I forced a faint smile, my throat burning.

Back when my ex-boyfriend cheated on me, he took private photos of me. I nearly fell into depression and almost jumped off a building. It was Chloe who held my shoulders, crying as she comforted me, "Don't be scared. I'll always be by your side." She pulled me out of that darkness.

There was guilt in her eyes. Remorse.

I thought she was hurting for me.

Only later did I find out that the person my ex cheated with was my own drunk best friend. That's why she felt so guilty.

Even though I was in pain, I pretended not to know, just to spare her feelings.

But reality slapped me hard across the face.

She didn't just go after my ex-boyfriend. She went after my fiancé, too.

"Evelyn, I'm so sorry. I didn't know Nathan was your boyfriend…"

Chloe's eyes turned red. She reached out to hug me.

"Don't touch me!"

A wave of disgust hit me. By the time I realized what I was doing, my hand had already slapped her across the face.

Nathan shoved me hard. His eyes were filled with rage.

"Evelyn! What the hell is wrong with you?"

I fell straight to the floor. My knee split open, tearing off a bloody chunk of skin. The pain made tears stream down my face.

Nathan glared down at me, cold disgust rising in his eyes.

"I pursued Chloe," he said. "I'm the one who cheated on you. So why are you hitting her?

"She's been nothing but guilty about this. She cried and begged me not to break up with my girlfriend. When she found out you were short on money, she sold her newest Chanel bag and her limited-edition Dior lipstick. When you collapsed from exhaustion and ended up in the hospital, she couldn't eat or sleep on that luxury cruise—she was desperate to rush back and take care of you.

"Tell me, Evelyn—what has Chloe ever done to you?"

Nathan's angry voice buzzed in my ears. My vision was blurry with tears.

The only reason I was short on money and collapsed from overwork was because of him.

But in his eyes, all the pain and suffering I had been through mattered less than Chloe just furrowing her brow.

She stole my boyfriend. And somehow, it had all become my fault.

We were together for five years. They didn't add up to three months with her.

I stumbled back to the rundown apartment in a daze.

On the table sat a couple's photo. In it, I was smiling at the camera. He had his arm around my waist, his head lowered, saying he would love me forever.

The matching pajamas on the bed—he had picked them out with me.

The red scarf—his birthday gift to me, knitted with his own hands.

The memories shattered, piece by piece, turning into countless blades that cut me until I bled.

Those moments had been so painfully bright.

I wiped away my tears. I ripped the photo apart with all my strength. Then I picked up my phone and dialed a familiar number.

"I accept your terms," I said. "But you have to help me do one thing first."

The call ended.

I bought a ticket to South City.

Late that night, long fingers pulled back the covers. A familiar scent filled the air.

My body went stiff. I instinctively shrank back.

Nathan's strong hand gripped my waist. His hot breath fell against my ear.

His voice was low and rough. "Weren't you the one who wanted to learn new moves to please me? Why are you pulling away?"

My eyes were dry and burning. I forced a laugh. "She's so wild—seven times in one night. Isn't that enough to satisfy you?"

The air went dead silent.

Nathan's brow furrowed. "Why do you have to insult Chloe like that? She was worried about you. She didn't want you to feel bad. So she made me come keep you company. What more do you want from her?!"

He slammed the door and left.

Half an hour later, my phone suddenly rang.

On the other end, Chloe's tearful voice came through, soft and pleading. "Nathan…"

Her voice broke. The pitch shot up—like she'd just been slammed into.

Nathan's raspy voice followed. "Now do you understand why both your ex and I chose Chloe over you? The way she moans is just too good.

"Two men have left you. Maybe you should take a good look at yourself and figure out why you can't keep a man."

I clenched the phone. My body wouldn't stop shaking.

Back then, when he held me tight, his eyes red, he said, "He's blind. He doesn't deserve you, Evelyn."

That day, he nearly beat a man to death—just to force my ex to delete my nude photos.

But now, he was saying things like this, ripping my heart apart.

Nathan suddenly laughed. "Oh, by the way. You want to see those photos? I actually kept backups. Your technique was really bad."

The phone slipped from my hand and hit the floor. The screen shattered.

A sharp pain stabbed through my chest—like someone had carved a piece right out of me.

So even that had been a lie.

The young love I thought had saved me was just something I made up in my own head.

Outside, rain poured down in sheets.

I curled up in the rundown apartment, burning up with a fever.

My aunt called. Her voice was frantic.

"Evelyn! Someone took your mother's heart donor!

"The hospital said it was your boyfriend, Nathan Whitley. He's taking the heart to save his wife's brother. And he had your mother kicked out of the VIP ward!"

My ears rang. My mind went blank.

My mother's condition was deteriorating fast. Without a heart transplant, she wouldn't make it through tomorrow.

I had waited three years on the transplant list. I had spent so much money. I had begged so many people. He knew all of that.

And now, just to save Chloe's brother, he didn't care whether my mother lived or died?

Drenched in the pouring rain, barely standing from the fever, I went to find him. I arrived at a luxury private room.

Through the door, I heard his friends joking around.

"Damn, Nathan is really addicted to his wife. Listen to that… hope the couch doesn't break."

The group burst out laughing. Then they turned to look at a screen.

"Whew, Nathan still has these videos saved?"

"Evelyn was so stiff and boring in bed. Nathan put up with that for five years. No wonder he was losing his mind."

My fingernails dug into my palms.

Not only had he kept backups—he'd shared those private videos with other people.

Pushing down the humiliation burning through me, I opened the door and walked in.

Everyone froze.

From a nearby partitioned area came the sound of a woman's gasps and Nathan's raspy voice.

I pulled back the curtain. I was about to speak.

A lace bra flew through the air and hit me in the face.

"Get the hell out!"

Nathan barked the order, yanking a blanket over Chloe's body. His face was twisted with anger.

Even though my heart had already gone numb, my eyes still turned red. My throat still burned.

"Give me back my mother's heart donor," I said. "And I'll leave right now. Otherwise, I'll post everything online. And I'll have Chloe sent to prison by law."

Chloe's face was flushed. She looked up at Nathan pitifully. "Nathan… just give Evelyn back the donor. I don't mind."

Nathan frowned. He glanced at me.

"Chloe has only one brother. He's her only family. And you're her best friend. Can't you just let her have this?"

Tears fell from my eyes despite myself. I screamed.

"Is my mother not my only family?! Her condition is really bad. If she doesn't get the heart surgery, she won't make it through tomorrow!"

Nathan's pupils contracted slightly. His brow twitched at the sight of my tear-streaked face. His gaze shifted. Then he said coldly, "You want the heart donor? Fine.

"But you insulted Chloe last night. She cried all night because of you. Drink all those bottles of liquor—the dozen or so bottles of wine—and get on your knees and apologize."

I am severely allergic to alcohol.

Five years ago, I accidentally ate a dessert with fermented rice in it. He was so guilty he couldn't sleep the whole night.

But now, he was telling me to drink a dozen bottles of liquor.

I touched my slightly swollen belly. My nails dug deep into my palms. I closed my eyes.

"Fine," I said. "I'll do it."

Glass after glass of wine went down my throat. My abdomen cramped with pain. Red rashes began spreading all over my body. My stomach churned violently.

Nathan's friends watched with glee, egging me on.

"Hey, don't just drink—where's the apology?"

"Right! Weren't you supposed to get on your knees and apologize to Chloe? We're all watching!"

They pulled out their phones and started recording.

My eyes burned.

But to save my mother, I didn't hesitate. I dropped to my knees and apologized to Chloe.

"I'll chug this whole bottle," I said. "Consider it my apology to you."

I pried the cap off and poured the liquor down my throat.

Suddenly, a sharp pain shot through my abdomen. A warm gush followed—blood trickling down my legs.

My vision flickered and darkened.

The people around me panicked. Their faces tensed up.

"Blood! Why is she bleeding? You don't think she's pregnant, do you?"

Nathan's pupils contracted. He took half a step forward.

Chloe suddenly clutched her stomach. Her face went pale.

"Honey," she said, "Evelyn doesn't look right. You should go check on her."

Nathan noticed something off about her. His hand, reaching out midair, dropped back to his side.

"No one," he said, "is more important than the baby in your belly."

My consciousness began to fade. The last thing I saw was him carrying Chloe away in a hurry.

When I opened my eyes again, a nurse frowned impatiently.

"You're three months pregnant. Your pregnancy had just stabilized. How could you drink that much hard liquor? The fetus didn't make it. Sign here."

I stared at the ceiling, dazed.

Nathan loved children. But I had a hard time getting pregnant. I'd done countless rounds of IVF—none of them worked.

Two years ago, I finally got pregnant. The doctor said the fetus was weak and could harm my body.

Nathan was so worried about me. He held me and said, "We don't have to keep this baby, Evelyn. I just want you to be safe."

I hid it from him. I got shot after shot of pregnancy hormones. But in the end, I still lost the baby.

When he saw all the needle marks on my body, his eyes turned red. "Evelyn," he said, "how could you be so foolish?"

I was consumed with guilt for a long time. I thought I'd never have a child. And now, just after getting pregnant again, I drank so much that I lost it.

I touched my flat stomach. Tears fell against my will.

Maybe this was fate.

I signed the papers, pulled out the IV, and went to my mother's hospital room.

Chloe was kneeling by my mother's bed, sobbing.

"I'm so sorry, Mrs. Madison. I was shameless. I seduced your daughter's boyfriend. I'll terminate this pregnancy. I'll leave Nathan forever."

My mother's eyes went wide. Her chest heaved with rage.

"That's impossible! Nathan and Evelyn are getting married next month. How could you be carrying his child?!

"You two… you actually got married… You—you!"

My mother's anger spiked. She collapsed to the floor.

"Mrs. Madison! Mrs. Madison, are you okay?!"

As Chloe reached out to help, rage surged through me. I ran over and shoved her hard.

"What are you doing?! Don't touch my mother!"

Chloe flinched. "I—I came to apologize."

But I saw the flash of provocation in her eyes. Enraged, I slapped her hard across the face.

"You knew my mother has a heart condition! You deliberately provoked her!

"Chloe, you've stolen two boyfriends from me—is that not enough? Now you want my mother dead?!"

Chloe's cheek swelled up. Her eyes reddened with hurt.

"Evelyn, I didn't…"

She cried pitifully. The next second, Nathan had pulled her tightly into his arms.

Nathan glared at me.

"Evelyn, she's your best friend. How could you be so malicious toward her? Apologize to her."

A bodyguard kicked me. They pinned me down. I knelt on the ground in agony.

"Evelyn…"

My mother's eyes were bloodshot. She grabbed Nathan's sleeve.

"Nathan, aren't you afraid of driving Evelyn away by doing this?"

Nathan shook her off. He curled his lip into a sneer.

"Drive her away? A woman who's been used by another man—who else would want her except me?"

His gaze went cold.

"Chloe and I talked it over. Since they are best friends, she's willing to let your daughter be my mistress.

"Besides, you were the other woman yourself. Like mother, like daughter. It's not like it would shame the family name, right?"

My mother's lips turned purple with rage. She pointed at Nathan, struggling to breathe.

She got a sudden heart attack and collapsed to the floor.

"Mom—!"

I broke free from the bodyguards. Terror on my face, I ran toward her. "Doctor! Somebody call a doctor!"

Chloe tried to help me, but Nathan stopped her. His voice was cold.

"Nobody helps her. Let her suffer a little. Teach her a lesson. Then she'll know who actually cares about her."

They walked away without a second glance.

The blinding surgery light went on. Then it went off. The doctor announced my mother's death.

I felt hollowed out. Numb. I looked at everything with dead eyes.

I walked to my mother's bedside, reached out, and closed her eyes.

I took the death certificate someone handed me and signed my name. My chest felt empty, like cold wind blowing through it.

After burying my mother's body, I dragged my suitcase to the curb and took a taxi to the airport.

From this day on, Nathan and I were done. Forever.