Chapter 3
Lorenzo tore into the bedroom with the color drained from his face, scooped me up, and ran for the hospital.
The doctor said my condition was dangerous, that the pregnancy needed to be stabilized at once.
Lorenzo stood outside the operating room and, for the first time, lost every shred of the composure that made men lower their eyes when he entered.
"I don't want you to save the baby! Save the mother! Did you hear me?! I said save the mother!!"
When I woke, he was sitting at the edge of the bed, his eyes bloodshot, his forearm still wrapped in bandages.
Carmela folded her hands at her waist and lowered her voice to tell me that on the way to the hospital, the car had nearly gone under a delivery truck.
It was Lorenzo who had thrown himself over me to shield me, his arm laid open by the shattered glass. More than a dozen stitches.
And he hadn't waited for the anesthetic to take hold before coming back to the room to watch over me.
I shrank away from the arm reaching for me and asked softly,
"Lorenzo, what exactly do you mean by all of this?"
Lorenzo looked at me with reddened eyes.
"All because of one gift, you're going to put us through all of this. Is that it?"
"Adriana just got back into the country. That gift was nothing more than common courtesy."
"You only saw a seven-figure necklace. You didn't see that every single thing under this roof, all of it, I bought for you and the baby."
"You couldn't sleep, so I had the mattress made to order for you."
"You couldn't stand the smell of oil in the kitchen, so I came home the moment business let me go, to make you soup with my own hands."
"I painted the nursery myself. I built the furniture for our child with these hands."
"I've worked to be a good husband, a good father. I never imagined that in your eyes, none of it could weigh against a single necklace."
He pressed a hand over the wound, looking at me with disappointment.
"Francesca, I can give you so much love. I'd lay down my life for you and the baby without a second's thought."
"But I can't give you money. I won't have money mixed into what we have."
After that, he started a cold war with me.
Whatever I said, he behaved as though the words had never reached him.
Every night he claimed the Family's business kept him late, and he slept behind a separate door.
He even went out of his way to needle me, saying I loved him with my mouth while my heart only counted his money,
just waiting for me to back down, to explain, to apologize.
But with Adriana he grew closer and closer, sitting down to dinners with her, taking her to gallery openings, throwing tribute at her feet to keep her smiling.
Carmela tried to reason with me. She folded her hands and lowered her gaze first, the way she always did before relaying the will of the house.
"Ma'am, the young master is only sulking. He loves you so. The money may never touch your hands, but is a single dollar of it not spent on you and the baby?"
"If I were you, I'd hurry and apologize. Promise never to quarrel with him over money again."
I opened my mouth, but my chest was knotted tight with misery.
I asked myself,
"Francesca, is that necklace truly so important?"
I looked at the floor scattered with the toys he'd carved by hand, at the nursery he'd painted himself,
and for one moment, I truly wavered.
But it was right then that my father was diagnosed with kidney failure.
I set my pride aside and went to Lorenzo, and didn't even dare to call it anything but a loan, a debt I would repay.
Yet all he gave me back was disgust and disappointment.
"Francesca, how can you still be like this?"
In that moment, I finally understood.
What I cared about had never been that one necklace.
It was that Lorenzo's love was an exam I could never pass.
I poured out everything I had to prove my heart was true, and still he found me wanting;
yet Adriana had only to exist, and he'd already marked her perfect.
Now this was the third time I wanted out of the union.
This time, I was going through with it.
I waited for Lorenzo on the living room sofa the whole night.
From dark until first light, the study door stayed shut.
Through that one door, Adriana's laughter drifted out now and then, and Lorenzo's voice, deliberately lowered, coaxing, soothing.
I sat on the sofa, gripping the dissolution papers in my hand, and what had begun as fury slowly drained away, until in the end there was nothing left but numbness. My thumb found the thin gold band on my finger and turned it, once.
Chapter 4
Just before dawn, I couldn't hold out any longer and drifted off against the couch in the sitting room, half-conscious under the low tick of the mantel clock.
Somewhere between sleep and waking, someone gently laid a blanket over me.
My eyes snapped open and I grabbed his wrist.
Lorenzo froze mid-motion.
He looked down at me, and for a single instant something panicked flickered in his eyes before his face hardened again into the mask the Vitale name required.
Clutching at his sleeve, I asked hoarsely,
"The dissolution papers. Did you read them?"
Lorenzo's expression went cold in an instant.
"Francesca, are you done making a scene?"
He pulled his hand back, like he'd been holding it in all night and finally couldn't anymore.
"You want to end this union over three hundred thousand dollars?"
I looked at him, and suddenly the whole thing felt so absurd I almost laughed.
"Lorenzo, that money is what's keeping my father alive."
"You're willing to drape a four-hundred-thousand-dollar collar on Adriana's dog, but you won't lend me three hundred thousand to save my father's life?"
Lorenzo's fists clenched, his face dark. His right hand rose, and one by one he cracked the knuckles, slow and deliberate.
"The money is mine. How I spend it is my business. It's none of yours."
I stared at him, numb.
"But don't forget."
"For this marriage, for our child, I gave up my place at the family's table on my own."
"Every year of tribute I earned, my savings from before the wedding, every cent I handed to you."
"You were so afraid I'd married in for the bloodline's claim that you wouldn't even let me live in the house your family kept ready. You insisted we buy our own."
"This home, I bought it myself. I paid the down payment myself."
My voice was cracking, little by little.
"Lorenzo, all I asked was to borrow three hundred thousand."
"After everything I've given you over the years, isn't that more than three hundred thousand already?"
Lorenzo's face was ugly.
But what rose in his eyes wasn't guilt. It was disappointment.
"Francesca, you're tallying up money with me now?"
He looked at me like it pained him to the core.
"I love you so much I'd give up my own life for you and the baby, and now you're counting dollars with me?"
He stepped back half a pace, as if he were finally seeing me clearly.
"Adriana was right after all."
"You married me for the money."
"You never brought it up before because the time wasn't right."
"The second something happens to your father, you start figuring out how to pull cash out of my hands."
A dry, hollow laugh escaped me.
"Think whatever you want."
I pushed the dissolution papers across to him. The paper slid over the polished wood and stopped against his hand.
"I want out. I won't take a single cent of your money. All I want is to sell the house and take back the down payment I paid."
Lorenzo's face turned to ice.
"No. I won't dissolve anything."
"This house is our marital home. You don't get to sell it. My name is on the deed too, and as long as I don't sign, you can't move it. Don't even dream about getting a cent."
I looked at him, and suddenly I didn't even have the strength left to argue.
"Lorenzo, you say you love me."
"And yet you'd stand there and watch my father die."
I said softly,
"Your love. It's terrifying."
Lorenzo pressed his lips into a thin line, as if my words had stung him.
But in the end he only turned and walked toward the study.
"Think it over carefully."
"Kidney failure is a bottomless pit. It'll bleed you dry for the rest of his life."
"You can choose the blood you came from, the ones who'll need you pouring money into them forever, or you can choose me and the baby."
"Francesca, it's your decision."
The study door closed again, and the lock turned with a small, final sound in the quiet house.
Lorenzo seemed to have forgotten that before I became the caged wife of a Don's heir, I had been the sharpest mind in a family's legal apparatus.
And what I was best at was severing unions like this one.
I'd left one last shred of dignity for our marriage, but now he'd torn it away.
Lorenzo's threats meant nothing to me anymore.
Chapter 5
I wouldn't choose him.
I dialed the shylock's number.
"Yes. I want the money."
"My house as collateral."
"I don't care what the vig is. I need it today."
The moment the debt cleared, I went straight to the hospital.
I didn't just cover the three hundred thousand.
I paid for every treatment to follow, switched him to the finest medications, hired a private nurse, booked the best single room the ward had.
When they wheeled my father into the room, my mother sat beside the bed, looking like she could finally breathe.
Watching them, worn out and uneasy, I felt a sharp ache in my chest.
If I hadn't married into the Vitale blood.
All of this, I could have done with ease.
It was love that had stripped me down to nothing, one step at a time.
The door flew open with a kick.
Lorenzo stormed in, eyes bloodshot, Adriana Bellini trailing behind him like a shadow that knew exactly where the knife was.
He took in the private room, then the receipt on the table, and his face darkened in an instant.
"Francesca! Adriana told me you were here throwing tribute around, buying up a VIP room, and I didn't believe her."
"I never thought you'd actually have the nerve."
He crossed the room in a few strides, his voice frighteningly cold.
"Where did this money come from?"
My mother shot to her feet in fright, the hem of her sleeve already twisting between her fingers.
"Lorenzo, please, don't be angry."
"We won't stay here. We'll move back to a regular room right away."
"It's our fault for being a burden on Francesca. Please, don't let us come between the two of you."
My father braced himself against the bed, straightening the collar of his gown with trembling fingers, trying to sit up.
"Francesca, I won't take the treatment."
"Don't tear your life apart for my sake."
My eyes burned at their words, and I stepped right in front of them.
"Get out."
Lorenzo's expression shifted.
"Francesca, who do you think you're talking to?"
I stared him down.
"I told you to get out. Don't disturb my parents' rest."
Adriana tugged gently at Lorenzo's sleeve, her fingers drifting to the bracelet at her wrist, turning it once.
"Francesca, you suddenly come up with this kind of money. Of course Lorenzo's going to wonder."
"You're still carrying his blood. Don't do anything to betray the Family."
My father shook with rage and climbed straight off the bed.
"You apologize to her!"
"My daughter is decent and honest. You've no right to drag her name through the mud!"
Adriana instantly shrank into Lorenzo's arms, eyes red, and cried out:
"Lorenzo, he's going to hit me!"
Lorenzo's face changed in a flash, and he shoved my father aside.
"Who said you could touch her!"
My father slammed hard into the nightstand, the corner of his forehead splitting open at once, blood streaming down his face.
He collapsed to the floor, lips white, without even the strength to cry out in pain.
My mother screamed and threw herself toward him.
"Matteo!"
My mind went blank with a roar, and I rushed out shouting:
"Doctor! Somebody, help!"
Lorenzo froze where he stood, staring at his own hands, the fury on his face finally giving way to panic.
"I didn't mean to. I just didn't want him hurting Adriana."
I stood up and slapped him hard across the face.
"And Adriana spreading filthy lies about me, that's fine?"
Lorenzo's head snapped to the side from the blow, and Adriana rushed to steady him, all tenderness.
"Lorenzo, don't blame Francesca. She's just too worked up right now."
Lorenzo looked at me, eyes red.
"Francesca, I'll ask you one last time. Where did the money come from?"
I went very still. My thumb found the thin gold band on my finger, and I turned it once, slow, before I let out a cold laugh and held the phone up to his face.
The shylock's ledger was right there, clear as day.
"See it?"
"A debt. My house against the vig."
"High interest. Cleared today."
Lorenzo's pupils contracted sharply.