Chapter 2
The smell of roasted coffee beans filled the kitchen. I walked in, grabbing my bag from the chair. A ceramic plate slid across the island counter, stopping right in front of me.
Egg whites. No yolks. Next to it sat a mug of dark roast with exactly one splash of milk.
I shoved the plate back toward the center of the island.
"Don't do this," I told him.
"Do what?" Adrian didn't look up from the sink.
"Make me breakfast."
"You live here. I live here. I cooked."
"It's not just food. You made it exactly how I like it."
"I'm not going to ruin good eggs with yolks just to prove a point."
"Stop acting like things are the same between us."
He picked up his own mug. "I'm not acting. I just remember."
My jaw locked. The casual confidence in his voice infuriated me. He didn't sound arrogant; he sounded certain.
"Well, forget it," I snapped.
"Hard to do."
I grabbed my purse and walked out without touching the food.
By five o'clock, my skull throbbed. I stood in the middle of the open-plan office, clutching a red-penned folder.
"This proposal is garbage, Elena." Mr. Gable tossed a stack of spreadsheets onto a nearby desk. The papers scattered. "Did you even run the Q3 projections? Because a middle schooler could map a better financial model. I don't pay you to guess."
Co-workers stared at their keyboards. I kept my chin up.
"The marketing budget shifted yesterday," I explained. "I had to adjust the baseline."
"I don't want excuses. I want numbers on my desk." Gable pointed a thick finger at my face. "You'll revise them now, and you won't leave until it's perfect."
"Is there a problem here?"
Julian stepped into the fluorescent light of the bullpen. He wore a tailored navy suit, commanding the space instantly. He stepped right up to my manager, blocking me from Gable's view.
"Who are you?" Gable demanded.
"The guy who's going to buy this floor just to fire you," Julian said smoothly. "Now lower your voice when you speak to her."
"Excuse me?" Gable sputtered.
Julian reached out to grab Gable's elbow. "Let's take a walk."
I grabbed Julian's wrist. I dug my nails into his cuff.
"Stop," I ordered.
Julian glanced back at me, his smile faltering. "He's disrespecting you."
"This is my job," I said, keeping my voice low but firm. "Not your boardroom."
Julian stared at my fingers on his sleeve. He raised his hands in surrender, flashing a flawless, empty smile. "Of course, babe. Whatever you want."
We left the building in silence. The moment the heavy glass doors sealed behind us, the warmth vanished from his face.
"Were you this mad when Adrian stood up for you?" Julian asked.
I stopped on the sidewalk. "What?"
"When your ex played the hero. Did you embarrass him in public, too?"
"This has nothing to do with him."
"Doesn't it?" Julian stepped closer. "You let him live in your apartment. You let him drink in your kitchen. But you won't let me handle a middle-manager."
"I handle my own career. I don't need a savior."
"Everyone needs a savior, Elena. You just prefer his brand."
Julian laughed, a dry, hollow sound. He opened the passenger door of his town car.
"I have a dinner meeting. I'll see you later."
I needed my passport. The corporate retreat required international travel, and I had ten minutes to find it before the HR deadline.
I tore through the hall closet. My hands hit a heavy cardboard box shoved in the darkest corner. Adrian's old stuff. He never took it when he moved out three years ago.
I dragged it into the living room and ripped off the packing tape.
No racing trophies. No expensive sneakers.
A faded pink hair tie sat right on top. The one I lost at the carnival when we were seventeen. Beneath it lay two crumpled movie tickets from a Tuesday matinee. A birthday note written on a napkin. A pair of scuffed, cracked knee pads from the first time I tried ice skating and nearly broke my leg. He had laughed at me that day, but he kept the pads.
My chest tightened. I dug deeper.
At the very bottom rested a cracked smartphone. The screen was spider-webbed with shattered glass.
I plugged it into the wall charger. The screen flickered to life. No passcode. The messaging app sat open.
Dozens of drafts filled the screen. None of them ever sent.
*Miss you today.*
*Seeing you talk to Noah made me unhappy.*
*You say I don't love you, but I don't know how to make you believe me.*
My fingers shook. I stared at the glowing text. Three years ago, I begged him to give me a single reason to stay. He gave me silence. Now, holding the exact words I would have killed to hear, anger boiled in my stomach.
The front door unlocked. Adrian walked in, dropping his keys on the entry table.
He stopped dead when he saw the open box. His eyes snapped to the phone in my hand.
The calm mask shattered. He crossed the room in two strides and snatched the device from my palm.
"Who told you to go through my things?" His voice cracked like a whip.
I stood up. I didn't back away. "I was looking for my passport."
"In a taped box?"
"You kept all of this. You wrote all of that. Why?"
Adrian shoved the phone into his pocket. "It doesn't matter."
"It matters to me!" I shoved his chest. He barely moved. "You let me walk out that door! You let me pack my bags and leave! If you cared so much, why didn't you say a single word?"
"You wouldn't have listened."
"You didn't even try! You just watched me go!"
A bitter laugh escaped his throat. He glared down at me, his jaw clenched tight. "Because you liked Noah first."
The anger drained right out of my veins. The room spun.
"What?"
"My teammate." Adrian's tone turned vicious. "You went to his games. You wore his jersey. You laughed at his stupid jokes. You only dated me because he transferred away."
I stared at him. The sheer absurdity of it paralyzed my tongue.
"Noah?" I whispered.
"Don't play dumb, Elena. You settled for me."
"You thought I loved Noah?"
"I knew you did."
Tears spilled over my eyelashes. They burned my cheeks. "I've liked you since I was sixteen! I used Noah to trick you into noticing me! Are you an idiot?"
Adrian froze. The hostility vanished from his features, leaving behind absolute shock. He took a half-step forward.
"You used him?" he asked, his voice barely a rasp.
"Yes!" I screamed. "I did everything to get your attention! I faked an entire crush just so you would look at me, and you punished me for it for seven years!"
He reached out, his bandaged hand hovering inches from my face. His fingers trembled.
"So, I'm the one who came later?"
Julian stood in the open doorway. He held two paper bags from a high-end Italian restaurant. He didn't look angry. He looked entirely too calm.
He stepped inside and kicked the door shut. The click echoed through the silent apartment.
"I brought dinner," Julian announced. He set the bags on the kitchen island. He walked straight past me and stopped directly in front of Adrian.
Julian tilted his head, a terrifying smile spreading across his face.
"She liked you since she was sixteen," Julian said. "How did you still manage to lose her?"
Adrian didn't flinch. He met Julian's gaze, his posture rigid.
"At least I didn't find out by investigating her," Adrian replied.
My stomach dropped. The air left my lungs.
I whipped my head around to stare at Julian.
Chapter 3
"What investigation?" I demanded.
Julian didn't look at Adrian. He kept his eyes locked on my face. The warm, coaxing boyfriend from this afternoon was completely gone.
"Two months into our relationship," Julian said, his voice terrifyingly even. "We went to that rooftop party. You drank four margaritas."
My stomach turned to ice. "I don't remember that night."
"I do." Julian took a step closer, leaving the takeout bags on the island. "I carried you to bed. You wrapped your arms around my neck, pulled me down, and whispered his name."
The blood drained from my face.
"You called me Adrian," Julian clarified, letting the syllables hang in the quiet apartment.
I swayed on my feet. I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.
"I hired a private investigator the next morning," Julian continued. "I needed to know exactly who I was competing with."
"You kept that from me for a year?" I asked.
"You kept him in your head for a year." Julian grabbed my wrist, pulling me toward the front door. "We're leaving."
I didn't fight him. I couldn't look at Adrian.
The ride in Julian's town car was suffocating. Neon streetlights flashed across the leather interior, illuminating the hard line of Julian’s jaw. He stared straight ahead, both hands gripping the steering wheel. He had dismissed his driver.
We hit a red light. The car jerked to a halt.
Julian finally turned his head. "That first time we slept together. Were you thinking of him?"
The question felt like a slap.
"Pull over," I ordered.
"Answer the question, Elena."
"I said pull the damn car over!"
He swerved toward the curb and slammed on the brakes. I shoved the passenger door open and stumbled onto the damp sidewalk. The night air hit my hot cheeks.
Julian was out of the car a second later. He slammed his door so hard the glass rattled.
"Don't walk away from me!" he shouted.
I spun around. "You want to humiliate me in the middle of the street?"
Julian closed the distance between us. He ripped away the last shred of his gentle facade. "I can accept that you have a past. I can accept that you loved someone else before me. But I cannot accept holding you in my arms while you have another man in your heart."
"I don't have him in my heart!" I screamed.
"You let him move in!"
"I didn't know!" I shoved his chest. "And what about you? You dug through my past like it was a corporate merger. You investigated my ex. How does that make you any better than him?"
"It makes me the guy who stayed," Julian fired back. "He left you."
"You don't own me, Julian."
"I protect what's mine."
"I am not a piece of property." I stepped back, wrapping my arms around my waist. "Go to your penthouse. I'm going for a walk."
He didn't follow me. The engine roared to life, and the town car sped away, leaving me alone on the dark pavement.
Two hours later, my phone buzzed with a news alert.
*Pro-Racer Adrian Miller involved in severe crash at qualifier.*
I told myself it wasn't my problem. I told myself to keep walking toward my favorite diner. Instead, I hailed a cab and gave the driver the address to the nearest trauma center.
I sprinted through the sliding glass doors of the ER. The fluorescent lights blinded me. I pushed past a group of nurses, scanning the chaotic room until I found curtain number four.
I yanked the fabric back.
Adrian sat on the edge of the examination bed. A white bandage wrapped tightly around his ribs. A nasty cut ran along his left cheekbone, and his racing suit hung off his waist.
He looked up. A slow, knowing smile spread across his bruised face.
"You still came," he said.
His voice stripped away every excuse I had prepared. I crossed my arms, trying to stop my hands from shaking.
"I saw the news," I muttered. "I wanted to make sure I didn't need to find a new roommate."
"Right." Adrian leaned back against the pillows, wincing slightly. "Always practical."
"Don't flatter yourself. I would have done the same for anyone."
"You ran a red light to get here, didn't you?"
"I took a cab." I glared at him. "Are you dying or not?"
"Just a fractured rib." His dark eyes locked onto mine. The amusement faded, replaced by that heavy intensity I hated. "Do you regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"Breaking up."
"No," I lied instantly.
"Then why did all the color leave your face when you walked through that curtain?"
"Because you scared me!" I snapped, my voice echoing in the small cubicle. "You crashed a car at a hundred and forty miles an hour. I panicked because you're like a brother to me."
Adrian's jaw tightened. He pushed himself off the bed, ignoring the pain. He stepped right into my space.
"We slept together," Adrian said, his tone dropping to a dangerous rasp. "Don't go claiming family ties."
My phone rang. The shrill ringtone shattered the tension.
Julian's name flashed on the screen.
I answered it, turning my back to Adrian. "Hello?"
"Where are you?" Julian asked. His voice was clipped, still carrying the anger from our fight on the street.
I glanced over my shoulder. Adrian watched me, his eyes narrowing.
"I'm at a friend's house," I said smoothly. "I needed some space."
"Fine. Come home when you're done pouting." Julian hung up.
I lowered the phone. When I turned around, the atmosphere in the room had turned toxic.
"A friend's house," Adrian repeated.
"It's none of your business."
Adrian stepped closer, trapping me against the metal tray table. "When you were with me, you never lied for another man."
"I wasn't lying for you. I was avoiding a fight."
"You're hiding me."
"I'm leaving." I grabbed my purse from the plastic chair.
Before I could take a step, Adrian's hand shot out. He grabbed my wrist. His grip was firm, grounding me to the spot.
"I bought a ring," he said.
The words froze the air in my lungs. I stared at his hand gripping my wrist, then slowly looked up at his face.
"What?" I whispered.
"Three years ago." Adrian didn't blink. "I bought a ring. I just didn't know how to ask."
I let out a harsh, bitter laugh. "Stop lying. You couldn't even tell me you liked me, but you bought a ring?"
"Cartier," he said, his voice dead serious. "Platinum band. Oval cut. Size six. I bought it the week before you packed your bags."
My heart pounded against my ribs. Size six. My exact size.
I yanked my arm out of his grasp. "You're crazy."
I turned and ran out of the emergency room, ignoring him calling my name.
I didn't go back to my apartment. I couldn't face the empty rooms or the shattered glass still sitting in the kitchen sink. I went straight to Julian's penthouse.
The massive apartment was completely dark. Julian was likely asleep in the master bedroom.
I kicked off my shoes and walked quietly down the hallway. A thin strip of light spilled from beneath the study door. I pushed it open, intending to turn off the lamp.
The room was empty. The mahogany desk was covered in neat stacks of paper.
I reached for the lamp switch. My fingers brushed against a thick manila folder sitting dead center on the leather blotter.
The cover was stamped with a red confidential seal.
I flipped it open.
My own face stared back at me. It was my college graduation photo.
Beneath the picture, bold black letters spelled out a title.
*Elena Moretti. Background Check.*
I flipped to the second page. Bank statements. Medical records. A list of every address I had ever lived at. Transcripts from my university.
Julian didn't just investigate Adrian.
He investigated my entire life.
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I flipped the page. A printed email from Julian’s private account to my company’s HR director stared back at me.
*Ensure Miss Moretti gets the senior analyst spot.*
The date matched my promotion perfectly. I turned another page.
*Move Mia Russo to the alternate list. Compensate her quietly.*
My stomach violently emptied itself. The pride I felt for the last two years—the late nights, the endless spreadsheets, the belief that I finally proved my worth—shattered into a thousand jagged pieces. He bought my career.
I slammed the folder shut.
The next morning, I bypassed my desk entirely and marched straight to the employee breakroom. Mia stood by the coffee machine, stirring sugar into a paper cup.
I dropped the copied email onto the counter next to her hand.
"Did you know?" I asked.
Mia glanced at the paper. A bitter, hollow laugh escaped her throat. It was a terrible sound, completely at odds with the tears suddenly welling in her eyes.
"Didn't you really know?" Mia asked, her voice cracking. "That spot was supposed to be mine."
She didn't yell. She didn't throw the coffee in my face. She just picked up her cup and walked out, leaving me standing in the sterile fluorescent light. I had never felt so entirely worthless.
Thirty minutes later, I pushed past the receptionist on the top floor of Julian’s corporate headquarters. I shoved his heavy glass office doors open.
Julian sat behind his massive mahogany desk, reviewing a tablet. He looked up, a calm smile forming on his lips.
I threw the manila folder across the wood surface. Papers spilled everywhere.
"Which of these did I earn myself?" I demanded.
Julian glanced at the scattered documents. His smile vanished, replaced by a cold, calculating mask.
"I gave you an opportunity," he stated flatly.
"You bought my life!" I shouted. "Every project. Every promotion. What about the opportunities you stole from others? What about Mia?"
Julian stood up. He buttoned his suit jacket, completely unfazed by my anger.
"The world isn't fair, Elena," he said, walking around the desk. "I just put you on the winning side."
"I refuse to be your pet." I stepped back, creating distance between us. "I want a career I actually built."
Julian stopped. His eyes narrowed, scanning my face as if searching for a hidden motive.
"Do you really care about fairness?" Julian asked, his tone dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Or do you just not want to owe me? Because you want to be clean when you go back to Adrian?"
My hand cracked against his cheek.
The sharp smack echoed off the floor-to-ceiling windows. My palm stung fiercely.
Julian didn't raise a hand to defend himself. He didn't even touch his face. A single drop of blood welled at the corner of his mouth. He simply tilted his head, his dark eyes locked onto mine.
I reached for my right hand and yanked off the diamond promise ring he gave me for our anniversary. I dropped it onto the pile of stolen accomplishments on his desk.
"We are done," I told him.
Julian stared at the sparkling band. "Are you sure?"
"I am sure."
A humorless smirk twisted his bloody lips. "Fine. Break up with me. But don't come crawling back when you realize Adrian doesn't love you as much as you think."
I turned my back on him and walked out.
The apartment felt like a tomb when I arrived. I dragged my suitcase from the closet and threw it onto the mattress. I shoved sweaters, jeans, and shoes inside without folding them. I needed to leave. I needed to erase every trace of the last three years.
I zipped the luggage shut and dragged it into the hallway.
Adrian blocked the front door.
He still wore the white bandages around his ribs from the crash. He leaned heavily against the doorframe, his jaw tight. He looked from my face to the suitcase by my feet.
"Don't go," Adrian said.
The words hit me like a physical blow. My vision blurred. A hot tear spilled over my lashes, tracing a burning path down my cheek.
"Why didn't you say that three years ago?" I asked, my voice trembling.
Adrian froze. The muscles in his neck strained.
"I waited for you to say 'don't go' when I was twenty," I pushed forward, gripping the plastic handle of my suitcase. "I waited until the very last second. Now? It's too late."
His face drained of color. The silence stretched between us, thick and suffocating. He looked like a man standing on the edge of a cliff, watching the ground crumble beneath his boots.
He slowly stepped away from the door.
I rolled my luggage past him. Our shoulders brushed.
"Three years ago was too late," Adrian muttered, his voice barely a rasp. "But I still don't want you to leave now."
I didn't stop walking.
I crashed on my friend Sarah’s couch. The cramped living room smelled like lavender and old books. I sat cross-legged on the cushions, staring at the glowing screen of my laptop.
An unread email sat in my corporate inbox.
*Paris Headquarters: Open Competition for Senior Directorship.*
I scrolled through the requirements. It was a blind submission process. No names, no references. Just raw data models and strategy proposals. Julian had already withdrawn his financial backing from my department. His recommendations were gone.
For the first time in two years, the safety net vanished. If I failed, I failed alone. If I won, I earned it.
I clicked the application link.
Miles away, Julian stood in the center of his empty office. The city lights cast long shadows across the floor. He wiped a handkerchief across his bruised lip.
His assistant hovered in the doorway, holding a tablet.
"Sir, HR is asking how to handle Miss Moretti's file going forward," the assistant asked nervously.
Julian tossed the blood-stained handkerchief into the trash bin. He stared at the diamond ring still sitting on his desk.
"No one helps her from now on," Julian ordered, his voice devoid of any warmth.
He paused, his grip tightening on the edge of the mahogany desk.
"Including me."