Chapter 2

I packed lunch that morning. Cassian's favorite. Grilled chicken, arugula, the vinaigrette he liked from the deli on Lexington. I put it in the glass container with the blue lid. The one I always used.

I told myself I was being a good wife.

But my hands were steady as I closed the lid. My face was calm. I wasn't sure what I was looking for. I only knew I needed to see.

Manhattan Presbyterian was fifteen minutes from our apartment. I'd made this trip dozens of times. Brought him coffee during double shifts. Dropped off his reading glasses. Played the role.

The lobby smelled like antiseptic and cafeteria food. I signed in at the desk. The security guard knew me. He smiled and waved me through.

Cassian's office was on the fourth floor. I took the elevator. Watched the numbers climb. My reflection in the steel doors looked composed. Professional. Like I was just dropping off lunch.

The hallway was quiet. His door was half-open.

I heard her before I saw her. A light laugh. Young. Comfortable.

I stepped into the doorway and stopped.

Daisy Ruiz was sitting on the edge of Cassian's desk. Not in a chair. On the desk. Her legs crossed. Her white coat unbuttoned. She was holding a mug in both hands. Sipping slowly.

My mug.

The ceramic was cream-colored. There was a line engraved on the side in delicate script. *"In all the world, there is no heart for me like yours."* A line from a poem I'd loved since college. Cassian had it custom-made for our fifth anniversary. He'd given it to me over breakfast. Told me it reminded him of us.

Daisy was drinking coffee from it.

I stood there. Perfectly still. My hand tightened on the lunch container.

She tilted her head back and laughed at something Cassian said. He was standing by the window, his back to me. His shoulders were relaxed. His voice was warm.

Then I saw her wrist.

A delicate gold bracelet. Four tiny charms. Each one a four-leaf clover. The light caught it as she gestured.

I stopped breathing.

Three years ago. A walk through Central Park. Early autumn. The leaves were just starting to turn. We'd stopped by the pond. Cassian had pointed at a jewelry store window across Fifth Avenue. There was a bracelet on display. Gold. Delicate. Four-leaf clovers.

"That's pretty," I'd said.

He'd squeezed my hand. "Next anniversary. I'll get it for you."

I'd smiled. Kissed his cheek. Believed him.

Daisy was wearing it now.

She turned her head and saw me. Her eyes widened. Just slightly. Then she smiled. Slow. Easy.

"Oh," she said. "Mrs. Elliott."

Cassian turned. His expression didn't change. No guilt. No surprise. Just a faint tightening around his mouth.

"Milena," he said. "I didn't know you were coming by."

I held up the container. "Brought you lunch."

Daisy slid off the desk. She set the mug down. Right in the center. Like it belonged there.

"I should get going," she said. She picked up a tablet from the desk. Tucked it under her arm. Walked past me. Close enough that I could smell her perfume. Floral. Light. The same scent that had been on Cassian's coat.

She paused in the doorway. Looked back at him. "See you later, Dr. Elliott."

Then she was gone.

I stepped inside. Set the container on his desk. Next to the mug.

Cassian closed the door behind me. "What are you doing here?"

I pointed at the mug. "That's mine."

He glanced at it. Shrugged. "Someone left it in the break room. I grabbed it this morning."

"It has my poem on it."

"Milena—"

"And the bracelet," I said. My voice was quiet. Steady. "The one you promised me. She's wearing it."

His jaw tightened. He crossed his arms. "It's a common design. You can get it anywhere."

"You said you'd buy it for me."

"I said I'd think about it."

I stared at him. "No. You said next anniversary."

He sighed. Rubbed his temple. Like I was giving him a headache. "Milena, you're being paranoid."

"Am I?"

"Yes." His voice was sharp now. Clipped. "You show up unannounced at my workplace. You accuse my intern of—what, exactly? Stealing your jewelry? Drinking from your mug? Do you hear yourself?"

I didn't answer.

"This is embarrassing," he said. "For both of us."

I looked at the mug. At the engraving. At the faint lipstick print on the rim.

Then I looked at him.

"Okay," I said.

He blinked. "Okay?"

"You're right. I'm being paranoid."

His shoulders relaxed. "Thank you."

I picked up my purse. Turned toward the door.

"Milena."

I stopped. Didn't turn around.

"I love you," he said. "You know that."

I nodded once. Then I walked out.

I didn't take the mug with me.

I left it there. On his desk. With her lipstick still on the rim.

Because I didn't need it anymore.

I had something better.

I had clarity.

Chapter 3

I called Patricia Vance that evening. I found her card in the drawer where I kept our tax documents. She was a divorce attorney. Rachel had mentioned her once, years ago, after her sister's separation. I'd filed the name away without thinking I'd ever need it.

The phone rang twice.

"Patricia Vance."

"Ms. Vance, my name is Milena Kelly. I'm calling about a consultation."

"Of course. What's the situation?"

I sat at the kitchen table. The apartment was quiet. Cassian was at the hospital. Again.

"I've been married seven years," I said. "My husband is having an affair."

"Do you have proof?"

"Yes."

"Does he know you know?"

"No."

She was quiet for a moment. "What do you want, Mrs. Kelly?"

I looked at my hands. They were folded on the table. Steady.

"I want to understand my options."

"All right. Walk me through it."

So I did. I told her about the movie tickets. The mug. The bracelet. The phone call on New Year's Eve. I described it all quietly. Methodically. Like I was presenting evidence in a case that didn't belong to me.

Patricia didn't interrupt. She let me finish.

When I stopped talking, she said, "You've already done the hard part."

I blinked. "What?"

"The hard part is seeing it clearly. The rest is paperwork."

I felt something loosen in my chest. Something I'd been holding tight for weeks.

"Can I think about it?" I asked.

"Of course. But Mrs. Kelly?"

"Yes?"

"Don't wait too long. The longer you stay, the harder it gets to leave."

I thanked her. Hung up. Opened my legal notepad and wrote down a single word.

*Enough.*

Then I closed the notebook and went to bed.

---

The storm came three nights later.

I woke to thunder. The kind that shook the windows. Rain hammered the glass. The apartment was dark except for the occasional flash of lightning.

Cassian wasn't home. Another late shift. Another excuse.

I got up to close the bedroom window. That's when the pain hit.

Sharp. Twisting. Low in my abdomen. I doubled over. Pressed my hand to my stomach. Waited for it to pass.

It didn't.

I made it to the kitchen before my legs gave out. I sank to the floor. My back against the cabinet. The pain was a fist clenching tighter and tighter.

I reached for my phone. My hands were shaking. I pulled up Cassian's number. Hit call.

It rang four times.

"Milena?" His voice was distracted. Impatient.

"Cassian." I could barely get the word out. "I need you."

"What's wrong?"

"Something's wrong. I can't—I can't move. It hurts."

There was a pause. Then I heard it. In the background. A soft whimper. High-pitched. Frightened.

Daisy.

"Cassian, please—"

"Take some antacid," he said. His voice was clipped. Dismissive. "I'm in the middle of something."

Another crack of thunder. Daisy's voice again, closer now. "I hate storms. Please don't leave."

"Cassian—"

The line went dead.

I stared at the phone. The screen went dark. My reflection stared back at me. Pale. Wet with sweat.

I tried to stand. Couldn't. The pain was worse now. Radiating up my ribs. I crawled to the couch. Pulled myself onto it. Lay there breathing through my teeth.

I called 911.

The dispatcher was calm. Asked questions. Sent an ambulance.

I hung up and closed my eyes. Listened to the rain. Waited.

---

The ER was bright and cold. A nurse hooked me up to an IV. Asked questions. Took my vitals. A doctor came in. Young. Efficient. He pressed on my abdomen. I winced.

"Acute gastritis," he said. "Possibly an ulcer. We'll run some tests. You'll be here a few hours."

I nodded.

He left. The nurse adjusted the IV. Dimmed the lights. Told me to rest.

I lay there staring at the ceiling. The pain was duller now. Manageable. The IV drip was steady. Rhythmic.

I heard voices in the hallway. A man's voice. Urgent. Familiar.

Cassian.

I turned my head. Through the gap in the curtain, I saw him. He was carrying someone. Cradling her like she was made of glass.

Daisy.

Her arms were around his neck. Her face was pressed to his shoulder. She was crying softly.

He set her down gently in a wheelchair. Crouched beside her. Brushed her hair back.

"You're okay," he murmured. "I've got you."

A nurse approached. "What happened?"

"She tripped on the stairs during the storm," Cassian said. "Scraped her knee. I want it looked at. Make sure there's no infection."

The nurse glanced down. "It's a surface abrasion. We can clean it here."

"I want a full exam," Cassian said. His voice was firm. Protective. "She was terrified. I'm not taking any chances."

Daisy looked up at him. Her eyes were wet. Grateful. "Thank you," she whispered.

He kissed her forehead.

I lay there. Watching. My phone was in my hand. I lifted it slowly. Opened the camera. Hit record.

I filmed him crouching beside her. Whispering to her. Holding her hand.

I filmed the nurse cleaning a scrape no bigger than a dime.

I filmed Cassian pulling Daisy into his arms. Stroking her hair. Telling her she was safe.

Then I stopped recording. Saved the file. And closed my eyes.

When the nurse came back to check on me, I was crying.

She squeezed my hand. "The pain will pass," she said gently.

I nodded.

But I wasn't crying about the pain.

I was crying because I finally understood.

He hadn't hung up because he didn't care.

He'd hung up because he cared more about her.

Chapter 4

I called a car.

I didn't call Cassian again. I sat on the floor of our kitchen and waited for the headlights to sweep across the window. When the driver texted that he'd arrived, I pulled myself up. Walked down to the street. Slid into the back seat.

"Manhattan Presbyterian," I said.

The driver glanced at me in the mirror. "You okay, miss?"

"I'm fine."

I pressed my palm against my abdomen. The pain was a low, grinding ache now. Constant. I leaned my head against the window and watched the city blur past. Rain streaked the glass. The streets were empty. It was after midnight.

The hospital entrance glowed white under the awning. I paid the driver. Got out. Walked through the automatic doors into the fluorescent brightness of the ER.

A nurse took my information. Asked questions. How long had I been in pain? Was I nauseous? Did I have a history of ulcers?

I answered everything. Quietly. Politely.

She led me to a bay. Pulled a curtain around me. Told me to change into a gown. A doctor would be in soon.

I sat on the gurney. Pulled off my coat. My hands were steady. I changed. Folded my clothes. Set them on the chair.

Another nurse came in. Younger. She smiled and hooked me up to an IV. The needle pinched. I didn't flinch.

"This'll help with the pain," she said. "Just rest."

She dimmed the light. Left.

I lay back. Stared at the ceiling tiles. Counted them. Twelve across. Eight down. Ninety-six total.

The medication worked slowly. The pain softened. Dulled. I closed my eyes. Listened to the sounds of the ER. Beeping monitors. Low voices. Footsteps.

I didn't sleep.

I waited.

---

The doors burst open.

I heard it before I saw it. A man's voice. Urgent. Commanding.

"I need a gurney. Now."

I opened my eyes. Turned my head.

Through the gap in the curtain, I saw him.

Cassian.

He was carrying someone. Cradling her against his chest. Her arms were around his neck. Her face pressed to his shoulder.

Daisy.

Her leg dangled. There was a Band-Aid on her knee. A small spot of red soaked through.

A nurse rushed over. "What happened?"

"She fell," Cassian said. His voice was tight. Protective. "On the stairs outside her building. The storm—she was scared. I tried to get her inside and she slipped."

The nurse glanced at Daisy's knee. "It looks minor—"

"I want it examined," Cassian said. "Properly. She could have fractured something. She's in pain."

Daisy whimpered softly. "It hurts," she whispered.

"I know, sweetheart." He kissed the top of her head. "I've got you. You're okay. I'm right here."

I lay there. Three feet away. Behind a curtain.

Watching.

The nurse brought a wheelchair. Cassian set Daisy down gently. Like she was made of glass. He crouched beside her. Brushed her hair back from her face.

"You're so brave," he murmured.

She looked up at him. Her eyes were wet. "I was so scared."

"I know. But I'm here now. I'm not going anywhere."

He held her hand. Stroked her knuckles with his thumb.

The nurse wheeled her toward an exam room. Cassian walked beside her. His hand never left hers.

They passed my curtain.

He didn't look.

He didn't see me.

I reached for my phone. My hands were steady. I opened the camera. Turned it toward the hallway. Hit record.

I filmed him crouching beside her wheelchair. Whispering to her. His face soft. Tender.

I filmed the nurse cleaning the scrape on Daisy's knee. It was smaller than a quarter.

I filmed Cassian pulling her into his arms. Holding her. Rocking her gently.

"You're safe," he said. "I promise."

I filmed it all.

Then I stopped. Saved the file. And set the phone down on my chest.

I stared at the ceiling again. The medication made everything feel distant. Soft.

But I wasn't numb.

I felt everything.

The nurse came back to check on me. She adjusted the IV. Took my blood pressure.

"How's the pain?" she asked.

"Better," I said.

She smiled. "Good. The doctor will be in soon with your results. Try to rest."

She left.

I closed my eyes.

And I cried.

Quietly. Without sound.

Because I finally understood.

He hadn't hung up because he didn't care.

He'd hung up because he cared more about her.

And no amount of evidence would ever hurt as much as that.

My Husband Hung Up While I Was Dying

Chapter 2 : Cassie Vale
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