Chapter 5
Astrid Sinclair
The glass doors of the luxury high-rise closed behind me, cutting off the warm, vanilla-scented air of the lobby. Instantly, the damp autumn chill hit me like a physical blow. I pulled my hood up, shielding my face as I stood beneath the concrete awning, staring at my phone screen.
The digital transit app flared to life. A single one-way bus token to the downtown district was $2.75.
I flipped over to my banking app, staring at the numbers that had been haunting me all evening.
$14.52.
If I took the bus there and back, that was $5.50 gone. I would be left with exactly $9.02 to survive on until my bi-weekly university stipend cleared in six days. Nine dollars meant choosing between eating a single hot meal or buying the loose-leaf paper I needed to submit my lab reports.
"Two miles," I muttered to myself, staring into the dark, empty street. "It's just two miles. It’s a straight shot down Grand Avenue. I can walk it in thirty-five minutes if I sprint."
Right on cue, the sky completely opened up.
A sudden, violent crack of thunder rattled the windows above me, and a torrential downpour slammed into the pavement. Within seconds, the light drizzle transformed into a thick sheet of blinding water. The wind picked up, driving the rain sideways beneath the awning, soaking the bottom of my jeans.
I clenched my jaw, zipping my thrift-store hoodie up to my chin. My organic chemistry textbook was buried in the center of my backpack, wrapped tightly in two plastic grocery bags to keep the pages dry. That book was my only ticket out of this cycle, and I wasn't going to let a storm ruin it.
I stepped out from under the awning and straight into the rain.
The cold water instantly pierced through the thin cotton of my hoodie, gluing the fabric to my shoulders. I started walking, my old canvas sneakers squelching miserably with every step I took against the flooded sidewalk. By the time I crossed the first three intersections, the glitz and glamour of the university district began to fade. The pristine storefronts and well-lit cafes gave way to dark industrial lots, boarded-up brick warehouses, and iron security gates.
The streetlights here were spaced further apart, half of them flickering violently or completely dead. The roaring sound of the storm filled my ears, masking any footsteps that might be lingering in the shadows. I felt a familiar, tight knot of anxiety form in the pit of my stomach, my eyes darting toward the pitch-black alleyways.
To keep myself from panicking, I started reciting formulas under my breath.
"Acid-catalyzed dehydration of secondary alcohols," I whispered, my teeth beginning to chatter from the biting cold. "The mechanism requires a proton transfer... then carbocation formation... then another proton transfer... shit, what was the temperature threshold?"
A sudden, deep growl cut through the sound of the falling rain.
It wasn't thunder. It was the low, aggressive purr of a high-performance engine.
A pair of bright, blinding LED headlights cut through the dark sheet of water behind me, casting my long, trembling shadow against the brick wall of an abandoned dry cleaner. I pressed my back closer to the side of the building, my heart instantly leaping into my throat. A lone girl walking down a deserted, unlit street at midnight was an easy target. My hand slipped into my pocket, my fingers desperately searching for my small self-defense keychain.
The car didn't speed past. Instead, it slowed down to a crawl, the heavy tires splashing through the deep puddles as it matched my exact walking pace.
It was a sleek, low-slung, jet-black luxury sports car. It looked like a brand-new Audi R8—a machine that cost easily over $150,000, looking entirely alien and predatory against the decaying backdrop of the downtown docks. The windows were heavily tinted, reflecting the jagged flashes of lightning in the sky.
I picked up my pace, my breath catching in my chest.
The passenger window slowly, silently rolled down. The warm, amber glow of the vehicle's high-tech dashboard spilled out into the rainy night, illuminating a sharp, rigid jawline, dark damp hair, and a pair of piercing eyes that were currently burning holes through me.
Calix.
"Are you completely out of your fucking mind, Sinclair?" he barked over the steady rumble of the engine.
I stopped dead in my tracks, wiping a stream of freezing water away from my eyes. "What the hell are you doing here, Calix? Are you tracking me?"
"Get in the car," he said, leaning across the premium leather passenger seat, his tone completely unyielding.
"No," I shouted back, the rain dripping from the tip of my nose. "Go away! Go back to your luxury penthouse and leave me alone!"
"Astrid, look around you," Calix growled, his knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheel. "It’s a literal monsoon, it’s midnight, and you’re walking through a district where people get jumped for a twenty-dollar bill. Get your stubborn ass in the fucking car right now."
"I told you, I'm fine! I like the walk!" I lied, shivering violently as a gust of wind sent a fresh wave of freezing water straight down the collar of my shirt.
"You look like a drowned rat," he sneered, though the usual mocking smirk was entirely missing from his face. His expression was dark, heavy, and intensely irritated. "Your lips are literally turning blue, Sinclair. Why didn't you take the goddamn bus?"
"Because it’s none of your business!" I screamed back over a loud rumble of thunder. "Just drive away, Calix! You made it perfectly clear earlier that you don't care about my life, so stop pretending to be my savior now!"
Calix pressed his foot on the gas, moving the car forward another few feet to keep blocking my path. "Joshua told me, okay?"
I froze. "What?"
"Joshua saw your phone screen on the kitchen counter earlier before you left," Calix said, his voice dropping into a lower, rougher register that carried an uncomfortable amount of weight. "He told me you have fourteen bucks left to your name. Two dollars and seventy-five cents for a bus token is too much for you right now, isn't it? You’re walking through a storm because you can't afford the fucking fare."
A suffocating wave of hot, burning humiliation rushed straight to my cheeks, completely overriding the freezing cold of the rain. It felt like he had stripped me bare right there on the concrete.
"Shut up!" I yelled, my voice cracking as tears of pure shame threatened to mix with the rain on my face. "Shut the fuck up, Calix! You don't get to look down on me from your hundred-thousand-dollar car. I am working! I am earning my own way! I don't need your pity, I don't need your money, and I damn sure don't need your ride!"
"This isn't pity, you idiot!" Calix snapped. He suddenly threw the sports car into park right in the middle of the empty, dark street.
Before I could even register what he was doing, he pushed his door open and stepped out into the torrential downpour. He didn't have a jacket. Within two seconds, his expensive dark designer t-shirt was completely soaked, clinging to the broad, heavy lines of his chest and shoulders. He didn't seem to care. He marched around the hood of the car, his heavy boots splashing through the water until he stopped directly in front of me, completely cutting off my escape route.
"Get out of my way," I whispered, trying to push past his shoulder, but he caught my upper arms in his large, warm hands.
His grip wasn't painful, but it was absolute iron. The heat radiating from his skin felt like a furnace against my frozen body.
"I-I said let go of me," I stammered, a violent shiver racking my entire frame, my voice breaking from the sudden shock of his touch.
Calix looked down at my pale, dripping face, his dark eyes wide and blazing with a chaotic, dangerous frustration. He reached over with one hand and popped the passenger door wide open. The blast of the car’s internal heater, smelling of rich leather and warmth, rushed out into the freezing night air.
"You are the most infuriating, stubborn woman I have ever met in my entire life," Calix murmured, his jaw clenching so hard a muscle ticked in his cheek.
"I don't care what you think of me," I choked out, trying to wrench my arms free from his grasp. "Let me go to my shift."
"Look down the block, Astrid," Calix said, his voice suddenly dropping into a chillingly quiet, deadly tone that completely cut through the roaring storm.
I blinked through the heavy rain, my eyes traveling past his broad shoulder toward the distant, flickering neon sign of the liquor store three blocks away.
My blood turned to pure ice.
Three tall figures had just stepped out from the deep shadows of an abandoned warehouse lot. They weren't seeking shelter from the rain. They were standing in a line, watching the two of us intently. As I watched, one of them took a slow step forward, casually pulling a long, heavy metal pipe from behind his back, letting the end of it scrape menacingly against the wet pavement. They began walking slowly, deliberately, in our direction.
Calix didn't look back at them. He kept his eyes locked firmly onto mine, his grip tightening on my arms as he pushed me gently but completely backward, forcing my hips straight against the plush leather edge of the open passenger seat.
"Get in the car right now," Calix commanded, his face millimeters from mine, his dark whisper laced with an absolute, terrifying authority. "The local street gangs don't give a fuck about your pride or your pre-med exam, Sinclair. And I am not fighting five guys in an alleyway tonight just because you're too damn proud to accept a free ride.
Chapter 6
Astrid Sinclair
The metal pipe scraped against the wet concrete again—a sharp, screeching sound that cut straight through the roaring thunder. The three figures were moving faster now, their heavy boots splashing through the dark puddles of Grand Avenue.
"I-I'm getting in!" I choked out, my voice cracking as a violent shudder wracked my body.
I scrambled backward into the passenger seat of the Audi R8, my wet sneakers slipping on the premium floor mat. Before I could even pull my heavy, waterlogged backpack inside, Calix reached across the console. His massive hand grabbed the strap of my bag, hauling it inward, and slammed the heavy door shut.
The interior of the car instantly cut off the deafening sound of the storm, leaving only the deep, aggressive purr of the engine. Calix threw the car into drive, his foot hitting the gas pedal with brutal precision. The tires spun for a fraction of a second against the flooded asphalt before the car launched forward, throwing me back into the plush leather seat.
I looked out the side window just in time to see the three men disappear into the dark, rainy blur behind us.
"Jesus Christ," I breathed, my hands trembling violently as I pressed them against my face. "They were... they actually had weapons."
"Shut up," Calix said, his voice flat, dangerously quiet, and completely devoid of its usual mocking tone.
"What?" I turned my head to look at him, my eyes wide with a mix of leftover adrenaline and fresh irritation. "Calix, they were coming right for us. If you hadn't—"
"I said shut the fuck up, Sinclair," he barked, his dark eyes fixed entirely on the road ahead. He reached over and slammed his hand against the climate control dashboard, turning the heater up to its maximum setting. "Don't say a word. Not a single fucking word for the rest of this ride."
"You can't just order me around like an animal!" I snapped, the anger rushing back to replace my fear. I gripped the edge of the leather seat, ignoring the fact that my soaked clothes were leaving a massive, dark puddle on his pristine interior. "You forced me into your car, and now you’re going to lecture me about being quiet? I didn't ask for your help!"
"You're right, you didn't," he sneered, his jaw clenching so hard a sharp line formed along his cheekbone. He took a sharp left turn, the car handling the wet corner perfectly. "Your pride was perfectly happy to let you get your head caved in by a metal pipe for sixteen dollars an hour. I made the executive decision to interfere because I don't feel like answering questions from the police when your body shows up at the docks tomorrow morning."
"I am trying to go to work!" I yelled over the blast of the hot air blowing from the vents. "I have a shift to finish! I have bills to pay, Calix! You think this is a joke? You think I can just skip a night because the weather is bad? If I don't show up, I lose the job. If I lose the job, I can't afford the four hundred dollars for my room!"
"Do you think I give a single fuck about your four hundred dollars right now?" Calix roared, finally cutting his eyes toward me for a split second. The raw fury in his gaze made the breath catch in my throat. "Look at yourself! You’re shivering so hard you can barely form a sentence. Your clothes are completely ruined, your shoes are flooded, and you’re still screaming at me about a goddamn utility deposit!"
"Because it’s my life!" I screamed back, tears of frustration finally breaking through my defenses, hot and angry against my cold skin. "It’s my life, Calix! It’s all I have! I don't have a safety net. I don't have a billionaire father who can write a check to wipe away my mistakes. If I fail, I am completely on my own. So yeah, I care about the sixteen dollars an hour! I care about every single cent!"
"Then care about it in silence," he whispered, his voice dropping back into that terrifying, icy register. He turned his eyes back to the windshield, his large hands gripping the leather steering wheel at the ten-and-two position so tightly his knuckles turned entirely white. "I don't want to hear your voice right now, Astrid. I don't want to hear your excuses, I don't want to hear your logic, and I damn sure don't want to hear your pride. Just sit there, get warm, and keep your mouth shut before I lose my mind completely."
I bit my lower lip, forcing myself to turn away from him. I pressed my forehead against the cool glass of the passenger window, watching the blurred city lights streak past through the heavy sheets of rain.
The silence inside the car became absolute, heavy and suffocating. The only sound was the steady roar of the heater, which was slowly beginning to defrost my frozen limbs. The heat felt incredibly good, a luxury I knew I couldn't afford on my own, which only made the bitter taste of humiliation in my mouth taste worse.
I looked down at the luxury dashboard. A digital clock glowed in a sleek, neon blue font: 11:52 PM.
My shift started in exactly eight minutes.
We were approaching the main transit intersection near the eastern edge of the university campus. This was the spot where the city buses clustered, the standard drop-off point for anyone trying to get back to the dorms or the student library. I braced myself, reaching down to grab the straps of my backpack, assuming Calix was going to dump me on the curb here to get rid of me.
"You can just let me out at the transit island," I muttered quietly, breaking his rule because the thought of him driving me back to our apartment building made my stomach twist. "I can find a dry spot under the awning until the morning bus runs."
Calix didn't even blink. He didn't slow down.
As the car approached the green light at the transit island, he pressed his foot firmly on the accelerator. The Audi surged past the campus stops, leaving the university buildings behind as we headed straight down the industrial corridor toward the darkest part of the downtown district.
"Calix!" I sat up straight, my heart spiking again. "What the hell are you doing? You passed the campus stop! The apartment is back that way!"
He didn't say a word. He kept his eyes locked on the road, his expression completely unreadable, a stone mask in the dim light of the dashboard.
"Are you kidnapping me?" I demanded, my voice rising in a panic. "Turn the car around! I swear to god, Calix, if you think you can just play with my life because you’re bored—"
"Look out the front window, Sinclair," he cut in, his voice deadpan.
I blinked, shifting my gaze toward the dark street ahead. The car rounded a massive brick warehouse, and the headlights illuminated a familiar, depressing sight. It was a crumbling concrete structure with a faded, rusted blue sign hanging from a single chain: Downtown Community Pool & Fitness Annex.
My jaw dropped.
Calix pulled the sports car directly up onto the curb, stopping right in front of the heavy iron security doors of the building. He didn't just drop me off nearby; he parked the car so close to the entrance that the passenger door was perfectly aligned with the small concrete awning above the steps, ensuring I wouldn't take a single drop of rain when I exited.
He had kept my crumpled schedule sheet in his mind. He knew exactly where the facility was, and he had timed the drive perfectly.
I looked at the digital clock on the dashboard. 11:57 PM.
I had exactly three minutes before my shift officially began. I wasn't going to be late. I wasn't going to lose my job.
"How did you..." I started, turning to look at him, the anger completely draining out of me, replaced by an overwhelming, confusing wave of emotion. My chest felt tight, a strange ache blooming behind my ribs. "You drove me straight to my shift."
"Move, Sinclair," Calix said softly, his voice carrying a strange, heavy tiredness. He didn't look at me. He kept his hands firmly planted on the steering wheel, his gaze fixed on the rusted iron doors of the pool building. "You have three minutes to punch your little timecard. Don't waste the gas I used getting you here."
I swallowed hard, my fingers wrapping around the handle of the passenger door. I pushed it open, the cold, crisp smell of the rainy night rushing back into the warm cabin. I swung my legs out, my sneakers hitting the dry concrete beneath the awning.
But as I went to step out completely, something made me pause.
I turned my head back into the car, my eyes drifting down from his shadowed face toward his arms. The sleeves of his dark t-shirt were pulled up, revealing the thick, powerful muscles of his forearms, glistening with a few leftover drops of rain. His large hands were still clamping the leather steering wheel with an intense, rigid grip, the veins standing out in sharp, defined ridges against his tanned skin.
I couldn't look away. There was something so raw, so effortlessly powerful and chaotic about the way he held himself, a fierce intensity that seemed to vibrate through the entire frame of the car. I found myself staring at his fingers, at the sheer size of his hands, wondering how someone so cruel and arrogant could feel so anchoring in the middle of a storm.
The silence stretched between us for one long, agonizing second.
Suddenly, Calix’s eyes snapped sideways, catching me dead in the act of looking. His dark pupils dilated, and I watched as the muscle in his jaw tightened into a hard, rigid line, his teeth grinding together so fiercely his entire face went entirely sharp.
"I said move," he growled, his voice dropping into a register so low it sent a violent, unbidden shiver straight down my spine.