Chapter 1

Three weeks before our grand society wedding in London, my fiancé vanished.

I spent six agonizing days terrified that his high-stakes investment deals had finally gotten him killed. I didn't sleep. I didn't eat. I hired the best private investigators in Europe, throwing my family's money at anyone who could find the man I loved.

Tonight, they found him.

He wasn't dead. He was in the freezing Alpine.

The luxury ski chalet glowed with warm, golden light against the dark, snow-covered mountain. I walked onto the wraparound balcony, my heart pounding against my ribs. I was ready to burst through the glass doors, ready to throw my arms around him and weep with relief.

But my hand stopped inches from the frosted glass.

"So, are you actually going to marry her?" a woman’s voice purred from inside, dripping with amusement.

"God, no," Silas sneered, the clink of his whiskey glass echoing through the ajar door. "She’s so suffocatingly proper. Once I finally had her, the thrill was entirely gone."

I froze. The air in my lungs vanished.

"Then why keep up the act?" a man asked. "You've been playing the devoted saint for two years, Silas. You even bought the ring."

"Because of Kaelen," Silas stated simply.

The name sent a cold shiver down my spine.

Kaelen. The man who had obsessed over me for five years. The powerful, ruthless man whose intense, suffocating pursuit had terrified me so much that I ran straight into Silas’s open, waiting arms. I had chosen Silas because he was everything Kaelen was not—safe, gentle, and calm.

"Kaelen treated Vivienne like a literal goddess," Silas continued, his tone sickeningly proud. "He would have burned the world down for her. I only played the perfect, gentle lover to snatch her away from him. I wanted to see the look on his arrogant face when she chose me."

"But you've already won," the woman teased. "Why not just dump her now?"

"Because just breaking up with her isn't enough to crush Kaelen," Silas said smoothly. "I’m going to let her put on that custom silk dress. I'm going to let her walk down the aisle in front of all of London's elite. And I just won't show up."

He paused, letting the cruelty of his plan settle over the room.

"Imagine Kaelen's despair," he whispered, a dark thrill in his voice. "The woman he worships, abandoned at the altar, reduced to the ultimate laughingstock of high society."

The room erupted into laughter.

"Just two more weeks of playing the devoted fiancé," a woman whispered, her voice thick with longing. Her face was hidden in the shadows, but her hands slid up his chest to tangle in his hair. "And then you're finally mine."

"I've always been yours," Silas breathed.

A soft, breathy gasp escaped her lips as his hands gripped her waist with a hungry, desperate possession he had never shown me.

He pulled her flush against him, the sudden, heavy friction of their bodies drawing a low, guttural groan from his throat.

His mouth crashed down on hers in a deep, devouring kiss. Even through the glass, I could hear the wet, frantic slide of their lips and the heavy, sharp intakes of breath as they broke apart only to clash together again.

She arched into him with a soft, needy whimper, their silhouettes melting together in the firelight in a display of raw, illicit heat.

I stood outside in the dark, the freezing Alpine wind nothing compared to the ice in my veins.

I didn't burst through the glass doors. Tears wouldn't give me back my two years.

Instead, I quietly turned away from the chalet's golden light, walked back into the freezing night, and erased all traces of my trip to France.

The next morning, the soft, golden light of the London sun woke me.

The heavy bedroom door slowly pushed open.

Silas walked in.

He was holding a silver breakfast tray. He looked perfectly disheveled—his hair slightly tousled, a shadow of stubble on his jaw, dark circles under his eyes. It was a masterclass in playing the frantic, exhausted lover.

He clearly had no idea that I had been standing on that freezing balcony in Chamonix twelve hours ago.

He saw me awake, and his face crumbled into a mask of absolute, manufactured relief.

"Vivienne," he breathed, his voice cracking perfectly on my name.

He quickly set the silver tray on the nightstand and dropped to his knees right beside the bed. He reached out, taking my cold hands in his warm ones, gripping them like I was his lifeline.

"I am so, so sorry," he whispered, pressing a desperate kiss to my knuckles.

"Where were you, Silas?" I asked. My voice was completely flat.

"I was in the Scottish Highlands," he lied smoothly, his thumbs rubbing soothing circles into my skin. "I drove up there alone. No phone, no signal. I was just... overwhelmed, darling. The wedding preparations, the pressure at the investment firm. I panicked. I needed a solitary retreat to clear my head so I could be the perfect husband you deserve."

"I know I terrified you," he murmured, his tone dripping with gentle devotion. "I am a fool. But I'm here now. I'm never leaving you again. Can you ever forgive me, my love?"

He reached up, his hand moving to cup my face, his thumb gently brushing my cheek.

The sheer, audacious cruelty of his touch sent a violent jolt through my system. The phantom sound of his cruel laughter in the ski chalet echoed in my ears. Imagine Kaelen's despair. The woman he worships, abandoned at the altar.

He thought I was a fool. He thought he could buy my blind obedience with a silver tray and a few soft words, just to set me up for the ultimate slaughter.

I didn't cry. I didn't scream.

I simply pulled my hand from his grasp, raised my arm, and slapped him across the face.

Chapter 2

The sharp crack of the slap echoed violently against the glass walls of the penthouse.

Silas’s head snapped to the side. He froze, still on his knees, a dark red mark instantly blooming across his pale cheek.

For a fraction of a second, his carefully constructed mask slipped. A flash of genuine, cold fury sparked in his eyes. The gentle, devoted fiancé vanished, revealing the ruthless predator I had seen in Alpine.

Before he could speak, before he could unleash that anger, I threw my hands over my face and burst into tears.

"I thought you were dead!" I sobbed, my voice trembling with perfectly manufactured hysteria.

I dropped to my knees in front of him, grabbing the lapels of his expensive shirt. I let my body shake, playing the role of the frantic, heartbroken bride to absolute perfection.

"Six days, Silas!" I wept, my voice cracking. "I hired investigators! I thought your deals went wrong. I thought you were lying in a ditch somewhere, and you were just... hiding in the Highlands?!"

Silas exhaled a long, heavy breath.

The fury in his eyes vanished instantly. In its place was the smug, arrogant satisfaction of a man who believed he had completely won.

He thought my slap was just the hysterical lashing out of a desperate, terrified woman.

He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me tight against his chest.

"I know, darling. I know," he murmured, kissing the top of my head. "I'm so sorry. It's over now. I'm right here."

I pressed my cheek against his shirt, listening to the steady, calm beat of his lying heart. My tears soaked his collar, but my eyes were dead and cold.

The higher she flies, the harder she'll fall.

His friend's advice from the ski chalet echoed in my mind. Silas was playing his part flawlessly.

And so was I.

An hour later, Silas left for his investment firm. He kissed my forehead at the door, promising to bring home dinner from my favorite restaurant.

The second the heavy front door clicked shut, my tears stopped instantly.

The suffocating numbness that had carried me through the morning evaporated. In its place, a sharp, violent rage ignited in my chest.

I walked down the hallway to the guest room and threw open the closet doors.

I unzipped the heavy garment bag and pulled out my custom silk wedding dress. It was flawless.

Pure white. Hand-stitched lace. It was a physical manifestation of the beautiful, safe future I thought we were building together.

I hadn't fallen for Silas because of a fiery, all-consuming passion. I had chosen him precisely because he wasn't fire.

After five years of Kaelen's dark, suffocating obsession—a relentless pursuit that felt like standing on the edge of a violent hurricane—I had been desperate for solid ground. Silas was supposed to be my quiet harbor. He was predictable.

He brought me chamomile tea when I worked late, he listened to my mundane stories about the art gallery, and he never looked at me like he wanted to devour my soul.

I had mistaken his lack of intensity for safety. I had mistaken his carefully rehearsed gentleness for a cure to my trauma.

I had been so eager to escape the monster in the shadows that I happily locked myself in a cage with a wolf in sheep's clothing.

I carried the dress into the center of the room and laid it flat on the hardwood floor.

I walked to the kitchen, grabbed a bottle of vintage red wine from the cellar, and uncorked it.

I walked back to the dress. Without a single tear, without a single ounce of hesitation, I tipped the bottle over the bodice.

The dark crimson liquid splashed against the pure white silk. I watched it spread, soaking into the delicate lace, staining the fabric like fresh blood.

I poured until the bottle was empty, leaving the gown ruined, mangled, and completely unsalvageable.

It was the absolute death of my blind love.

That night, lying awake next to the man who was planning my public execution, the silence of the penthouse felt suffocating.

Silas was fast asleep, his breathing even and deep, his arm draped casually over my waist as if he hadn't a care in the world.

Carefully, holding my breath, I slipped out from under his arm and picked up my phone from the nightstand.

Unable to sleep, I opened an elite, anonymous art forum I frequented. I scrolled mindlessly through the posts, trying to distract myself from the heavy, rhythmic breathing of the stranger in my bed.

Then, my thumb stopped.

A user named Snowdrop had just posted a new picture.

The caption read: [The man I love is supposed to marry someone else this month, but tonight, he’s all mine.]

My blood ran cold.

I clicked on the photo. It was taken in a dimly lit room, illuminated only by a roaring fireplace. It showed a man’s hand resting high on a woman's bare thigh.

I zoomed in on the man's hand.

On his index finger sat a unique, custom-made obsidian signet ring.

I slowly turned my head, looking at Silas’s hand resting on the white sheets beside me.

The exact same obsidian ring caught the faint moonlight filtering through the window.

The mattress suddenly shifted.

Silas let out a low, sleepy groan. His arm tightened around my waist, pulling me backward until my spine was pressed flush against his warm chest.

"Vivienne?" he murmured, his voice thick and raspy with sleep. "Darling, why are you awake?"

I quickly locked my phone screen, plunging the room back into shadows.

"Nothing," I whispered, forcing my voice to sound soft, vulnerable, and entirely normal. "I just couldn't sleep."

He shifted closer, burying his face in the crook of my neck.

"Still shaken up about my trip?" he asked gently, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to my bare shoulder. "I told you, I'm never leaving you again."

"I know," I said, staring blankly at the dark wall ahead of me. "I was just thinking about the wedding. About how much things are going to change."

Silas chuckled softly against my skin. It was a warm, comforting sound that made me want to vomit.

"It’s going to be the most unforgettable day of our lives," he promised, his thumb tracing soothing circles on my arm. "Everything is going to be perfect."

"I know it will, Silas," I whispered into the dark, a cold, venomous smile finally touching my lips. "I'm going to make sure of it."

Chapter 3

The soft chime of the gallery door broke my spiral.

I turned around, pasting on my professional, perfectly composed smile. But the smile died instantly on my lips.

Kaelen stood in the doorway.

He was as imposing and dark as ever, dressed in a sharp, charcoal suit that seemed to swallow the light in the room.

"Kaelen," I said, my voice tight, my hands instinctively gripping the edge of the reception desk. "We're closed for a private viewing."

He ignored me. He walked slowly across the gallery floor, his purposeful strides echoing in the quiet room, until he was standing just inches away.

"Silas is making a fool of you, Vivienne," Kaelen said. His voice was a low, dangerous rumble that vibrated in my chest. "Call off the wedding."

My pride flared, hot and defensive. I already knew Silas was a monster, but hearing it from Kaelen—the man I had spent five years running from, the man whose suffocating obsession had driven me into Silas’s arms in the first place—felt like a jagged knife twisting in my ribs. I wasn't about to let him gloat over my ruined life.

"What I do with my fiancé is none of your business," I snapped, lifting my chin to meet his intense gaze. "I chose Silas. I chose him specifically because he is everything you are not. I wanted peace, Kaelen. Not your suffocating control. And I don't regret it."

Kaelen’s jaw clenched. A muscle feathered in his cheek, his dark eyes flashing with a dangerous, volatile emotion.

"Loyal to a fault," he murmured, his tone dripping with a dark, bitter pity that made my stomach churn. "It’s a shame he doesn't share the sentiment."

Instead of arguing, Kaelen reached into his tailored jacket, pulled out his phone, and turned the screen toward me.

"Look at the man you chose, Vivienne."

It was a video. The background was unmistakable—the snowy, dimly lit balcony of the Chamonix ski chalet. Silas was in the center of the frame. He was laughing, reaching out, and pulling a blonde woman into his arms.

Then, the woman turned her head, laughing as she looked up at him, and the breath was violently punched from my lungs.

It wasn't just a stranger. It wasn't just some random woman from an anonymous forum.

It was Carla.

My maid of honor. My best friend since childhood. The woman who had held my hand while I picked out my wedding dress, who had dried my tears when I was terrified of Kaelen finding me, who had toasted to my "happily ever after" just three nights ago.

Silas slammed Carla against the snowbank, his hands tangling in her familiar blonde hair, and kissed her. It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was hungry, passionate, and entirely willing. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer.

The sheer, visceral horror hit me like a physical blow. A double betrayal so profound, so deeply sickening, that the floor seemed to drop out from beneath me.

My chest tightened so violently I couldn't draw a breath. A high-pitched ringing started in my ears, drowning out the ambient noise of the gallery.

My knees buckled.

The gallery walls spun violently around me as my vision faded to black. Before I could hit the hardwood floor, Kaelen lunged forward. His strong arms wrapped securely around my waist, catching me effortlessly against his solid, warm chest.

When I finally opened my eyes, the harsh, bright lights of the gallery were gone.

The room was dim, illuminated only by the soft glow of a bedside lamp.

I was lying in my own bed at the penthouse, the heavy silk duvet pulled up to my chin.

Someone was holding my hand.

"Vivienne, darling!"

I slowly turned my head. He was sitting beside the bed, still in his work suit but looking perfectly disheveled.

"I came home early and found you passed out in the gallery," he lied smoothly, squeezing my hand as if he were terrified of letting me go.

Kaelen must have brought me back and left before Silas arrived.

"The doctor came by," Silas continued, his thumb stroking my knuckles. "He said it was a severe panic attack brought on by exhaustion. You've been overworking yourself with the wedding preparations, my love. You need to rest. I was so terrified."

I stared into his deep, soulful eyes. The eyes that had looked at me with such fake devotion. The eyes that had watched my best friend in the snow just days ago.

A wave of absolute, sickening disgust churned in my stomach. I wanted to rip my hand away.

I wanted to scream at him, to claw at his perfect, lying face.

But I thought of the trap he and Carla had set. I thought of the public humiliation they had planned for me.

So, I forced the corners of my mouth up. I pushed down the bile rising in my throat and forced a weak, grateful smile.

"I'm okay, Silas," I whispered, my voice trembling perfectly, playing the fragile, exhausted bride. "I'm just glad you're here."

"Get some sleep," he murmured softly, brushing a stray lock of hair behind my ear. "I'll be right outside in the study if you need me. Rest well, my little snowdrop."

He stood up and walked out of the room. The heavy door clicked shut behind him.

The air in my lungs instantly turned to ice.

Snowdrop.

Carla's favorite flower. The ones she had insisted we include in my bridal bouquet. The username from the forum.

He had spent so much time with her, so much time wrapping himself in her, that he had carelessly slipped and called me by my best friend's pet name.

A single, agonizing tear slipped down my cheek, hot and bitter against my cold skin.

I sat up slowly, my hands trembling as I reached for the blazer Kaelen had draped over the armchair before he left.

I reached into the pocket and pulled out a sleek, matte-black business card.

I stared at the silver embossed numbers for a long moment. I was about to invite the devil back into my life.

I was about to make a deal with the very monster I had spent five years running from.

But as I looked at the empty space beside me in the bed, I realized the true monsters were already in my life, pretending to love me.

I picked up my phone, dialed the number, and held it to my ear.

It rang only once before a low, dark voice answered.

"I knew you'd call."

I closed my eyes, the heartbreak solidifying into pure, unbreakable steel.

"I agree," I whispered into the dark. "Burn them both to the ground."

My Fiancé vanished before the Wedding

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