Chapter 1
I hid behind the study curtains, heart racing with a fragile, trembling joy. In my hands: an ultrasound photo—two heartbeats—and a no-limit black card. Alessandro had given it to me last night, his lips on my neck, calling me his Donna, his queen.
Tonight, I was going to tell him about the twins.
"The Petrov family needs to see my good faith," his voice drifted in, smooth as velvet. "Vittoria arrives Thursday. I’ll announce the engagement then."
My blood froze.
"What about Elena?" someone asked. "She’s been with you three years. She manages the books, dug that slug out of your side herself. Is this fair to her?"
"Elena?" He leaned back in the leather chair, cigar smoke curling around his jaw. "She’s like a trained hound, Salvatore. After the Rossi family got wiped out, I pulled her from the gutter, gave her a gun and a bed. Have you ever seen a hound leave its master? I could kick her, and she would lick my boot and ask for another."
My nails sank into my palms, crumpling the ultrasound.
"Aren’t you afraid she’ll leave?" Marco, his Capo, asked.
Alessandro paused. Then he said: "She would die for me without question. How could she ever leave?"
Those words struck my chest like two 9mm rounds.
I didn't wait. I ran through the cemetery, past the tombs of dead Dons, and hurled that card into the Hudson. I vanished into the night with his heirs in my womb and three years of lies in my throat.
"I'm sorry, my babies," I whispered to my belly. "Mommy was a fool."
But I wouldn't be a fool anymore.
I hid behind the study curtains, heart racing with a fragile, trembling joy. In my hands: an ultrasound photo—two heartbeats—and a no-limit black card. Alessandro had given it to me last night, his lips on my neck, calling me his Donna, his queen.
Tonight, I was going to tell him about the twins.
"The Petrov family needs to see my good faith," his voice drifted in, smooth as velvet. "Vittoria arrives Thursday. I’ll announce the engagement then."
My blood froze.
"What about Elena?" someone asked. "She’s been with you three years. She manages the books, dug that slug out of your side herself. Is this fair to her?"
"Elena?" He leaned back in the leather chair, cigar smoke curling around his jaw. "She’s like a trained hound, Salvatore. After the Rossi family got wiped out, I pulled her from the gutter, gave her a gun and a bed. Have you ever seen a hound leave its master? I could kick her, and she would lick my boot and ask for another."
My nails sank into my palms, crumpling the ultrasound.
"Aren’t you afraid she’ll leave?" Marco, his Capo, asked.
Alessandro paused. Then he said: "She would die for me without question. How could she ever leave?"
Those words struck my chest like two 9mm rounds.
I didn't wait. I ran through the cemetery, past the tombs of dead Dons, and hurled that card into the Hudson. I vanished into the night with his heirs in my womb and three years of lies in my throat.
"I'm sorry, my babies," I whispered to my belly. "Mommy was a fool."
But I wouldn't be a fool anymore.
...
"What was that?"
"The curtain!"
I grabbed the ultrasound and scrambled through the window. Behind me, Alessandro’s roar echoed, but I heard nothing.
I stood at the edge of the Throat, the black water churning below. I took one step forward, then another. The cold seeped through my dress, promising oblivion.
Then the kick came. Two tiny pulses against my womb, demanding I live.
I collapsed onto the rocks, sobbing. "Mommy was a fool," I choked out. "My poor babies."
I stumbled back to the mansion. Every window blazed with light—he was home.
I wiped my face and pushed through the oak doors. The scent of Cuban cigars hit me like a blow. This place had been my sanctuary. Here, I had dug two slugs out of his shoulder with a hunting knife while he screamed. Here, I had killed for him, pressing a pillow over a traitor's face. Now it was just stone and lies.
"Elena."
Alessandro descended the staircase, loosening his tie, a tumbler in his hand. His blue eyes scanned my tear-streaked face.
"Where the hell have you been?" He set the glass down. "I had the men searching."
"I needed air."
He reached for my face. I flinched. His fingers paused, then gripped my chin—firmer. Less lover, more owner.
"You're pale," he said. "It's my birthday. I hoped you'd prepare something special. But you haven't even started dinner."
I looked at him—the man I had bled for. There was no guilt in his eyes. Only cold expectation.
"How was the party?" I asked.
"Strange," he said. "One of the Soldati found something floating near the docks. This."
He reached into his breast pocket and withdrew a card.
My heart stopped.
A matte black card. No limit. No name on the front—only the embossed twin-snake crest.
The one I had thrown into the Hudson.
It lay in his palm, edges scratched, surface dulled by river silt—but unmistakable.
"Can you imagine?" he said. "Someone dumped the black card into the water. A line of credit that can move millions overnight… tossed away like a cigarette butt."
My fingers trembled. I forced them still.
"Maybe whoever owned it realized it wasn’t worth much."
"Worthless?" He laughed softly.
"This card pays fifty men without a question. Opens any door. Buys silence, loyalty—blood if needed. Only an idiot would throw that away."
He slid it back into his pocket. My card.
"Vittoria arrives tonight," he said. "The welcome feast is tomorrow. You're coming."
"I will," I said.
His smile bloomed—dazzling, blind. "There's my good girl."
He leaned to kiss me. I turned my head. His lips grazed my cheek. He froze.
"I'm tired," I whispered.
Surprise flickered across his face. He wasn't accustomed to rejection. His hand tightened on my waist.
"Alright," he said slowly. "Go to bed. But don't think I'm letting you sulk."
He pulled me back against his chest, his arms steel bands. His chin rested on my shoulder.
"You need to learn, Elena," he murmured, hand splaying over my stomach, covering his children. "Everyone is working for this alliance. Vittoria is trying to help you. And you're throwing a tantrum like a child."
He pressed a kiss to my hair. "Don't disappoint me tomorrow."
His breathing evened out, , while I lay rigid, my jaw locked. I stared at the dark window.
Outside, the Hudson flowed on. And in my pocket, the ultrasound crinkled, two heartbeats ticking like a bomb against my hip.
Chapter 2
The next evening, Alessandro's arm locked around my waist like a steel band as he guided me into the ballroom. Crystal chandeliers blazed overhead, and the air smelled of money and gunpowder. The Family had gathered to welcome Vittoria. My body went rigid as we passed the elders; their eyes slid over me with smirks of contempt before snapping straight to Alessandro with respect.
"You will smile tonight," he murmured against my temple, his lips brushing my forehead in a parody of tenderness. "You will shake her hand. Don't disappoint me."
Then I saw her.
Vittoria stood beneath the lights, a vision in white silk—the color of snow that hid blood. Diamonds glittered at her throat. She looked every inch the Donna I would never be.
"Elena!" Her voice rang out, sweet as poison. She glided over, her hand extended, her eyes scanning my simple navy dress with a flicker of amusement. "We meet at last."
She took my hands. Her fingers were ice-cold.
"I hope you don't hate me," she pouted, her lower lip trembling in practiced vulnerability. "I know this must be... difficult. To see your place adjusted."
I opened my mouth, but Alessandro spoke over me, his hand tightening on my hip.
"Elena understands the Family's needs," he said, his voice carrying that casual authority that made the room nod. "She's our bookkeeper. She knows relationships are secondary to the bloodline."
He laughed. The men laughed. I stood there, carved from stone, as he dismissed three years of my body and soul with a single word—secondary.
I excused myself, claiming the restroom. The hallway stretched before me, lined with mirrors that reflected my pale face.
"Running away, little Rossi?"
Vittoria's voice slithered from the shadows. She emerged, swirling a glass of red wine, her heels clicking like hammers against the marble.
"If I didn't know better," she said, eyes dragging from my unadorned throat to my simple shoes, "I'd assume you were one of the staff. Or a widow in mourning." She smiled, sharp as a blade. "Ah, but Rossi women don't mourn, do they? They simply disappear. Like your grandmother. Like your parents in that car accident."
My fists clenched. The crash that killed them—he'd sworn he'd never spoken of it.
"He told me everything," she purred. "How you wake screaming from nightmares. How you sleep with a knife under your pillow." She leaned in, her perfume suffocating. "He tells me everything, Elena. We lie in bed and laugh about how... fragile you are."
The floor tilted.
"Tonight," she whispered, "he will come to my suite at the Plaza. He will take off my dress—the one you found in his wardrobe, the white silk you thought was a gift for you? I wore it first. He said you were too cold, too broken, to wear something so pure." Her lips brushed my ear. "He said you could never satisfy him the way I do. That you're like fucking a ghost."
Bile rose in my throat. I remembered that dress—how he'd kissed me when he gave it to me, humming that old Sicilian song, calling me his only love.
"You're lying," I choked out.
"Am I?" She stepped back, her smile widening. "Check his phone, Elena. The suite is booked for tonight. Anniversary special." She tilted her head. "Oh, that's right. You don't know the password. He changed it three months ago. The day we started sharing the bed."
She dropped her wine glass. It shattered against the marble, red liquid splashing across the white floor like blood.
"I'll have him back," she said. "You were just the warm body in his bed while he waited for a real queen. A nobody warming the sheets of a man who could have bought you with pocket change."
I stood in the hallway, trembling, the shards of crystal reflecting my broken face.
Chapter 3
Vittoria leaned in, her breath reeking of expensive vodka and cruelty.
"He's been mine since Christmas," she whispered, her lips brushing my ear like a viper's kiss. "All those nights you thought he was managing the docks? He was in my bed at the Plaza. If he hadn't been so careful, I'd already be carrying his heir—unlike you, with your useless, barren womb."
My blood turned to ice. "What?"
"You can never give birth, can you, Elena?" She smiled, eyes dropping to my stomach with predatory precision. "Alessandro is disgusted by your broken body. He told me he's been counting the days until he can discard you like the defective toy you are. After all, the Family needs an heir. A real Donna." She leaned closer, her diamond earring scratching my cheek. ""Don't worry, little bookkeeper. When I'm pregnant with his true heir, you'll be the first to know. You can serve as our midwife."
"Vittoria!" My voice cracked, tears blinding me. "You shameless—"
I shoved her. She stumbled back with a theatrical cry, crashing into the champagne tower. Crystal exploded. The sacred chalice used to seal the alliance shattered against the marble, red wine spreading like arterial spray across the floor.
Silence swallowed the room.
"Elena!" Alessandro's roar cut through the crowd. He pushed through the Family elders, his face a mask of fury. He didn't look at the broken chalice, or at Vittoria's fake tears. He looked at me—with resentment so sharp it could have cut glass.
"What the hell are you doing?!"
"I didn't... I barely touched her..." I whispered, trembling as every eye turned to stare.
Alessandro knelt to lift Vittoria, cradling her in his arms like a broken saint. The sight of his hands on her waist—the same hands that had held me last night—sent a blade through my chest.
"Let's leave," Vittoria sobbed. "She's been unstable since the Rossi massacre... I don't want her humiliated in front of the Family."
Alessandro's jaw tightened. He saw the cameras—the Bratva enforcers recording everything. His reputation, the alliance, his image as a Don who controlled his house.
"Elena," he growled. "Follow me. Now."
He didn't take her to the bridal suite. He turned toward the service stairs, descending to the cellar. The Hole—cold concrete, a single bulb, the smell of rust and old bleach.
He shoved me inside. Vittoria followed, leaning against the doorframe with a smirk.
"Clean the wine off her shoes," Alessandro commanded, nodding at Vittoria's stained Louboutins. "You broke the chalice, you lick the mess."
"I will not," I choked out, my heart pulverized. "I won't bow to her."
Alessandro's eyes darkened. He moved so fast I barely saw it—his hand caught my shoulder, shoving me down. My knees crashed against the concrete. I clutched my belly instinctively, terror shooting through me as I thought of the twins.
"You ungrateful—" he snarled, fingers digging into my arm. "The Family saw you attack her! They expect punishment!"
"She threatened to take my children!"
"And she should!" Alessandro bellowed. "Look at you! A Rossi ghost, a broken soldier who can't even control her temper! Even if you bore those twins, do you think the Family would let them rule? You'd doom them to assassination by age five!"
He leaned down, his face inches from mine, blue eyes blazing with anger and something like desperate concern. "Vittoria can give them legitimacy. Safety. A pure bloodline. You? You'd just get them killed. Is that what you want?
"Besides, you can’t even have children. All this screaming and raging from you is completely meaningless."
I stared at him, devastated. He truly believed this.
"Don't be too harsh," Vittoria said from the doorway. "She's just... emotional. It's not her fault she was raised in the gutter."
"Shut up," I hissed.
Alessandro's hand moved. Not an open palm—the butt of his gun, cracking against my cheekbone. The impact sent me sprawling, my head ringing, blood filling my mouth.
I lay on the cold concrete, tasting copper, the betrayal cutting deeper than the blow.