Chapter 4
For a moment I only stared, my mind gone white and empty, hollowed out the way a room goes quiet after a gun is set on the table. My fingers slipped without meaning to, and the cursor caught the edge of another folder buried deep in the machine, one he had never thought anyone would open.
A document unfolded across the screen. A lifetime trust, drawn up in the careful, bloodless language the Family used when it wanted a thing to be forever.
[I, Lorenzo Falcone, of my own will, place ninety percent of my holdings into an annual trust, for the sole benefit of Nadia and her heirs.]
A quiet laugh escaped me, half mockery and half something that tasted of iron, and I dragged my knuckles across my cheek to wipe away the last of the tears before they could betray me further.
So this was what it looked like when Lorenzo Falcone truly loved someone. Nadia had borne another man's child, and still he was willing to lay everything at her feet — his fortune, his name, his devotion, the whole of the life he had built behind that surgeon's calm. Every empire he ran, every debt he collected in the dark, all of it funneled toward her and the blood that ran in her.
If that was what he wanted, then I would grant him his wish. I would vanish so completely that no soldier of any Family, no Fed, no ghost of memory would ever find me. For the rest of this life he would never see my face again.
I printed the severed pact and arranged a meeting with the vanishing crew for the following day, my hands steady in a way that frightened me more than shaking would have. Then I went straight to the Family's back-room infirmary, to the wing kept clean and quiet for the ones who mattered, where Nadia had just been delivered of her son.
The room was crowded with friends and relatives of the bloodline, all gathered to pay their respects, the air thick with cut flowers and the low hum of admiration that always followed the golden princess of the Valente name. Nadia sat propped against the pillows, cradling the newborn, her laughter soft and sweet as a lullaby while she took slow, delicate sips of the broth Lorenzo lifted to her lips. He fed her the way a man tends something sacred.
The moment I stepped through the door, a flicker of panic crossed his face and was gone, buried under that surgeon's composure. He crossed to me at once and drew me aside by the elbow, his voice dropping low, meant for me alone.
"Cara," he murmured, "don't misread this. Nadia's husband is overseas. He couldn't get back in time. She grew up under the same roof we did. She's practically a sister to me. I know you still haven't forgiven your father and mother, that you want nothing to do with the Valente name. But Nadia and the child, they're innocent in all of it."
Innocent. He of all men knew whether that word held any weight. He had held the knife that made it a lie.
I opened my mouth to cut him off, to speak of the severed pact and be done with all of them, when Nadia moved.
Still clutching her son, she dropped to her knees on the cold floor before me, terror written plain across her lovely face. The room fell silent around us, that particular stillness the Family knew well, the hush that falls when something is about to break. She bowed her head over the infant and pressed him to her chest as though I were a blade already drawn.
"Sister!" Her voice cracked, high and desperate. "I'll admit it — it was me, and Mama, and Papa, we betrayed you back then! But please, I'm begging you, don't hurt my child! If you want your vendetta, take it out on me! On me alone! My baby is so small. He couldn't survive it!"
I frowned, thrown by the sudden hysteria of it, the performance pitched too loud for the small room. My thumb pressed hard against the empty band of skin where a wedding ring used to sit, that phantom mark of everything they had taken from me, and I felt the eyes of every relative in that room settle on us.
Then, with trembling hands, Nadia turned her phone toward me and showed me the screen.
Chapter 5
The screen glowed between us like something obscene, and every face in that private room of the Valente compound turned toward it at once. Image after image scrolled past under the soft amber lamplight, gruesome things, bloodied infants rendered in some sick artist's hand, effigies scratched over with curses, each one stamped with my name at the top like a confession signed in my own blood. The timestamps ran the full length of her pregnancy, month after month, a patient campaign of malice. All of it seemingly sent from my account.
But I had cut the cord to this bloodline long ago. Since the day I walked out of the Valente name's shadow, I had never once reached for Nadia. Not a message. Not a word. Not even in the dark hours when loneliness might have made a weaker woman crawl back. I knew it the way I knew my own heartbeat, and yet the room was already deciding otherwise, already sharpening itself against me.
"You vile disgrace." The Don of the Valente Family moved first. My father crossed the marble in three strides and struck me open-handed across the face, the crack of it loud in the stillness. "You can't carry a child yourself, so now you'll curse your own sister's?"
The blow snapped my head sideways. Heat bloomed across my cheek, but it was the Matriarch's eyes that cut deeper, my mother watching from her chair with nothing in them but hatred and a cold, curdled disgust, as though I were something that had crawled up out of the harbor to stain her floors.
Then the room erupted, voices overlapping, the household's soldiers and their women, capos who had known me since I was small, all of them finding their courage now that the Don had drawn first blood.
"I always said it. A woman broken like that, hollowed out, she rots on the inside too."
"So poisoned she couldn't even spare her own pregnant sister. Her own blood."
"A creature like this deserved to have her womb taken. Pity the man bound to her. What sin in a past life earns you a barren, heartless wife?"
The words landed like stones, each one thrown with the easy cruelty of people who had never once feared for their own place at this table. Dazed, my ears ringing, I did the thing I had done for three years without ever choosing to. I turned toward Lorenzo.
For three years he had been the one wall between me and the world's teeth. The Underboss of the Falcone Family, a man whose stillness could empty a room faster than a raised gun, and he had spent that stillness standing at my shoulder. When the Families whispered, he silenced them. When my own bloodline spat at me, he had been the one hand that did not. I turned to him now the way a drowning thing turns to the last light on the water.
But this time he did not defend me.
His fingers closed around my wrist instead, hard, the grip of a man who fixed bodies for the Family and knew exactly how much pressure a bone would take. His voice came sharp, edged with a fury I had never once had aimed at me.
"Serafina. How could you do something so vile?"
I felt the room lean in. Somewhere behind me a glass was set down on wood with deliberate care, and the sound was enormous.
"Do you truly need to drag every soul in this house down into the mud with you before you're satisfied?" His grip tightened. "Apologize to Nadia. Now. Stop pulling innocent people into your misery."
How could I have forgotten. Between Nadia and me, he would always, always stand on her side of the blood. I had known it in my marrow for three years and let myself pretend otherwise, and the pretending had cost me everything a body could be made to give.
I lifted my head. My thumb had already found the empty band of skin on my finger, pressing hard against the ghost of a ring that was no longer there, the phantom weight of everything they had taken from me one careful cut at a time. I forced the tears back down my throat. I would not let them fall in this room, before these people, on this floor.
"Why should I apologize for something I never did?" My voice came out steadier than I felt, low and even in the ringing quiet. "You call her innocent, Lorenzo. Tell me, then. Are you? Is she?"
Something moved across his face. Just for the span of a single breath, a flinch behind the surgeon's calm, something that looked almost like guilt surfacing from a place he kept locked. His eyes caught mine and held, and for one heartbeat I saw the truth swimming just beneath the ice of him. Then he shut it away, the way a man closes a wound he does not want to look at, and steeled himself into the cold thing the Family had made him.
"Serafina, enough." His jaw set. "You're making me doubt everything I ever believed. Perhaps taking you in out of pity was the greatest mistake of my life."
I let out a small laugh. It surprised even me, quiet and broken and strangely free, and I lifted my hand to wipe away the tears that had gathered at last at the corners of my eyes before they could betray me.
Lorenzo. You don't have to wonder anymore. And you don't have to keep pretending.
Chapter 6
Because soon, we would no longer be bound to one another at all. Soon the pact that chained me to the Falcone name would be nothing but ash and signatures.
Without Lorenzo's protection draped over me like borrowed armor, the others in that room wasted no breath. The insults came quick and low, the way soldiers speak when they know the Underboss has already turned his back on a woman. Hands found my shoulders, my arms, and shoved me toward the door as though I were something spoiled and reeking, a thing to be carried out with the rest of the refuse. No one met my eyes. In the world of the Families, that is its own kind of sentence. When they stop looking at you, you have already ceased to exist.
I staggered into the back-room washroom off the infirmary corridor, the tile cold beneath my shoes, and caught the edge of the marble sink before my knees could betray me. The mirror threw back a woman I barely recognized. Pale. Hollow at the temples where they had bled me too many times. My thumb found the naked band of skin on my left hand where a wedding ring used to sit, and I pressed down hard, as if I could summon back a promise that had never been real. The phantom weight of it was the only thing that had ever made me feel safe. Now even that was a lie I had let them tell me.
I turned the tap and began to wash the shame from my face, and just as the water ran warm the door creaked open behind me.
Nadia stepped inside.
She did not rush. She let the door fall shut and stood with her arms crossed, her shoulders loose, her chin lifted at exactly the angle the cameras loved. Every trace of the trembling, weeping girl who had knelt for the Family's soldiers minutes ago had drained away. That performance had served its purpose and been folded neatly and put away. What remained was something colder. In her place stood a woman who had already won and knew it, who wore victory the way our mother wore her pearls.
"My dear sister." Her voice curled soft as smoke. "How does it feel to be hated by everyone all over again? Pretty familiar, isn't it?"
I said nothing. The water dripped from my chin.
"Look at that glare." She tilted her head, studying me the way one studies a wounded animal, with idle amusement and no fear at all. "You hate me, don't you? Let me guess. You've finally realized that it was Lorenzo who personally took the knife to you. Who cut it out of you with his own gloved hands and gave it to me."
The room seemed to shrink. Somewhere down the corridor a soldier laughed at nothing, and the sound reached me thin and distant, as if through deep water.
"And don't tell me you thought showing up here would make Sterling and Everett feel guilty." She almost pitied me then, and that was the worst of it, the pity. "Let me save you the trouble, Serafina. They planned the whole thing with Lorenzo from the very start. The abduction. The road. The room they took you to. All of it, sanctioned. Everett gave the word himself."
My thumb pressed harder against the empty band of skin. Bone against bone. I felt the pulse there, wild and useless.
"They couldn't bear to watch me lose the ability to give the Family an heir. Not so young. Not their golden girl." She smiled, and it did not reach her eyes. "So naturally, you had to be the one to make the sacrifice. That's what the lesser twin is for. Surely you understood that. You've always understood that."
I stood frozen, and the words went into me the way a blade goes in slow, without heat, so that the pain arrives a moment late and then never leaves.
"Honestly," she went on, warming to it, "I should thank you, sis. Without your perfectly functional womb, my baby wouldn't have grown so strong. So healthy. He kicks now. Did you know that?" Her hand drifted to her belly, tender, obscene. "Every kick, you gave me. Isn't that something."
Tears blurred my vision until the sterile white of the room ran together like spilled paint. My world had already shattered once, back in that dark room where I woke stitched and empty. But this was worse. This was the slow, deliberate confirmation that there had never been a single hand I could have reached for in the dark. Every person I had ever trusted, every one who had ever kissed my forehead or called me daughter, had signed my name away in blood before I was old enough to know what a signature cost.
"How could you do this to me?" My voice cracked on it, raw. "Aren't you afraid of karma?"
Nadia let out a sharp laugh, and it came a half-beat too fast, the way it always did when something true grazed too close. Her fingers rose and brushed the hollow of her own throat, the one flinch her performance could never fully swallow. Then it was gone, smoothed over, and she reached behind her back and drew out a small glass vial of dark red liquid.
Before I could understand what she meant to do, she uncapped it and poured the whole of it down her legs, letting it run in thick crimson ribbons over her skin, over the pale silk, staining everything the color of a fresh wound.
"Karma?" She said the word like it belonged to children and fools. "Serafina, if Lorenzo didn't still need you as the vein he bleeds for me, do you truly believe he'd keep you breathing? You are a living tribute. Nothing more. A body kept useful."
She stepped back toward the door, admiring her own handiwork, the false blood pooling bright at her feet.
"Face it. You were born to kneel beneath me. Born to have everything taken and give thanks for the privilege." Her eyes found mine, and for one instant there was nothing behind them at all, nothing human, only the cold arithmetic of a woman who had always known which twin the Family would choose. "So do me one last favor, dear sister. Watch closely. Watch how far Lorenzo Falcone is willing to go for me."