Chapter 1

Four years ago, I was sold to the highest bidder at an auction.

I was twenty-two, standing on a stage in a velvet dress shivering under blinding lights. My parents sold me before they died. A debt payment to a mafia lord I had never met.

Then Lewis Langford stood up.

He didn’t bid. He walked up to the stage, shot the auctioneer in the leg, and took my hand.

“You’re coming with me,” he had said. His voice was low, safe, a promise.

He gave me a new life. He made me Mrs. Langford.

For four years, I thought I was the luckiest woman alive. Everyone did. The tabloids called us the golden couple. The underworld feared him, but he was gentle with me. He brushed my hair. He kissed my scars. He told me I was the only thing that mattered.

I believed him. God, I was so stupid.

Three weeks ago, the private jet was hijacked.

I was flying to meet him in Italy. Then the pilot screamed. Gunshots. Men in masks storming the cabin. They demanded a ransom. They demanded Lewis.

But Lewis didn’t answer.

For three days, I was held at gunpoint. No food. No water. Just the terrifying silence of a husband who wasn’t coming for me.

Then the rescue came. Not Lewis. Just his men. Gunfire. Smoke. A blow to my head that sent me into the dark.

When I woke up, the world was white and blurry.

The smell of antiseptic burned my nose. My head throbbed like it was being split open. I tried to move my hand, but my body felt heavy, weighed down by anesthesia.

I heard voices.

Low. Angry.

“...she’s stable, sir. The head injury was severe, but she’ll wake up soon.”

“Why?”

The word was sharp. Cold. It was Lewis.

My heart leaped. He was here. He came. I tried to open my eyes, to call his name, but my throat was too dry.

“Sir?” The doctor sounded confused.

“I asked why she is awake,” Lewis said, his voice devoid of any warmth. “You should have left her on that plane.”

My breath hitched. The machine beside me beeped faster.

“Boss,” another voice cut in. His right-hand man, Marcus. “We couldn’t just leave her. The press would talk. The ransom—”

“I don’t care about the ransom!” Lewis snapped. “I paid the hijackers to stall. I needed time.”

Time?

“Celina is with me now,” Lewis said softly.

The name hit me like a bullet.

Celina.

My twin sister. The one who ran away five years ago. The one who left me to clean up our parents' mess. The one who left me to be sold.

“She was the one I wanted four years ago. Beatrice was just… a placeholder. She looked like her. That was enough, so I bought Beatrice because I knew Celina would come back.”

Tears leaked from my closed eyes, sliding hot into my ears.

A placeholder?

Four years of marriage. Four years of ‘I love you’. Four years of waking up in his arms.

All because I had her face?

“It’s messy now,” Lewis muttered. “Celina is fragile. If she sees Beatrice… if she sees the cheap copy walking around… it will upset her.”

“What do you want us to do?” Marcus asked.

“Better if she’s paralyzed,” Lewis said flatly. “Or if she never wakes up. A coma would be convenient. A tragic widow is useful. A living ex-wife is a problem.”

I wanted to scream. I wanted to sit up and slap him. But I couldn’t move. I was trapped in my own body, listening to the man I loved discuss my murder like a business transaction.

Then the door opened.

“Mr. Langford,” a new voice said. Urgent. “We have the test results.”

“I don’t care,” Lewis said. “I’m leaving. Celina is waiting in the car.”

“Sir, you need to know,” the doctor insisted. “Mrs. Langford is pregnant. Seven weeks.”

The room went dead silent.

My heart hammered against my ribs.

A baby.

We had been trying for two years. I had prayed for this. I had imagined his face when I told him. He would cry. He would hold me. He would be so happy.

“Pregnant?” Lewis repeated.

“Yes,” the doctor said, sounding relieved. “But because of the trauma and the medication she’s on… there are risks. We need to start a treatment plan immediately to protect the fetus. With your consent, we can—”

“No.”

The word hung in the air. Heavy. Final.

“Sir?”

“There is no treatment plan,” Lewis said, his voice smooth as glass. “There is no baby.”

“Mr. Langford, the child is healthy. If we act now—”

“You’re not hearing me,” Lewis cut him off. He stepped closer to the bed. I could smell his cologne. The same scent I used to bury my face in.

He leaned down, his lips brushing my ear.

“Get rid of it,” he whispered, loud enough for the room to hear, cruel enough to kill me. “I finally have the original. I don’t need a spare heir from a counterfeit.”

He straightened up and walked toward the door.

“Clean this up, Doctor. If that thing is still inside her when I come back, you lose your license. And your hands.”

The door slammed shut.

And my world went black.

When I woke up again, the silence was absolute.

My hands flew to my stomach.

Flat. Soft. Empty.

The hollow ache inside me screamed louder than any physical pain. He did it. He actually did it.

I curled into a ball and screamed into the thin hospital pillow until my throat bled.

Hours later, I was discharged. No Lewis. No car. Just me and the clothes on my back, standing on the cold pavement.

Lewis had been my entire world, and now he was the monster who destroyed it.

I should just die. It would be easier.

But then I remembered his voice. “Better if she’s paralyzed.”

Rage, hot and sharp, pierced through my grief. No. I wouldn’t die. I would live. And I would make him pay.

I still remember it, the number of the woman who ran the auction four years ago. Madame V.

I found a payphone and dialed with shaking fingers.

“Hello?” Her voice was smooth, dangerous.

“It’s Beatrice,” I whispered. “The girl from Lot 77.”

“Beatrice? What did you need from me when your husband ruined my auction four years ago?”

“You remember the man who bid for me? The one who swore he’d pay anything to have me?”

“Yes. He was quite… upset when he lost.”

I took a deep breath, staring at my reflection in the glass.

“Call him,” I said. “Ask him if he still wants to buy me.”

Chapter 2

I wanted to grieve. I wanted to curl up in our bed, smell Lewis on the sheets, and cry for the baby he had ordered to be killed.

But as the iron gates loomed in front of me, I saw lights.

The manor was glowing. Music—soft, classical, the kind Lewis loved—drifted through the open windows. Cars lined the driveway.

A party?

My stomach twisted. I had just lost our child hours ago. He was throwing a party?

I pushed past the confused security guard at the gate—he knew my face, even if it was pale and haunted—and stumbled to the front door. I didn’t knock. I shoved it open.

Laughter died. Heads turned.

And there, in the center of the grand foyer, under the crystal chandelier, stood Lewis.

He was holding a champagne flute, his arm wrapped possessively around a woman in a shimmering gold dress.

Me.

No. Not me.

Celina.

She looked radiant. Healthy. Her hair was perfect, her skin glowing. She looked like the version of me that hadn’t been sold, hadn’t been broken, hadn’t just been scraped hollow by a surgeon’s knife.

A banner hung behind them: WELCOME HOME, MY LOVE.

The room went silent as they saw me. I was dripping wet from the rain, still wearing the cheap grey clothes the hospital gave me, looking like a ghost crashing a wedding.

Celina gasped. She pulled away from Lewis and rushed toward me, her hands fluttering to her mouth.

“Beatrice!” she cried, her voice dripping with sugary concern. “Oh my god! I thought you were resting! The doctor said you needed sleep!”

She reached for me, but I flinched back.

“Resting?” I choked out. “My baby is dead, Celina. And you’re… you’re throwing a party?”

“Shh, sister, please,” she whispered, tears instantly filling her eyes. “I’m so happy to see you. But why are you back? What are you doing here? You should be in bed.”

“What am I doing here? I live here!” I screamed. The grief turned into a fireball in my chest. “You left me! You ran away five years ago and left me to pay our parents' debts! You left me to be sold to the mafia! You left the family!”

Lewis stepped between us, shielding Celina from me as if I were the monster.

“That’s enough,” Lewis growled. His voice was ice. “Celina has been through enough. She lost her memory, Beatrice. She didn’t know. Don’t you dare blame her for your misfortune.”

My misfortune?

“You’re my husband,” I whispered, looking at him. “I needed you today. And you’re here… with her.”

“You’re being dramatic. Just go get some rest. You shouldn’t even be here. Now get out of sight. You’re ruining the mood.”

He turned his back on me.

Just like that.

In the past, if I even frowned, Lewis would burn the world down to make me smile. Now, I was bleeding out emotionally on his rug, and he was checking his watch.

“Fine,” I spat. “Have fun.”

I turned and ran up the stairs. Lewis didn’t follow.

I burst into the master bedroom—our bedroom.

It was already changed. My perfume was gone. My clothes were gone. The closet was filled with gold and silk. Her style.

I needed to leave. I needed to get away from this hell. But I had no money. Lewis had canceled my cards.

Then I remembered.

The study.

My mother’s jewelry. The vintage emerald set she had explicitly left for me in her will. It was the last piece of my old life, the only thing that was truly mine before I signed the marriage contract.

They were on the wall safe.

I ran to the study, my hands shaking. I punched in the code—our wedding date.

Beep. Click.

The heavy door swung open.

I grabbed the velvet pouch containing the emerald necklace and the diamond rings. I didn’t care about the market value. I just needed to sell them. I needed to survive.

WEEE-OOO! WEEE-OOO!

A piercing alarm shattered the air.

I froze. He had changed the silent protocols.

The door slammed open. Lewis stood there, his chest heaving. He wasn't just angry; he looked insulted. Two guards stood behind him.

"I give you a home, I give you a life," Lewis said, his voice dangerously low, walking toward me. "And this is how you repay me? By robbing me?"

"I'm not robbing you!" I cried, clutching the pouch to my chest. "These are mine! Mom left them to me! They are my personal property!"

Lewis stopped in front of me, towering over my trembling form. He didn't yell. He just held out his hand, palm up.

"You forget your place, Beatrice," he said coldly. "When we married, we merged assets. You don't have 'personal property.' You are my wife. You belong to me. And everything you hold belongs to this house."

"I need to leave, Lewis! I have nothing!"

"You have a roof over your head. You have food. You have me," he countered, his logic twisted and suffocating. "You only 'have nothing' because you are trying to run away. A loyal wife wants for nothing."

He snatched the pouch from my hands with a sharp tug.

"No!" I gasped, reaching for it.

He caught my wrist, his grip bruising. "Stop it. You're embarrassing yourself."

Celina appeared in the doorway, looking effortlessly elegant. She spotted the jewelry in Lewis's hand and her eyes lit up.

"Oh, Lewis," she sighed, walking over and resting her hand on his shoulder. "Is that Mother's emerald set? I remember she always promised that to the daughter who made the family proud."

Lewis looked at me—disheveled, desperate, rebellious—and then at Celina—perfect, compliant, beautiful.

"You're right," Lewis said. He turned to me, his eyes hard. "These jewels are for the Mistress of Langford Manor. Someone who upholds the dignity of this family. Not someone who tries to pawn them off like a common criminal."

He handed the pouch to Celina.

"Keep them safe, Celina. At least one of you knows how to appreciate quality."

"Thank you, Lewis," Celina beamed, clutching my inheritance. She looked at me with a sad, pitying smile. "Beatrice, don't be jealous. I'll take good care of them."

"You can't do this!" I screamed, the injustice burning my throat. "I am your wife, Lewis! Not her!"

"Then start acting like it," Lewis snapped. "Wives don't steal. Wives submit."

He turned to the guards.

"She's hysterical. She needs to cool down." He gestured to the door. "Take her to the basement holding room. Keep her there until the party is over. I can't have her manic episodes ruining Celina's welcome home celebration."

"Basement?" I choked out as the guards grabbed my arms. "Lewis, please! It's freezing down there! I just had surgery!"

"Then you should have stayed in bed instead of trying to rob my safe," he said dismissively, turning his back on me to admire the necklace on Celina's neck. "Take her away."

Chapter 3

When the guards finally dragged me back upstairs the next morning, I didn’t fight. I didn’t scream. I just walked into his study, placed my hands on his desk, and said the words that had been building in my chest for days.

“I want a divorce.”

Lewis didn’t even look up from his paperwork. He just sighed, a sound of mild annoyance, like I had asked for a different color of curtains.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Beatrice.”

“I’m not being ridiculous,” I said, my voice shaking but firm. “You took my baby. You gave my mother’s jewelry to my sister. You locked me in a basement while you paraded her around as the mistress of this house. There is nothing left here for me.”

He finally looked up. His eyes were hard, devoid of any warmth.

“There is plenty left here for you. You are Mrs. Lewis Langford. You have a reputation to uphold.”

“Reputation?” I laughed, a hollow, broken sound. “You destroyed my reputation last night! You called me a thief in front of your guards!”

“And you proved me right by trying to pawn family heirlooms,” he countered smoothly. “But that’s internal. To the world, we are the golden couple. The envy of the city. I will not have a scandalous divorce ruining my stock prices just because you’re feeling emotional.”

He stood up and walked around the desk, leaning against the edge, crossing his arms.

“Besides, people are already talking. They saw your little outburst at the gate. Rumors are spreading that you’re jealous of your own twin sister’s return. That you’re unstable.”

“I am not unstable!” I cried. “I just lost a child!”

“Exactly,” Lewis said, pointing a finger at me. “And that is why you will attend the charity gala tonight. You will wear the dress I picked out. You will smile. You will play the grieving but supportive wife. And you will show everyone how happy you are that your dear sister Celina is back.”

“I won’t do it,” I whispered.

Lewis stepped closer, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper.

“You will, because where would you go without me when you have nothing?”

My blood ran cold. He knew exactly where to hit.

“Fine,” I choked out. “I’ll go.”

The gala was a blur of flashing lights and fake smiles.

I wore a black velvet gown, high-necked and long-sleeved, hiding the bruises on my arms. I stood by Lewis’s side, a silent statue of grief, while he charmed investors and accepted condolences for our “loss.”

“My poor wife,” he would say, squeezing my hand just a little too hard. “She’s devastated, of course. But having her sister back has been such a blessing.”

And there she was.

Celina.

She was wearing my emerald necklace. The one Lewis had ripped from my hands. It glittered against her pale skin, a mockery of everything I had lost.

She floated through the room, charming everyone, playing the part of the miraculous survivor.

“Oh, Beatrice is so strong,” I heard her telling a group of socialites. “I’m just here to support her. Lewis has been such a rock for both of us.”

She winked at me from across the room. A small, triumphant smirk that only I could see.

I felt sick. I excused myself to the restroom, splashing cold water on my face. When I came back out, I looked for Lewis to tell him I was ready to leave.

I found them on the balcony.

They were in the shadows, away from the crowd. Lewis had his back to me, but I could see Celina clearly. Her arms were wrapped around his neck. She was whispering something in his ear, and he was laughing—a genuine, warm laugh I hadn’t heard in years.

Then he leaned in.

And kissed her.

It wasn’t a friendly peck. It was deep. Passionate. Possessive.

I stood there, frozen. My husband. My sister.

The next morning, I woke up to the sound of hammering.

I dragged myself out of bed and followed the noise down the hall. It was coming from the room we had prepared for the baby. The nursery.

The door was open.

Workmen were carrying out the crib. The rocking chair. The soft yellow wallpaper with the little ducks was being stripped away.

“What are you doing?” I asked, my voice trembling.

Celina stepped out of the room, wearing a silk robe—my silk robe. She smiled brightly.

“Oh, good morning, sleepyhead! Lewis thought it was too painful for you to see the nursery every day when there's no child. So he suggested we turn it into my suite! Since I’ll be staying for a while.”

She gestured to the workers.

“Be careful with that vanity! It’s vintage!”

She turned back to me, her eyes wide and innocent.

“You don’t mind, do you, Beatrice? I mean, you’re not using it anymore. And Lewis said you needed to move on.”

Move on.

My baby wasn’t even cold in the ground, and they were erasing him. Erasing me.

“No,” I said softly. “I don’t mind. Take it all.”

I turned and walked back to my room. I closed the door and locked it.

I sat on the edge of the bed and pulled my phone from under the mattress. My hands were shaking as I opened my messages.

There was one unread notification.

Sender: Madame V

Message: The contract is ready. The client has agreed to your terms. He requires a wife who is discreet, obedient, and has nothing left to lose. Are you ready to disappear, Mrs. Langford?

No, Ex-Husband, You Already Lost Me

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