Chapter 3

"Take him home," she said, her voice carrying clearly across the room. "And pretend this never happened." She paused, letting the words settle. Then, softer, with a cruelty so precise it could only have been rehearsed: "Gianluca invited me to your ceremony. I'll be there. It's a shame, really." Her smile widened. "You're about to bind yourself to a man who will never truly be yours. How unlucky for you, Adriana."

The men moved quickly after that, two of them hoisting Gianluca's dead weight between them, his head lolling, his feet dragging across the floor. They carried him out through the back entrance to where my car sat idling in the alley, and someone opened the rear door and folded him inside with the practiced efficiency of men accustomed to handling bodies.

"He's just had too much," one of them said to me, not quite meeting my eyes. "The ceremony's in a week. Don't let tonight cause problems. You know how he gets."

I was briefly distracted by the mechanics of it, the door closing, the weight of Gianluca's unconscious form settling into the back seat, the engine humming beneath me. And then I was behind the wheel, and the alley was empty, and Adelina Vianello's smirk was seared into the backs of my eyelids like a brand.

Her words echoed with a clarity that cut through the fog of shock.

You'll never be the one he truly loves.

I pulled out of the alley and onto the dark street. My mind felt blank, scraped clean, struggling to process what had just unfolded in the span of twenty minutes. The city slid past the windows in streaks of neon and shadow, and I drove without thinking, without feeling, on a kind of terrible autopilot.

I couldn't decide which was worse. The pain or the anger. They fought for dominance inside my chest, trading blows, neither willing to yield. The pain was a deep, hollow ache, the kind that comes from discovering that the ground you've been standing on was never solid. The anger was sharp and hot and wanted to burn everything.

But I couldn't leave him. Even now. Even after what I had witnessed. I couldn't leave Gianluca Castellano unconscious and drunk in the back of my car in the middle of the night. Whatever he had done to me, whatever he had revealed himself to be, the habits of five years do not break in twenty minutes. The instinct to protect him was still there, lodged deep, even as the reason for it crumbled to ash.

I slammed the car door harder than necessary when I parked outside the estate. The sound echoed off the stone facade and disappeared into the night.

Behind my eyes, the image played on a relentless loop: Gianluca on his knees, the ring held up like a sacrament, his voice breaking on a name that wasn't mine. And then, layered over it, the memory of every time he had called me Addie in the warmth of our bed, his lips against my temple, his arm around my waist. The same word. The same sound. A different woman's ghost living inside it all along.

Five years. Five years of building a life beside him, of learning the rhythms of his moods, of sitting across from him at Sunday dinners in the Castellano dining room while his mother poured wine and his father held court. Five years of believing that the alliance between our families had bloomed into something genuine. Something chosen.

A wave of nausea rolled through me, sudden and violent. I gripped the steering wheel and breathed through it, my knuckles white, my torn palm throbbing.

The memories that had once felt warm, the quiet mornings, the whispered promises, the way he tucked my hair behind my ear when he thought I was sleeping, now rearranged themselves into something grotesque. Every tender moment recast in the light of what I had just witnessed. Every Addie a lie. Every touch meant for someone who wasn't there.

Five years of love that was never mine.

A cruel joke, and I had been the only one not laughing.

I couldn't shake the memory of his proposal.

Six months ago, Gianluca and I had been traveling through the mountains along the coast when the earth gave way beneath us. A landslide, sudden and merciless, tore the road apart like God himself had decided to collect. In a desperate, thoughtless act, I had thrown myself between him and the collapsing ground, shoving him clear of the worst of it. He walked away without a scratch. I tumbled down the mountainside like a broken doll, and the world went black.

The doctors said I was fortunate. The medical team had reached me just in time, pulled me from the rubble with minutes to spare. I spent weeks recovering, drifting in and out of consciousness in a private clinic the Castellano Family kept on retainer. When I was finally discharged, Gianluca was waiting outside the doors with a bouquet of white peonies, his dark suit immaculate, his expression more open and vulnerable than I had ever seen it.

He dropped to one knee on the clinic steps, and the handful of associates and family members who had come to see me home went quiet. Even the bodyguards standing at the perimeter seemed to hold their breath.

"Addie," he said, his voice thick with what I believed was genuine emotion, "you saved my life. I want to spend the rest of mine taking care of you."

I covered my mouth, overwhelmed. Tears blurred my vision as the small crowd murmured their approval. Someone clapped. Someone else whistled low. I let him slide the ring onto my finger, the diamond catching the afternoon light, and I thought, foolishly, that this was the beginning of our forever. That the blood-bound union our families had arranged had finally become something real, something chosen.

Throughout our years together, Gianluca had been steady. Measured. Considerate in the way men raised in the life were taught to be with the women they claimed. He opened doors, he remembered small things, he kept his voice low and his promises firm. If it weren't for what had happened tonight, I would have gone to my grave certain of his devotion.

But now, as he slumped unconscious in the passenger seat with the smell of whiskey and cigarette smoke clinging to his clothes, that certainty had crumbled to ash.

I drove in silence through the darkened streets, the city lights sliding across the windshield like slow-moving ghosts. My mind was already turning over the possibility of ending everything. Five years might seem like a long time, but a lifetime was infinitely longer. The thought of binding myself in a blood-bound union to a man whose loyalty was divided, whose heart had already been given to someone else, made my stomach turn with something worse than grief. It was revulsion.

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Then Gianluca's phone began to vibrate.

It buzzed against the center console, insistent, relentless. I glanced at it, then back at the road. It didn't stop. The screen lit up again and again, casting pale blue light across the dark interior of the car. I hesitated, my fingers tightening on the steering wheel. I had never once checked his phone. In all our years together, I had respected the unspoken boundary, the private space every person was entitled to, even in an arrangement like ours.

But the vibrating wouldn't stop. And the need for answers had become a living thing inside me, clawing at my ribs.

I pulled the car to the curb, put it in park, and picked up the phone. It wasn't password-protected.

The message on the screen was from Adelina Vianello.

"Text me when you get home. If Gianluca gets drunk, he'll have a headache tomorrow. Make him a bowl of hangover soup and let it cool before you give it to him. Don't forget to wipe his body down, otherwise he'll be uncomfortable while he sleeps."

I stared at the words until they stopped making sense and then started making a different kind of sense entirely. She had sent these instructions from Gianluca's phone to mine. As if I were the help. As if I were a servant in my own home, being given orders by the woman who had no right to give them. Here I was, the night before my wedding, my blood-bound union to the heir of the Castellano Family, and I was receiving care instructions for my own fiancé from another woman.

The absurdity of it was so complete it almost made me laugh. Almost.

I took a deep breath, steadied my hands, and began scrolling through the chat history.

There were hundreds of messages between Gianluca and Adelina. Hundreds. The scroll seemed endless, conversation after conversation stretching back months, maybe longer. I couldn't reach the beginning no matter how far I swiped. The screen was filled with Gianluca's complaints, his frustrations, his unguarded thoughts, punctuated by Adelina's careful, measured replies. She never said too much. She never had to. She simply existed in the space he kept open for her, and that was enough.

One exchange stopped me cold.

"Honestly, I don't really want to go through with this union, but how can I not? She saved my life. I owe her that much."

And then, a few messages later:

"She has a name similar to yours, but she's nowhere near your level. She just doesn't understand me at all."

The words landed like a blade between my ribs. I read them again. And again. Each time they cut deeper, finding new nerves, new places to wound. The casual cruelty of it. The offhand dismissal. As if five years of devotion, of loyalty, of standing beside him through every sit-down and every threat and every long night waiting for him to come home alive, amounted to nothing more than a name that happened to sound like someone else's.

I kept scrolling.

"If I proposed to you, would you say yes?"

Adelina hadn't replied immediately. Gianluca had followed up with a self-deprecating deflection: "Just kidding. Don't ignore me. I won't say it again."

The conversation had gone quiet after that. A silence that said more than words ever could. Then, this morning, Gianluca had sent Adelina an electronic copy of our wedding invitation. The invitation to our blood-bound union, the ceremony that was supposed to seal the alliance between the Ferraro and Castellano families forever.

Adelina's response had come hours later: "If I asked you to marry me instead, would you come?"

Gianluca had replied within seconds: "Are you serious?"

"I'm just joking," Adelina had answered.

I could picture it with devastating clarity. If Adelina had said yes, if she had been serious for even a moment, Gianluca would have walked away from me, from the alliance, from everything, without looking back. I would have been left standing at the altar of an empty ceremony, a woman abandoned by the man who owed her his life.

Tears filled my eyes and spilled down my cheeks before I could stop them. A painful, toxic mixture of hatred and rage and grief surged through me, so violent it made my hands shake. I gripped the phone until the edges bit into my palms.

I had been a fool. A loyal, trusting, blindly devoted fool.

But I was done.

This hollow arrangement, this empty charade of devotion, was something I was better off leaving behind. Whatever remained of the Ferraro name, whatever dignity I still possessed, I would not sacrifice it at the altar of Gianluca Castellano's guilt.

While he lay passed out on the floor where I'd left him, still reeking of whiskey and someone else's perfume, I sat on the edge of the bed and booked a one-way flight to Hudson City. Neutral territory. A place where the old family names carried less weight, where a woman could disappear into a quieter life without looking over her shoulder every hour. The flight was scheduled for the same time as our ceremony. Everything was arranged.

I lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, listening to the sound of Gianluca's breathing from the floor. I did not cover him with a blanket. I did not make him soup. I did not wipe his body down.

I closed my eyes and waited for morning.

It came too soon.

I woke to the sound of his voice. He was trying to keep it low, almost whispering, but my bedroom door was slightly ajar, and in the stillness of the early morning, every word carried with crystalline precision.

"Don't cry, Addie," he murmured into the phone, his voice laced with a tenderness I had never once heard directed at me. "The person I love will always be you. If you told me you loved me, I'd do anything. Anything, you hear me?"

A pause. He listened to whatever she said on the other end. I lay perfectly still, my eyes open, my body rigid beneath the sheets.

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"But the guests are already invited," he continued, and I could hear the strain in his voice, the pull between what he wanted and what he'd committed to. "The families are expecting this. Even if I wanted to back out now, there's no undoing it. The sit-down was months ago. The terms were set."

Another pause. Then, suddenly, he laughed. A warm, genuine laugh, the kind I hadn't heard from him in years. "You clever little ghost," he said, his voice dropping to something intimate, conspiratorial. "Fine. I'll do what you say. When the time comes, I'll put our wedding photos behind Adriana's. The ones that matter, the ones of us, they'll be hidden right behind hers. To me, those are the real ones. Those belong to us."

The words settled over me like a funeral shroud.

I had already decided to leave. I had already made my peace with the end of this arrangement. But hearing him say it, hearing the casual, almost gleeful way he planned to desecrate our union by hiding photographs of himself with another woman behind our wedding portraits, was something else entirely. It was not just betrayal. It was contempt. A deliberate, calculated humiliation designed to exist in secret, a private joke shared between two people at my expense.

It was as if I had been struck across the face twice, each blow landing harder than the last. The air left my lungs. My vision blurred. A surge of fury so intense it bordered on nausea rose through my chest and lodged in my throat.

At that moment, Gianluca ended the call. I heard his footsteps approach the bedroom door. He pushed it open cautiously, peered inside, and found me sitting upright in bed, my eyes fixed on him.

He flinched.

"Addie, why are you up?" he asked, his voice shifting instantly from the tender warmth he'd used with Adelina to something cautious, measured. Guilt flickered behind his eyes like a candle in a draft.

I took a slow breath. I kept my expression cold, blank, unreadable. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood.

He studied my face, searching for signs that I had heard. When he found none, the tension in his shoulders eased. Relief softened his features. But then he noticed the way I was looking at him, and his jaw tightened.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" he said, forcing a casual tone. "I just had too much to drink last night. That's all."

I said nothing. I walked past him toward the bathroom.

After a moment of silence, he tried again. This time, he smiled. It was the practiced, easy smile he used when he wanted something, the one that had fooled me for five years.

"Addie, I have some things to handle today, so I won't be able to stay with you this morning." He leaned against the doorframe, hands in his pockets, as if this were the most natural conversation in the world. "Adelina wants to stand as a witness at the ceremony, and we still need to choose her dress. To make sure everything goes smoothly tomorrow, I need to go with her to the fitting."

He must have sensed the refusal forming on my lips, because he added quickly, "Come by this afternoon, and we'll pick out your gown together. Don't worry. You'll be the most beautiful bride anyone's ever seen. Adelina won't outshine you."

The fact that he felt the need to say it told me everything.

"Fine," I said. A single, flat syllable.

Surprise crossed his face. He hadn't expected agreement. For a moment, something like suspicion flickered in his eyes, but eagerness won out. He gathered his things with barely concealed haste, snatched the car keys from the table, and left without looking back.

The door closed behind him, and the apartment went silent.

I hadn't planned to go. But curiosity is a dangerous thing, especially when it's laced with the bitter need to confirm what you already know. That afternoon, I took a taxi to the dress shop, a high-end boutique in the old quarter that catered to the wives and daughters of powerful families.

What I saw when I walked in confirmed every suspicion I had ever tried to bury.

Gianluca and Adelina were standing close together near the fitting mirrors, their bodies angled toward each other in a way that spoke of intimacy so practiced it had become unconscious. Adelina wore a short white gauze skirt that clung to her narrow waist and left generous expanses of pale skin exposed. The fabric was sheer enough that the light caught the faint, unmistakable marks on the back of her neck. Kiss marks. Fresh ones.

My entrance shattered whatever private moment they'd been sharing. Adelina's eyes went wide, and she darted behind Gianluca like a startled animal seeking shelter, as if I were the threat. As if I were the intruder in my own wedding preparations.

Gianluca stepped in front of her, positioning his body between us. His expression was smooth, casual, utterly unbothered.

"You're late," he said. "Adelina already picked out a gown for you. Go ahead and try it on."

He gestured toward a dress hanging on a rack near the wall. I looked at it. It was a plain white dress, simple to the point of insult, with a single artificial flower pinned to the bodice. Beside it, on a separate rack, hung the gown Adelina had been trying on: an elaborate confection of silk and lace, with delicate beadwork cascading down the bodice and a train that pooled on the floor like spilled milk. The kind of gown a bride wears. The kind of gown I should have been wearing.

The difference was so stark, so deliberately humiliating, that for a moment I simply stared at the two dresses side by side, letting the full weight of the insult settle into my bones.

Gianluca didn't seem to notice anything wrong. Or perhaps he noticed and simply didn't care. Seeing my hesitation, he added, "Wedding preparations can be overwhelming. Adelina wanted to make things easier for you. Help you relax."

I couldn't help the sneer that twisted my lips. Simplify. That was what he called it.

"There's no need to try it on," I said, my voice flat and final. "Just use this one."

Adelina tugged on Gianluca's sleeve. Her lower lip trembled, and her voice came out in a wounded, fragile whisper. "Adriana doesn't want to try it on. Do you think she doesn't like the dress I picked for her?"

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