I just shrugged my shoulders and took a basket; I chose 8 different kinds of dildos. 4 vaginas in the can since I know my cousins will be horny, as long as Del Russo is horny.

I get handcuffs and lubricant, lingerie, and glow-in-the-dark condoms for all of us. I know that when Leto and I meet, I will be devastated.

I’m excited to moan his name and ride him; it’s been a while since I’ve had a shower. I am very dry. Two months is like five years to me.

“Separate it into eight boxes. I’ll name each box, and the six boxes will deliver themselves to the address that I provide. Did you deliver?” The cashier scratched her head and nodded as if she didn’t want to.

“Cash or card, ma’am?” I smiled and handed her my card. I am waiting for my card to be returned to me.

I’m excited to hear their reaction. Especially the boys. Even more artistic among us girls.

“Thank you, ma’am.” I gave up on it then walked out of the shop and went straight to the Power Mac. My phone was on fire because of my stupidity.

I will buy everything that makes me feel better, and tomorrow I will help my brother Mage in the company.

“Good morning, ma’am.”

“Can I get that phone, all colors?”

…..

I parked my car and got out, carrying the paper bags while our assistants ran to the mansion.

Xyan is outside and is frowning because I’m panicking.

“Hi youngest.” I smiled and kissed his cheeks.

“Weird,” he said after the kiss; he immediately avoided me; his sister was beautiful; then he rejected me like this. I can’t take the pain.

“It’s a shame. Sister still has a welcome.” I took out the box that only had sex toys and reached out to the grumpy brother. Since nothing is watered.

Maybe it’s like this when you’re a virgin.

He opened the box and almost threw it away. I burst out laughing as his expression became a poker face.

“Fuck! Are you serious about this?” He was shaking and holding his forehead; he was even more troubled than Ninoy Aquino with the 500 peso bill. It’s my brother, poor thing. No sex life.

“Thank you, but no thank you.” I frowned at him and turned back, already taking down the box because he saw something in it.

“Fine, I’ll just take this. Okay?” Fleshlight lifted and walked away as I chased the lubricant with a rock.

“Use that before using the fleshlight!” I shouted and reached for the bottle of lube.

“Kiss me?” I pointed out my cheeks, and he looked at me, raised his middle finger, and walked away.

“I won’t lend you money!” I said and laughed. “My next target is Zoe.” Let’s see what he will do.

I dial Zoe’s number, and I hope she’s home so she can see what I just delivered.

It took seven rings before he answered; it took a long time. Maybe fingered.

“Zoe, my baby lamb, do you like what I give you?”

I chuckle when she starts stammering, and I know she’s panicking. She’s innocent in every way I know. I don’t want my baby girls to be wild, but I want to teach them how to be pigs and how to moan sexily. Damn Zoe is still young.

“What am I gonna do to these? Thana, if Ate Hestia and Kuya Mage find out, they will be mad at me.” I laughed hard while walking, going to my room to fix my shopping.

“There’s another delivery for you: lingerie and condoms, oh my god. Enjoy your sex escapade!” I said this before opening the door to my room. But I stopped and went back to the stairs. I heard a familiar voice.

“What?! What is on your mind right now, Sister Thana?” she asked. I just don’t know.

“I was expecting that you would give me nice things like bags, shoes, and dresses. Sister Thana, it seems like you’re going to surrender the flag.”

“Just go and go; when you’re handsome, you’ll get fired. There, sit on the plate. Show off!” I immediately hung up when I saw Ailey standing at the bottom of the stairs.

“Hi, Sister Thana!”

“Oh, hi, baby girl.” I kissed her, then remembered the box that was too much for me.

That’s in the right hands; he can use it when my brother kicks him; add him to my cart to become Del Russo.

“This, put it away. A gift from Ate Thana.” Besides, I walked and left Ailey on the opposite side of the stairs and screamed.

“Lazander Xyan!” I walked to Xyan’s room.

“Open the goddamn door! Your girlfriend is downstairs!” I said then, bang on the door, because it was taking a long time to open. My brother was screaming.

“I’ll leave you there. I’ll change.” I entered my room, arranged the new bags, and did my shopping.

I immediately took off my clothes; maybe I can’t snatch Ailey and dress her up again. She is so well dressed; she looks like a doll to me.

I put on my sleepwear and then went out to see Ailey; just as I was leaving, Ailey came out, ran downstairs, and then I was surprised.

I walk to Xyan’s room. Tomorrow, my horny brother will do something stupid.

Taking off my shirt dawned on me. My brother is a stripper, which he inherited from his beautiful sister.

“Xyan! What did you do to your girlfriend!?” He didn’t answer me; it was stupid that he still had his pants off and insisted on being a nudist. When I see the video, I will sell it to the dead.

“Oh god! Masturbate again?” I said, then he frowned at me. “The youngest barren is a master at masturbating.”

“So what, sis? Do your things and don’t disturb other people.” I raise my middle finger and roll my eyes when the man is really ugly.

“Lock the door first!”

“Lock your room and don’t disturb other people.” I mock him and make fun of his actions just now.

I run to my room, I close it, and my phone starts ringing; even though the screen is cracked, I can see the name: Leto.

I answered it quickly; it took 5 seconds before someone spoke, and it was not Leto. A woman’s voice

“Let’s go, baby,” I said, but later I heard Leto’s voice.

“Rita, what’s it?”

“Nothing; I dropped your phone. Sorry.”

The call was cut, and I was stunned. I try to calm myself and the grip on my old phone. Very strict.

“ARGH!” I screamed and then turned my eyes to the mirror in my vanity mirror.

“How dare you, argh!” I cry in vain and throw my phone on the vanity mirror, sobbing and crying.

So much pain in the chest—who is that? Why is this?

I lay on the floor hugging my baby. It’s going to be a long and sad night. Full of sorrow and betrayal.

“Why, Leto?”

I am patiently waiting, like a child with the blanket up to my knees and my feet wriggling.

My brother is a big boy; he comforts his sister. I still remember him crying when Mama cannot stay by his side. As the older brother, I was by his side then.

It’s been a long time; it’s just a toy; is it difficult to shop for all the colors or sizes?

He’s smiling from ear to ear when he comes out of my walk-in closet, and I’m frowning. Why is he smiling like an idiot?

“Here.”

I almost threw my pillow at him when I took out all my collection; it was a tray! What the heck, I can’t talk. I felt like I was covered with a dildo in my bed. I look at him, but he’s at the door.

“I’ll get going.” After he closes the door, I start shouting, “Tangina!” What? I’ll put that in my pee at the same time. Then I don’t want to use a diddle. I just miss Leto.

He uses that toy before leaving me and fights with me as if we had nothing in common.

I got the toy and hugged it all of a sudden. Everything in my mind disappeared, replaced by sadness, pain, and questions. Why did he do that to me? I’m still his fiance; I can’t believe that. What if I was wrong?

“He’s loyal, Thana; stop that. It’s impossible; he got your virginity so. “He’s head over heels for you.” I nodded then closed my eyes. Tomorrow they must not see any trace of sadness or any other pain that I felt tonight.

Athanasia is a joyful and well-mannered woman. Full of wisdom, she is one of the strongest personalities in the business industry. No one can challenge me; I am the ruler of my own. And if there’s something stupid about me, that’s impossible.

When I got off, as soon as I got out of my car, Brother Mage’s staff met me. They made a fuss about taking the bag I brought and food for my brother since he always forgets to eat his lunch.

“Ma’am Athanasia, I’m here.”

“Ma’am, what can you order?”

“Ma’am Athanasia, this is—”

I sigh and roll my eyes. At least, they will cause trouble in the morning.

“Run away. Here, take my bag and take it to my office.” When Ma’am Athanasia hears something, I’ll tell you. I’ll drop you from the rooftop. Be gone!” They ran away in front of me, and I handed the car key to the guard.

I press the floor where Brother Mage is; I heard he has a new secretary. I hope she’s beautiful and sexy when she’s not dry, and she doesn’t need to be fucked every day. So what! Office sex is hot; it’s a dream come true if Leto fucks me at his office and covers my mouth to shut my mouth.

“Kyahh,” I shouted before the elevator opened. I saw Hestia talking to brother Mage. I sped up my pace to catch up and annoy Hestia even for a moment; she’s cute when annoyed.

Brother stood up, and Hestia seemed restless.

“Ma’am Athanasia, here are papers that need to be reviewed,” said Mr. Del Russo. I nodded and accepted the folder.

“Thank you; can you please give me some warm espresso for me?” Use this” I reached for my credit card, and at the bottom of the building, there was a coffee shop.

When I entered, Hestia was right out, and brother Mage’s baby girl was half-running.

Is it like I’m sick, and is the village girl avoiding me? I can hit it when I catch him or corner him.

“What’s wrong with her?” I ask my brother Mage, and he just smirks.

“Did you give me some sex toys? That probably annoyed you,” he said, sitting on his swivel chair and checking the paper on his table.

“Impossible, she will love that sooner or later,” says brother, who wears his eyeglasses. I feel a little sorry for my brother. That’s at his age. His sexual life should be active. But that’s it; focus on work in the company. He’s the one who is responsible since he’s firstborn and still male.

“Sir Mage, here’s your coffee.” I looked at the woman who came in, and I almost laughed because she was walking carefully and the coffee is close. My brother crossed his fingers and watched the coffee reach him.

“It’s good that you didn’t spill the coffee,” my brother said. I walked to his secretary, an unfamiliar face. It’s true. Brother’s new secretary is young. Where was it before?

“New secretary?” I ask and Kuya introduces her; she’s Yuki, and Yuki looks like she won’t break dishes; she’s only as far as my eyes can see; I am taller than her.

“I’m Athanasia Louise Del Russo, Kuya Mage’s most beautiful, delicious, and kind cousin,” I said, walking around her. She’s perfect for Kuya. Small, sexy, and virgin faces too

I have an idea!

“You’re perfect!” I said and clapped. I didn’t listen to their wimps and snatched the sexy secretary. Many people were looking at us, and we were already in the elevator, going down. Let’s see if my brother will let this secretary of his go.

“Where are we, ma’am?” she asked, and I smirked.

“You will be given a sexual life.” So don’t ask questions,” he said, turning pale. I laughed at his reaction.

“Ma’am?”

“What the hell, it’s delicious.” At first, it hurts to break it. “But when you keep watering it, it’s like you’re living in a secret paradise, a paradise in a crowded cave!”

I am very excited. I’m going to dress up. My brother Mage is my mascot.

We went down to the salon and left the handbag we bought, along with the jewelry, on the side. But when clothes, shoes, and bags are delivered to the house

“Ma’am Athanasia, welcome back!” I nodded and spoke to the stylist.

“I want a full body massage for her, a pedicure, and a manicure as well.” Please fix her hair. “Put hair extensions when needed, okay?” I stopped talking and my phone rang, and the caller was Brother Mage.

“Thana, please just please let my secretary come back; I need her.” He sounded problematic, but he needed to endure it for a day. For her sexual life

“I’ll send my secretary, brother; Yuki will come in tomorrow.” “Don’t complain, you’ll be happy with what I did,” when I’m proud of him and I feel like he’s doing a facepalm right now.

“I hired Yuki to be my secretary, not your shopping buddy.” I pouted and looked at Yuki. Lying there and massaging

“Just now, tomorrow I’ll finish what you’re asking me to do.” I was interrupted when the text that had just been delivered appeared. My heart went tight as if heaven and earth were crashing down on me.

“I want to call off our engagement, Thana. I will take care of everything. Thank you for everything.” I dropped the call of Kuya Mage and then called Leto.

My hands are shaking badly; I almost throw my phone when it’s unattended. Tangina what? Call off the engagement; what the heck is he thinking? The marriage is already settled. We’ll be married in a few months, and then he’ll leave me in a text!

“I will kill you, Leto!” I pay before I leave. I’m stuck on the steering wheel of my car, and I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t have a best friend to cry to when I’m broken or hurt; I used to be alone all the time.

I stopped in front of the bar. I need to calm down and stop the negative thoughts. But the difficulty is that everything is like a puzzle. Those ugly creatures, a woman’s voice, and all of the sudden decisions from him That’s stupid. He is the one who decided for us, so what am I doing? Just make it better.

I stopped and parked; the bar had just opened. There is only one bar here for us that opens early. A friend of mine owns this place. It is said that they met her husband here, so they bought it.

I hope everyone has a husband who is loyal and who is watered every day because I am drier than the desert. I’m dry, damn it.

“I want vodka,” I said, and I sat on the high stool. Edward is laughing next to me; he’s a friend of mine. We are all mutual colleagues; we all live the same life.

“Athanasia, you look bad right now.” I immediately swallowed the vodka and shut my mouth.

“Yes, I am, and I am not in the mood to act nice,” said a very well-mannered woman. “Don’t know, I’m not in the mood to talk to each other,” they broke up, and I took down the sunglasses that I had been wearing.

“You know that Elisha is happy now. His wife is the emperor of Tunazia. “My eyebrows raised. This is another fool.” He cheated on his wife, and when he cheated on her, he was furious. Thanks to Leto, I’ve never been crazy, even though he always teases me.

“It’s your fault too, then you know.”

“All of our colleagues know that Leto is cheating on you. “You are the only one who is blindly blind.” I felt my breath become heavy; I felt like I would cry anytime. I stood up and ran out of the bar while my tears fell little by little.

My chest was tight, and I slowly closed my eyes when I got into my car. Of course, the pain is that the things I don’t want to hear come from other people. Why are they like that?

I drive and buy some alcohol; I prefer to be alone; I don’t care about other people’s opinions; I’m only with myself and no one else. I don’t have to act like a perfect Athanasia. It’s tiring to be happy in front of other people; maybe it’s time for me to be alone and put myself first.

I parked and took what I needed, and when I came out, a nice breeze greeted me. As if the wind were touching me, I sat at my favorite spot where I could see all

I’m looking at the movements of trees; I’m watching from above, feeling the bitterness while I have a cigarette stuck in my right hand. I smoke when everything is fucked up.

“It’s a mess,” I whisper and smile; I don’t know how many tears I’ve shed after crying just now. Xyan has taken good care of me lately; he comforts my ass and makes me feel like I’m safe.

I didn’t think that he would hear me kicking things just now, but he changed his mind. He’s a fine and decent man. Lessiah is overly protective. Then here it is now—news from other people, especially. When you look at it

“Nothing’s going to hurt you, baby,” I smirk and remember the line he said to me when I am celebrating the 3rd anniversary with Leto.

“Nothing’s going to hurt me except you, Leto.” I close my eyes and cry without a sound. I’m afraid that someone might hear me. I gave my best, yet I am not enough for him.

The time for us to be together is gone, and he promises that he will love me and do his best to be enough for me, even if he doesn’t do anything. He’s more than enough for me, but that’s wrong. He was the one looking for someone else while I was here, tied up and unable to accept the news I was hearing.

I won’t believe it until I see it with my own two eyes, but why is it that even though many people say I am still this stupid for him? It’s like I allow myself to be foolish and left out, so I turn a blind eye to everything.

Mom and Dad will get mad if they know this. I am responsible for my stupidity.