Chapter 6
"Let me take you to the Nurse first. You're already fragile, and yesterday I... nothing else can happen to you."
Damiano did not look at me once when he said it. His voice carried through the hallway of the Mancini compound like something rehearsed, something he had decided on the walk down the corridor, and his eyes stayed fixed on the woman draped against his chest as though she were the only living thing in the room. The hallway's pendant lights threw long shadows across the marble, and I could hear the faint creak of a soldier shifting his weight outside the stairwell door, pretending he had not witnessed any of it.
Luciana clutched the front of his shirt, her voice small. "But what about Serafina..."
"I'll come back for her."
He carried Luciana out without looking back. His footsteps faded down the hall, each one precise, unhurried, the stride of a man whose authority meant he never had to rush. Somewhere below, a car door opened and closed. An engine turned over. Then nothing.
I was the only one left, lying on the cold floor.
I stared at the ceiling. The crown molding up there was hand-carved, old money made visible, and the plaster had a hairline crack running from the chandelier mount to the far wall. I watched it the way you watch something meaningless when your mind is trying to leave your body. My vision blurred, slowly, then all at once.
I laughed.
It came out hoarse and hollow, the sound swallowed by the empty corridor before it could echo. If the soldier outside heard it, he did not come.
My hand found my stomach. My fingers were shaking.
"Baby, did you see that?"
"Your daddy doesn't love Mommy. He doesn't love you either."
"How could Mommy... ever dare bring you into this world."
The words left me in a whisper meant for no one alive enough to hear them. I pressed my palm flat against my abdomen and felt the nothing there, the terrible quiet of a body that had already made its own decision while the man who should have cared was carrying someone else down the stairs. The floor beneath me was cold and smooth, imported stone that the Mancini Winslow had paid a fortune to lay, and it held no warmth for anyone.
I don't know how long I lay there before my phone buzzed beside me.
The ride I'd called earlier had arrived.
I pressed my palms against the floor and pushed myself up, inch by inch. My body felt like it had been taken apart and put back wrong. Every movement sent tremors of pain through me. The stairwell banister was close enough to reach, and I locked my fingers around it, the wrought iron biting into my grip. The compound was silent the way it always went silent when the heir left and the household staff scattered to their posts, pretending the night had not happened.
But I stood up.
One step at a time, I walked toward the door.
Blood ran down my legs. I couldn't feel it anymore. The driver waiting outside the compound gate did not ask questions. In this neighborhood, on this block, you did not ask questions about a woman leaving a Mancini property in the small hours with blood on her dress. You opened the door and you drove.
By the time they wheeled me into the operating room, my consciousness was already slipping. The Nurse was not the private Mancini clinic. It was a public emergency ward, fluorescent-lit, the curtain around my gurney a thin blue barrier between me and a hallway full of strangers who did not know my name or which Winslow's compound I had just crawled out of. Voices drifted in and out.
"Miscarriage... she needs a D&C..."
"Where's her Winslow?"
"There's no Winslow."
The words landed somewhere distant, on the other side of a pane of glass I was slipping behind. No Winslow. The phrase should have stung, but it was only true. The Bellandis had never claimed me, not really, and the man who had promised to had just carried my sister out of the house while I bled on the floor. I let my eyes close. The surgical light above me burned white through my lids, and then there was nothing at all.
I don't know how much time passed before I opened my eyes again.
Before I could figure out where I was, the door slammed open.
"Serafina!"
Damiano stormed in, breathing hard. His jacket was gone. His sleeves were rolled to the forearm, and there was a smear of something dark along his cuff that might have been Luciana's blood or the residue of the surgical wing's antiseptic. The overhead light caught the face of his watch, and even from the bed I could see how tight the leather strap was cinched, the skin beneath it blanched white. That sound, the creak of the strap adjusting against his wrist, had become a language I understood better than Italian. Someone was about to pay for his mood.
He crossed the room in three strides and seized my wrist. His grip was so tight I thought the bones would splinter. The IV stand rattled. The heart monitor beside me spiked once, a sharp digital protest that neither of us acknowledged.
"You have the nerve to just lie here?"
His voice was low, but the fury in it was unmistakable. It was the voice he used in back rooms when a capo brought bad numbers, the voice that made soldiers step out of doorways to give him space. He used it on me like I was one of them, like I was someone who owed him something and had failed to deliver.
"Luciana's spleen ruptured because you pushed her. Massive hemorrhaging. She's in emergency surgery right now. You're the same blood type. You're giving her a transfusion."
The fog in my head cleared instantly.
What he was accusing me of was so absurd that for a moment I forgot the pain entirely. My mind replayed the stairwell in a single flash: Luciana's fingers rising to the pearls at her throat, the pivot of her body as she misjudged the step, the sound of her falling that came before I ever moved. I had been standing three steps above her. I had not touched her. And yet here stood Damiano Mancini, heir to a syndicate built on omertà and witness corroboration, choosing to believe one woman's silence over another's words because belief was not the point. Control was.
"I didn't push her." I wrenched my hand free, my voice raw and cold. "Damiano, have you lost your mind? You want me to give blood? I just had a—"
"You're still denying it!"
He cut me off, his eyes darkening with something vicious. The strap on his watch creaked again, louder now, and the fluorescent light above us hummed as if the room itself were bracing for what came next.
"I saw it with my own eyes. You pushed her down those stairs. Luciana is the one covering for you because she's too kind, afraid I'd blame you. She protected you, and you won't even save her life?!"
I watched him construct his own version of reality and convict me with it. It was so ridiculous I almost laughed. In the Mancini house, truth was whatever the heir decided it was, and everyone else arranged their faces accordingly. "Who asked for her kindness? I didn't do it, and I didn't do it!"
"If something happens to Luciana, how are you going to keep your place in the Bellandi Winslow? Is that what you want? For them to disown you? Would that make you happy?"
He wasn't listening to a single word I said. His brow furrowed like he genuinely believed he was looking out for me, like threatening me with the Winslow that had never wanted me was an act of mercy.
"You and Luciana have the same blood type," he said. "You're donating. Consider it your apology."
Something lodged in my chest. I couldn't breathe. The Nurse room was small and the walls were close and Damiano filled whatever space was left with the force of a man who had been raised to believe his presence alone settled arguments. My thumb found my wedding band and turned it once, a motion so slight he would never have noticed it. But I felt it. The cool metal rotating against skin. I had stopped hoping. I had started deciding.
"I told you. I didn't push her." Every word was deliberate. "And I just—"
"Stop pretending to be sick." Damiano's frown deepened, his patience visibly fraying. "Serafina, when did you become like this? You won't own up to what you did, and now you're playing the victim?"
I lost every last shred of desire to communicate with him.
When someone has already decided you're guilty, nothing you say will ever be the right thing.
Chapter 7
Damiano grabbed me and dragged me off the bed, hauling me toward Luciana's operating room. The IV line ripped free. A thread of blood traced down the back of my hand where the catheter tore loose, and the pain was so minor against everything else that my body barely registered it. The hallway stretched ahead of us, antiseptic white, and a DeSanti flattened herself against the wall as Damiano passed, her eyes dropping to the floor. Even here, outside Mancini territory, people recognized what he was. Power had a scent, and his was fury.
A doctor stood by the entrance to the surgical wing. The moment he saw Damiano, he hurried over, the kind of hurry that said he already knew which Winslow was paying for the woman on the table inside.
"Draw her blood." Damiano didn't waste a single word.
The doctor glanced at me, hesitation flickering across his face. His gaze traveled from the Nurse gown hanging loose on my frame to the pallor of my skin to the dried blood I had not been cleaned of. "But this young woman's complexion..."
"She's fine." Damiano cut him off. "Draw it."
The doctor's mouth opened once more, then closed. He looked at me the way men in this world looked at women who belonged to someone more dangerous than conscience. Then he reached for a tourniquet.
I was pushed into a chair. My sleeve was rolled up. When the needle pierced the vein, the cold spread up my arm like ice water filling my veins. I watched the dark red line travel through the tubing, leaving me drop by drop, each milliliter a small death I could see happening in real time.
I'd just had a miscarriage. I had no strength to fight back. All I could do was let my head fall against the chair and stare up at the white light overhead, watching the halo pulse and expand, pulse and expand. The edges of the room went soft. The hum of the fluorescent tube above me became the only sound in the world, a thin vibration that seemed to live inside my skull. My blood left me with the patience of something that had been waiting to go.
My consciousness began to drift.
Damiano suddenly took my hand. His grip was different now, not the bone-crushing seizure from before but something gentler, almost careful, as if the same fingers that had dragged me down a hallway could become tender simply because he had decided the crisis was passing. The shift should have been comforting. Instead it made my skin crawl with a recognition I could not yet name. His voice softened.
"Sera, as long as Luciana pulls through, everything that happened these past two days... we'll pretend none of it ever happened."
I didn't look at him.
"I know you have a problem with her. It's because she has feelings for me."
"But I've told you so many times. What I feel for Luciana is the bond of growing up together. She's no different from a little sister to me."
"My wife will only ever be you."
"Once you're feeling better, we'll register the marriage. I'll give you the grandest wedding."
"So, Sera, be good. Stop making trouble."
His words fell into the silence of that surgical corridor like coins dropped into an empty well. Each one sounded rehearsed, polished to a shine, and each one landed with the hollow ring of something that had never been real. I stared at the tubing running from my arm and let him talk, because stopping him would have required a kind of energy I no longer possessed and a kind of faith I had already buried on the floor of his compound.
A sister he'd slept with and still called pure?
What if Luciana got pregnant with his child?
Still a sister then?
But those thoughts barely flickered through my mind. They were gone almost as soon as they came. Like smoke through a cracked window, they passed and left nothing behind them but the faint smell of something that had already burned out.
None of it mattered anymore.
I was leaving.
Seven years of propping Damiano up, plus this blood I was giving now. Seven years of standing behind the Mancini heir while he climbed, translating his ambitions into the kind of quiet, invisible labor that no one in the Winslow ever acknowledged. Keeping his books clean. Smoothing his reputation. Being the woman he came home to when the public-facing world had wrung him dry. All of that, plus this blood draining from my arm into a bag destined for the woman he had chosen over me. That was more than enough to repay the debt of him pulling me out of Saint Rosalia's.
After this, whoever Damiano loved, married, or took to bed had nothing to do with me.
When the transfusion was over, I could barely stay on my feet. My vision went black. I nearly collapsed right there on the floor, and my hand shot out blindly and caught the arm of the chair, the vinyl creaking under my grip. The hallway listed sideways, then righted itself, then listed again.
But Damiano didn't notice. He was already gone, checking on Luciana. The surgical wing doors had swung shut behind him, and through the narrow window I could see his silhouette leaning over the gurney, his hand on Luciana's forehead, and the gentleness in that gesture was the last thing I would ever allow myself to witness from him.
I pulled out my phone. My fingers trembled as I sent my location to Caterina.
"Can you come get me?"
The reply came almost instantly.
"On my way."
Two words. No questions, no conditions, no demands for explanations. In a world built on leverage and obligation, Caterina Valente's reply carried the weight of something I had almost forgotten existed: unconditional rescue. The Valente matriarch moved the way old-money power always moved, without noise, without delay, with the quiet certainty that her resources would arrive before anyone thought to stop them.
I turned and walked back to my Nurse room.
I left the miscarriage report on the bed. The document sat there on the thin Nurse pillow, its clinical language spelling out in black ink what Damiano had never paused long enough to learn. Let him find it. Let him read it. Or let it yellow and curl in an empty room that no one ever returned to. It did not matter which.
All I took was my ID, my personal documents, and the broken watch that had belonged to Adrian Ricci, the directress of Saint Rosalia Home. The watch had not kept time in years. Its crystal was cracked and its hands were frozen at twenty past three, the hour of some long-forgotten afternoon when Adrian Ricci had smoothed a child's hair twice before telling her something hard. I closed my fingers around it and felt the sharp edge of the cracked glass press into my palm.
One step at a time, I climbed to the Nurse rooftop.
A private jet was already waiting. The Valente crest was not displayed on the fuselage, because families like the Valentes did not advertise their movements, but the crew stood at attention in a way that said everything a painted emblem would have. The cabin door opened. A doctor Caterina had arranged stood inside and rushed over the moment she saw me, checking my vitals with efficient hands and an expression that said she had been briefed and was not going to ask me to explain a single thing.
Clouds churned outside the window.
I pressed my forehead against the glass and watched the city where I had spent seven years shrink to a grid of lights, then to a glow, then to nothing. The engines hummed. My blood pressure was low enough that the doctor kept a hand near my wrist, monitoring my pulse with two fingers, and the steady rhythm of her counting was the closest thing to comfort I had felt in days.
When I arrived at the private clinic in America and saw my new husband lying there in his coma, the first thing I did was hold our ring-bearing hands together, take a photo, and post it to social media with a caption:
"Taken."
The ring on my finger was the Valente seal, old gold, heavy, unmistakable to anyone who knew the families. Posting it was not sentiment. It was a declaration. In the language of this world, a woman wearing a Valente ring and using the Valente name was no longer available for negotiation, claim, or retrieval. She belonged to another house now. And any man who tried to pull her back would have to answer not to her, but to every soldier, every capo, and every silent partner who had sworn loyalty to the Winslow crest on that band.
From that moment on, Damiano Mancini had nothing to do with me.