Chapter 4

It happened after midnight.

I woke to the scent of rain-soaked earth.

No. Not just rain.

Cedar. Storm.

My heart stopped beating. The blood froze in my veins. The orchid stench that had choked the fortress for two days vanished, replaced entirely by the raw, untamed scent of my mate.

Damian stood in my doorway.

He leaned his massive frame against the wooden frame. His linen shirt hung open, exposing the jagged scars on his chest. His dark hair stuck out in wild, untamed angles. He swayed, his heavy boots scuffing the floorboards.

He was drunk.

"Why am I here?" he rasped. His voice sounded thick. Lost.

I pushed the heavy furs off my legs and sat up. "I don't know."

He pushed off the doorframe. He stumbled over the threshold. Moonlight sliced through the tall window, illuminating the harsh, confused lines of his face. He didn't look at my eyes. His golden gaze dropped straight to my collarbone.

To the faded, jagged scar of his claiming mark.

His hand lifted. His thick fingers hovered inches from my skin, trembling violently.

"Who did this?"

"You did."

All the color drained from his face. "No."

"Not physically."

He pressed his thumb against the ruined tissue. A violent shudder ripped through his massive shoulders. His features contorted in sudden, blinding agony.

Deep in my mind, my white wolf howled. His wolf answered, slamming against the cage in his mind.

*Mate.*

The word hung in the air between us, unspoken but deafening.

Damian swallowed hard. His chest heaved. "Why does looking at you hurt?"

Tears burned the back of my eyes. I refused to let them fall. "Because somewhere inside you, you remember."

He grabbed my upper arms. His grip bruised my skin, hauling me forward. The sudden movement stole the air from my lungs. He buried his face in my hair. He rested his heavy forehead against mine.

For one perfect, shattered second, I felt him.

The man who used to trace my spine in the dark. The Alpha who swore I was his entire world. The heat of his skin, the familiar rhythm of his heartbeat against my chest—it was all exactly the same.

"Why do I remember your crying?" he whispered. His voice broke on the last word.

"You loved me."

"I..."

He flinched. He jerked his head back, squeezing his eyes shut. A low groan tore from his throat.

The illusion shattered instantly. The sharp, bitter scent of moonflower oil invaded my nose, cutting right through his natural cedar. It seeped out of his pores, toxic and heavy. Medicine. Poison.

"Damian."

"What?" he growled, pressing the heels of his hands against his temples.

"Stop drinking it."

His eyes snapped open. The golden irises clouded over, the vulnerable clarity replaced by a glassy haze. "What?"

"Selene's tea. Don't drink it anymore."

The confusion vanished. A rigid, defensive posture locked his muscles into place. "You think she'd hurt me?"

"I think she already has."

He shoved himself away from the bed. Pain twisted his mouth into a cruel, unrecognizable line. He didn't argue. He didn't ask questions. He just turned his back on me and walked out into the dark hallway, leaving the door wide open.

***

The morning frost bit at my ankles as I crossed the stone courtyard.

A crowd had already gathered near the central fountain. Pack elders, guards, and servants formed a tight circle.

Selene stood in the center. She wept loudly. She clutched the swaddled infant tight against her chest, burying her face in the wool blankets.

Damian stood beside her. Dark circles bruised the skin under his eyes. He looked entirely hollowed out, as if he hadn't slept a single minute since leaving my room.

"She came to my room last night," Selene cried out. She made sure every guard and maid heard her trembling voice.

The whispers started immediately.

I froze on the cobblestones.

Selene pointed a shaking finger directly at me. "She told me I was disgusting."

The bottom dropped out of my stomach. Every eye in the courtyard snapped to my face.

"That isn't true," I said, my voice ringing across the stones.

Selene let out a wretched sob. "She said I was ruining her life!"

Damian turned toward me. The exhaustion in his face hardened into something vicious. A cold, unyielding fury radiated from his broad shoulders. The dark entity that had taken hold of his mind flared to life.

"How dare you?" His voice cracked like a whip across the open air.

I held my ground. I dug my fingernails into my palms. "I didn't."

"You entered my room."

"No."

"You tried to seduce me."

I stared at him, completely blindsided. The sheer audacity of the lie knocked the air from my lungs. "What?"

"You knew I was vulnerable," he snarled. He closed the distance between us in three massive strides. "You saw me struggling, and you used it."

"Damian, you came to my door."

"Stop lying!" he roared. The sound rattled the windows of the fortress. "You slipped into my chambers while my family slept down the hall."

"I wanted my husband back."

"You should be ashamed."

The words hit me harder than physical blows. He wasn't just rejecting me. He was rewriting the truth. He was twisting his own desperate search for answers into a weapon to protect the woman poisoning him.

"You tried to force a bond that doesn't exist," Damian continued, his volume rising.

"You know that's a lie," I fired back. "You touched my claiming mark. You felt the bond."

Selene gasped loudly, clutching the baby tighter. "Damian, make her stop!"

He pointed a massive finger at my chest. "Do not speak of that mark. You manipulated a fractured mind. You poured poison into my ear while I was disoriented."

"The only poison here is the tea she feeds you!"

"Enough!"

The command forced my wolf to submit. My knees buckled slightly, but I locked my joints. I refused to kneel in the dirt for a man who called me a liar.

"Ask the night guard," I challenged, my voice shaking with suppressed rage. "Ask whoever was stationed in the east wing. They saw you walk to my door."

Damian's jaw clenched tightly. "I dismissed the night guard early."

Convenient.

I looked at the man I had mourned for three years. I searched for the boy who gave me a silver wolf tooth. I searched for the Alpha who fought his own mother for my honor.

Nothing remained.

Only a stranger manipulated by orchids and toxic tea.

"You're destroying yourself," I told him quietly.

"I am protecting my family from you."

Damian turned his back on me. He walked back to Selene. He wrapped a protective arm around her shaking shoulders and escorted her toward the fortress doors.

The crowd dispersed. They muttered insults under their breath. They cast venomous glares in my direction.

I stood alone by the frozen fountain.

The cold seeped through my boots, chilling me to the bone. My white wolf curled into a tight, silent ball in the darkest corner of my mind. She didn't howl. She didn't scratch at the mental walls.

She simply gave up.

I finally understood.

Hope was no longer saving me.

It was killing me.

And if I stayed in Blackthorn another day, they would make sure I didn't survive the execution.

A shadow fell over the cobblestones. I turned my head.

Thomas stood by the armory door, a twisted smile playing on his lips, holding a piece of parchment bearing the Alpha's official seal.

Chapter 5

"She sold herself."

The whispered words drifted around the stone corner of the training yard, cutting through the damp afternoon air.

"I heard it started the moment Damian went missing."

"Griffin Locke doesn't just hand over three hundred Stonebrook soldiers out of the goodness of his heart. She traded her body for that army."

"I heard she begged him on her knees."

"Disgusting. And she calls herself our Luna."

I stepped out from the shadow of the armory wall.

"Keep going."

The three women froze. A basket of wet laundry slipped from a maid's hands, hitting the mud with a wet slap.

I stared at them. "Don't stop now. I want to hear exactly how I managed to seduce the Stonebrook Alpha."

No one moved. The tallest woman, a baker's wife, lowered her eyes to the dirt.

"Look at me," I commanded.

The woman flinched but kept her chin tucked.

"Who started this rumor?"

Silence.

"If you are brave enough to drag my name through the mud, you are brave enough to tell me where you got the dirt."

The youngest girl trembled. "The taverns. The guards were talking about it over ale."

"And who told the guards?"

"Lady Selene," the girl squeaked out. "She was in the kitchens. She told the cook she felt terrible for Alpha Damian. She said it was a tragedy he returned to a tainted mate."

I let out a short, harsh laugh.

"Tainted."

"We merely talked about what we heard," the baker's wife muttered, finally glancing up. "Everyone knows you spent nights in his camp."

"Next time you repeat a lie," I said, voice dropping to a deadly calm, "remember who stood on these walls and bled for you while you hid in the cellars."

I turned my back on them and walked away.

I didn't make it halfway across the courtyard before Thomas stepped into her path. He held a rolled parchment bearing the official council seal.

"You are making a scene," Thomas said.

"I am correcting a lie."

"Are you?" Thomas unrolled the paper. "Because the council held a vote this morning. Your alliance with Stonebrook is under formal investigation."

I snatched the parchment from his hands. "An investigation into what? Griffin Locke saved this pack."

"Griffin Locke hated Blackthorn for a decade. Then you rode to his border alone, and suddenly he sent his vanguard to protect our gates. The council demands to know the true price of that treaty."

"I gave him the eastern trade route."

"A route that was practically worthless during the winter."

"A route that gave his merchants direct access to the sea!" I countered. "I negotiated!"

I shoved the paper back into Thomas's chest. "We argued over supply lines until sunrise. He called me stubborn. I called him arrogant. Then he signed the treaty because I brought him a solution, not a plea."

Thomas sneered. "A very convenient cover story. Selene thinks otherwise."

"Selene wasn't here." I stepped directly into his space. "When the northern raiders breached the lower gate, Griffin's soldiers died defending your home."

"He sent troops because you warmed his bed."

"Griffin Locke respected me," I hissed. "He listened to me. Something this family knows absolutely nothing about."

"Your lover is miles away, Elara. And Damian has officially stripped your command of the guard. You have nothing."

"I have the truth."

"The truth is whatever the Alpha says it is." Thomas smoothed his collar. "And Damian thinks you're a whore."

***

Night fell over Blackthorn.

Rain hammered against the glass of the high tower window.

I sat alone in the dark, pulled my knees to the chest and rested my chin on the arms.

The fortress was silent. No guards stood outside. No maids brought any dinner. I was entirely isolated.

I stared at the water streaking down the glass.

*Damian thinks you're a whore.*

The words echoed in my mind, loud and sharp.

Three years.

I had spent three years waking up before dawn to review border reports. I had rationed my own meals to ensure the orphans had enough grain during the winter. I had sold my mother's wedding ring to buy steel for the soldiers' swords.

I had fought for this pack.

I had bled for Damian's legacy.

And they repaid me by spitting on my name.

I thought of Damian. I pictured his golden eyes, clouded with poison and suspicion. He didn't want to be saved. He wanted the soft, weeping woman who fed him toxic tea and stroked his ego. He wanted the lie.

Then I thought of Griffin.

I remembered the grueling ride to Stonebrook three years ago. The freezing rain. The hostile stares of Griffin's border patrol. I had walked straight into his command tent without a weapon, demanding an audience.

Griffin had been cleaning a broadsword. He hadn't even looked up at first.

*Blackthorn is burning,* I had told him.

*Let it burn,* he had answered.

*If we fall, the northern tribes take the valley. You'll be next.*

That made him look up.

I remembered the Stonebrook Alpha sitting across a map-strewn table later that night. He had dark, calculating eyes and a jaw carved from granite. When I demanded his troops, he hadn't laughed. He hadn't dismissed me.

*You ask for a lot, little Luna,* Griffin had said.

*I ask for what I need,* I had replied.

He had studied me for a long minute. Then he handed me a pen.

He had treated me like an equal.

I lowered my legs. I pressed the bare feet against the cold stone floor.

A deep, heavy exhaustion settled into my bones. It wasn't the ache of physical labor. It was the crushing weight of a one-sided war.

I had spent my entire adult life trying to prove I was worthy of the Luna title. Trying to prove I was worthy of Damian's love.

"Why?" I whispered to the empty room.

No one answered.

I stood up and walked to the small mirror hanging above the washbasin.

The woman staring back at me had dark circles under her eyes and a pale, drawn face. She looked like a ghost haunting her own life.

"I'm done."

I spoke the words clearly. They didn't shake.

"I am done."

I would not fight for a man who looked at me with disgust. I would not protect a pack that called me a traitor.

I turned away from the mirror, walked to the heavy oak wardrobe, and pulled the doors open. i bypassed the silk dresses and Luna gowns. i reached for my sturdy leather riding trousers and a thick wool cloak.

A sharp rap sounded at my door.

The knock came again. Two heavy strikes against the wood.

I crossed the room and pulled the heavy iron handle.

A man stood in the shadowed corridor. He wore a heavy leather riding cloak, completely soaked from the rain. Water dripped from his hood onto the floorboards.

He didn't wear Blackthorn colors.

He wore deep crimson and iron gray.

Stonebrook.

The man reached into his cloak and pulled out a sealed parchment.

"Luna Elara," he said, his voice a low rumble. "A message from Alpha Locke."

He pressed the letter into my hand.

"He heard what is happening here. He says it is time to collect his debt."

Chapter 6

"Three days." Thomas slammed his fist on the ironwood table. "Three days we have debated this Stonebrook treaty, and we are no closer to the truth."

"The truth is obvious," Martha snapped, adjusting her dark shawl. "She compromised our borders. Griffin Locke is a warlord. He does not send troops to aid a rival pack unless he gets something highly valuable in return."

"I gave him the eastern trade route," I repeated for the hundredth time.

"You gave him access to our vulnerabilities," Thomas argued.

I stood at the opposite end of the council room. I did not raise my voice. I let them argue in circles. The air in the chamber felt thick, suffocating.

The heavy oak doors swung open.

A stranger walked in. He did not ask for permission. He bypassed the perimeter guards and strode straight into the center of the room.

He possessed a sharp jaw, dark hair, and a smile that reached all the way to his eyes. It was a practiced smile. Too warm. Too perfect.

"Forgive the interruption," the man said. He stopped before the Alpha's chair and executed a flawless, theatrical bow. "The roads from the southern valleys proved difficult. The mud slowed my horse."

Damian frowned. "Who are you?"

"I am Colt," he announced, turning to include the elders in his bright gaze. "Selene's brother."

Martha immediately softened. "You traveled a long way to check on your sister."

"I traveled to protect my new nephew," Colt corrected smoothly. He reached inside his heavy wool cloak. "And to aid this council. I heard you lacked proof of the Luna's treason."

Thomas leaned forward, his eyes gleaming. "You have something?"

"I have evidence."

Colt tossed a thick stack of folded parchment onto the table. They hit the wood with a heavy thud.

Red wax seals stamped with the Stonebrook crest glared up at the ceiling. A pale blue silk ribbon bound the letters together.

My stomach dropped. That ribbon belonged to me. I kept it in the cedar chest at the foot of my bed.

Everyone stared at the pile.

Damian's face hardened into granite. The muscles in his neck strained against his collar. He stared at the blue silk as if it were a venomous snake.

I walked forward and pulled the top letter from the stack. I broke the wax. I scanned the messy, hurried ink.

*My dearest Griffin. The western gate will be unguarded by midnight. Take the valley. I will ensure the Alpha's guard is distracted.*

I dropped the paper back onto the table.

"This is fake."

Colt smiled. "Of course you'd say that."

"The handwriting is a poor imitation," I pointed out, tapping the parchment. "The loops on the letters are too wide. And Griffin Locke does not use messenger pigeons for military strategy. He uses riders."

"The maids identified the ribbon," Martha countered quickly. "They saw you tying those letters just last week."

"The maids lie to please you, Martha."

"They have no reason to lie!"

"Enough," Damian growled. He snatched the second letter from the pile. His eyes scanned the forged words. His jaw clenched so tight I thought his teeth might crack.

I stepped toward Colt. I wanted to see the liar up close.

He held his ground, radiating arrogant confidence. He crossed his arms over his chest, looking down at me with mocking pity.

Then the torchlight caught a flash of black near his waist.

I stopped moving. My eyes locked onto the small object hanging from his leather belt.

A piece of carved obsidian. A wolf's head. Three jagged, horizontal scratches marred the snout.

The air left my lungs.

The Black Forest patrol. Third Company. Every soldier in that unit carried one of those stones. They were the men assigned to guard the northern ridge the night Damian's caravan was attacked.

None of them came back.

My mind raced. The pieces slammed together. The ambush. The missing Alpha. The convenient rescue by a lone healer in the woods. Selene hadn't just found him. Her family had been involved in his disappearance.

Colt noticed my stare.

His charming smile vanished instantly. A flicker of real panic crossed his features. He subtly shifted his weight, letting his heavy cloak fall forward to cover his hip.

I raised my hand and pointed directly at his waist.

"Where did you get that?"

Colt's expression hardened. The friendly brother routine disappeared. "Mind your own business."

"Answer the question."

"You are on trial here, Elara, not me."

"Take off your cloak," I demanded.

"You are out of line!"

Damian shifted in his chair. "Enough."

I turned toward him, ignoring the warning in his tone. "Damian, look at his belt. Make him move his cloak."

"Why?" Damian asked, his voice dripping with exhaustion.

"That token belongs to the Black Forest patrol."

Damian's eyes narrowed. The golden irises flashed in the dim light. He looked at Colt, then back to me.

"My disappearance happened there," Damian said slowly.

"Yes," I urged. "Third Company died defending your carriage. Their bodies were stripped of weapons and identifying markers. Ask him how he got it."

Colt stepped forward quickly, blocking Damian's view of his belt.

"She is trying to distract you!" Colt shouted, gesturing wildly at the table. "She sold your secrets to Stonebrook! She gave your enemy the keys to your fortress, and now she spins fairy tales about a piece of carved rock!"

"Merchants don't sell blood-stained military tokens," I fired back.

"I bought it in a tavern!"

"You looted it from a corpse!"

"Alpha, read the letters!" Colt demanded, slamming his fist onto the table. "She promises Griffin Locke your head!"

Damian looked at me.

The room went dead silent.

I stared back at the man I had loved for three years. I did not beg. I did not cry. I waited for his wolf to recognize the truth. I waited for him to see the obvious manipulation standing right in front of him.

He didn't.

The familiar, sickening scent of orchids and moonflower oil rolled off his skin. It clouded his eyes. It buried his instincts.

Damian grabbed the entire stack of forged letters. He hurled them at my face.

The heavy parchment struck me hard. A sharp edge of cracked wax sliced directly across my left cheekbone.

The letters scattered across the stone floor like dead leaves.

A warm drop of blood ran down my skin.

"Elara," Damian said coldly, his voice devoid of any emotion. "I gave you a chance."

I stood perfectly still.

"I offered you a quiet exit," he continued. "I offered to let you leave this pack with your life. You chose to stay and spread poison."

"You gave me nothing."

Damian's expression flickered. A tiny muscle jumped near his jaw. He expected me to shatter. He expected me to fall to my knees and plead for mercy.

I raised my right hand. I touched my fingertips to my cheek.

I looked at the bright red blood smearing my skin.

A strange, hollow laugh escaped my throat. It was quiet, but it echoed off the ironwood table.

Martha flinched. Thomas took a step back.

I lowered my hand and looked straight into Damian's clouded golden eyes.

"You will regret this."

My voice held no pleading. It held no heartbreak. It carried only the terrifying, absolute certainty of a woman who had finally stopped fighting for a ghost.

I turned my back on the Alpha of Blackthorn. I walked toward the heavy oak doors, my boots echoing against the stone. I had Griffin Locke's message burning a hole in my pocket, and I was finally ready to give him an answer.

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