Chapter 2

My boot sank into the freezing mud just beyond the iron threshold.

"Keep moving, rogue," Torin shouted from the watchtower above, his crossbow aimed at my chest. "Alpha's orders. You don't stop until you hit the treeline."

"You don't need the weapon, Torin," I yelled back, staring up at the shadow in the tower. "I wrote half the patrol laws for this territory. I know how exile works."

"Then follow them," Torin snapped. "Close the gate!"

The heavy iron doors groaned, slamming shut with a final, metallic thud.

I turned my back on the Blackpine territory and trudged half a mile through the sleet. The abandoned perimeter outpost sat at the edge of the woods. The sagging wooden structure was where I kept my emergency border-patrol gear.

I shoved the splintered door open, only to find a young wolf standing by the hearth. He held a spear tightly in his hands.

"You aren't supposed to be here," Jace said, his voice cracking slightly.

"Stand down, Jace," I said, stepping into the damp room. "I am just collecting my pack."

"Alpha Damon ordered the perimeter sealed," he said. He lowered the spear but kept his stance rigid. "Elder Thorne announced the judgment to the border patrol ten minutes ago. They said you poisoned Lola."

"And you believe them?" I asked. I walked past him to the loose floorboards in the corner.

Jace shifted his weight. "The healer found the silver."

"The healer found what Lola wanted him to find," I said. I pried the wooden plank up with my fingernails. "Are you going to arrest me, Jace? Or are you going to let me take my winter boots?"

He stared at the floor. "You saved my brother during the rogue raid last winter. I won't stop you. But you need to hurry."

"Thank you," I said flatly.

I dragged my canvas emergency pack from the dirt hole. My fingers were stiff from the biting cold. The hidden pouch in my sleeve pulsed against my wrist bone, a steady burn reminding me of the skipped dose.

I ripped the leather ties of my pack open, checking the supplies. Two hunting knives. A flint. A spare wool tunic.

And a wooden spool wrapped in grayish-blue thread.

My hands stopped moving.

"What is that?" Jace asked, peering over my shoulder.

"Nothing," I said, my voice tightening.

I picked up the spool. The rough cotton caught on my calloused fingertips.

Three winters ago, the fever nearly took Caleb during a full moon. His tiny body burned against my chest, his breathing ragged. I stayed awake for three days, pressing snow-soaked cloths to his forehead, stitching this exact grayish-blue thread into his first shift cloak to keep my hands from shaking.

"He wore that cloak today," I whispered. I stared at the thread. "While he chose her."

"Caleb is just a boy," Jace offered quietly. "He doesn't understand pack politics."

"It isn't politics," I said, my tone sharpening. "It is betrayal."

"Alpha Damon is just protecting his family," Jace argued, though his voice lacked conviction.

"I was his family," I shot back. "I bled for this territory. I killed for it. And he threw me out over a cup of tea."

"Lola almost died," Jace repeated the pack's official line.

"If I wanted Lola dead, I wouldn't use silver powder," I said, staring directly into Jace's eyes. "I would use a blade. And I wouldn't miss."

Jace swallowed hard, taking another step back.

I squeezed the wooden spool until it dug into my palm.

Then, a different memory surfaced, sharp and sudden.

Eight months ago. The second week Lola lived in our guest room.

I had walked into my apothecary past midnight. Lola stood by the counter, her hands hovering over my mortar and pestle.

"I couldn't sleep," Lola had said, her voice shaking, eyes wide and innocent. "I thought you might have chamomile."

"The tea is in the kitchen," I had replied, pointing her out the door.

I had dismissed her as a restless stray.

"She wasn't looking for tea," I said aloud, the pieces finally snapping together.

"Who?" Jace asked.

"Lola," I said, standing up. "She was in my apothecary. She was finding where I kept my medicine. She planned the swap from the very beginning."

"Why would she do that?" Jace asked.

"To take my place," I said. "And she succeeded."

I unwound a long strand of the grayish-blue thread. I wrapped it tightly around my left index finger, binding the memory to my flesh. I didn't cry. The pain in my chest hardened, calcifying into something cold and sharp.

"Where will you go?" Jace asked.

"North," I said, slinging the heavy pack over my shoulder. "To the Royal Court."

Jace's eyes widened. "The Court? No lone wolf survives the mountain pass in this weather."

"I am not a lone wolf," I said. "I am a soldier."

I walked out of the outpost, leaving Jace standing in the shadows.

I didn't look back toward the pack lands. I faced the jagged peaks of the northern range. The Royal Court lay beyond those mountains. If I was going to survive, I needed sanctuary, and the Court owed me a debt for the rogue Alpha I killed three years ago.

The sleet turned to heavy snow as I climbed the rocky incline. The wind howled, biting through my thin tunic. Every step up the mountain path tested the limits of my endurance. Without my daily dose of the silver powder, my veins felt like they were filled with crushed glass.

The trees thinned out, replaced by jagged gray stones jutting out from the snow. The silence of the mountain was deafening. For sixteen years, I had been surrounded by the noise of the pack. The training yards, the mess hall, Caleb's laughter echoing down the corridors.

Now, there was only the wind.

I tightened the grayish-blue thread around my finger. It bit into my skin, a physical anchor keeping me grounded. I would not let the isolation break me.

I pushed through the pain. I had no other choice.

Two hours into the climb, the strap of my pack dug awkwardly into my collarbone. I paused near a frozen stream to adjust the load. I set the canvas bag on a flat rock and pulled the bottom flap tight.

As I yanked the leather cord, something slipped out from the false bottom of the bag.

It fluttered to the snow-covered ground.

I froze.

It wasn't mine.

I crouched down, picking up the small, empty leather pouch. It was dyed a deep crimson, exactly like the ones I used to store my silver powder. But the texture was wrong. Too smooth.

I turned it over in my palm.

Stamped into the bottom corner of the leather was a crest.

A silver wolf with two heads, entwined in thorny vines.

Chapter 3

"You aren't from the northern borders," I said to the crimson leather in my hand.

I traced the two-headed silver wolf stamped into the corner. The metal crest caught the faint moonlight, cold and unfamiliar.

A sudden, searing heat spiked through the veins in my wrist. My blood answered the crest.

"What are you?" I asked.

No one in Blackpine carried this mark. Damon despised ornate crests. Elder Thorne banned them entirely, calling them relics of the old rogue factions.

I gripped the smooth material. Lola.

"You didn't just find my medicine," I said to the wind. "You brought a replacement."

The memory of that night in the apothecary hit me. Lola standing by the mortar and pestle, her hands shaking. She hadn't been looking for chamomile tea. She had been scouting the room.

"You swapped the pouches," I muttered, my voice hardening. "You emptied my real silver powder into your cup. You took this fake pouch. You planted the evidence in my vanity."

The pieces locked together. A small, sharp satisfaction cut through the cold in my chest. I wasn't crazy. I hadn't been careless. I had been hunted. Lola orchestrated the entire trial from the moment she stepped onto our porch.

"But why this specific pouch?" I asked, turning the leather over.

The powder itself was the real mystery.

"Sixteen years," I whispered, pressing my fingers against my burning wrist.

Every first of the month, I swallowed that bitter silver dust. If I missed a single day, a raging fever would follow. My bones would ache until I couldn't stand.

"A chronic defect," Elder Thorne used to say. "A weak bloodline."

Damon always looked at me with pity when the fever hit. "Take your medicine, Wrenna. We tolerate your weakness because you fight well."

"But what if it wasn't a disease?" I asked the empty trail.

The heat in my wrist flared again. It didn't feel like an infection. It felt alive. The silver powder hadn't been curing an illness. It had been keeping something locked away. Suppressing my true nature.

I folded the crimson leather and tucked it into my canvas bag, right beside the spool of grayish-blue thread.

"You left a trail, Lola," I said, securing the leather strap. "And I excel at tracking. You wanted my rank, but you just handed me my freedom."

A low, unnatural howl tore through the mountain air.

I stopped.

The sound came from the valley below. From Blackpine.

It wasn't a patrol call. It wasn't a hunting cry.

It sounded frantic. Chaotic.

Then, a second howl joined the first. A distress signal.

"Trouble in paradise already?" I asked the darkness.

I stood on the rocky ledge, looking down at the distant torchlights flickering near the pack gates. They were running. The border patrol was scrambling.

"Did Lola drink too much of her own poison?" I mused.

Or maybe Damon finally realized he banished his best fighter just as the winter rogues began their migration.

"Let Damon handle his own mess," I said, turning my back to the valley. "He has his pureblood Luna now."

I pushed higher up the mountain pass. The snow thickened, masking the jagged rocks beneath my boots. The wind whipped my hair across my face, stinging my cheeks. The heat in my wrist kept the frostbite at bay.

"Stop right there," a voice echoed off the canyon walls.

I dropped my hand to the hunting knife at my belt.

A figure stepped out from behind a frozen pine. A heavy gray cloak obscured his face and shoulders. He blocked the narrowest part of the trail.

"You are trespassing on the upper pass," the man said, his tone low and grating.

"There are no borders up here," I replied, drawing the blade an inch from its sheath. "Move aside."

"An exile doesn't give orders," he said, stepping into the center of the path.

"I am not an ordinary exile," I said. "And I have nothing left to lose. Draw a weapon, and I will leave you bleeding in the snow."

He tilted his head. "Fierce. Just like the rumors."

"What rumors?" I demanded.

"They threw you out," he said, ignoring my question. "Damon Blackpine finally showed his true colors."

"You know my Alpha?" I asked, gripping the hilt of my knife tighter.

"He is no longer your Alpha," the stranger replied. "You lack the pack mark. You smell like silver and betrayal."

"And you smell like a corpse if you don't step aside," I warned.

"You walk away from Blackpine territory," he continued, taking a slow step forward. "Why?"

"None of your concern," I snapped.

"You survived sixteen years in that pathetic excuse for a pack," he said. "You guarded their borders. You raised his son. And they discarded you for a stray."

"If you know so much about my life, you should know I don't miss when I throw this knife," I said.

"I know you killed a rogue Alpha three winters ago," he said. "I know you lost half your hearing in your left ear. And I know why you really take that silver powder."

I froze.

"What did you say?" I asked, my voice dropping to a dangerous whisper.

"Damon called it a disease," the stranger said. "Elder Thorne called it a tainted bloodline. They made you believe you were broken."

"Shut up," I said.

"They fed you poison and called it a cure," he pressed.

"Who are you?" I asked. My patience vanished. I pulled the knife completely free. The steel gleamed in the dark.

He didn't answer. Instead, his gaze dropped to my left hand. To the wrist where the skipped dose of silver powder now burned like a torch beneath my skin. The heat radiated so intensely I felt it through my wool sleeve.

He took another step closer.

"I said stay back," I warned, raising the blade.

He stopped. The wind caught his hood, blowing it back. A scarred jawline and sharp, amber eyes emerged from the shadows. He stared at my wrist, then up to my face. The hostility vanished from his posture entirely.

He dropped his hands to his sides.

"You carry the heat," he murmured.

"I carry a blade," I said. "Explain yourself. How do you know about the powder?"

He lowered himself to the ground, sinking his right knee into the deep snow. He bowed his head, resting a fist over his chest.

"Your Highness," he said, his voice carrying over the howling wind. "The blood of the Moon Goddess... has finally emerged."

Chapter 4

"Your Highness?" I repeated, the title tasting like ash on my tongue. I kept the hunting knife leveled at the stranger's chest. "Stand up. Slowly."

The figure rose from the deep snow. The heavy gray hood fell back completely, revealing a woman with sharp amber eyes and a jagged scar cutting across her jawline.

"My name is Seraphine," she said, keeping her hands visible. "I am a guide from the Royal Court. I have been tracking that signature for three weeks."

She nodded toward my left arm. The skipped dose of silver powder burned against my wrist bone, radiating a heat so intense it melted the snowflakes landing on my sleeve.

"You track heat?" I asked, my grip tightening on the hilt of my blade.

"I track the blood of the Moon Goddess," Seraphine corrected. "It runs in your veins. And it is finally waking up."

"I am an exiled border guard," I said. "My blood is entirely ordinary. If you followed me to recruit a mercenary, you wasted your time."

"Ordinary wolves do not survive sixteen years of silver ingestion," Seraphine countered. "Damon Blackpine fed you a lie. He convinced you that you were sick. He used that powder to keep you weak."

"Damon didn't know what it was," I snapped. "He thought it was medicine for a chronic defect."

"And you believed him?" Seraphine challenged.

"I believed the fever that tore through my body every time I missed a dose," I said. "Now tell me what you know, or I leave you bleeding on this trail."

Seraphine did not flinch at the threat. She reached into the folds of her cloak.

I raised the knife higher. "Empty your hand."

She pulled out a flat, heavy object and tossed it through the freezing air.

I caught it with my free hand. The cold metal bit into my palm. It was an old, tarnished token. I rubbed my thumb over the surface, feeling the raised edges of a crest.

A silver wolf with two heads, entwined in thorny vines.

The exact same mark stamped on the empty crimson pouch I found in my canvas bag.

"Where did you get this?" I demanded.

"It belongs to the Court," Seraphine said. "The royal guards carry them. The same guards who transport the silver powder."

I shoved my knife into its sheath and ripped the canvas flap of my bag open. I pulled out the crimson leather pouch Lola had planted in my gear. I pressed the heavy metal token against the stamped crest on the bottom corner of the leather.

The two-headed wolf aligned perfectly. No gaps. No discrepancies.

"Lola didn't just steal my medicine," I said, staring at the matching crests. "She replaced it with Court property."

"The stray who took your place?" Seraphine asked.

"She isn't a stray," I said, my voice hardening. "She has ties to the Royal Court. And she knew exactly what she was doing when she swapped the pouches."

I looked up at Seraphine. The pieces of Lola's trap were finally forming a clear picture, but the center remained blank.

"Why?" I asked, stepping closer to the guide. "Why go through the trouble of framing me? Why does the Court care about a border guard in a northern pack?"

"Because of what you are," Seraphine said. "Come with me to the Royal Court, Wrenna. The answers are waiting for you there."

"Give them to me now," I insisted.

"The mountain pass is freezing, and you are going into withdrawal," Seraphine said, glancing at my glowing wrist. "I will not explain the intricacies of royal bloodlines while we stand in a blizzard."

"Try," I said.

"That silver powder doesn't suppress a disease," Seraphine said, her amber eyes locking onto mine. "It suppresses your true wolf. You have been locked inside your own body for sixteen years."

The words struck my chest like a physical blow.

Sixteen years of diminished hearing. Sixteen years of waking up with aching joints, believing I was flawed. Believing Damon and Elder Thorne when they looked at me with pity.

"Who did this to me?" I asked.

"The Alpha who raised you," Seraphine replied. "Damon's father. He knew what you were the day he found you."

"He took me in as an orphan," I said.

"He took you in as a prisoner," Seraphine corrected. "And Damon continued the cycle. They used your strength to guard their borders, but they kept you leashed with the powder so you could never challenge them."

"Damon didn't know," I argued, though the defense tasted weak.

"He banished you over a cup of tea," Seraphine said flatly. "Does that sound like an Alpha who valued your loyalty?"

I stared at the metal token in my hand. Caleb's small voice echoed in my ears. From now on, Lola is my mother.

"If I go with you to the Court," I said, my voice steadying. "I can never go back to Blackpine. I lose my claim to the Luna title. I lose my son."

"Caleb is Damon's son," Seraphine pointed out. "He made his choice."

"He is seven," I shot back.

"And you are exiled," Seraphine said. "If you march back down this mountain, Thorne will execute you for trespassing. You will die a rogue, and Lola will win."

She turned and pointed up the steep, snow-covered incline. "The Royal Court offers the truth. It offers the power you were denied."

She pointed back down the trail, toward the flickering torchlights of the Blackpine valley. "That way offers a rigged trial and an unmarked grave."

"I don't run from fights," I said.

"Then pick the right battlefield," Seraphine countered. "Verify your bloodline. Reclaim your wolf. Then decide what to do with Damon Blackpine."

The wind howled through the canyon, whipping my hair across my face. The heat in my wrist surged, a burning reminder of the skipped dose. My veins throbbed, demanding the substance I had relied on for over a decade. The fire began to spread up my forearm, turning my skin flushed and hot against the freezing air.

I stood at the fork in the trail.

Down the mountain lay the pack that betrayed me, the boy who turned his back on me, and the woman who stole my life. If I returned now, I could shove this matching token and pouch in Elder Thorne's face. I could force a confrontation and demand a trial by combat.

Up the mountain lay the Royal Court. Strangers. Politics. And a truth that could rewrite my entire existence.

I looked at the heavy metal token resting in my palm.

The two-headed silver wolf gleamed in the moonlight.

"We leave immediately," Seraphine urged, taking a step up the northern path. "The withdrawal will only get worse, and the patrols will eventually search this far up."

I did not move.

My boots remained planted in the snow at the crossroads.

I held the crimson leather pouch in my left hand and the royal token in my right.

My fingers hovered over the metal crest, tracing the thorny vines, ready to close my fist and choose my war.

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