Chapter 7
I picked up the insulated thermos and walked to the end of the long marble hallway, where the cold light of the chandeliers fell like frost.
A pot of orchids sat there on a wrought-iron stand, rare enough to cost a soldier's monthly tribute, the kind of bloom Salvatore liked to display because men understood that beauty kept under glass was a form of power.
I tilted my wrist. I poured every last drop of the herbal stomach-healing soup I'd spent three hours brewing into the soil, slow, deliberate, watching the steam rise and die against the cold glass of the window. Three hours bent over the stove. Three hours measuring out the bitter roots the old country physicians swore by, the ones that eased the ulcer he refused to admit he had. The earth drank it down and gave nothing back.
That was when Vittoria appeared at the mouth of the corridor, draped in the gown that had been slashed to ribbons, the crystal beading hanging from the seams like teeth knocked loose from a jaw. She moved the way women move in this world when they believe a powerful man has already chosen them, unhurried, certain, owed.
She watched me empty the thermos into the dirt, and a smug little smile curled at the corner of her painted mouth. Her fingers drifted up to the slender chain at her throat and toyed with it, a beat too soon, before she had even spoken.
"Adriana, Salvatore just told me the master suite catches the morning light better. He said it would be good for my recovery." A pause, the chain still turning between her fingers. "He wants me moved in tonight. So you might want to start gathering your things. To make room."
The master suite of the Gilberti estate. I had slept beneath that vaulted ceiling for five full years. Five years of waking to the sound of his breathing, of learning which floorboards creaked, of memorizing the route from the bed to the window where I'd stood a thousand nights watching the gates, waiting for headlights, for him.
Every corner of that room held the residue of the life Salvatore and I had built, or the life I had built while he watched and let me believe it was shared.
I looked at the triumph in Vittoria's face. I pressed my thumb, slow and unseen, against the faded scar on my forearm, the old ridge of skin I'd carried so long I'd forgotten where it came from. The pressure steadied me the way it always had. I swallowed everything I felt and let none of it touch my voice.
"Of course," I said. "I'll go pack now."
I walked into the master suite. The air still smelled faintly of his cigars, of leather and the cold mineral scent of the obsidian floors. I did not take the jewelry. Not the emeralds he'd fastened around my neck the night he wanted associates to see what belonged to him, not the Matriarch's pieces locked in the velvet drawers. I did not take a single one of the handbags he'd bought to dress me up for the sit-downs, the soft Italian leather that had cost more than most men in his employ would ever hold.
All I took was a black duffel. I folded a few plain changes of clothes inside, the kind that drew no eyes, and laid my identification documents flat at the bottom where my fingers could find them in the dark.
My phone buzzed against my hip.
A message from my eldest brother.
Adriana. The work of erasing every trace tied to the Conti name has begun. By tomorrow, the woman who lived in that house will not exist in any record the Gilbertis can reach.
I zipped the duffel shut. I closed my hand around the worn handle and walked out of the master suite without looking back at the bed where I had given five years of my life to a man who measured it in nothing.
I moved into the most remote guest room in the villa, the one tucked at the far end of the north wing where the soldiers never bothered to patrol. It was a room for storing what no one wanted. Broken furniture under sheets. The faint, sweetish smell of mildew clinging to the walls.
I set the duffel on the narrow single bed in the corner and touched nothing else. The room did not need to be mine. I only needed it to hold me for a little while longer.
Twelve hours. That was the only distance left between me and the gates.
By evening the snow came down in earnest, thick and soundless, swallowing the grounds and the high walls and the dark shapes of the men who watched them.
Salvatore closed out a meeting with his caporegimes at one of the family's front offices downtown and came back to the estate carrying the cold in the folds of his coat. He moved through the main hall the way he always did, like the room belonged to him before he entered it, and conversation among the associates by the door died the moment his shadow fell across the marble.
He swept his gaze across the hall. His brow drew down at once.
A housekeeper delivered the report in a voice that shook.
"Don Gilberti. Miss Conti moved to the storage room in the north wing this afternoon."
The temperature in the hall seemed to drop. One of the men near the wall shifted his weight and went very still.
Salvatore's expression turned to stone. He cut through the corridor in long strides, his footfalls hard on the obsidian, and kicked the storage room door open.
The heavy wood cracked against the wall with a sound like a gunshot. The single bare bulb overhead swayed on its cord.
I had been sitting on the edge of the bed, watching the snow erase the world beyond the glass. I turned and looked at him.
He crossed the room in two steps. His gaze raked the shabby space, the sheeted furniture, the water stain spreading on the ceiling, and landed on the deflated duffel resting at the head of the bed.
His hand pressed flat against his stomach, the gesture he wore as impatience because he would never call it pain.
"What kind of stunt is this?" His voice came sharp, accusing, the voice he used on men who had failed him. "Vittoria only said she wanted the master suite. Who told you to crawl into a hole like this? Are you trying to make me feel guilty?"
I stood. I met his eyes, level, without flinching, the snow throwing pale light across both our faces.
"All the other rooms are full of Miss Greco's luggage." My thumb found the scar again, pressed once, and let go. "This was the only one empty. It makes no difference to me where I sleep."
Chapter 8
My flat, unbothered tone infuriated him.
Salvatore seized my wrist, his grip brutal, the kind of grip that had crushed promises out of stronger people than me. The study seemed to shrink around us, all that polished obsidian and the low amber light catching the crystal decanter on his desk, and somewhere beneath the silence the grandfather clock kept ticking like a patient thing that had seen this before. He wrenched my sleeve upward, dragging the soft cashmere past my elbow, exposing the vicious scar that ran more than five inches along my forearm.
Three years ago, I'd thrown myself in front of him to take the blade meant for his heart. A rival Family had sent a man with a combat knife to a sit-down that was supposed to be neutral ground, and when the steel came toward Salvatore I had stepped into it without thinking. The knife had gone straight through my forearm. I'd nearly bled out on the surgeon's table that night, the one the Family kept on a quiet retainer, while Salvatore paced the corridor and the smell of antiseptic mixed with the gunpowder still clinging to his coat.
Salvatore stared at the scar now. There wasn't a shred of that memory left in his eyes. There wasn't a shred of sympathy in them at all. Only irritation, the cold flat irritation of a man inconvenienced by his own debt.
"Do you walk around with this scar on display every day just to remind me I owe you?"
His thumb pressed into the ruined skin as if he could rub the proof away. I didn't move. I didn't let him see how the old wound still ached when the cold came down off the harbor.
"Vittoria is easily frightened. She saw the scar on your arm today and was so shaken she couldn't even finish lunch." He said her name the way other men said a prayer, low and reverent, and the contempt in it when he turned back to me could have frozen the wine in the glass. "Starting tomorrow, you wear long sleeves inside this house. If you can't manage that, then move out to the gatehouse by the front entrance for a few days. Stay out of Vittoria's sight."
Every word was a stiletto, slid in clean and meant to be felt later. He was trying to wound me. Trying to provoke me into the kind of desperate, heartbroken defense I would have mounted before, the tears, the pleading, the what did I do wrong, Salvatore, tell me how to fix it. He was waiting for me to break. Waiting for me to crumble, to bow my head and kiss the ring the way an associate begs a Don for one more chance at life.
I looked at his face, handsome and twisted with fury, the face I had bled for, and I felt nothing but a vast and terrible calm. I pressed my thumb against the faded scar where his grip had loosened, and I swallowed the last warm thing left inside me until it was gone.
I didn't argue. I didn't cry.
I pulled free of his grip, turned, and picked up the black duffel bag I'd already packed.
"Fine. I'll move to the gatehouse right now."
I lifted the bag, stepped past him, and walked straight for the door, my heels quiet on the cold marble that the Gilberti soldiers polished every morning before the Don woke.
Salvatore completely lost it.
He hadn't gotten the reaction he wanted, and a man like him, a man whose word moved cash and bodies across half of Harbor Bay, could not abide being denied the one thing he was certain he owned. My compliance, in his eyes, had become the most brazen provocation imaginable. He pressed a flat palm hard against his stomach, the way he always did when something gnawed at him from the inside, and disguised it as impatience as he came after me.
He stormed across the study, ripped the bag from my hand, and threw open the heavy front door of the villa. Wind and snow howled into the foyer, swallowing the warmth, scattering the careful hush the house wore like a uniform. Out past the threshold the night was a wall of white, and the iron gates at the end of the drive stood like the bars of something.
Salvatore hurled my bag into the snowdrift outside and jabbed a finger toward the darkness beyond the door.
"Adriana, since you love putting on this little act so much, then get the hell out of this house! Don't ever come back!" His voice cracked off the marble, and even the enforcer posted by the stairs went stone-still, eyes lowered, pretending to be furniture. "I'd love to see how long a parentless orphan like you survives in this blizzard without me!"
There it was. The thing he believed was true. The thing the whole of his world believed was true. That I was nothing. No name, no blood, no Family at my back. An orphan he had taken in out of something he'd once mistaken for tenderness, now a clinging vine to be torn out by the root.
I stood in the doorway wearing nothing but a thin cashmere sweater. The wind came across the threshold and cut my face like a blade drawn slow. I looked at the bag lying in the snow, half-buried already, the dark canvas going pale.
Without a moment's hesitation, I stepped over the threshold.
One step after another, I walked into the storm. The cold reached through the sweater and found the scar and the bone beneath it, and I welcomed it, because feeling the cold meant I had stopped feeling him. I never looked back.
Salvatore stood inside, framed in the warm gold light of the house he thought was his fortress, watching me go. Then he slammed the door shut. The heavy thud echoed through the snowy night, final as a coffin lid, final as a vow.
I trudged into the snow, bent down, and picked up the duffel bag. I brushed the powder off its surface, my fingers gone numb and clumsy, my breath ghosting white in front of me.
My phone screen lit up against my palm, a small blue glow in all that white.
It was a voice call. From my brother. Lorenzo Frost, Don of the Castellano Family, the oldest blood in Harbor Bay.
"Adriana. The Castellano motorcade has crossed into Gilberti territory. Half an hour, and I'll be there to take you home."