Chapter 1

I was on my knees on the concrete floor when the freight elevator creaked open behind us.

Wind slammed against my face, but I didn’t flinch. Nothing mattered anymore not when my little brother, Aziel, stood bound and trembling near the edge of that skeletal crane arm.

“Three seconds, baby,” Hakeem said from the chair he dragged up here, “Sign that statement, forgive Margaret, and your brother walks out of here alive. Don’t test me. You know I don’t bluff.”

My palms were shaking, but my heart was a war drum in my chest. Aziel looked so small up there, tied to a rusted pipe, his wide eyes darting from the edge to me.

“H-Harmony,” he whimpered, “Why are we up so high? Can we go home now?”

“Hakeem,” I choked, looking up at the man I married. The man I thought would never let anyone hurt my family. “Margaret burned my mother alive. She locked her inside the house and set it on fire like it meant nothing. My mother is dead. Aziel is all I have left—he has special needs, and you're using him to protect your mistress? Do you even hear yourself? Do you remember what he means to me?”

He leaned forward, brushing a hand over my hair like I was a dog he was proud of. I wanted to bite him.

“Sweetheart,” he murmured, “When you started threatening charges, did it ever cross your mind how much she means to me? How far would I go for her?”

He arched a brow at me…Then he started counting again.

“Two.”

Panic ripped through my chest. I could barely see straight. This man… this monster… I gave him everything. Eight years. My name. My body. My soul. I thought I was his world.

Maybe I was.

Until she came back from the dead.

I clutched the hem of his slacks, trembling. “Let her say sorry. Just let me hear it. She murdered my mother… Let me hear her admit it.”

He scoffed, “She said she's not the one who burned your mother. That’s the end of it. She’s not suffering with PTSD, Harmony. You think I don’t see that? I asked you for compassion. You couldn’t give me that. You really let me down.”

I stared up at him, and I knew. Right there, I knew. There was no fixing this. No forgiveness. No version of this story where he loved me anymore.

I swallowed the taste of bile and whispered, “I’ll… I’ll sign. Just don’t kill him. Please.”

That sick smile spread across his face again. “There’s my good girl.” Then it disappeared. His voice turned colder than death. “But baby… you went too far. I can’t let it slide.”

“One.”

“No—!”

Before I could scream, his bodyguard moved. One hard kick to Aziel’s chest. I watched my baby brother fall.

One second he was standing there, crying, waiting for me to come get him and the next, he was gone. Nothing but air.

My scream ripped through the steel frame of that unfinished building. My lungs shredded. My arms flailed, trying to reach for him, to run, to leap. But two guards grabbed me, dragged me back as I thrashed like an animal.

The wind howled louder. The city lights below blurred with my tears. And that bastard, he just sat there. Calm. Unbothered.

Just eight years ago, I was Mrs. Harmony Masterson. Respected. Feared. Admired.

I was the queen beside the heir of the most powerful mafia family in Masterson Heights. Then everything started to fall apart. Because of one fire.

That afternoon, my mother’s house went up in flames. She was locked inside. The report said faulty wiring. An accident.

But I knew better. By the time I got there, the fire trucks were gone and all that remained was smoke, ash, and a tarp over her body.

Something in me cracked.

Hakeem held me that night. Promised justice. Swore he’d find whoever did it and burn them alive. But when we got the security footage from a neighbor’s porch camera... everything changed.

The woman spotted near the back gate moments before the fire? Margaret Lawrence. The ghost from his past. The woman everyone thought was dead. But she wasn’t.

Suddenly, my dead mother didn’t matter. Suddenly, justice didn’t matter. All that mattered was her.

He forgot everything else.

Including me.

I begged him to press charges. He said no. I demanded justice. He said she needed help.

I pushed harder and he snapped.

So he took Aziel.

“My love,” he said with that fake-soft voice, “just one signature and it all ends. Stop living in the past.”

I never thought it would come to this.

I used to believe he loved me.

Hakeem Masterson chased me like his life depended on it. Everyone said I was just a fling, some pretty little thing from the slums he’d throw away when he got bored. I thought so too. So I left. I faked my death and vanished.

He went insane. The polished, untouchable heir went full-on suicidal when he found my clothes by the sea.

And I thought, maybe... maybe he really loved me.

But later, I found a letter hidden in his safe. A suicide note.

Not for me. For her.

For Margaret.

Dated the exact day I disappeared. The tears I thought were for me... The cliff he stood on...

The way he swore he’d never love again—

None of it was about me.

I was just her shadow.

I cried for three fucking days.

He held me. Swore I was wrong.

“Baby,” he whispered, “Margaret’s gone. She’s a ghost. You’re the one I breathe for. I’ll prove it. If you still doubt me, I’ll jump. I’ll jump every day until you believe me.”

He walked straight to that cliff again. No hesitation.

I broke. I begged him to come back. I told myself it was real. He even gave me control of his personal unit, his private kill team.

“They’re yours now,” he said, pressing the badge into my hand. “If I ever cross you, use them. No mercy. Kill me. Deal?”

I laughed through the tears. “I’m not a killer. I just want you to love me.”

He looked me straight in the eye. “Hakeem only loves Harmony. Always.”

But when Margaret came back, he never said those words again.

“Harmony,” he told me one night, soft and tired, “she’s not okay. She’s been through hell. Please, give her time. I promise I’ll make it up to you.”

I thought he was just guilty. That once he had closure, he’d come back to me.

But I was wrong. So damn wrong. My mother’s dead. My brother nearly died.

And his scream... it won’t stop playing in my head.

When we got down from that site, I lost it.

I screamed. I kicked. I threatened to burn that entire fucking building to the ground if they didn’t tell me where Aziel was.

Then the elevator gate opened.

A guard stepped out, carrying him.

Aziel.

Alive.

Barely conscious, but breathing.

Chapter 2

“Ma’am,” the guard said, “he’s okay. Passed out. Mr. Masterson had rescue pads installed under the crane. He landed safely.”

I collapsed. I sobbed so hard I couldn’t see. Hakeem came over, all calm and proud. “This is what happens when you disobey me,” he said quietly. “Let’s not go through that again.”

Then he walked off.

Rain started pouring.

And I… I stood there. Alone with my brother. Soaking wet. Numb.

I pulled out the old burner phone I kept hidden in the lining of my bag. The one he didn’t know about.

I dialed.

“It’s me,” I said. My voice was cold. Empty. “I want out. I've got one month. Erase everything. I want to disappear.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

---

After Hakeem left me there on that goddamn site, I carried Aziel on my back through the storm. No car. No guards. Just the rain beating down on us like the world wanted us dead.

His body was burning with fever. Mine wasn’t any better. But I didn’t stop. I couldn’t. I held him up all night, stumbling barefoot through mud and gravel, until we reached the estate.

I collapsed right at the front gate.

Next thing I knew, I was in a hospital bed, shivering, hooked up to an IV. They said I’d been unconscious for three days. Fever was too high and my body nearly gave out.

Aziel was in the next room. Weak, scared, but alive.

Hakeem didn’t visit us. Not once. He was too busy playing house with Margaret.

On the fourth day, they discharged both of us.

When we got home… I saw Margaret. Curled up in Hakeem’s lap like a damn queen. She didn’t even look surprised to see me.

Hakeem didn’t even look up from stroking her hair. “Margaret doesn’t like storms. She’ll be staying in the master bedroom for now. You’ll move to the guest room.”

I didn’t cry. Didn’t scream. I just stood there.

“Fine,” I said, voice flat. “Whatever you want.”

He didn’t know what those three days were like for me. The hell I walked through. The way my tears soaked into a hospital pillow until I had nothing left inside me.

The love I had for him didn’t just fade. It died. I didn’t want his love anymore. Not if this was what it looked like.

---

That night, while I was unpacking in the guest room, he came to the door and leaned against the frame like nothing happened.

“Oh, Harmony,” he said, real casual. “Margaret’s got a therapy pet. You’ll take care of it.”

I froze. “What?”

The front door opened and out came a man in a raincoat, holding a thick plastic container with holes. Inside it was a massive python, coiled and twitching under the light.

I stumbled back, hitting the cabinet so hard my shoulder cracked. Hakeem knew what snakes did to me. He knew. After my dad died, my mom, Aziel, and I lived in this shack behind an old scrap yard. One night a python slid through the cracks in the floorboards. Wrapped around my ankle before I could scream. I still have the scar. Still remember the sound it made hissing in the dark.

But Hakeem just said lazily, “I know you’re scared, but the doctor says it helps her anxiety. That snake’s her medicine. Be a good wife, yeah? Don’t make this harder than it needs to be.”

There was a threat under those words. Quiet but sharp. Like a noose pulling tight behind the smile.

I bit down my pride. Swallowed every last bit of dignity I had. “A-alright,” I said. “I’ll take care of it.”

Margaret smiled like I’d just handed her my throne. “Thanks, Harmony. Oh, and isn’t it sweet? His name’s Armie. Same as yours.”

I blinked. My heart clenched. And I smiled through the burn. “Adorable.”

After that, I fed it. Cleaned its tank. I stayed far as I could, only using tongs and gloves. The damn thing would lift its head and hiss every time I got close. One night, it tried to lunge at me through the glass. I nearly dropped the whole tank.

I didn’t sleep that night.

---

A week passed. I came home from the market, Aziel trailing behind me quietly right away, clutching a juice box. Then I heard crying.

I dropped the groceries, rushed in and found Margaret shaking on the floor. The snake’s tank was tipped over. Hakeem was pacing like a demon, eyes wild.

“Where the fuck is the doctor?!”

Margaret looked up, face streaked with tears, then pointed at Aziel with a trembling hand.

“Him,” she whispered. “He did it. He killed Armie…”

I blinked, stunned. “What?!”

Hakeem turned to me, his voice a low growl. “What the hell did she just say?”

Margaret sniffled, pulled herself up, holding something in her hand a shattered ceramic dish from the tank. “I saw it. He reached in when I stepped out. Started smashing. I tried to stop him, but it was too late.”

“No!” I snapped, stepping between them. “He wouldn’t. Aziel wouldn’t hurt anything. He doesn’t even step on ants. He covers his ears when people yell. You’re lying.”

Margaret looked at me like I just confessed to the murder myself. “He has episodes, doesn’t he? You told me that. He didn’t understand what he was doing. He snapped.” Margaret clung to Hakeem's arm, fake-sobbing. “That snake was my only comfort, Hakeem… and she let him kill it.”

He stared at me. Not with rage. With disappointment.

“Your brother murdered her therapy animal.”

“No, Hakeem, please, he didn’t! How can an eight years old kid—”

“You’ve fucked up again, sweetheart.” Then he nodded once to the guards. “Teach the boy a lesson.”

Aziel’s eyes widened. He backed into the wall, shaking. “No, no, no—I didn’t… I didn’t touch it…”

I ran in front of him.

“NO!” I screamed. “Whip me instead. Please. Don’t touch him. He doesn’t understand what’s happening!”

“Move,” the guard said.

I spread my arms, hugging Aziel tight. “Whip me! I’m the one you hate, right? I’m the one who failed you. Then punish me.”

Hakeem didn’t speak. The whip cracked through the air.

The first lash hit my back like a blade. I screamed, but I didn’t let go of Aziel. He was crying, trembling in my arms, and I held him tighter.

The second lash tore skin. Blood bloomed.

By the fifth, my knees buckled. The world blurred.

By the seventh, I collapsed over Aziel, shielding him with my body, whispering, “It’s okay… it’s okay… don’t be scared…”

They kept going.

Until I stopped moving.

Until all I heard was Aziel sobbing into my hair.

Until everything faded into black.

Chapter 3

When I woke up, I was in another hospital bed. Sterile lights above me, the smell of antiseptic clinging to my skin, my body heavy like someone had poured concrete into my veins.

And there he was.

Hakeem.

Sitting beside me with that permanent scowl, but this time his jaw was tight, eyes shadowed like something was actually bothering him.

“You really gotta stop testing me like this,” he said, voice low and rough. “You know I didn’t want it to go that far, Harmony. You push me and I snap. I told you not to keep pissing me off.”

I turned my head, stared at the white wall beside me.

“I know,” I said. My voice was soft. Too soft. “It won’t happen again.”

He didn’t say anything for a moment. That calm, detached tone of mine? He didn’t like it. Hakeem could handle my screaming, my crying. But silence? Silence made him feel like he was losing control.

He leaned in, cupped the back of my head like he still owned me. “Don’t act like this. Don’t make me feel like you’re scared of me. You know I hate that shit. Look, I got something planned for you. Something big.”

I didn’t move. Just listened.

“It’s our wedding anniversary next week. Three years,” he said. “I booked the yacht. Docked under Masterson Bridge. Midnight.”

Of course he did.

A floating palace under the stars. Moonlight, candles, champagne. No escape.

“I dropped seven figures on the setup,” he added, like that was supposed to impress me. “So put on something decent and show up.”

I stayed quiet.

After a beat, I asked, “Where’s Aziel?”

He pulled out his phone, tapped a few times, then turned the screen toward me. A live feed. My brother, sitting cross-legged on the floor of a luxurious room, a teacher walking him through phonics. A soft-spoken nanny poured juice into a glass behind them.

“He’s fine,” Hakeem said. “Homeschooling starts today. He’s got everything he needs. Best tutors. Twenty-four-hour watch. No harm comes to him, long as you don’t give me a reason to change that.”

I nodded once. Silent.

He watched me for a long moment. Tried to read me, figure out where I’d gone behind my blank face.

But he couldn’t.

Because I wasn’t there anymore.

---

When I stepped onto the yacht that night, the entire deck was drenched in candlelight. Crystal flutes lined the table, each filled with champagne I didn’t ask for. White orchids twisted down the railings. Live violin music floated beneath the stars.

And in the distance—Masterson Bridge, glowing above us like the city itself was watching.

He pulled me into a slow dance beneath the moonlight, whispered against my neck, “Three years, baby. We made it.”

I didn’t blink. Didn’t smile.

Because something inside me had gone quiet.

And when I looked out over the water, I made a promise to myself:

One more month to erase every trace.

To disappear for good. And this time, not even Hakeem Masterson would find me.

Then the elevator chimed. Doors opened. And out walked Margaret. Hakeem immediately went to her and Margaret wrapped her arms to him.

That bitter smile curled onto my lips before I could stop it. Not a decision. Just instinct. Pain wrapped in venom.

Hakeem saw it instantly and stepped in fast. “Don’t start. She just wanted to drop something off for you. That’s all.” I looked down, pretending not to notice how his fingers were laced with hers. But I noticed. So did he. He shifted, straightened his back, and gave me that look, the one that said don’t make me clean up a mess tonight, Harmony. Not here. Not under the stars I paid to light for you.

“Thanks,” I murmured. “Nice of her.” That fake composure pleased him enough.

He finally let go of her hand and came over to wrap his arm around me. Cold lips brushed my temple like an insult.

Margaret didn’t say anything. Just pulled a velvet box from her clutch and handed it to me with that soft, patronizing smile that never quite touched her eyes. I opened it slowly, standing near the glass railing, the dark waves of the river shimmering below.

Inside was a silver hairpin. Delicate. Etched. Familiar. My mother’s. Not just any pin—the pin. Slightly burned. The one with our family crest, with a hidden blade in the stem. She wore it the day she died. The same day Margaret burned her alive.

I couldn’t speak and my fingers curled around the box.

“Where... Where did you get this?”

Margaret blinked, playing her part. “Harmony… I found it in a tiny estate sale on the East End. I thought it was pretty. I didn’t know it meant something to you.”

“You’re lying,” I whispered.

“I’m not,” she said, eyes glassy now. “I thought… I just wanted to give you something special. It's your anniversary. I wanted to be happy for you.”

I stepped forward. “You knew exactly what this was. You knew.”

Margaret slowly backed up. Her voice trembled, just loud enough for the guests and crew to hear. “Why do you hate me so much, Harmony? I’ve done everything to stay out of your way. I—I try to be kind. I smile, I stay quiet. I gave you that. And still…”

She kept walking backward, step by step, toward the edge of the deck. Tears began to fall. Right on cue.

“I just wanted to be happy for you. For both of you…”

Another step back.

“Margaret,” Hakeem warned. “Don’t.”

“I’m sorry I survived,” she cried. “I’m sorry I came back. Maybe I should’ve stayed dead.”

Then—she took one last step. And let herself fall. Her body disappeared beneath the black water with a splash that silenced everything.

Gasps cut through the night like glass. Guests froze. Forks clinked against plates. A violinist stopped mid-bow.

“She jumped…”

“Oh my god…”

“What did Harmony do to her?”

“I heard she’s been tormenting that poor woman for months…”

“She’s unstable. Always was.”

“Margaret!” Hakeem’s voice cracked, ragged and raw. He didn’t even look at me. He bolted forward and jumped without hesitation, crashing into the waves after her like the world would end if she didn’t resurface.

The staff scrambled. Radios went off. Spotlights swung out from the yacht’s frame to scan the water. I didn’t move. I stood where I was, alone at the railing, fingers still clenched around the velvet box.

Below, I heard coughing. Splashing. Her name, echoing again and again.

“I told you she was jealous,” someone whispered.

“She always hated Margaret. This time she pushed her too far.”

“She should be ashamed. What kind of woman ruins her own anniversary?”

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