Chapter 3
Victor's hand stayed on my arm as we left the salon. His grip was professional. Measured. The kind of hold that looked polite from a distance but left bruises beneath the surface. James walked ahead of us, his phone already pressed to his ear, his voice clipped and businesslike as he spoke to someone about the ambulance, the hospital, the arrangements for Chelsea.
No one followed us into the hallway.
The first blow came before we reached the front door. Victor's fist connected with my ribs—a sharp, calculated strike that drove the air from my lungs and sent me stumbling against the wall. I tried to speak. To say his name. To ask why. But Victor didn't pause. He pulled me upright and hit me again, this time across the face. My vision blurred. Blood filled my mouth.
'Mr. Castillo's orders,' Victor said quietly. His voice was calm. Almost apologetic. 'You understand.'
I didn't understand. I couldn't understand. But understanding wasn't required.
He dragged me through the front door and into the waiting car. The driver didn't look back. Victor shoved me into the back seat and climbed in beside me. The car pulled away from the estate, the lights of the house fading behind us as we drove into the dark.
I pressed my hand to my ribs. Each breath felt like glass. 'Where are we going?'
'To see your mother,' Victor replied.
The words didn't make sense. Then they did. And the fear that flooded through me was worse than the pain.
The private care facility was quiet when we arrived. The night staff recognized Victor—he had accompanied James here before, during the rare visits when James needed to appear concerned about my mother's condition for the sake of appearances. They opened the doors without question. They did not ask why I was bleeding. They did not ask why Victor's hand was on my arm.
We walked down the sterile hallway to my mother's room. The door was already open. Inside, Amelie lay exactly as she always did—small and still beneath the white sheets, her face peaceful in the way that comatose faces are peaceful. The machines hummed softly. Her chest rose and fell in the mechanical rhythm I had memorized over years of sitting beside her bed.
Victor pushed me inside and closed the door behind us.
'Please,' I whispered. My voice cracked. 'Please don't do this here.'
He didn't answer. He hit me again, and I fell to my knees beside my mother's bed. I reached for the edge of the mattress, trying to pull myself up, but Victor's boot connected with my back and I collapsed onto the cold tile floor.
I curled into myself. I tried to make myself smaller. I tried to disappear.
But Victor was methodical. Professional. He took his time.
I don't know how long it lasted. Time stopped meaning anything. There was only pain, and the sound of my mother's ventilator, and the knowledge that she was three feet away and could not help me and could not even know I was there.
When Victor finally stopped, I lay on the floor and tasted blood. My ribs screamed with every breath. My face felt swollen and wrong. I heard Victor's phone buzz. He answered it, his voice still calm and businesslike.
'It's done,' he said. Then he listened. 'Understood. I'll stay with her.'
He ended the call and looked down at me. 'Mr. Castillo will be here soon. Don't move.'
I didn't move. I couldn't move.
Twenty minutes later, the door opened again. But it wasn't James. It was Dr. Harrison Vance, the facility's medical director, flanked by two nurses. He looked at me on the floor, his expression tight and uncomfortable, and then he looked at my mother.
'We need to proceed immediately,' Dr. Vance said to the nurses. 'Mr. Castillo has authorized the transfusion.'
'Transfusion?' I pushed myself up onto my elbows. Pain lanced through my ribs. 'What transfusion?'
Dr. Vance didn't look at me. 'Miss Mendez requires an emergency blood transfusion. Your mother is the only compatible match available.'
'No.' I tried to stand. My legs wouldn't hold me. 'No, you can't—she's in a coma—she can't—'
'Mr. Castillo has given his authorization,' Dr. Vance repeated. His voice was flat. Rehearsed. 'We have no choice.'
'She'll die!' I screamed. 'You'll kill her!'
The nurses moved to my mother's bedside. They began preparing the equipment—needles, tubes, bags. I crawled toward them, my hands slipping on the tile, my vision swimming.
'Please,' I begged. 'Please don't do this. Take mine. Take my blood. Leave her alone. Please.'
Victor's hand closed around my arm. He hauled me back, pinning me against the wall. I fought him. I clawed at his hands. I screamed until my throat tore.
But the nurses didn't stop.
I watched them insert the needle into my mother's arm. I watched the blood begin to flow through the clear tubing, dark and thick and too much. I watched the monitors. Her heart rate dropped. Her oxygen levels fell. The machines began to alarm—soft beeps that grew louder, more insistent, more desperate.
'Stop,' I sobbed. 'Please stop. She's dying. You're killing her. Please.'
Dr. Vance stood at the foot of the bed, his face pale, his hands clasped behind his back. He watched the monitors. He did not call for the transfusion to stop.
My mother's chest rose once more. Then it stopped.
The alarms shrieked. The flatline tone filled the room—steady, endless, absolute.
And I understood, kneeling on the floor of the only room that had ever felt safe, that James Castillo had not just taken my mother from me.
He had made me watch.
Chapter 4
The morgue was cold in a way that had nothing to do with temperature. Steel tables. A drain in the floor. A smell like bleach trying to cover something it couldn't cover. I sat on a plastic chair against the wall because my legs didn't want to hold me anymore, and I waited for someone to tell me I could see her.
I didn't hear the door. I heard her heels.
Chelsea stood in the doorway, and she looked wrong there — too clean, too pressed, her hair falling in the same soft waves it always did. No hospital gown. No IV line. No blood on her dress. Three hours ago she'd been screaming on a floor, clutching a stomach that had never carried anything.
"You look terrible," she said.
I didn't answer. My hands were folded in my lap. I watched her the way you watch weather coming in — not afraid exactly, just aware that something was about to happen and there was nothing to do but let it.
"I almost feel bad," she said, stepping inside. She let the door swing shut behind her. "Almost."
"Feel bad about what."
She smiled. It was the smile she used at parties, the one that made people trust her. "The blood was corn syrup and food coloring. My assistant mixed it in the bathroom that morning. The ultrasound picture — I bought that online, Dorothy. Twelve dollars. There's a whole industry for it. Fake baby pictures for girls like me."
Something in my chest went very still, the way a room goes still right before a storm hits it.
"There was never a baby," I said. Not a question. I already knew. I just needed to hear it out loud, once, so it would be real.
"There was never a baby," she agreed. "And even if I'd wanted one — really wanted one, with James — it wouldn't have been his." She tilted her head, studying me like I was something she'd already won. "Did he ever tell you why the IVF kept failing?"
I said nothing.
"Zero percent," she said softly. "His sperm viability. Zero. The doctors told him years ago. He never told you." She laughed, a small breathy sound, almost fond. "Every round, Dorothy. Every needle. Every time you cried in that clinic bathroom — I know you did, don't look at me like that — none of it was ever going to work. Not once. Not ever."
The fluorescent light hummed above us. Somewhere down the hall, a gurney wheel squeaked.
"You were never in the way," Chelsea said, almost gently, like she was doing me a kindness. "You were just a placeholder. Something to keep his name clean until I was ready."
I looked at her. I looked at the door behind her, and the hallway beyond it, and the room down that hallway where my mother's body lay under a sheet because James Castillo had decided her blood belonged to someone else.
I didn't cry. I didn't feel the urge to. Whatever had been holding on inside me — some last thread, thin and frayed, tied all the way back to a fifteen-year-old girl in a bad dress watching a boy step between her mother and a room full of laughing strangers — that thread went quiet. Not snapped. Quiet. Like a phone line going dead mid-sentence.
Chelsea waited for something. Tears, maybe. A scream. When neither came, her smile flickered, just slightly, and she left.
I stayed for a long time in the plastic chair. Then I stood up and went home.
For four days I moved through the Castillo estate like something that had already died and hadn't been informed yet. I answered condolence calls in a flat, even voice. I signed the paperwork for my mother's cremation. I ate what was put in front of me and didn't taste it. James didn't come near me, and I understood that this, too, was a kind of mercy, though he didn't intend it as one.
On the fifth day, I drove to the parking structure on Sixth, level three, the way Marcus's message had told me to. He was leaning against a concrete pillar in a gray coat, checking his watch like he always did, though I wasn't late.
"I've been putting pieces together for longer than you know," he said, without preamble. No condolences. I was grateful for that.
"How long."
"Eight months." He handed me a slim folder. "New identity. A place in New York, already leased under a name that doesn't trace back to you. And a way to make what happens next look permanent enough that no one keeps looking."
I opened the folder. A driver's license with a stranger's name and my face. I studied it under the flickering garage light.
"Why are you helping me."
"Because I watched for years and did nothing," he said. "I'm done doing nothing."
"Will it hold up? If they investigate."
"Long enough. After that, it won't matter, because you'll already be someone they're not looking for."
I closed the folder. My hands were steady, which surprised me.
"One more question," I said. "After the cliff. Will you tell him I'm alive?"
Marcus looked at me for a long moment. "Not unless you ask me to."
"I won't."
He nodded once, like a man closing a file. "Then we start tomorrow."
I walked back to my car and drove home under a sky gone the color of ash, and for the first time in seven years, I felt something that wasn't grief and wasn't love. It felt almost like breathing.