Chapter 2
I drove home in silence. My hands gripped the wheel. The pale line on my ring finger caught the light every time I turned.
The house was quiet when I opened the door. Too quiet. I set my keys on the table and listened. Nothing. No television. No sounds from Ethan's room where he usually played with his trucks.
'Ethan?' I called out.
Footsteps came from the hallway. Small ones. Running.
My heart lifted. I turned toward the sound with my arms already opening.
Ethan ran into the room. He was wearing the sneakers I bought him last week. The blue ones with the lights in the heels. He'd begged for them at the store. I'd knelt down and tied them on his feet myself while he laughed.
He wasn't laughing now.
He ran straight at me and his small fists hit my legs. Once. Twice. Again.
'Go away!' he screamed. 'You're not my mommy! You're not!'
I froze. The words didn't make sense. I looked down at him. At his face twisted with anger. At his hands hitting me over and over.
'Ethan, baby, what—'
'I want my real mommy!' He kicked my shin. The light-up heel flashed. 'Emerald is my real mommy! She said so!'
The room tilted.
I dropped to my knees. My bandaged arms reached for him automatically. Five years of reflex. Five years of picking him up when he cried, holding him when he was scared, reading him the same three books every night because he needed the ritual.
'Sweetheart, I don't understand. I'm right here. I'm—'
He flinched away from my hands. Like I'd tried to hit him. Like I was something dangerous.
He ran backward and pressed himself against the wall. No. Not the wall.
Emerald stepped out of the hallway.
She was wearing a soft pink sweater and dark jeans. Casual. Comfortable. Like she'd always lived here. Like this was her home.
Ethan ran to her and grabbed her skirt. He buried his face in the fabric.
'It's okay, baby,' Emerald said. Her hand settled on his shoulder. Possessive. Protective. 'Mommy's here.'
I stayed on my knees. I couldn't get up. My legs wouldn't work.
'What did you do to him?' My voice came out broken.
Emerald smiled. She looked down at Ethan and smoothed his hair. Then she looked at me.
'I told him the truth,' she said. 'Something you should have heard a long time ago.'
She walked forward. Ethan stayed pressed against her side. She stopped a few feet away and tilted her head. Studying me. Like I was something interesting. Something pathetic.
'Ethan is mine,' she said. 'Mine and Lachlan's. We made him five years ago. Right around the time you lost your baby.'
The floor dropped out from under me.
'No,' I whispered.
'Yes.' She adjusted the ring on her finger. My mother's ring. It caught the light. 'Lachlan and I planned it perfectly. You were so broken after the miscarriage. So empty. We knew you'd take any child we put in your arms and love it without asking questions.'
I looked at Ethan. At his face. I'd memorized every inch of it. The small scar above his eyebrow from when he fell off his bike. The way his nose crinkled when he laughed. The exact weight of him when I carried him to bed.
'You're lying,' I said.
Emerald laughed. It was light. Easy. 'Am I? Look at him, Adaline. Really look. He has Lachlan's eyes. My mouth. Not a single piece of you.'
She was right. I'd told myself a hundred times that adopted children don't need to look like their parents. That love was enough. That blood didn't matter.
But it did. It always had. To them.
'A little present to keep you docile and bleeding,' Emerald continued. She said it like she was describing a recipe. 'You were so grateful. So devoted. The perfect blood bank with a built-in reason to stay.'
I couldn't breathe. My chest was too tight.
'The car accident—' I started.
Emerald nodded. 'Staged. Every second of it. We needed you to give blood fast. Lots of it. The Henderson curse doesn't break with a few polite donations, Adaline. It takes desperation. It takes a wife so in love she'd bleed herself empty to save her husband.'
She crouched down. We were eye level now. Her face was close to mine.
'Every anniversary trip to Paris,' she said softly. 'Every midnight whisper. Every tear Lachlan cried at your bedside after the miscarriage. Performance. All of it. You were never his wife. You were his blood bank.'
She stood up. Smoothed her sweater.
'And now you've been dismissed.'
I looked at Ethan. He was watching me. His small face was uncertain now. Like he was waiting to see what I'd do.
I thought about the five years. The bedtime stories. The scraped knees I'd bandaged. The nightmares I'd woken him from. The way he used to reach for my hand in crowded places.
All of it built on a lie.
I stood up slowly. My legs shook but they held.
Emerald smiled. 'You should go now. This is my house. My family.'
I looked at her. At the ring. At Ethan pressed against her side.
I walked to the door. I picked up my keys.
I didn't look back.
Chapter 3
I called Grandma Margaret from the car. The phone rang. And rang. And rang.
I tried again. Same thing. Voicemail.
I pressed the gas pedal harder. The road blurred. My hands were still bandaged. The white gauze was dirty now. Gray at the edges.
I turned onto her street. Her house was at the end. The blue one with the garden she tended every morning. I used to sit on the porch steps and watch her pull weeds. She'd hum while she worked. Old songs I didn't know the names of.
I parked. Got out. The garden gate was open. Swinging in the wind.
That was wrong. Grandma always latched it. Always. She said the rabbits would get in otherwise.
I walked up the path. The front door was ajar.
'Grandma?' I pushed it open.
The living room looked like someone had shaken it. The couch cushions were on the floor. Her bookshelf was tipped over. Books everywhere. Her teacups—the ones she collected for forty years—were shattered across the kitchen tile. Pieces of porcelain crunched under my shoes.
I couldn't breathe right. My chest was too tight.
'Grandma!'
No answer.
I checked every room. Bedroom. Bathroom. The small office where she kept her sewing machine. Empty. All of them.
I went back outside. Mrs. Chen from next door was standing on her porch. She was holding a broom but not sweeping. Just holding it.
'Mrs. Chen,' I called out. 'Have you seen my grandmother?'
She looked at me. Her face was strange. Sad and scared at the same time.
'They came two nights ago,' she said quietly. 'Men in dark cars. Three of them. They went inside. I heard shouting. Your grandmother's voice. She was telling them to leave.'
'What men? Who were they?'
Mrs. Chen shook her head. 'I don't know. But they stayed for hours. When they left, an ambulance came.'
The world tilted.
I got back in my car. I drove to the hospital. The same hospital where I'd bled myself empty. Where Lachlan had ripped my mother's ring off my finger.
I walked to the front desk. The woman there looked up.
'Margaret Clark,' I said. 'Where is she?'
The woman typed something. Her face changed. 'I'm sorry. Are you family?'
'I'm her granddaughter.'
She stood up. 'Come with me.'
I followed her down a hallway. She stopped outside a door and turned to face me.
'I'm very sorry,' she said. 'Mrs. Clark passed away yesterday evening. Cardiac arrest. The doctor said it was brought on by extreme emotional distress.'
I didn't move. Couldn't.
'Would you like to see her?' the woman asked.
I shook my head. I didn't want to see her like that. Cold and still. I wanted to see her in her garden. Humming.
'Her personal effects are at the nurses' station,' the woman said. 'I'll take you.'
I followed her again. She handed me a small plastic bag. Inside were Grandma's pearl earrings. The ones she wore every single day.
I took them out. Held them in my palm. They were still warm.
I sat down in the waiting room. People moved around me. Nurses. Doctors. Families waiting for news about people they loved.
I sat there holding the earrings.
I didn't cry.
Something inside me had gone quiet. Not broken. Not shattered. Just finished.
Finished grieving. Finished hoping. Finished believing that love was enough.
I stood up. I drove to Grandma's house. Mrs. Chen was gone. The street was empty.
I went inside. Stepped over the broken teacups. I needed to find something. Anything that would tell me what those men wanted. Why they came. Why my grandmother was dead.
I started in her bedroom. I opened drawers. Checked under the bed. Nothing.
Then I remembered.
The wooden chest.
Grandma gave it to me years ago. I was twenty. She'd called it a keepsake chest. Told me to keep special things in it. 'Open it when you truly need to understand where you come from,' she'd said.
I'd thought it was just Grandma being sentimental. I'd put a few photos in it. Some old letters. I kept it in my closet at home.
But I wasn't at home now. I was here.
I went to her office. The room was a mess but the desk was still standing. I opened the bottom drawer.
There it was. Another chest. Identical to mine.
I pulled it out. Set it on the desk. The wood was smooth. Worn. I lifted the lid.
Inside were papers. Letters. Photographs of women I didn't recognize.
I picked up the chest. Turned it over. Felt along the bottom.
There. A small groove.
I pressed it. The bottom panel popped loose.
Underneath were journals. Five of them. Leather-bound. Old.
I opened the first one. Grandma's handwriting. Neat and careful.
The first entry was dated forty years ago.
*They came for me today. The Henderson family. They said it was time. That I had to marry Victor's younger brother. I said no. My mother said I had no choice. The covenant is older than any of us.*
I turned the page.
*The curse is not what they think it is. It's not magic. It's us. Our blood. When we're betrayed—truly betrayed—our bodies fight back. The stress hormones change something in our blood. Make it poison to them. They call it a curse. I call it justice.*
I sat down. My hands were shaking.
I read every page. Every entry. Forty years of truth.
Grandma knew. She knew everything.
And now she was dead.
I closed the last journal. I put them all back in the chest. I held it against my chest.
I walked out of the house. I didn't lock the door. There was nothing left to protect.
I got in my car. I set the chest on the passenger seat.
I looked at my hands. At the bandages. At the pale line where my ring used to be.
I thought about Lachlan. About Emerald. About Ethan calling her 'real mommy.'
I thought about the men who came to Grandma's house. Who shouted at her. Who killed her.
I started the car.
I wasn't finished anymore.
I was just beginning.