Chapter 3
I stood at the second-floor landing, one hand pressed to my stomach. The bleeding had stopped two days ago. I'd checked again this morning. Still nothing. Just the hollow ache that wouldn't go away.
I heard small footsteps behind me.
Noemi appeared at the top of the stairs. She wasn't crying. Wasn't smiling. Her face was blank in a way that made my skin prickle.
I turned toward her. "Hey, sweetie. Where's your mom?"
She didn't answer. Just walked closer.
I moved to step around her, back toward the hallway. "Let's go find—"
Two small hands hit my back. Hard.
I didn't have time to grab the railing. My body pitched forward. The world tilted. I saw the bottom of the stairs rushing up. My shoulder slammed into the banister. My hip cracked against the edge of a step. Then another. Then the floor.
I landed curled around myself, arms wrapped over my stomach. The impact punched the air from my lungs. Pain exploded through my pelvis, my ribs, my spine.
I couldn't breathe. Couldn't move. Just lay there, waiting for the pain to make sense.
Then the cramping started.
Deep. Low. Wrong.
I pressed both hands between my legs and felt warmth spreading.
No. No no no.
Footsteps thundered down the hall above me. Camille's voice, high and panicked. "Vance! Oh God, Vance!"
I tried to push myself up. My arms shook. The cramping got worse.
"Stay down," Camille said. She was beside me suddenly, hand on my shoulder, pressing me flat. Her voice dropped to a whisper only I could hear. "Don't move. You'll make it worse."
Vance crashed through the front door. "What happened?"
Camille was already crying. She scooped Noemi into her arms. The little girl buried her face in her mother's neck, shoulders shaking with perfect, silent sobs.
"She tried to push Noemi," Camille gasped. "I saw her. At the top of the stairs. She was reaching for her and Noemi backed away and then Elsie just—she lost her balance. Oh God, Vance, she almost took Noemi down with her."
I turned my head. Stared up at Vance. "That's not—"
"She's lying," I whispered. Blood was soaking through my jeans now. I could feel it. "Vance. Please. The baby."
His face went white. "What baby?"
"Our baby." My voice cracked. "I was going to tell you. After the wedding. I was—"
Camille made a soft sound. Sympathetic. Devastated. "Oh, Elsie. Sweetheart. There's no baby. The stress, the paranoia—you're not thinking clearly."
"I'm pregnant," I said. Louder. "Six weeks. I took three tests. I was waiting for the right time."
Vance looked at Camille. Then at Noemi, still trembling in her arms. Then back at me.
"We need to get you to a hospital," he said finally.
"Yes," I breathed. "Please."
He pulled out his phone. Stared at it. Then put it away. "Actually. Let me get the car. I'll drive you myself."
Camille touched his arm. "Are you sure? An ambulance might be faster."
"I'm sure." His voice was flat. He looked at me like I was something broken he didn't know how to fix. "Stay here. I'll be right back."
He walked out.
Camille waited until the door closed. Then she crouched beside me, still holding Noemi. Her voice was soft. Gentle. Almost kind.
"You should have left when you had the chance," she whispered. "Now you have nothing."
She smiled. Stood. Carried Noemi upstairs.
I lay on the floor and pressed my hands between my legs and felt my baby leaving me.
Vance came back twenty minutes later. The cramping had turned into something else by then. Something final.
He drove me to the hospital. Didn't hold my hand. Didn't speak.
They took me into an exam room. A doctor with tired eyes did an ultrasound. Pressed the wand against my abdomen. Stared at the screen.
"I'm sorry," she said quietly. "There's no heartbeat."
I already knew. I'd felt it stop somewhere between the stairs and the car.
"How far along was she?" Vance asked from the doorway.
The doctor glanced at him. "About six weeks. Recent trauma likely caused the miscarriage. A fall, maybe, or—"
"She fell down the stairs," Vance said. "At home. An accident."
The doctor's gaze sharpened. She looked at me. "Is that what happened?"
I opened my mouth. Closed it. Vance was watching me with an expression I couldn't read.
"Yes," I whispered. "An accident."
The doctor didn't look convinced. But she nodded. "We'll need to do a D&C. Make sure everything passes safely. I'll have a nurse come prep you."
She left.
Vance stayed in the doorway. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I was going to. After the wedding."
"There was no wedding."
"I know."
Silence. Then: "Camille said you've been acting erratic. Aggressive toward Noemi. She's been worried."
I stared at the ceiling. "She pushed me, Vance."
"Noemi is three years old."
"She was coached."
"Jesus Christ, Els." He dragged a hand through his hair. "Do you hear yourself? You're accusing a dying woman and a toddler of—what? Conspiracy?"
"Yes," I said. "That's exactly what I'm accusing them of."
He looked at me for a long time. Then he shook his head. "I'll be in the waiting room."
He walked out.
I lay on the exam table, hands pressed flat against my empty stomach, and didn't cry.
There was nothing left to cry for.
Chapter 4
Vance found me in the guest bedroom. I was sitting on the edge of the bed, phone in my hand, trying to pull up the security footage one more time.
He stood in the doorway. Didn't knock. Just stood there, looking at me like I was something he needed to contain.
"Els. Put the phone down."
I held it tighter. "I need you to see this. Just look at it. Please."
"I'm not looking at anything. You need help."
"Vance—"
"You accused a dying woman of faking her illness. You accused a three-year-old of assault. You're inventing pregnancies, inventing conspiracies—" His voice cracked. "You're not well."
I stood up too fast. The room tilted. I pressed one hand against the wall. "I'm not inventing anything. The footage is right here. Just look."
I held the phone out toward him.
He crossed the room in three strides and grabbed it from my hand. Not gently. His fingers closed around my wrist for a second, tight enough to bruise, before he yanked the phone away.
"You're dangerous," he said quietly. "Camille was right. You're dangerous."
I reached for his arm. "Please. Just listen—"
He jerked back like I'd burned him. "Don't touch me."
I froze.
Behind him, Margaret Sullivan appeared in the doorway. Vance's mother. She was wearing pearls and an expression of cold satisfaction.
"Is she cooperating?" Margaret asked.
Vance didn't look away from me. "No."
Margaret's mouth thinned. "Then we proceed as discussed."
"What does that mean?" I whispered.
Neither of them answered.
That night, Vance came back with two men I didn't recognize. Sullivan household staff. They didn't meet my eyes.
"Get up," Vance said.
I stayed on the bed. "Where are we going?"
"Somewhere you can't hurt anyone."
One of the men stepped forward. I tried to push past him. He caught my arm. The other one grabbed my other side. They lifted me off the bed.
I screamed Vance's name. He turned his back and walked out.
They dragged me to the car.
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The Sullivan estate was two hours north. I'd been there once before, for a garden party. I remembered white tents and champagne and Margaret introducing me to her friends with a smile that never reached her eyes.
They took me around the back. Down a set of stone steps I hadn't known existed. Through a heavy door that opened into darkness.
Vance flipped a switch. A single bulb buzzed to life overhead.
Concrete walls. Concrete floor. A cot with a thin blanket. A bucket in the corner.
"You'll stay here," Vance said. His voice was flat. Empty. "Until you're better."
I turned to look at him. "I'm still bleeding."
He flinched. Just slightly. Then his face went hard again. "Someone will bring you food. Water. You'll be fine."
"Vance. Please."
He stepped back through the door. One of the staff members stayed behind. Young guy. Maybe twenty-five. He wouldn't look at me.
"Her name's Daniel," Vance said. "He'll check on you."
Then he left.
The door locked behind him. Heavy bolt sliding into place.
Daniel set a tray on the floor. Bottle of water. Granola bar. He still wouldn't meet my eyes.
"How long?" I asked.
He didn't answer. Just backed toward the door, knocked twice. Someone opened it from the outside. He slipped through. The bolt slid home again.
I sat down on the cot and pressed my hands between my legs. Still bleeding. Not as much as before. But enough.
I closed my eyes and made myself breathe.
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Day one: I slept. Woke up. Slept again. Daniel brought food twice. Set it down fast. Left faster.
Day two: I tried talking to him. Asked for a phone. Asked for a doctor. Asked him to please just listen. He shook his head and left.
Day three: I started watching him. Really watching. He checked his phone when he thought I was asleep. Set it face-down on the tray while he carried my meals. His hands were full for exactly three seconds when he opened the door—tray in both hands, door pushed open with his shoulder.
Three seconds.
Day four: I was half-delirious. The bleeding had slowed but the cramping hadn't stopped. I hadn't showered in four days. Hadn't changed clothes. The basement smelled like concrete and rust and something sour I didn't want to name.
Daniel came with dinner. Knocked. Waited for the bolt to slide. Pushed the door open with his shoulder, tray in both hands.
I lunged.
My hand closed around his phone. He yelped. Dropped the tray. Grabbed for my wrist.
I twisted away. Fell. Hit the concrete hard. Kept my grip on the phone.
"Give it back," Daniel said. His voice was panicked. "Jesus Christ, give it back—"
I rolled onto my side. Unlocked the screen. My hands were shaking so hard I almost dropped it.
There was a number. One Brendan had made me memorize weeks ago. *If everything else fails.*
I dialed.
Daniel was yelling now. Reaching for the phone. I kicked at him. Missed. He grabbed my ankle.
The line rang once.
Twice.
Then a voice. Low. Controlled. Already in motion.
"Where are you?"
I opened my mouth. Daniel wrenched the phone from my hand.
But I'd already said it. The only thing that mattered.
"Sullivan estate. Connecticut. Basement."
The line went dead.
Daniel stared at the phone in his hand. Then at me. His face was white.
"Who did you call?"
I didn't answer.
He backed toward the door. Fumbled with the bolt. Slammed it shut behind him.
I lay on the concrete floor, arms wrapped around my empty stomach, and waited.
Somewhere above me, I heard shouting. Footsteps. Doors slamming.
I closed my eyes.
Help was coming.
I just had to hold on a little longer.