Chapter 1

The boutique on Fifth Avenue smelled like money. Leather and glass and something floral I couldn't name. I ran my fingers over a velvet tray of engagement rings and tried to picture which one Raiden would like. We'd been talking about this for months. Ten years together, and we were finally doing it.

I smiled at the sales associate, a woman in a black suit with perfect lipstick. "I'm just browsing today," I said. "My fiancé and I are planning to come back together."

"Of course," she said warmly. "Take your time."

I moved to the next case. The rings sparkled under the lights. I thought about Raiden's face when he proposed last year. The terrace restaurant. The candles. The way he went down on one knee and said my name like it was the only word that mattered.

Then I heard her.

"It's custom," a woman's voice said from the counter behind me. Loud. Excited. "My boyfriend designed it himself. He's so talented. Look—"

I glanced over my shoulder. She was maybe twenty-five, blonde, wearing a red dress that probably cost more than my car payment. She held her phone out to a different sales associate, showing him something on the screen.

"See?" she continued. "Three stones in a row, but the middle one is oval and the side ones are pear-shaped. And the band has this twist right here—" She traced a line in the air with one manicured finger. "He said it represents how our lives came together. Isn't that romantic?"

My hand froze on the glass case.

I knew that design.

Raiden had sketched it for me four years ago on a napkin at a coffee shop. He'd explained the symbolism exactly the same way. The twist in the band. Our lives coming together. I still had that napkin in a box at home.

"That's beautiful," the associate told her.

"I know!" She laughed. "I'm so lucky. He's amazing. We're getting it made next month."

I couldn't breathe.

She kept talking, but I didn't hear the words anymore. I turned away and walked toward the door. My legs felt strange. The boutique suddenly seemed too bright, too small.

Outside, the spring air hit my face. I stood on the sidewalk and tried to think. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it was a coincidence. Maybe lots of rings had three stones and a twisted band.

But I wasn't wrong.

The woman came out a few minutes later, still on her phone. She walked toward the parking garage next door. I followed her. I don't know why. I just did.

The garage was dim and cool. She walked to the third level. I stayed back, behind a concrete column, watching.

A car pulled up. Silver. Sleek.

A Rolls-Royce Cullinan.

I bought Raiden that car for his birthday two years ago.

The driver's door opened. Raiden stepped out. Dark hair. Gray suit. The same smile I'd loved for ten years.

He walked straight to the blonde woman and pulled her into his arms. She laughed and tilted her head back. He kissed her.

Not a polite kiss. Not a friendly kiss.

A real kiss. Long and slow and familiar. The kind that said they'd done this a thousand times before.

I stood behind the column and watched my fiancé kiss another woman in the car I gave him.

I didn't move. I didn't make a sound.

I just stood there until they got in the car and drove away.

Then I walked back to my own car, got in, and sat in the driver's seat for twenty minutes before I could remember how to start the engine.

---

That night, I sat on my apartment floor with my laptop.

I made a fake Instagram account. Then another one. I searched for Raiden's profile. I'd been blocked from his "close friends" list. I knew that. He'd told me once it was just work stuff. Boring posts. Nothing I'd care about.

I found Alyssa Romero's account through a tagged photo. Public profile. Hundreds of posts.

I scrolled.

There they were. Raiden and Alyssa. At a beach resort last summer. Wearing matching robes at a spa. Holding hands at a restaurant I recognized because I'd suggested it to him once and he said he didn't like that kind of food.

I kept scrolling.

A photo from three years ago. Four years ago. Five.

He'd been with her the whole time.

I opened my banking app. I pulled up the credit card I'd given Raiden for "emergencies." The one linked to my family's account.

Hermes. Cartier. Tiffany. Rent payments to an address I didn't recognize.

I cross-checked the dates with Alyssa's posts. Every designer bag she posed with. Every piece of jewelry. Every vacation.

I paid for all of it.

I found the screenshots next. Messages Raiden had posted in a private group chat that someone had leaked months ago. I'd never seen them before. He called me "the ATM." He and Alyssa laughed about the "waiting until marriage" lie. He said I was "useful."

I closed the laptop.

The room was very quiet.

Then my chest started to hurt. Sharp and hot, like something inside me was tearing.

I tried to stand up. The pain got worse.

I called 911.

I don't remember much after that.

---

I woke up in a hospital bed. White walls. Beeping machines. An IV in my arm.

My mother's face came into focus first. Valentina Kennedy, elegant even in a crisis, sitting in the chair beside me. Her hand was on mine.

"Selena," she said softly. "You're okay. You're at Lenox Hill."

My father stood by the window. Franklin Kennedy, still in his suit from whatever meeting I'd pulled him out of. He looked at me with an expression I'd never seen before. Worry. Anger. Love.

"What happened?" I whispered.

My mother squeezed my hand. "Gastric perforation. From stress, the doctor said. You've been here for six hours."

I closed my eyes.

Ten years.

I gave him ten years.

Chapter 2

Raiden walked into my hospital room seven hours late.

Seven hours.

My mother had called him the moment the ambulance arrived. That was at 11 PM. It was now 6 AM. The sun was coming up outside the window, pale and cold through the blinds.

He still looked perfect. Dark hair combed back. Gray suit pressed. He even brought flowers. White roses in expensive paper.

But when he leaned down to kiss my forehead, I smelled it. Perfume. Floral and sweet and nothing like what I wore.

"Selena," he breathed. His hand reached for mine. "God, I was so worried. I came as soon as I could. Traffic was—"

"Sit down," I said.

My voice didn't sound like mine. Too flat. Too calm.

He blinked. Then smiled that soft, concerned smile I used to love. "Of course. Let me just—"

"Sit."

He sat.

My parents had left twenty minutes ago. I'd asked them to. My mother hadn't wanted to go. She'd looked at Raiden when he finally arrived with an expression I'd never seen on her face before. Something cold and knowing. But she'd kissed my cheek and walked out with my father's hand on her back.

Now it was just us. Me in a hospital bed with an IV in my arm and a hole in my stomach. Him in a chair with flowers he probably grabbed from an all-night bodega.

"I'm so sorry," he said. He leaned forward. Earnest. Devoted. "I should have been here sooner. I was at a client dinner and my phone died, and by the time I—"

I picked up my phone from the bedside table.

He stopped talking.

I opened the photo gallery. Turned the screen toward him.

The first picture was Alyssa. In his bed. Wearing nothing but a sheet and a smile. The timestamp said it was taken four days ago.

Raiden's face went white.

"Keep looking," I said.

I swiped to the next photo. Alyssa again. This time in the Cullinan I bought him. Kissing his cheek. Her hand on his thigh. The caption underneath read: "Road trip with my love."

Swipe.

The two of them at a resort in Turks and Caicos. Last summer. While he'd told me he was at a business conference in Chicago.

Swipe.

A screenshot of their text conversation. Alyssa: "She really believes you're waiting for marriage?" Raiden: "She believes everything I tell her. It's honestly impressive." Alyssa: "You're terrible." Raiden: "I'm practical. She's useful. You're fun. Everyone wins."

I watched his throat move as he swallowed.

"Selena—"

"I'm not finished."

I swiped again.

Bank statements. The credit card I gave him for emergencies. Charges at Cartier. Hermès. A recurring payment for rent at an address in Tribeca. Alyssa's address.

Swipe.

A photo of the ring. The one he designed. The one I thought was ours. On Alyssa's hand. Posted six months ago with the caption: "He knows exactly what I love."

I set the phone down on the blanket between us.

Raiden opened his mouth. Closed it. His hands were shaking.

"How long have you known?" he finally asked.

I almost laughed. That was his question. Not an apology. Not an explanation. Just a calculation. How much damage control did he need to do.

"Two days," I said. "I saw her at the jewelry store. I followed her to the parking garage. I watched you kiss her in the car I bought you."

He flinched.

"Then I went home and found the rest," I continued. "All of it. Every lie. Every transaction. Every post you hid from me for years. You blocked me from your close friends list and called me an ATM in a group chat. You told her I was clueless. You laughed about the fact that I trusted you."

My voice was still calm. Flat. Like I was reading a grocery list.

"Selena, please—" He reached for my hand.

I pulled it back.

"The engagement is over," I said.

He froze.

"I want the apartment key. The credit cards. The car keys. Everything with my name on it. You have until Monday to return it all to my lawyer."

"You can't—" His voice cracked. "We've been together for ten years. You can't just—"

"I can."

I looked at him. Really looked at him. At the face I'd loved since I was eighteen. The man I'd built my entire future around.

And I felt nothing.

No anger. No sadness. Just a cold, clear certainty.

"You used me," I said quietly. "You used my family. You took our money and our connections and you gave them to her. You made me believe you respected me while you laughed at me behind my back. You performed virtue and patience and love, and none of it was real."

He was crying now. Actual tears on his perfect face.

"I do love you," he whispered. "I made mistakes, but I love you. We can fix this. Please, Selena. Please."

I picked up my phone again. Opened my contacts. Deleted his number while he watched.

Then I looked up at him.

"Get out."

He didn't move.

"Get out of my room. Get out of my life. If you ever contact me again, I will file a restraining order. My lawyer already has copies of everything. So does my father."

I reached for the call button beside my bed.

"If you're not gone in thirty seconds, I'm calling security."

Raiden stood up. The flowers fell from his lap onto the floor.

He opened his mouth one more time. But whatever he saw in my face made him close it again.

He walked to the door. Stopped. Turned back.

"I'm sorry," he said.

I pressed the call button.

A nurse appeared in the doorway ten seconds later. Raiden was already gone.

Chapter 3

The hospital corridor smelled like disinfectant and bad coffee. I could hear Raiden's voice before I saw him.

"I need to see her. You don't understand—"

I was walking back from the bathroom, one hand on my IV pole, moving slow because everything still hurt. A nurse I didn't recognize stood between Raiden and my room. Her arms were crossed.

"Sir, visiting hours are over. You need to leave."

"I'm her fiancé." His voice cracked on the word. "I have a right—"

"You have no rights here."

That was my mother. She'd appeared in my doorway. Her voice was quiet. Cold. The way ice is cold.

Raiden turned toward her. His eyes were red. His perfect hair was messed up. He looked like he hadn't slept.

Good.

"Mrs. Kennedy, please." He took a step forward. "I just need five minutes. I can explain everything. It's not what she thinks—"

"It's exactly what she thinks." My mother didn't move. "And you're leaving. Now."

"I love her!" His voice got louder. People in the corridor turned to look. "I made mistakes, but I love her. Ten years. That has to mean something—"

"It means you're a very patient liar."

My father's voice. He'd come from the other direction. Franklin Kennedy in a dark suit, standing beside me now. His hand settled on my shoulder. Gentle. Protective.

Raiden looked at me. His face did something complicated. Pain and panic and calculation all mixed together.

"Selena. Please. Just talk to me."

I didn't say anything.

He moved toward me. The nurse stepped in his way. He pushed past her.

"Don't touch my daughter."

My father's voice didn't get louder. It got quieter. Somehow that was worse.

Raiden stopped. His hands were shaking. "You don't understand. Alyssa—she didn't mean anything. It was a mistake. A stupid, terrible mistake, but I can fix this. I'll do anything. I'll—"

"You'll leave." My mother again. Still in the doorway. Still not moving. "You'll walk out of this hospital. You'll return everything Selena gave you. And you'll never contact her again."

"No." Raiden's voice broke. "No, I won't. I won't give up. She's my—"

He reached for my arm.

My father moved between us. Fast. Solid.

"Security," the nurse said into her phone. "Fourth floor. Now."

Raiden's face changed. The wounded lover expression cracked. Something uglier showed through.

"This is insane," he said. His voice got sharp. "I'm not some criminal. I'm her fiancé. We've been together for ten years and you're treating me like—"

"Like a man who exploited our daughter for a decade?" My mother's voice was still quiet. Still cold. "Yes. We are."

Two security guards appeared at the end of the corridor. Large men in dark uniforms.

Raiden saw them. His face went white. Then red.

"Fine." He backed up a step. His hands were fists now. "Fine. But this isn't over, Selena. You'll realize—you'll see that I—"

The guards were beside him now. One on each side.

"Sir, you need to come with us."

Raiden jerked away from them. "Don't touch me. I'm leaving. I'm—"

He grabbed the nurse's arm. Not hard. But enough.

"Tell her," he said. His voice was desperate now. Wild. "Tell her I waited in the parking lot for three hours. Tell her I love her. Tell her—"

The guards took his arms. Professional. Firm.

"Sir, we can do this easy or hard."

People were staring now. A dozen people in the corridor. Patients. Visitors. Staff. All watching Raiden Dixon fall apart in public.

He looked at me one more time. His perfect face twisted with something I'd never seen before. Rage. Real rage.

"You'll regret this," he said.

Then the guards walked him toward the elevator. He didn't fight. But his voice carried back down the corridor.

"I gave you ten years. Ten years. You can't just—"

The elevator doors closed.

The corridor got quiet again.

My mother came to my other side. Her hand found mine.

"Let's get you back to bed," she said softly.

I nodded. My legs were shaking.

My father kept his hand on my shoulder as we walked back to my room. My mother held my hand. Neither of them said anything else.

They didn't need to.

---

The next morning, my father made three phone calls from the hospital corridor while my mother sat with me.

I couldn't hear what he said. But I saw his face through the window. Calm. Focused. The face he wore in boardrooms.

When he came back in, he kissed my forehead.

"It's handled," he said.

I didn't ask what that meant.

I already knew.

---

They let me go home two days later. Not to my apartment. To the estate.

My childhood bedroom looked exactly the same. White curtains. Blue walls. The window seat where I used to read.

I sat on the bed and stared at nothing.

My mother brought tea. Set it on the nightstand. Sat beside me.

"He came to the gate this morning," she said quietly.

I looked at her.

"Your father watched from the window upstairs. Raiden was on his knees on the driveway. Crying. Begging the security guard to let him in."

I waited.

"The guard told him to leave. He refused. He stayed there for forty minutes. Then he left."

My mother's hand covered mine.

"He came back this afternoon. Same thing. And again this evening."

I closed my eyes.

"Your father doubled the gate staff," she continued. "And called our lawyer. If Raiden comes back tomorrow, we're filing for a restraining order."

I opened my eyes. Looked at her.

"Thank you," I whispered.

She pulled me into her arms. I put my head on her shoulder.

I didn't cry. I'd already cried. In this same room. In these same arms. The night I came home from the hospital.

I'd cried once. Completely. Until there was nothing left.

Now I just sat there. Safe. Held.

Outside, the sun was setting. The estate was quiet.

And somewhere beyond the gates, Raiden Dixon was losing everything.

Just like I had.

My Fiancé Spent My Money on His Mistress

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