Chapter 5
"But the guests are already invited," he continued, and I could hear the strain in his voice, the pull between what he wanted and what he'd committed to. "The families are expecting this. Even if I wanted to back out now, there's no undoing it. The sit-down was months ago. The terms were set."
Another pause. Then, suddenly, he laughed. A warm, genuine laugh, the kind I hadn't heard from him in years. "You clever little ghost," he said, his voice dropping to something intimate, conspiratorial. "Fine. I'll do what you say. When the time comes, I'll put our wedding photos behind Adriana's. The ones that matter, the ones of us, they'll be hidden right behind hers. To me, those are the real ones. Those belong to us."
The words settled over me like a funeral shroud.
I had already decided to leave. I had already made my peace with the end of this arrangement. But hearing him say it, hearing the casual, almost gleeful way he planned to desecrate our union by hiding photographs of himself with another woman behind our wedding portraits, was something else entirely. It was not just betrayal. It was contempt. A deliberate, calculated humiliation designed to exist in secret, a private joke shared between two people at my expense.
It was as if I had been struck across the face twice, each blow landing harder than the last. The air left my lungs. My vision blurred. A surge of fury so intense it bordered on nausea rose through my chest and lodged in my throat.
At that moment, Gianluca ended the call. I heard his footsteps approach the bedroom door. He pushed it open cautiously, peered inside, and found me sitting upright in bed, my eyes fixed on him.
He flinched.
"Addie, why are you up?" he asked, his voice shifting instantly from the tender warmth he'd used with Adelina to something cautious, measured. Guilt flickered behind his eyes like a candle in a draft.
I took a slow breath. I kept my expression cold, blank, unreadable. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood.
He studied my face, searching for signs that I had heard. When he found none, the tension in his shoulders eased. Relief softened his features. But then he noticed the way I was looking at him, and his jaw tightened.
"Why are you staring at me like that?" he said, forcing a casual tone. "I just had too much to drink last night. That's all."
I said nothing. I walked past him toward the bathroom.
After a moment of silence, he tried again. This time, he smiled. It was the practiced, easy smile he used when he wanted something, the one that had fooled me for five years.
"Addie, I have some things to handle today, so I won't be able to stay with you this morning." He leaned against the doorframe, hands in his pockets, as if this were the most natural conversation in the world. "Adelina wants to stand as a witness at the ceremony, and we still need to choose her dress. To make sure everything goes smoothly tomorrow, I need to go with her to the fitting."
He must have sensed the refusal forming on my lips, because he added quickly, "Come by this afternoon, and we'll pick out your gown together. Don't worry. You'll be the most beautiful bride anyone's ever seen. Adelina won't outshine you."
The fact that he felt the need to say it told me everything.
"Fine," I said. A single, flat syllable.
Surprise crossed his face. He hadn't expected agreement. For a moment, something like suspicion flickered in his eyes, but eagerness won out. He gathered his things with barely concealed haste, snatched the car keys from the table, and left without looking back.
The door closed behind him, and the apartment went silent.
I hadn't planned to go. But curiosity is a dangerous thing, especially when it's laced with the bitter need to confirm what you already know. That afternoon, I took a taxi to the dress shop, a high-end boutique in the old quarter that catered to the wives and daughters of powerful families.
What I saw when I walked in confirmed every suspicion I had ever tried to bury.
Gianluca and Adelina were standing close together near the fitting mirrors, their bodies angled toward each other in a way that spoke of intimacy so practiced it had become unconscious. Adelina wore a short white gauze skirt that clung to her narrow waist and left generous expanses of pale skin exposed. The fabric was sheer enough that the light caught the faint, unmistakable marks on the back of her neck. Kiss marks. Fresh ones.
My entrance shattered whatever private moment they'd been sharing. Adelina's eyes went wide, and she darted behind Gianluca like a startled animal seeking shelter, as if I were the threat. As if I were the intruder in my own wedding preparations.
Gianluca stepped in front of her, positioning his body between us. His expression was smooth, casual, utterly unbothered.
"You're late," he said. "Adelina already picked out a gown for you. Go ahead and try it on."
He gestured toward a dress hanging on a rack near the wall. I looked at it. It was a plain white dress, simple to the point of insult, with a single artificial flower pinned to the bodice. Beside it, on a separate rack, hung the gown Adelina had been trying on: an elaborate confection of silk and lace, with delicate beadwork cascading down the bodice and a train that pooled on the floor like spilled milk. The kind of gown a bride wears. The kind of gown I should have been wearing.
The difference was so stark, so deliberately humiliating, that for a moment I simply stared at the two dresses side by side, letting the full weight of the insult settle into my bones.
Gianluca didn't seem to notice anything wrong. Or perhaps he noticed and simply didn't care. Seeing my hesitation, he added, "Wedding preparations can be overwhelming. Adelina wanted to make things easier for you. Help you relax."
I couldn't help the sneer that twisted my lips. Simplify. That was what he called it.
"There's no need to try it on," I said, my voice flat and final. "Just use this one."
Adelina tugged on Gianluca's sleeve. Her lower lip trembled, and her voice came out in a wounded, fragile whisper. "Adriana doesn't want to try it on. Do you think she doesn't like the dress I picked for her?"
Chapter 6
The performance was flawless. Every note of hurt, every flutter of her lashes, calibrated to perfection.
Gianluca's expression darkened as he turned to me. Frustration tightened the lines around his mouth. "I'm doing this for your own good," he said. "How can you not understand that? We need a proper gown for the ceremony photos."
His condescension only sharpened the blade of my anger. "Then use AI to generate the photos," I snapped. "Why is trying on a dress so important?"
I had had enough. Without another word, I turned on my heel and walked toward the door.
Gianluca's composure cracked. "You're just going to walk away?" he called after me, his voice rising, the veneer of civility peeling away to reveal something ugly underneath. "You can't match Adelina's looks anyway. Maybe it's better if we skip the photos entirely, so we don't ruin anyone's mood."
Behind him, Adelina placed a gentle hand on his arm and said in a sweet, placating tone, "Don't be too hard on Adriana. She's your fiancée, after all."
The way she said fiancée, with that deliberate, poisoned emphasis, as if the word itself were a joke they shared, only seemed to deepen Gianluca's irritation. He muttered under his breath, "Who cares if she's my fiancée?"
I didn't stop. I didn't turn around. I walked out of the boutique and into the cold afternoon air, and I kept walking until the door closed behind me and their voices faded to nothing.
I spent the rest of that day packing my things and moving to a hotel. A quiet place on the edge of the city, the kind of establishment that didn't ask questions and didn't keep records that mattered. Gianluca didn't reach out. Not that evening, not the next day, not the day after. I wasn't sure if he was angry, or if he simply hadn't noticed I was gone. Both possibilities said the same thing about what I meant to him.
While I sat alone in a hotel room with my suitcase packed and my flight confirmed, Gianluca was busy performing for the world.
He posted a photograph on social media: himself and Adelina, side by side, her head tilted toward his shoulder, both of them smiling. The caption read: "After all the twists and turns, it's still you."
The comments poured in like a flood. Our mutual acquaintances, people from the periphery of the life who didn't know the real story, who only saw the polished surface of things, fell over themselves to congratulate him.
"Gianluca's so devoted! He must have been chasing her for years. Congratulations on finally winning the heart of such a beauty!"
"I've been rooting for you two for so long. You're a perfect match!"
Gianluca responded to every congratulatory message with a smiling emoji, reinforcing the narrative with each reply. The devoted man and his true love, finally united after years of longing. It didn't matter that he was supposed to be marrying someone else in forty-eight hours. It didn't matter that the blood-bound union between the Ferraro and Castellano families was still technically in place. What mattered was the story he wanted to tell, and the woman he wanted to tell it about.
And that woman was not me.
The day before the ceremony, Gianluca finally sent me a message. He had used some digital tool to generate a wedding photo of us, a crude, artificial mockup with our faces pasted onto ill-fitting bodies. The neck didn't match the shoulders. The lighting was wrong. The whole thing looked like a bad forgery, the kind of sloppy work that would get a man killed in the counterfeiting business.
His message read: "Stop being so stubborn. If you were even half as thoughtful as Adelina, we'd have had our ceremony photos done weeks ago. Instead, we're stuck with this rough AI creation."
I looked at the image for a long time. The mismatched proportions. The artificial smiles. The hollow mockery of what a union portrait was supposed to represent.
I deleted it without replying.
On the morning of the ceremony, I rose early. The hotel room was still dark, the curtains drawn against the pale winter light. I dressed in silence, checked my bag one final time, and sat on the edge of the bed to compose a single message.
I kept it brief. There was nothing left to explain that the silence hadn't already said.
I sent it, powered off my phone, picked up my suitcase, and walked out.
The drive to the airport was quiet. I watched the city slide past the taxi window, the old neighborhoods giving way to highways, the familiar skyline shrinking in the rearview mirror. I felt surprisingly calm. Lighter than I had in months. Ending things with Gianluca Castellano, severing the alliance that had defined the last five years of my life, was not the devastation I had feared. It was release. It was the first full breath I had taken since the night I found those messages on his phone.
The Ferraro name might be diminished. The alliance might be broken. The families would talk, and the talk would not be kind. But I would be free. And freedom, I was learning, was worth more than any blood-bound pact sealed in a room full of men who saw me as a territory to be absorbed.
I boarded the flight to Hudson City. Neutral ground. A place where the old names carried less weight and the shadows were shorter. A place where I could disappear.
The plane lifted off, and I watched the city fall away beneath the clouds, growing smaller and smaller until it was nothing at all.
But the moment I landed, before I had even collected my bag from the overhead compartment, my phone buzzed with an unexpected call.