Chapter 2
Someone seemed to snap out of it.
"Oh, right, it's Effie's birthday today too. Effie, what's your birthday wish?"
Flora cut in first, smiling as she said,
"Her birthday wish was to date Edmund. Already came true."
She turned to look at me.
"Effie, why don't you dance for us? You've had a bad leg since you were little, always sneaking looks at me dancing. You must really want to try, don't you?"
Someone in the crowd spoke up.
"Come on, her leg's bad, how's she supposed to dance?"
Flora tilted her head, her voice all innocence and concern.
"It's because her leg's bad that she should dance even more. You all keep treating her like an invalid and letting her off, and she'll never get past it."
The words had barely landed when a hard shove pushed me into the middle.
"Dance! Dance! Dance!"
I lost my balance and hit the floor hard.
My left leg wouldn't hold. I struggled twice and couldn't get up.
The drinks on the table went over, all of it spilling down onto me.
Liquor dripped from my hair and stuck wet against my face.
Laughter broke out all around.
I looked over at Edmund. The smile still hadn't left the corner of his mouth.
My gaze moved across his arm, and I saw the horrifying scar was gone.
So today, coming to celebrate Flora's birthday, he hadn't even bothered to stick the fake on to fool me.
My chest clenched hard, something sour surging up.
Flora reached down to help me up.
"You awful people, don't you dare laugh at my sister!"
"She didn't choose to have a bad leg."
She looked at me, beaming.
"Happy birthday, sis. Come to our dance studio next time and I'll teach you."
Someone egged him on.
"Mr. Gilbert, what birthday gift did you get?"
Edmund took out two boxes and handed one to Flora first.
She opened it. A gemstone necklace, the shine of it almost painful to look at.
The box in my hands got plucked away by Flora and opened.
Five pairs of white socks. Cheap, off a street stall.
Plain white, coarse, cheap.
Like me in Edmund's eyes.
Edmund's tone was flat.
"Effie, you never wear jewelry, so I got you something practical."
The room went quiet for a beat.
Then someone snorted out a laugh.
I dropped the socks and turned to walk out.
As I pushed the door open, Flora called after me,
"Sis, what's wrong? We haven't even cut the cake yet."
Edmund threw out an arm to stop me.
"Stop! What's with the temper?"
His brow furrowed, his voice full of impatience.
"Get back here. Don't ruin the mood."
I stopped, turned around, and looked straight at him.
Then I said it slowly.
"Let's break up, Edmund."
The air went silent all at once.
Edmund froze for a second, then jerked his head up.
His brow knotted tight.
"Effie, you really have to make a scene right now?"
I didn't answer. I gave a small, bitter laugh, turned, and left.
Flora's voice drifted after me.
"My sister's been like this since she was little… her leg's bad, and she's very sensitive. It's my fault, I helped Edmund pick out the gift, I should've thought it through more…"
Her voice was full of apology.
"Should I go find her and explain?"
Edmund gave a cold laugh.
"Let her go! We'll keep celebrating."
The next day, my mother sent a message telling me to come home.
I'd barely pushed the door open when a slap landed across my face.
My cheek stung, burning in an instant.
My mother glared at me, shoving her phone up to my face, her voice shrill.
"What is this?! Effie, how could you be so shameless?!"
My face went white in an instant.
On the screen was the video from that day in the car, the one Edmund had coaxed me into letting him film.
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He'd said it was just a keepsake, that he swore he'd never send it to anyone.
I'd believed him.
I never thought Edmund would casually let Flora watch something that private between us.
Cold spread through me, and my throat felt like a hand was crushing it shut.
Flora stood off to the side and let out a sigh.
"Sis, Mom's heart isn't good. How could you do something like this? She's absolutely furious…"
Dad slammed his hand down on the table.
"This is disgraceful! If you had even half of Flora's sense, you'd never have pulled something so out of line!"
He jabbed a finger at my face.
"Fine, then. You can earn your own tuition from now on! You seem to think you're so capable!"
The air choked out of my chest, like I'd taken a fist straight to it.
I opened my mouth, and not a single word came out.
Dad went on.
"Twins, twins, so how does one turn out so brilliant, and the other end up a cripple who still loves playing dirty tricks?"
Flora hooked her arms around Dad's and gave it a little shake.
"That's enough, Dad, don't say that. Sis will get upset. Then she'll go and secretly toss or smash the limited-edition pieces in my room again, and I'll be the one who suffers."
Mom and Dad's faces darkened further.
I drew in a deep breath.
All these years, Flora had conjured up things out of nothing more times than I could count.
Every single one ended the same way, with me getting yelled at, me apologizing, me kneeling in the living room in tears writing out a confession.
And I'd actually believed Edmund wouldn't show that video to anyone.
I was too stupid.
"Flora." I looked at her. "You've been the center of everyone's world your whole life. Why do you need to tell these lies to make Mom and Dad hate me?"
Her expression crumpled into hurt at once.
"Sis, how can you think that of me? You've done so many things to bully me, but we're sisters after all, blood is thicker than water. I never held any of it against you."
Dad's voice came out cold.
"If only Flora were the only daughter we had."
Years of swallowed hurt and anger crested all at once.
"I'm not coming back to this house again." My eyes swept over them. "From now on, pretend you never had this daughter."
Dad was shaking with rage.
"Fine! You think you're something! Walk out that door and don't you dare come back!"
I lifted my hand and slowly wiped away the thread of blood at the corner of my mouth.
This house had never seemed to have any room for me.
For as long as I could remember, I was always the one overlooked.
Everything Flora did was endearing. She said I'd stolen things from her room, and Mom and Dad believed it without question.
No matter how I explained, no one believed me, because I was a cripple.
Right. In their eyes, why would Flora ever lie to frame a cripple?
She lacked nothing.
Everything I lacked, she had.
My eyes burned and stung. I turned and left.
It didn't matter. I was only a few days away from leaving for out West anyway.
When I reached the bottom of the dorm building, I spotted a Ferrari parked at the curb.
Edmund stood beside it in sunglasses, drawing sidelong stares from everyone around.
"A whole night. No call, no message. Are you done throwing your fit?"
I said nothing.
He took a step forward.
"Yesterday was your fault. Go apologize to Flora. She was scared you'd be angry, cried half the night."
"I'm not apologizing."
I let out a laugh, all of it scorn.
"If she was so scared I'd misunderstand, why didn't she come find me herself?"
"And, Edmund, I thought I made it clear yesterday. We're over."
Rage filled his eyes in an instant, and he grabbed my arm.
"Effie, what do you mean? I never agreed to break up. You say it's over and it's over?"
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I wrenched free of him.
"Whether I mean anything to you, you know that better than anyone."
"Edmund, I thought you were different from other men. Turns out I was wrong about you."
His brow knotted, and something flickered deep in his eyes before he pushed it back down.
"So it's that the gift I gave you was too cheap?"
"Fine. In a couple of days I'll buy you a Bulgari bracelet. Happy now?"
His voice dropped, coaxing.
"You're about to start at the New York university soon, and I'm heading back to New York to take over the family business right around then. We'll have all the time in the world together. Stop throwing a tantrum."
A moment later he added one more line.
"I honestly thought you weren't the type to care so much about material things."
I lifted my head and looked at him, not blinking.
Every sentence was exactly like before, and back then I never caught it. Every word out of him was a put-down.
The joke of it was, the old me hadn't even felt anything wrong.
"I said, we're done."
Then I turned and walked away.
Behind me came his voice, grinding through his teeth.
"Effie Pruitt, you're going to regret this!"
Back in my dorm, I opened my laptop. My application to the Western research program had been approved.
The place was remote, the conditions rough, no signal of any kind, hardly anyone willing to go.
Which suited me. I didn't want anyone to be able to find me either.
The days that followed were packed. Thesis defense, project paperwork, busy from morning to night.
Edmund didn't come looking for me again, and I stopped thinking about him.
Until one day, someone kicked the dorm door open.
Edmund stood in the doorway, eyes bloodshot.
"Effie Pruitt, get out here!"
I stared at him, thrown.
"Is something wrong?"
He didn't say a word. He seized my wrist, dragged me out, and threw me into the car.
He floored it.
At the hospital, he shoved me into a ward.
He pointed at Flora Pruitt lying in the bed.
"If you've got a grudge, take it out on me. Why hit your own sister with a car?"
I had no idea what he was talking about.
"What are you talking about?"
In the bed, Flora lay with her right leg in a thick cast, her face bone-white.
Two police officers sat beside her, taking a statement.
Flora's voice was faint.
"I was crossing the street when I saw a car coming straight at me. I tried to dodge and still got clipped. I got one look, and the person in the driver's seat... looked like my sister..."
The instant my parents saw me, the hatred in their eyes came at me like knives.
"Effie Pruitt! How could you be so cruel?!"
"She's your own sister, and you ran her down with a car?!"
"She's about to leave for her overseas tour. You're trying to ruin her whole life!"
Then the police spoke up too, saying the security footage had caught a blurry figure whose build was a close match to mine.
Flora's voice drifted out, light as air.
"Don't blame my sister... I'm sure she didn't mean to..."
I stood where I was, cold all over.
My throat felt stuffed with cotton. I couldn't get out a single word.
Just then, the phone in my pocket buzzed.
A message from a friend.
"Effie! Go look online, now! Something's happened!"
I opened the link she'd sent. The headline was glaring.
The article read like it had all the details too, claiming I'd used my disability to milk sympathy, that I'd cozied up to a professor to trade for a project slot, and that I'd frozen out and bullied the other students in my group.
Below it hung the story about me hitting my sister with a car, along with a blurred private video.
The face was fuzzed out, but anyone who knew me would recognize me in a glance.