Chapter 4
Three days after the dog attack, I sat in Patricia Ng's office on the forty-second floor of a glass tower in Midtown. She slid a folder across her desk. Divorce papers. Clean. Final. Ready to file.
"Sign here," she said. "And here. Initial the asset division on page six."
I signed. My right hand still throbbed where Duchess's teeth had torn through. The bandage made my grip awkward but I managed.
"We'll file Monday in Miami," Patricia said. "He'll be served Tuesday. By the time he realizes what's happening, you'll already be gone."
"Good," I said quietly.
I left her office at three-fifteen. Traffic was heavy on the way back to the estate. I sat in the back of the car and watched the city slide past. Gray buildings. Gray sky. Everything the same color as the stone I'd knelt on.
I got home at four-thirty.
Marie met me at the door. Her face was wrong. Too pale.
"Mrs. Carr—Ensley—the hospital called—"
I was already moving.
I drove myself. Forty minutes to Mount Sinai. I don't remember any of it.
They'd put Ensley in a private room on the cardiac floor. She was small under the white sheets. Sedated. An IV in her left arm. Monitors beeping softly.
A doctor I'd never seen before stood beside the bed. Young. Tired.
"Acute stress-induced tachycardia," she said. "Her heart rate spiked to one-ninety. We've stabilized her but she needs to stay calm. No stress. No agitation."
"What happened?" My voice came out flat.
The doctor glanced at her chart. "A visitor, according to the care staff. A Ms. Perez. She was with your sister for approximately twenty minutes before the episode."
I looked at Ensley's face. Peaceful now. Unaware.
In her right hand, crumpled against the sheet, was a piece of paper. I reached for it carefully. The nurse had tried to take it during transport but Ensley had held on so tightly they'd given up.
I smoothed it out.
A sketch. Pencil on notebook paper. Birds again. But these ones weren't flying. They were falling.
I folded it and put it in my purse.
"I'm staying," I said.
The doctor nodded and left.
I pulled a chair close to the bed and sat. I held Ensley's hand—the one without the IV—and watched her breathe.
She didn't wake up until morning.
When she did, her eyes found mine immediately.
"She said you're nothing," Ensley whispered. "She said when you're gone I'll have no one."
I squeezed her hand. "She's wrong."
"Where will we go?"
"Somewhere safe," I said. "Somewhere with an ocean."
Ensley's eyes closed again. "Okay."
I stayed until the afternoon shift came on. Then I drove home and went straight to my laptop.
I opened the encrypted folder Patricia had sent me. I reviewed every document. Every account number. Every transfer authorization.
Everything was ready.
I sent one email: *Proceed with all transfers. Immediate execution.*
Then I closed the laptop and went to pack Ensley's things.
Nathaniel left for London on Thursday morning. Six a.m. flight. He kissed my forehead on his way out—a gesture so automatic it meant nothing.
"I'll be back Monday," he said. "Don't forget the Hargrove dinner Tuesday."
"I won't," I said quietly.
He left.
I waited one hour. Then I went to check on Ensley at the care quarters. She was still at Mount Sinai under observation. They were keeping her until Friday.
I was alone in the house.
At seven that evening, the doorbell rang.
I opened it.
Aitana stood on the steps. Behind her, two people I'd never seen before. A man—tall, expressionless—and a woman with sharp eyes and a mouth like a knife.
"Nathaniel asked us to go over some estate details with you," Aitana said pleasantly. "In the east study. It won't take long."
I looked at her. At the two strangers. At the way the man's hand rested near his pocket.
I could have said no. I could have closed the door.
But I wanted to see how far she would go.
"Of course," I said.
I followed them through the house to the east wing. The study Nathaniel never used. The one with the heavy door and the lock on the outside.
Aitana opened it. Gestured me in.
I walked inside.
The man—Brek, Aitana called him—closed the door behind us. I heard the lock turn.
Aitana was already seated at the desk. A glass of white wine sat beside her right hand. Beside her left, a pair of thin-nosed pliers.
She picked them up. Examined them in the light.
"Sit," she said.
Brek moved behind me. His hands closed around my wrists. He pressed them flat against the armrests of the chair.
I didn't fight.
Aitana stood and walked around the desk. She crouched in front of me. Her face was calm. Almost kind.
"This won't take long," she said softly.
She took my left hand. Positioned the pliers carefully under the nail of my index finger.
Then she pulled.
The pain was white. Absolute. It filled every space in my skull.
I bit down hard. My teeth went through my bottom lip. Blood filled my mouth.
I did not make a sound.
Aitana set the nail on the desk. Took a sip of wine.
"There was this little restaurant near the Seine," she said conversationally. "Nathaniel took me there last year. The duck was extraordinary."
She moved to the next finger.
Pull.
I tasted copper. My vision went gray at the edges.
She continued talking. About Paris. About the weather. About the sound Nathaniel made when he slept—a soft exhale, she said, almost like a sigh.
Middle finger.
Pull.
Ring finger.
Pull.
Pinky.
Pull.
She switched to my right hand.
By the third nail, I couldn't feel my hands anymore. Just a distant fire where they used to be.
Aitana finished the last one. Set the pliers down. Drained her wine.
"There," she said. "All done."
She stood and smoothed her skirt.
"Brek will take you to your room. Clean yourself up. Nathaniel wouldn't want to see you like this."
She walked out.
Brek released my wrists. I looked down.
Ten raw beds where my nails used to be. Blood running down my fingers onto my lap.
The woman handed me a towel.
I wrapped my hands and stood.
I walked upstairs to my bathroom. Locked the door. Ran cold water over the wounds until the sink turned pink.
Then I dressed them carefully. Gauze. Medical tape. My hands shook so badly it took twenty minutes.
When I was done, I sat on the edge of the tub and stared at the tile.
I did not cry.
I just counted.
Seven days until Miami.
Seven days until I disappeared.
Seven days until none of this could ever touch me again.
Chapter 5
The door locked behind them at 9:53 p.m.
I sat in the chair for eleven minutes. My hands were wrapped in strips torn from the hem of my dress—white silk, now red at the edges. I'd applied pressure to each finger in sequence, the way I remembered from a first-aid course I took in college. Keep the wounds elevated. Control the bleeding. Don't panic.
I didn't panic.
The study was cold. Nathaniel never used this room. The heating vents were closed. I could see my breath.
I stood slowly. My legs held.
The door was old—original to the estate, heavy oak with brass hardware. But the lock was exterior. Aitana had turned the key from the hallway side.
I walked to the window. The latch was stiff but it moved. I forced it open and cold air rushed in. I used the metal edge to pry at the doorframe—not the lock itself but the wood around it. Old houses settle. The frame had gaps.
It took forty minutes.
The wood splintered. The door swung open.
I walked through the house. Past the kitchen where I'd made Nathaniel's coffee that morning. Past the sunroom where Ensley used to paint. Past the bedroom where I'd slept beside a man who never loved me.
I didn't take anything.
I walked out the front door at 11:47 p.m.
The air was sharp and clear. I stood on the steps for a moment and looked back at the house. All those windows. All that light.
Then I turned and walked to the road.
A cab came within ten minutes. The driver didn't ask about my hands.
I checked into a hotel near Penn Station. Small. Anonymous. The kind of place where no one looks twice.
I called Patricia Ng from the room phone.
"File everything tomorrow morning," I said. "I'll be out of the country within forty-eight hours."
"Understood," Patricia said. "The Miami accounts are active. Everything's in place."
"Good."
I hung up.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at my hands. The makeshift bandages were soaked through. I unwrapped them carefully and ran cold water over the wounds in the bathroom sink. Then I re-wrapped them with the hotel's first-aid kit—thin gauze and tape that barely held.
I didn't sleep.
At six a.m., I went back.
The estate was quiet. Aitana's people were still asleep in the guest wing. I used my key—Nathaniel had never thought to take it back—and slipped inside.
I went to my desk. I took Ensley's discharge papers from the hospital. I took one photograph of my mother—the only one I'd kept in this house—from the bottom drawer.
Then I walked to the kitchen.
Nathaniel's coffee cup sat on the counter. The one I'd set out for him every morning for five years. White porcelain. Gold rim.
I pulled off my wedding ring. It took effort—my fingers were swollen—but it came free.
I set it beside the cup.
I didn't look back.
I drove to Mount Sinai. Ensley was awake, dressed, sitting on the edge of the hospital bed with her sketchbook in her lap.
"We're leaving," I said.
She looked up. "Where?"
"Somewhere warm. Somewhere with good light for painting."
She nodded and stood. "Okay."
We drove to JFK. I parked in long-term and left the keys in the ignition.
Conrad's plane was waiting.
I saw it from across the tarmac—sleek and white, the Hayes crest small and discreet near the tail. Conrad stood at the base of the steps. Tall. Still. Waiting.
I walked toward him. Ensley held my arm.
Conrad's eyes went to my hands. The bandages. The blood seeping through.
He didn't ask.
He just took my bag and offered his arm.
"Welcome home," he said quietly.
Ensley looked up at him. She studied his face for a long moment—the way she always did when she was deciding whether someone was safe.
"You have a good face," she said.
Conrad's mouth softened. "Thank you, Ensley."
We boarded.
The flight was three hours. I sat by the window and watched New York disappear below the clouds. Ensley fell asleep with her head on my shoulder.
Conrad sat across from us. He didn't speak. He just watched me the way you watch something fragile that you're afraid might break if you move too fast.
I didn't break.
When we landed in Miami, the air was warm. Humid. It smelled like salt and flowers.
Conrad's car was waiting. We drove through streets lined with palms and bougainvillea. The light was different here. Softer.
The Hayes estate sat on the water. White stone. Wide terraces. Glass everywhere.
Conrad led us to the east wing.
Ensley's studio was flooded with light. North-facing windows. A worktable already set up with brushes and paints and clean canvases.
"This is yours," Conrad said.
Ensley walked to the window and pressed her hands against the glass. "I can see the ocean."
"Yes," Conrad said. "You can."
My suite was next door. A bedroom. A sitting room. A view of Biscayne Bay that stretched all the way to the horizon.
Conrad handed me a folder.
"A marriage contract," he said. "Full partnership in Hayes Corp's secondary holdings. Legal protection under the Hayes name. Complete autonomy over every decision in your life."
He paused.
"This is a contract of convenience if that's what you need it to be," he said quietly. "It can also be anything else."
I opened the folder. I read every line.
Partnership. Protection. Autonomy.
Everything I'd never had.
I signed it that night.
A week later, in a quiet civil ceremony witnessed by Margot Voss and a Miami judge, I became Arabella Hayes.
I stood beside Conrad in a courthouse that smelled like old paper and floor wax. I wore a simple dress—cream silk, long sleeves to hide the bandages.
The judge asked if I took this man.
I looked at Conrad. At the steadiness in his eyes. At the way he'd waited five years without asking for anything.
"I do," I said.
And I meant it.