The house was glass and stone, cantilevered over the Pacific. Roland said it was neutral ground. A place to talk. To heal.

I stood in the living room and looked at the ocean. The water was gray. The sky was gray. Everything was the color of something ending.

Lorelei arrived that afternoon. She came in a black car with tinted windows. She wore white linen. She looked like someone going to a funeral or a wedding. Maybe both.

She kissed Roland's cheek in the driveway. He steadied her elbow like she might fall.

Anthony and Blaire had driven up together. They were already inside, unpacking groceries I hadn't bought, arranging flowers I hadn't asked for. Playing house in a house no one lived in.

Dinner was quiet. Lorelei sat across from me. She didn't eat much. She moved food around her plate and smiled sadly at Roland when he asked if she was all right.

'I'm just grateful we're all here,' she said. 'Together.'

Blaire reached over and squeezed her hand.

I excused myself before dessert. No one followed.

I walked out onto the deck. The cliff dropped straight down. Two hundred feet, maybe more. The rocks below were black and wet. The waves hit them and broke white.

I heard the door open behind me. Footsteps.

Roland's voice. 'You should come inside.'

I didn't turn around. 'Why are we here?'

'To fix this.'

'There's nothing to fix,' I said. 'I'm already gone.'

He was quiet. Then: 'Geneva called me. She said you're serious.'

'I am.'

'Fifty years, Estelle.'

'I know how long it's been.'

He stepped closer. I could feel him behind me. 'You're making a mistake.'

I turned. Looked at him. 'The mistake was staying.'

His jaw tightened. He opened his mouth.

Then Lorelei screamed.

It came from inside the house. High. Terrified. The kind of sound that makes you move before you think.

Roland ran. I followed.

The living room was chaos. The glass door to the deck was open. Two men in black masks. One had Lorelei by the arm. She was struggling, sobbing, her white linen twisted.

Anthony was on his phone. Blaire was pressed against the wall.

The second man turned. Saw me. Moved fast.

His hand closed on my wrist. He pulled me toward the deck. I tried to twist free. Couldn't.

Roland shouted something. The man dragged me outside.

The deck was narrow. The railing was low. The ocean was loud.

The man shoved me toward the edge. My hip hit the railing. Pain shot up my side.

I looked back. The first man had Lorelei at the opposite corner of the deck. She was crying. Reaching for Roland.

Roland was in the center. Frozen.

The man behind me pushed again. My feet slipped. I grabbed the railing. The wood was wet. My fingers slid.

'Roland.' Lorelei's voice. Broken. Desperate. 'Please.'

Anthony was in the doorway. 'Dad. Lorelei's connections—her family—we need her.'

Blaire's voice, smaller. 'Daddy, please.'

I looked at Roland. He was staring at Lorelei.

I saw the moment he decided.

He moved toward her.

The man behind me let go.

I fell.

The air was cold. The sound was wind and water and my own breath.

Then the ocean hit me like concrete.

Everything was black. Then white. Then pain.

I couldn't breathe. Couldn't see. Couldn't tell which way was up.

Something cracked in my chest. My ribs. My lungs.

I tried to kick. My legs wouldn't answer.

The cold was inside me now. In my bones. In my blood.

I thought: This is how it ends.

Then I thought: No.

I kicked again. Harder. My head broke the surface.

I gasped. Water filled my mouth. I coughed. Sank.

Came up again.

Above me, the cliff was a black wall. Voices. Tiny. Far away.

I couldn't feel my hands.

I went under.

I don't remember the helicopter. I don't remember the Coast Guard pulling me out. I don't remember the airlift or the hospital or the first twelve hours in the ICU.

I remember waking up.

White ceiling. Machines beeping. A tube in my arm.

A nurse leaning over me. 'Mrs. Hicks. Can you hear me?'

I tried to nod. My head weighed a thousand pounds.

'You're very lucky,' she said.

I closed my eyes.

When I opened them again, Roland was there.

He was sitting in the chair by the bed. His uniform was wrinkled. His face was gray.

He stood when he saw me awake.

'Estelle.'

I looked at him. Didn't speak.

He stepped closer. 'The police think you arranged it. The kidnapping. They think you hired those men to frame Lorelei.'

I stared.

'They found deposits in an account with your name. Emails. A paper trail.' His voice was flat. 'You set this up to make me choose. To make me look like a monster.'

I tried to sit up. Pain exploded in my chest. I fell back.

'You're going to confess,' Roland said. 'You're going to tell them it was a setup. That you staged the whole thing.'

I looked at the ceiling. At the white tiles. At the fluorescent lights.

I started to laugh.

It hurt. God, it hurt. My ribs screamed. But I couldn't stop.

Roland's hand came down. Fast. Across my face.

The room went silent.

I turned my head. Looked at him.

His hand was still raised. His chest was heaving.

I smiled.

Blood on my teeth. Salt on my tongue.

'Get out,' I said.

He didn't move.

'Get. Out.'

He left.

The nurse came back. She saw my face. Didn't ask.

She adjusted my IV. Dimmed the lights.

'Rest,' she said.

I closed my eyes.

When I opened them again, Geneva was there.

She had papers in her hand. She set them on the bed.

'Sign,' she said.

I looked at the top sheet. Divorce decree. Final.

I signed.

She picked up the papers. 'I've booked you a flight. Vienna. Two weeks from today. Medical clearance pending. I have a contact there. Housing. Work visa. Everything you need.'

I looked at her. 'Why?'

'Because you deserve more than this,' she said.

She left.

I lay in the white room and listened to the machines beep.

Outside, the ocean kept breaking against the rocks.

I closed my eyes and counted measures.

One. Two. Three. Four.

I was going to dance again.