Chapter 2
Arabella's POV
When I returned to the Ashford estate, I went straight to Nathaniel’s private study.
It was the one room in the house he had always forbidden me from entering. He had told me more than once that it contained confidential corporate records, sensitive financial documents, and matters meant only for him and his executive team. During all the years of our marriage, I had respected that boundary without question because I believed trust was the foundation of love. Standing before the heavy mahogany door, however, I could only think about how painfully ironic that belief now felt.
I pushed the door open and stepped inside.
The room carried Nathaniel’s familiar scent, a mixture of cedarwood, expensive cologne, and old leather. Soft moonlight spilled through the tall windows, illuminating shelves lined with books, binders, and meticulously organized files. At first glance, nothing appeared unusual. The office looked exactly as it always had—orderly, controlled, immaculate, much like the man who owned it.
Then something caught my attention.
Behind one of the bookshelves, partially concealed in shadow, was a recessed compartment built into the wall. It was cleverly hidden, almost invisible unless viewed from the right angle. A digital biometric lock secured it.
My pulse quickened.
So this was what he had kept from me.
I walked toward it slowly and studied the panel. It required a passcode and fingerprint authentication, which meant only Nathaniel—or someone he trusted enough to share access with—could open it.
A bitter thought crossed my mind.
Without allowing myself time to reconsider, I entered the date that had suddenly surfaced in my memory.
Genevieve’s birthday.
For one breathless second, nothing happened.
Then the lock flashed green.
The compartment clicked open.
A hollow laugh escaped my lips before I could stop it.
Of course.
The same man who had forgotten my birthday more times than I cared to count, who never remembered our anniversary without an assistant reminding him, had used my sister’s birthday to secure the most guarded part of his life.
Inside were neatly arranged folders, sealed envelopes, and digital storage drives.
My hands trembled as I reached for the first file.
Medical records.
Bank transfers.
Confidential settlement agreements.
Signed nondisclosure contracts.
My stomach twisted.
As I went through each document, fury rose inside me with suffocating intensity. Every page uncovered another layer of deceit, another carefully buried truth. There were payment records made to surgeons and hospital administrators, legal waivers signed under false identities, and internal reports detailing the fabricated story released to the public after Noah’s death.
Nathaniel had planned everything.
Not just the crime.
The cover-up.
The lies.
The narrative.
Then I found the file that stopped my breathing.
It was labeled with two names.
Genevieve Sterling — Recipient
Noah Ashford — Organ Donor
For several seconds, my mind refused to process what my eyes were seeing.
The words blurred as tears gathered.
Grief and rage collided with such force that I had to brace myself against the desk to remain standing.
It was all there.
Undeniable.
Documented.
Signed.
Authenticated.
There was no room left for denial.
Nathaniel had stolen everything from me.
My son.
My trust.
My marriage.
I stared at the documents while my breathing slowly steadied. Every instinct urged me to storm out and confront him, to demand explanations, to force him to say the truth to my face. But anger without strategy would only destroy me.
This was not a confrontation.
This was war.
And war demanded patience.
I pulled out my phone and photographed every single document, every signature, every transfer receipt, every page that could serve as evidence. I made backups in encrypted storage and sent copies to a secure account Nathaniel knew nothing about.
When I finished, I returned every file exactly where I had found it and sealed the compartment.
Then I left the study.
The walk to our bedroom felt endless.
My hand drifted to my stomach.
This child had felt like hope only hours ago.
A blessing.
A second chance.
A possibility that life might still offer mercy after all it had taken.
Now all I felt was terror.
How could I bring another child into a world built on lies, betrayal, and blood?
How could I place an innocent life in Nathaniel’s hands after what he had done to our son?
The answer came with horrifying clarity.
I could not.
My hands shook as I picked up my phone and searched for a private women’s clinic outside the city. After several attempts, I found one that promised absolute confidentiality.
I pressed call.
A receptionist answered after the second ring.
“Silver Creek Women’s Center. How may we assist you?”
The words lodged painfully in my throat.
“I’d like to schedule a procedure,” I said quietly.
There was a pause.
“What kind of procedure, ma’am?”
My chest tightened.
I forced the words out.
“A pregnancy termination.”
Even speaking it felt like tearing something open inside me.
The receptionist’s voice softened.
“We can schedule you tomorrow morning. May I have your name?”
I hesitated.
“Arabella Sterling.”
I used my maiden name.
If I gave Ashford, word could reach Nathaniel before sunrise.
“Understood, Ms. Sterling. We’ll expect you tomorrow at eight.”
The call ended.
I lowered the phone and inhaled slowly, forcing myself into composure.
“Where are you going?”
Nathaniel’s voice came from behind me.
Every muscle in my body stiffened.
I had not heard him enter.
I set the phone down and turned to face him.
“Just scheduling a doctor’s appointment,” I said.
He studied me.
“For what?”
“A routine checkup.”
His brows drew together.
“Is something wrong?”
I moved toward the wardrobe, refusing to let him see the hatred threatening to surface.
“No,” I said evenly. “Everything is exactly as it should be.”
Something flickered in his expression.
Suspicion.
Concern.
Or perhaps irritation at sensing something he could not control.
After a moment, he exhaled.
“I’ll be back in a minute. I need a shower.”
He disappeared into the bathroom.
Moments later, I heard water running.
Then the phone on his bedside table lit up.
My gaze shifted toward the bathroom.
Without hesitation, I picked it up.
Face ID failed, but a secondary passcode screen appeared.
My fingers moved before I could think.
Genevieve’s birthday.
Unlocked.
A cold laugh almost escaped me.
Of course.
My hands trembled as I opened his messages.
Then I saw her name.
Genevieve.
Nausea rolled through me.
I opened the conversation.
Genevieve: I miss you already. When will I see you again? I told Matteo I wanted to visit my sister.
Nathaniel: Tomorrow, my love. I’ll tell Arabella I have a board meeting.
My vision blurred.
I kept scrolling.
Genevieve: I’m tired of hiding. I want us together.
Nathaniel: Soon. Once I take full control of Ashford Holdings from my father, I’ll claim you openly. No one will stand between us again.
I covered my mouth to stop the sound trying to escape.
Message after message revealed what I had never allowed myself to suspect.
Every visit Genevieve made under the guise of sisterly concern had never been about me.
She came for him.
The proof left no room for denial.
Nathaniel had never stopped loving Genevieve.
My sister.
His first love.
The woman who had left him years ago and married Matteo White, the billionaire who now stood as Nathaniel’s fiercest rival.
Memory returned with merciless clarity.
I remembered Nathaniel’s devastation when Genevieve left.
I remembered comforting him.
Listening to him.
Staying beside him during endless nights of heartbreak until friendship slowly blurred into intimacy.
Months later, he confessed love.
A year after that, we married.
I had believed his love was real.
How blind I had been.
Seven years.
Seven years of marriage, and I had been nothing more than a substitute. I had merely filled the empty space Genevieve left behind until she returned.
He had never truly chosen me.
He had settled for me.
The bathroom door opened.
Nathaniel stepped out, water still glistening on his skin, a towel wrapped around his waist.
He looked at me carefully.
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
I lifted my gaze to meet his.
Something between us had died tonight, though he did not know it yet.
I smiled.
It was the same smile I had worn for years, the smile of a trusting wife who saw only the man she loved.
Only now it had become something else.
A mask.
“I’m fine, Nathaniel,” I said softly. “I’ve never been clearer in my life.”
Chapter 3
Arabella's POV
The moment I called him by his familiar nickname, I saw the tension leave Nathaniel’s body.
His shoulders relaxed almost instantly, and the guarded look in his eyes softened into something that would have looked reassuring to anyone who did not know him as intimately as I did. For years, only I had called him Dom. It was a name reserved for the rare moments when I was affectionate, vulnerable, or desperate to bridge the emotional distance that had grown between us over time. Hearing it now clearly reassured him that nothing had changed, and whatever suspicion had briefly stirred in him seemed to disappear.
He crossed the room and bent toward me, intending to kiss me, but just before his lips touched mine, I turned my head slightly so that his kiss landed against my cheek.
“I’m tired,” I said as I pulled the blanket over myself. “It’s been a long day.”
Something in his expression tightened for the briefest moment, though he concealed it quickly behind a practiced smile.
“Of course,” he said gently. “You should rest.”
His voice remained warm, but I did not miss the flicker of irritation in his eyes. Nathaniel had never handled rejection well, especially not from me. He had become accustomed to my devotion and to the certainty that no matter how distant or cold he became, I would always be the one to close the gap between us.
Before either of us spoke again, his phone lit up on the bedside table.
Nathaniel reached for it immediately.
I watched him carefully.
The faint irritation vanished from his face almost at once, replaced by a warmth so effortless and genuine that something inside me turned to ice. The corners of his mouth lifted into a smile, and although he tried to suppress it, there was no mistaking the tenderness in his expression.
He got out of bed and began dressing with unusual haste.
“Something came up at the office,” he said while buttoning his shirt without looking at me. “I may be gone for a few hours.”
“Of course,” I replied evenly. “Take your time.”
He stopped.
Surprise flashed across his face.
Ordinarily, I would have asked questions. I would have reminded him how often urgent business seemed to drag him away in the middle of the night. I would have complained that even the head of Ashford Holdings owed his wife more than occasional scraps of attention.
Tonight, however, I offered no resistance.
His phone lit up again.
Whatever confusion he felt disappeared beneath renewed urgency.
“I love you,” he said softly as he moved toward the door.
The words barely registered.
Only after he disappeared into the hallway did I allow myself to whisper the truth into the silence.
“And I hate you.”
Sleep never truly came that night. I drifted in and out of restless exhaustion, and when dawn finally arrived, Nathaniel still had not returned.
I felt no surprise.
He had most likely spent the night with Genevieve.
The thought should have shattered me.
Instead, it left behind only a dull numbness.
After dressing, I left for the private clinic where I had scheduled the procedure.
The drive passed in complete silence. My thoughts were too tangled to form anything coherent, and by the time I entered the procedure room, my heartbeat had become painfully loud.
The room was warm and softly lit, designed to calm anxious patients. The scent of antiseptic mingled with lavender from a diffuser in the corner. Everything about the space was meant to feel safe.
Nothing could quiet the storm inside me.
The doctor stood beside the examination bed, her expression gentle but serious.
“Are you certain about this, Mrs. Sterling?”
I opened my mouth to answer.
No sound came.
My hand moved instinctively to my stomach.
Memories rose without warning.
Noah’s bright laughter.
His tiny hand wrapped around my finger.
The way his face lit up every time he ran toward me.
The joy he had brought into my life.
Tears burned behind my eyes.
I could not do it.
I could not willingly end this life.
Not after losing him.
Not after everything.
“I can’t,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “I’ve changed my mind.”
The doctor studied me for a moment before nodding with quiet understanding.
“That is entirely your decision,” she said. “Take all the time you need.”
My child deserved the chance to live.
Whatever darkness surrounded me, this baby was innocent.
This child was mine.
And I would never allow anyone to take another child from me.
When I finally left the clinic, my mind remained heavy with thought. I barely noticed where I was walking until a familiar laugh reached my ears.
I froze.
Every muscle in my body tightened.
Nathaniel.
Genevieve.
They were walking out of the maternity wing together, smiling with the comfortable intimacy of two people who had long stopped caring whether the world noticed them.
Nathaniel’s hand rested against the small of Genevieve’s back as he leaned down to say something that made her laugh softly.
Then my gaze dropped.
Genevieve’s hand rested protectively over her stomach.
Understanding hit me with brutal clarity.
She was pregnant.
They saw me before I could turn away.
Genevieve’s face paled immediately.
“Arabella.”
She hurried toward me, wide-eyed, her concern carefully arranged.
“This isn’t what it looks like. Nathaniel only came to accompany me.”
“Don’t apologize, Genevieve,” Nathaniel said, resting a hand on her shoulder.
His eyes softened when he looked at her.
The tenderness there was impossible to miss.
“You’ve done nothing wrong.”
I smiled.
Even I was surprised by how calm I sounded.
“Yes,” I said, meeting his gaze. “You’re right. She hasn’t done anything wrong.”
I stood there watching them.
The way he protected her.
The way warmth radiated from him whenever she was near.
The way his body instinctively positioned itself as though shielding her from the world.
Everything I had once believed belonged to me had never truly been mine.
Both of them seemed unsettled by my composure.
In the past, seeing them too close would have stirred jealousy in me. Nathaniel always dismissed my concerns with irritation, accusing me of being insecure.
She’s your sister, Arabella. She’s married. We’re only friends.
I had believed him every single time.
Nathaniel finally turned toward me.
“We’ll talk at home,” he said. “Let me take Genevieve first.”
I did not hesitate.
“Take your time.”
I moved past them without waiting for a response.
Then I stopped and looked back.
“And congratulations on the baby, Genevieve.”
The silence behind me told me everything.
Neither of them had expected that.
By evening, Nathaniel returned home much earlier than usual.
He entered our bedroom quietly, but I already sensed him.
“You’re early,” I said without looking up from the book resting in my lap.
“Yes,” he replied after a pause. “I finished early because I wanted to spend time with my wife.”
He leaned down to kiss me.
Again, I shifted just enough for his lips to brush my cheek.
Nathaniel froze.
I kept my gaze on the page, though I had not read a single word.
After a long silence, he sat beside me.
“I feel as though we’ve grown distant,” he said quietly. “Maybe I should step back from work for a while.”
I gave a small shrug.
“You’ve been busy. I understand.”
His brows slowly drew together.
He knew how unlike me this was.
For years, I had begged for scraps of his time.
Now I offered indifference.
His voice lowered.
“What is going on, Arabella?”
I finally lifted my gaze to meet his.
I studied the man I had once loved with all my heart. I studied the face I had kissed, trusted, and built a life around. It amazed me how easily monsters could wear beautiful faces.
Then I closed the book and asked the question that made his entire body go still.
“Why are you acting like a husband now,” I said calmly, “when you’ve spent years being someone else’s lover?”
Chapter 4
Arabella's POV
My eyes remained on the open book resting in my lap as I answered him, although I had stopped reading several pages ago.
“Nothing.”
Nathaniel did not respond right away. Even without looking at him, I could feel his gaze fixed on me, sharp and probing, as if he were trying to strip away the calm façade I had so carefully constructed and uncover whatever lay beneath it. When he finally spoke, his voice carried the measured patience of a man already irritated but determined to keep that irritation under control.
“Is this about what you saw at the clinic?” he asked. “Because I have explained to you more times than I can count that there is nothing inappropriate between Genevieve and me.”
I cut him off before he could continue.
“I already told you that I’m fine,” I said as I turned another page with deliberate indifference. “You and Genevieve can define your relationship however you like. If you insist that you are simply close, then I see no reason to argue. All I want right now is a little peace and quiet because this book is finally becoming interesting.”
The dismissal was polite, but impossible to misunderstand.
Nathaniel’s jaw tightened at once. Irritation flashed across his features before he masked it, and without another word, he turned and disappeared into the bathroom.
Only after the door shut did I allow myself a slow breath, although it did little to ease the tension coiled inside me. The air in the bedroom felt suffocating, heavy with everything that remained unsaid. After several more minutes of pretending to read, I closed the book and headed downstairs, hoping the quiet of the kitchen might steady me.
It did not.
I braced both hands against the marble counter and lowered my head, forcing myself to breathe slowly. My pulse still pounded with the memory of everything I had learned. No amount of self-control could erase the images that now haunted me: Nathaniel’s messages, Genevieve’s smile, the files hidden in his study, and above all, the unbearable truth about Noah.
I had spent years drowning in grief, never realizing how thoroughly I had been deceived. Now that illusion had shattered so completely that even my own home felt foreign.
I did not hear Nathaniel approach until his voice sounded behind me.
“You’ve been acting strangely all day, Arabella.”
There was no softness in his voice now. Whatever patience he had tried to maintain was wearing thin.
“If something is wrong, say it.”
I turned slowly, keeping my expression composed.
“I already told you,” I said. “I’m fine.”
Then, because some wounded and furious part of me refused to remain silent, I added, “Why don’t you spend this energy worrying about Genevieve and her baby instead?”
Something changed in his face.
The shift was subtle but unmistakable. His eyes darkened, and the restraint in him began to crack.
“What is that supposed to mean?”
I lifted one shoulder in a small shrug and stepped away from the counter.
“It means exactly what it sounds like,” I replied. “You seem far more concerned about her than your own wife.”
That was all it took.
The last of Nathaniel’s patience snapped.
“You’re being ridiculous again, Arabella,” he said, his voice rising. “Genevieve is your sister. I am tired of this childish jealousy and constant suspicion.”
A bitter laugh escaped me.
“I’m not jealous.”
I held his gaze without blinking.
“You deserve each other.”
For one suspended moment, silence filled the space between us.
Then Nathaniel moved.
The shove came so suddenly that my body had no time to react. His hand struck my shoulder with enough force to send me backward. My lower back slammed into the sharp edge of the counter before I collapsed onto the floor.
Pain exploded through me.
The impact sent a violent shock through my spine and abdomen, so intense that the world tilted. A cry tore from my throat before I could stop it.
Nathaniel stared down at me, his chest rising and falling.
If guilt touched him, it vanished quickly.
His face hardened.
“I have important business tonight,” he said coldly, as though I were nothing more than an inconvenience. “Don’t wait up.”
Then he turned and walked out.
The front door slammed.
Silence followed.
Only seconds later, pain surged through my abdomen in terrible waves. Instinctively, both hands flew to my stomach as dread consumed me. That dread became raw horror when warmth began spreading between my legs.
My blood ran cold.
Blood.
I looked down with shaking hands and saw crimson soaking through my clothes.
“No…”
The word broke apart in my throat.
Tears blurred my vision as panic swallowed every coherent thought. Crawling toward the wall, I reached for my phone with trembling fingers and called Nathaniel.
The line connected.
Relief hit me so hard I nearly sobbed.
“R-Dom…”
His voice came through cold and furious.
“Do not call me again until you’re ready to stop acting like a child.”
The call ended.
I stared at the screen in disbelief before trying again.
This time the call failed immediately.
He had blocked me.
The pain worsened.
So did the bleeding.
Panic devoured everything.
With what little strength remained, I called emergency services and sent my location. Even as I did, darkness had already begun closing in around the edges of my vision. The kitchen blurred. The floor beneath me seemed to vanish.
As consciousness slipped away, one final thought burned through the agony.
If I lose this child, Nathaniel will pay for everything.
Darkness swallowed me.
When awareness returned, it came slowly through the sterile scent of antiseptic and the soft beeping of hospital monitors. For several seconds, I could not remember where I was.
Then memory returned.
Terror hit me so violently that my eyes flew open.
My hand shot to my stomach.
“My baby…”
The doctor beside my bed went still.
Her expression told me everything before she spoke.
She placed a gentle hand over mine, and the sorrow in her eyes shattered the last fragile piece of hope inside me.
“I’m so sorry, Mrs. Ashford,” she said quietly. “We did everything we could, but we were unable to save the baby.”
The words struck with devastating force.
For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.
Then grief tore through me with unbearable violence. A scream escaped my throat, raw and broken, before sobs followed with such force that my entire body shook. I cried without restraint as agony consumed me.
Noah was gone.
Now this child was gone too.
Nathaniel had taken both from me.
He had destroyed every future I had dared to imagine.
I cried until exhaustion left me hollow. When even tears abandoned me, I lay motionless beneath the blankets, staring at the ceiling with an emptiness so vast it frightened me.
The door opened sometime later.
I lacked the strength to look.
“Hello, Arabella.”
The voice was deep, calm, and unfamiliar.
Reluctantly, I turned my head.
Matteo White stood near my bed, his steel-gray eyes fixed on me with unreadable intensity.
Genevieve’s husband.
The sight of him reopened wounds I had barely managed to contain because his presence brought with it everything I had lost.
He approached slowly before sitting in the chair beside my bed.
“I heard what happened,” he said. “I’m sorry.”
My throat burned from crying.
“Genevieve isn’t here,” I said hoarsely.
Something dark passed through his expression.
“No,” he said, his voice cool but edged with steel. “I’m not here because of that cheating wife of mine.”
Despite everything, surprise flickered through me.
“You know?”
He nodded.
“Yes.”
“For how long?”
“A week.”
His gaze never left mine.
“You?”
“This week.”
Silence settled between us.
There was something unsettling about the calm he projected. It felt less like peace and more like violence held under perfect discipline.
At last, he leaned back slightly.
“That is exactly why I came.”
Exhaustion still weighed heavily on me, but curiosity cut through the fog of grief.
“What do you want?”
Matteo studied me for several long seconds.
When he finally spoke, his voice was steady, cold, and completely without hesitation.
“I came because I believe we can help each other.”
I frowned faintly.
“How?”
A slow, dangerous smile touched his mouth, though it never reached his eyes.
He leaned forward slightly.
“Tell me, Arabella,” he said, his voice low and deliberate, “how would you feel about destroying them together?”