingers brushing over his arm as they spoke.
As soon as the both saw me, their expressions switched to something different. I was indifferent and would be in order to not give them the satisfaction of a reaction.
"You're staying here?" he asked. There was disdain in his tone, making it seem like the idea of me existing in the same space as him was an inconvenience.
I remained unbothered as I responded: "It's a free country."
Chloe let out a mocking laugh which actually infuriated me. "Of course, darling. It's definitely a free country, isn't it?" she said.
I was going to say something that would have most likely damaged by indifference until someone stepped in.
"Sorry, I'm late," the person said and I turned to the side to see that it was Daniel.
The surprise that filled up my expression was actually swift. But I didn't let it linger for long as relief flushed my system. He had such an impeccable timing in his perfectly tailored suit and I was grateful for it.
"Shall we?" he asked, offering me his arm which I took immediately.
My gaze landed on Austin whose expression darkened. Clearly, he wasn't enjoying the scene.
As soon as we were a distance away from them, I couldn't help but ask Daniel: "How come you're here? You never mentioned you were coming to Paris."
He smiled. "I couldn't let you do this alone. As much as you think this is for you alone, I'll have to remind you that it's for both of us."
I guess he was right.
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The auction was indeed a grand affair. The hall was adorned with magnificent golden chandeliers and velvet drapes and was as exactly as I had imagined it to be.
The elegance, the sophistication, the power... It was perfect.
Daniel followed me to grace the occasion and I had to do my best to focus on the event. I wasn't going to get consumed by thoughts of Austin and Chloe's presence. Especially not this night.
I didn't miss the signs of them planning to torment me. From Chloe making pointed comments whenever I was within hearing, to Austin standing too close to her as if she was everything to him.
Austin took things a bit too far when he body on an exquisite diamond necklace. It was a necklace I recognized immediately because it was a piece I had once admired.
Was this his way of getting back at me? I guess it is. When the hammer fell and the anchor called out that it was 'sold', I almost lost it all. Austin just had to capitalize on my hurt by turning to Chloe and fastening the necklace around her neck.
"Do you want to leave?" Daniel whispered into my ear while I watched with a glass of champagne on my lips.
"I'm fine," I said even as the knot in my stomach tightened.
I wasn't going to run from this. I was going to face it head on. I knew why I came here and that was going to be my main focus.
During a break, Chloe just had to walk to me and corner me close to the balcony.
"I really don't know why you're here, Rachel. But if you don't get it, Austin is mine now. So stop making a fool of yourself and just leave," she said, swirling the champagne in her glass as she smiled in a way that disturbed me.
I looked at the necklace fastened around her neck and then back to her face. "Who's making the fool of herself if not you who's so bothered about someone that just came to enjoy the night? Desperation really suits you, Chloe."
My words got to her. And I saw it from the flash in her eyes. What I didn't expect was for her to raise her hand and slap me.
The sound echoed and gasps instantly filled the air. I could feel my cheek burning but I didn't give her the satisfaction of a reaction.
I held back the will to hit her back. And that was when Austin suddenly stepped forward, placing himself between us.
"That's enough, Rachel!" he barked coldly, making it seem like I had provoked the attack.
I was no longer able to hide my expression. My breath caught as I realized how much I had lost this man.
How pathetic.
Chapter 4
RACHEL:
Chloe's slap burned on my cheek but it was nothing compared to the sting of Austin's words.
"That's enough, Rachel!" He had barked. And it wasn't to Chloe but to me.
Me.
I was frozen on the spot as my heart hammered against my chest. Hearing Chloe whimpering like she had been wronged while she stood behind Austin only made me irritated. That irritation was mostly clouded by the pain I was feeling from Austin's action.
The worst part about it all was that he didn't push her away. Even as she gripped his arm possessively, he didn't turn her away. He instead patted her hand as if to console her.
"Austin?" My voice couldn't let me speak as coherent as I should but I managed to. "Are you really going to do this?"
His jaw tightened as his demeanour became even colder than it was before. "Am I going to do what? Watch as you pick on Chloe?"
Pick on Chloe? What is he talking about?
"She just slapped me and the only thing you can say is that I'm picking on her?" I asked, mostly surprised than hurt.
"If you hadn't provoked her, she wouldn't have done that. I would suggest that you leave it, Rachel. Walk away now," he said.
I wanted to scream. I wanted to lash out at him and demanded answers but what was the point? What answers do I want to get from a man who had chosen his side and it wasn't me?
I was still contemplating what to say next. My thoughts were mixing up with the murmurs from the crowd around as they focused on the center of attention which was us. How much I hated it.
Daniel suddenly appeared by my side, his presence bringing forth a sort of comfort I needed at that moment.
"Let's go," he murmured into my ear and placed a firm hand on my back.
I didn't protest as he began to guide me out of the hall. My body was numb as we did so and I had to force myself not to look back at Austin and his lover.
I didn't need to because one thing was certain — Austin wouldn't come after me.
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The flight back to New York was awfully quiet. Daniel insisted on going back with me and so I had him sitting beside me on the plane.
I could hear his fingers drumming against the armrest occasionally. I knew he was waiting for me to speak but I didn't. I couldn't bring myself to as my thoughts were tangled. It was the same way I hardly said a word to him last night as well as he drove me to the hotel which I stayed in.
My head kept replaying every moment at the auction over and over again, mostly focusing on the one scene that had ruined my mood. How Austin had been so quick to defend Chloe even though I was still his wife.
How did we end up here? How did the man who once chased me relentlessly suddenly decided not to have any affection for me? Is that how the whole love thing works?
Nothing could make the hurt I felt any less. I couldn't even take the thought off my head and neither could I get answers to my questions.
I was going to head straight for a taxi when we landed until Daniel held me back by the arm. He turned me around to face him and I noticed the hint of hesitation on his expression.
"Stay with me tonight," he said, finally breaking the silence between the two of us.
My brows were instantly raised. "What? Why?"
His expression was unreadable. "It's just for tonight. I don't want you to be alone and it's going to eat me up so bad if I let you be all by yourself," he said, concern lacing in his tone.
I wasn't sure whether to say no or accept his offer as tempting as it was. I don't need to be taken care of but there was a part of me that actually wanted that treatment. A part that was exhausted and was barely holding itself together.
"Just for tonight," I said, reiterating his last statement as I agreed to his words.
As soon as I took a step forward to leave with him, my phone buzzed with a notification. I wanted to ignore it but then I found myself glancing at the screen of my phone.
It was a post from Chloe with Alexander sitting beside her. 'Finally some peace' was the caption and I felt a bile rising in my throat. It didn't shock me to see that Austin already liked the post.
I sighed, putting my phone back into my bag. I guess I was just practice to him.
Chapter 5
RACHEL:
Closure. That was what I was here for when I decided to show up at the house which once felt like a home. Deep down I knew it was wrong timing but I still turned up nevertheless.
I stood at the entrance for such a long time while contemplating on whether or not to get in. In my hand was the small velvet box which contained the sapphire pendant that Austin's mother had given me then to welcome me into the family... A family I had no place in again.
Eventually, I stepped into the house, the eerie silence hitting me. My heels clicked softly against the polished marble floor as I began to find my way to the study where I intended to drop the small box with me.
Memories of the moments I once shared here with Austin slowly built its way into my head and I found myself longing for his presence. I was longing for what we once shared and I missed every moment of that.
I shook off the nostalgia that had hit me right when I reached the study. Immediately, I placed the small box on the wooden desk, turning around to leave as soon as I was done.
"You are back."
I knew that voice too well, so much that I stiffened when it hit my ears.
I turned around to see Austin standing by the doorway to the study. He was leaning by the doorframe with an exhausted expression. As exhausted as it was, it still looked unreadable.
As much as I would want to know what was going on with him due to his disheveled appearance, I had to act like I was indifferent and that was what I showed in my expression.
"I only came to return this," I said, gesturing toward the box on the desk which his gaze dropped to.
A flicker of recognition hit his face before his jaw suddenly tightened. "You don't have to," he said.
"I do," I responded immediately.
"You really don't, Rachel."
"It was given to me as a member of your family. I would soon desist from being a member again so why bother keep it?"
I was sure I made a good argument there because the silence between us stretched for a long time after I said that. We both simply stood in our positions with our gazes not leaving each other.
Austin eventually let out a sigh and stepped closer to me. "I know I hurt you, Rachel. I am not denying the fact that I did. But you're making this bigger than it needs to be," he let out the most ridiculous thing I must have heard him say in such a long time.
Bigger than it needs to be? The audacity from this man.
I couldn't help but let out a bitter laugh. "You let your mistress slap me in public. You defended her while she humiliated me. You've always chosen her over me, your wife. And you think I'm actually making this bigger than it needs to be?" I asked, my voice loud as I did.
"I was only trying to make things right."
"Make things right?" I repeated. "At the expense of my dignity?"
"We were in a place with dignified personalities. You didn't expect I let the situation longer on. It would have cost me a lot and I cannot afford that," he explained but it sounded like bullshit to me. And what he continued to say didn't even make sense to me, "I even wanted to fix things between us. Look, I got you something."
My brows were raised. "Something?"
Right at this moment, getting something from him was the least expected action. Not after I just returned the most important item I had with me which was given to me as a gift years back.
He walked over to the side desk and picked up a velvet box which was similar to the one I returned. He opened it to reveal a stunning diamond bracelet.
I blinked, looking from his face to the diamond bracelet which he held in his hands. "You really think jewelry is going to fix this problem between us? Is that how materialistic you think I am?" I asked in between disbelief and rage.
"I was only trying to—"
"Austin? Where are you? Are you ready?" That question cut him off. It drifted from the hallway and it was a familiar one. Chloe, no doubt.
Just in time, Chloe came into the study well dressed in a silk gown that clung to get curves, accentuating her figure. She noticed me and the smirk on her face was instant.
"Oh... You got her the same one?" Those were the first words she uttered and I had to look at the bracelet on her wrist and then back at the one Austin was holding.
I shook my head. Nothing was different with this man.
"And you really thought jewelry could fix this," I said in a rather shaky voice.