Chapter 2
I called Colt at nine the next morning. I made sure my voice sounded flat, tired, defeated. It wasn't hard. Part of me really did feel that way.
"I'll do it," I said. "I'll stand up there with her."
There was a pause on the other end, and I could hear him breathing, like he was almost afraid to believe it.
"Allie." His voice cracked with relief. "Thank you. God, thank you. I knew you'd come around. You always do the right thing."
I closed my eyes. *You always do the right thing.* Eight years of that sentence, and I was only now hearing what it really meant. It meant I always did what was easy for him.
"Don't thank me," I said. "Just tell her I'll be at the boutique Thursday."
I hung up before he could say anything else. Then I sat down at my laptop, opened a folder labeled *West Coast Accounts*, and started copying files onto a drive that had nothing to do with Burke Enterprises. Eight years of client notes. Eight years of relationship-building, birthday reminders, deal terms I'd negotiated myself while Colt took the credit in board meetings. I documented every contract I'd touched, every account I'd grown. My hands were steady. My chest wasn't, but my hands were.
The weeks that followed had a strange, glassy quality, like I was watching myself through a window. I went to the cake tasting and smiled at seven different flavors of buttercream. I sat through the seating chart meeting and suggested, helpfully, that Diana Burke's second cousin probably shouldn't sit near the open bar. I walked the reception hall with Sabrina on my arm while she pointed at chandeliers and said things like, "Do you think this one's too much? Colt says I deserve too much."
"It's beautiful," I told her. "You deserve exactly what you're getting."
She didn't catch it. She never caught anything that wasn't aimed directly at her ego.
At the venue walkthrough, she looped her arm through mine in front of the wedding planner and said, "Isn't she the most generous soul? Stepping up like this, after everything." Her eyes were wet, right on cue. "I don't know what I'd do without my cousin."
"Someone has to hold the flowers," I said, and smiled until my face ached.
She loved to flash the ring. She'd stretch her fingers out over a swatch of table linen, tilt her hand so the light caught the stone, then glance at my bare finger like she was checking a scoreboard. "Colt has such good taste," she said once, at the florist, holding a peony up next to the diamond like they were in competition. "He always did."
I filed it away. Every flash of that ring went into the same drawer in my chest where I kept the sound of the champagne glass breaking on the marble. I wasn't collecting grievances anymore. I was collecting evidence.
Kalani called every few days with updates, her voice low and businesslike, the voice she used at work when she was tracking something that mattered.
"Got the texts," she said one night. "She told a friend, quote, 'the kidney thing is basically foolproof, nobody questions a dying girl.' Timestamped. Three weeks before the engagement party."
"Metadata?"
"Verified. Chain of custody's clean. I've got screenshots of the real hospital records next to the ones she gave Colt. Side by side, they don't even try to match font sizes. It's almost insulting how sloppy she got."
"She's never been caught before," I said. "Why would she start being careful now."
Kalani went quiet for a second. "I found the voicemail too."
I knew which one she meant before she said it. My stomach dropped anyway.
"She sent it to a friend as a joke," Kalani said, gentler now. "Laughing about the donor match. Laughing about your mom, Allie. I listened to it twice to confirm the voice and then I had to walk outside for a while."
I sat with the phone against my ear and didn't say anything. Outside my window, the city kept moving like nothing was wrong, cabs and construction noise and somebody's dog barking three floors down.
"And the stairwell," Kalani said. "Security footage from your old building. It's grainy, but it's clear enough. You can see her hand on your back. You can see her step away right after, like nothing happened."
I pressed my palm flat against my sternum, right where the soda tab used to sit against my skin before I started tucking it under my shirt again these past weeks, a habit I couldn't seem to break even now.
"Okay," I said.
"Okay?" Kalani repeated. "That's it? Okay?"
"I need it all clean. Documented. Nothing they can spin."
"It's clean," she said. "It's airtight. Allie, are you sure you want to wait? We could end this today."
I looked at the seating chart still open on my laptop, Sabrina's name in the center of the head table in careful calligraphy.
"No," I said. "Let her have the whole room first. Let her have all of it. Then we take it away in front of everyone she ever wanted to impress."
Kalani laughed, short and sharp, no humor in it at all. "Remind me never to make you my enemy."
"You never had to worry about that," I said, and for the first time in weeks, I meant a smile all the way through.
Chapter 3
I told Colt I was flying to Chicago for a marketing conference. He didn't ask questions. He never did, not about my work, not really. He just said, "Good, that'll give you something to focus on," like I needed a distraction from the wedding I was helping plan for the woman who stole him.
I landed in London at six in the morning and went straight to Mendez Capital from the airport, my suitcase still rolling behind me through a lobby made of glass and pale stone. The building looked out over the Thames like it owned the view. A woman at the front desk didn't blink at my luggage. She just said, "Mr. Mendez is expecting you," and led me up to the top floor.
Marco stood when I walked in. He didn't smile right away, which I appreciated. I'd had enough smiling faces lately to last me a decade.
"Ms. Pierce." He gestured to the chair across from his desk. "You look like you flew here straight off a plane."
"I did."
He studied me for a second, the way you'd study a contract before signing it. "I know who you are," he said. "I know what you built for Burke Enterprises. Their West Coast numbers didn't happen because of Colt's charm."
"No," I said. "They didn't."
"So tell me why you're really here. Not the résumé version."
I folded my hands in my lap. "I'm leaving him. All of it — the company, the relationship, the city. I need it to be permanent. I need a reason not to go back, even on the days it would be easier to."
Something shifted behind his eyes, quick and quiet, like he'd been waiting to hear someone say a true thing out loud. "That's an honest answer."
"I don't have time to be anything else."
He leaned back. "Senior Director, European operations. You'd run point on client strategy, report directly to me. It's a real job, not a consolation prize."
"I don't want a consolation prize."
"I know." He said it simply, like it was obvious, and something about the way he said it made my chest go tight in a way I didn't examine too closely. "Welcome to London, Ms. Pierce."
I flew back to New York that same night. Nobody noticed I'd been anywhere but a hotel conference room.
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The boutique on Fifth Avenue smelled like white tea and money. Sabrina floated through the racks with a flute of champagne she wasn't supposed to have, given her supposed condition, though nobody in the room seemed to remember that detail anymore. She'd stopped performing frailty weeks ago. She only brought it out for Colt now.
Then she stopped in front of a private mannequin near the fitting rooms, and her whole face changed.
"This one," she said. "I want to try this one."
I knew the dress before I even saw the label pinned inside the collar. I'd sat for three fittings in that exact gown. I'd chosen the lace myself, imported from a small atelier outside Florence, and stood in front of a mirror imagining Colt's face when he finally saw me in it. I'd commissioned it months ago, back when I still believed there was a proposal coming.
"That's a custom piece," the boutique manager said carefully. "It's already tailored to—"
"I don't care whose it was," Sabrina said, already reaching for the zipper. "If it's here, it's available."
She looked at me over her shoulder, waiting for me to object. Waiting, maybe, for one more thing to take.
"Try it," I said. "If you love it, it's yours."
Her smile went soft and triumphant. She didn't ask why I said yes so easily. She never asked why anything came easily to her. It just did, and she took it, and moved on.
The fitting room curtain stayed closed for almost ten minutes. I heard fabric strain, a sharp breath, a muttered curse. I sipped my sparkling water and watched the bubbles rise.
When the curtain opened, the room went quiet in that particular way rooms go quiet right before something breaks.
The bodice fit — barely, painfully — cinched so tight her collarbones looked carved. But the dress had been tailored to my measurements, not hers, and Sabrina was built wider through the shoulders, fuller through the back. She turned toward the three-way mirror to admire herself, arms lifted, chin tilted just so for the phones already coming up around the room.
The seam gave with a sound like tearing paper.
It split clean down the spine of the dress, delicate Italian lace shredding in a straight vertical line from her nape to the small of her back, exposing skin and the plain white slip underneath. She gasped and grabbed at the fabric, stumbling half a step, her champagne glass shattering on the marble floor — a sound I recognized, a sound that lived in my chest now like a second heartbeat.
The boutique erupted in gasps, in phones lifting higher, in one bridal blogger who didn't even try to hide that she was filming.
Colt burst through the front door at exactly the wrong moment, already mid-smile, ready to surprise us. He froze, then lunged forward, ripping off his jacket to cover Sabrina's bare back while she clawed at the ruined lace and made a sound halfway between a sob and a shriek.
He shot me a look over her shoulder. Accusing. Furious.
I sat on the velvet settee, crossed my ankles, and took another sip of my sparkling water.
"It's a beautiful dress," I said, to no one in particular. "Just not for everyone."
Chapter 4
Three days before the wedding, I packed up eight years in six boxes.
It didn't take long. That surprised me. I thought it would take longer, that the walls would fight me somehow, that Colt's apartment would hold onto pieces of me the way I'd held onto pieces of him. But no. My toothbrush. My side of the closet. The blender I bought because he never used the one his mother sent. It all fit into six boxes and a garment bag I never picked back up from the boutique.
I worked through the apartment room by room, and I didn't let myself stop and remember things. Remembering was a trap. Remembering was how I'd lost eight years in the first place.
The fireplace was the last thing.
I knelt in front of it with a shoebox on my lap — the one I kept under the bed, the one Colt never opened because he didn't know it existed. Love letters from our first year, back when he still wrote things down instead of texting them. Polaroids from a trip to Vermont, both of us squinting into the sun. Ticket stubs from a Springsteen concert he'd surprised me with for my birthday, back when surprises from him still felt like gifts and not warnings. A pressed flower from the bouquet he gave me after my mother's funeral, flattened between two pieces of wax paper for six years.
I fed it all into the fire one handful at a time.
The letters went first. The paper curled at the edges, browned, then caught all at once, and for a second I could see his handwriting glow orange before it disappeared. I didn't cry. I kept waiting to, the way you wait for a storm you can feel coming, and it just never broke.
The Polaroids melted strange, the plastic coating bubbling before the flame ate through. I watched our faces warp and blacken. I thought about how young we looked. How sure.
Last was the chain.
I unclasped it from around my neck — I'd started wearing it again these past few weeks, tucked under my collar, some old habit I couldn't shake even while I was planning to burn the man who gave it to me right out of my life. The soda can tab caught the firelight, dull aluminum, a little rusted at the edge from eight years of sweat and skin. "Placeholder," he'd said. "Until I can afford the real thing."
He'd afforded the real thing. He just hadn't given it to me.
I held it over the flames for a second longer than I needed to. Then I let go.
It didn't burn so much as it warped — the metal bending, blistering, going black at the edges before it dropped down into the coals and disappeared into the rest of the ash. I dropped the chain in after it, watched the links go dark one by one like a little dying constellation.
Then I stood up, brushed off my knees, and put my key on the kitchen counter. Not dramatically. Just set it down, next to the fruit bowl, where he'd find it when he finally noticed I was gone.
I didn't leave a note. There was nothing left to say that the empty apartment wouldn't say better.
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The drive to JFK was quiet. No music. Just the sound of tires on wet asphalt and my own breathing, slower than it had been in weeks.
I checked in at the first-class counter with one suitcase and a carry-on, and the woman behind the desk smiled at me like I was just another traveler, not a woman who'd spent the last hour burning the only proof she'd ever loved someone. I smiled back. It felt easier than it should have.
At the gate, I texted Kalani.
*Green light.*
Three dots appeared, then disappeared, then appeared again. Finally: *On it. Don't look back, boo. Not even once.*
I put my phone on airplane mode and didn't look at it again until we landed.
Once we were in the air, I ordered a glass of Barolo, because it sounded like the kind of thing a woman does when she's starting over, and because I liked the way it sat dark and heavy in the glass, nothing like champagne, nothing like anything that had happened to me on a rooftop in Midtown.
I turned toward the window as we climbed. Manhattan spread out below in a grid of light, small and bright and completely unaware that I was leaving it. I watched the buildings shrink. I watched the bridges go thin as thread. Then the clouds came up underneath the plane like a floor sliding into place, and the city was gone.
I waited for the grief to hit. I'd been waiting for it all day, honestly — braced for it the way you brace for a punch you know is coming. It never came. Instead there was just a strange, clean quiet, like a room after you've swept it.
I took a sip of the wine. It tasted like something I might actually enjoy, someday, without thinking about who I was drinking it with or why.
For the first time in weeks, I didn't feel like crying.
I felt like sleeping. So I did.