Chapter 2
The sleek black umbrella left a puddle on the entryway hardwood. I didn't bother wiping the floor. I dropped my keys onto the console table, the metal scraping against the wood, and walked straight to the kitchen.
Username. Password. Enter.
The joint savings account loaded in bold black text.
Available Balance: $30,000.00.
I stared at the numbers. Yesterday, that total had been fifty-four thousand dollars.
He gave away twenty-four thousand dollars in a single morning.
Two hours later, the deadbolt clicked.
The front door swung open, hitting the rubber stop with a dull thud.
"Hannah?" Ben called out.
I sat on the edge of our bed in the dark, the laptop resting on my knees. I hadn't moved to turn on a lamp.
He stepped into the room. The scent hit me instantly.
He didn't smell like sewage, damp basement, or copper pipes. He smelled like vanilla and jasmine. Olivia's signature perfume.
"That was an absolute disaster," Ben sighed, peeling off his jacket and tossing it onto the armchair. "The main valve was completely rusted shut. I had to use a wrench and all my body weight just to get it loose. Took me hours."
"Did it?" I asked.
"Yeah. Water was everywhere." He unbuttoned his cuffs, rolling up his sleeves. He finally looked at me, his brow furrowing. "Why are you sitting in the dark? And why didn't you text me about the house? Did the agent let you tour it?"
"I didn't go inside."
Ben stopped rolling his sleeve. His hands dropped. "What do you mean you didn't go inside? We waited three weeks to see that property."
"You left me on the porch."
"Because it was an emergency." His voice carried a sharp edge of annoyance. "You could have handled the walk-through on your own. Why do you always have to make things so difficult?"
I turned the laptop screen toward him. The bright white webpage cast a harsh, pale glow over his face.
"Where is the twenty-four thousand dollars, Ben?"
He froze. His eyes darted from the screen to my face. The casual annoyance vanished, replaced by a sudden, rigid stillness. He swallowed hard.
"You checked the account," he said.
"I did."
"Hannah, I was going to tell you tomorrow."
"Tell me what? That you paid Olivia's rent for a year?"
He crossed his arms, shifting his weight to his back foot. "She was going to be evicted. Her landlord demanded the entire lease upfront to keep her current rate. What was I supposed to do?"
"You were supposed to buy a house with your fiancée."
"It's just a delay." Ben stepped closer, lowering his voice into that calm, reasonable tone he always used when he wanted me to back down. "The market is terrible right now anyway. Interest rates are high. We can wait another year."
"You drained half our savings."
"It's not just about Olivia." He pointed a finger at me, his expression twisting into defensive anger. "It's about Lily. Do you want a six-year-old girl sleeping in a car? Because that's what was going to happen."
"Olivia has a job. She has parents in the suburbs."
"They wouldn't help her! I'm the only one she can rely on."
"You aren't Lily's father."
"I helped raise her!" Ben shouted, his voice echoing off the bedroom walls. "I'm sorry you can't understand that. I'm sorry you're so insanely jealous of a child that you'd rather see them on the street than wait a few months for a house."
The accusation hung in the stale air.
I looked at the man I had loved for six years. The man who wore another woman's perfume while lying to my face about fixing a pipe.
"You're right," I said quietly.
Ben's shoulders dropped. A satisfied sigh escaped his lips. "Look, I know it's a lot of money. But I'll pick up extra shifts. We'll build it back up. You're practical, Hannah. You know this was the right thing to do."
I turned the laptop back to face me.
My fingers hovered over the trackpad. I navigated to the transfer menu.
"What are you doing?" he asked, taking a step toward the bed.
"Being practical."
I selected the joint savings account. I clicked the destination drop-down and chose my personal, individual checking account.
Transfer amount. I typed the numbers. Three, zero, zero, zero, zero.
"Hannah." Ben's voice lost its confident warmth. "Close the laptop."
I clicked review. The confirmation screen loaded.
"Stop acting crazy," he snapped, reaching for the computer.
I pressed confirm.
A green checkmark appeared on the screen. Transfer successful.
"Did you just move the rest of the money?" Ben stared at the screen, his face flushing red. "You can't do that!"
"I just did." I closed the laptop with a sharp snap and set it on the nightstand. "I contributed exactly thirty-two thousand to that fund over the last six years. I'm taking my thirty. You can consider the two thousand a parting gift."
"A parting gift?" He laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Are you throwing a tantrum over this? Put the money back, Hannah. We share that account."
"Not anymore."
I stood up and walked past him to the closet.
"Where are you going?" he demanded, following closely behind me.
I reached up and pulled my gray hard-shell suitcase from the top shelf. It hit the floor with a heavy thud.
"You're packing?" Ben scoffed. "Over a delayed down payment? Grow up."
I ignored him. I opened the dresser drawers, grabbing handfuls of sweaters and jeans, tossing them into the open suitcase. I didn't bother folding them.
"Stop ignoring me!"
He grabbed my wrist. His grip was tight, his fingers digging into my skin.
I looked down at his hand, then up into his eyes. "Take your hand off me," I said, my voice dropping to a whisper.
Ben blinked, surprised by the ice in my tone. He released my wrist but stepped directly into my path.
"You are overreacting," he insisted. "You're going to walk out into the rain, sleep on some terrible motel bed, and realize how ridiculous you're being. We are getting married in four months."
"The wedding is off."
I zipped the left side of the suitcase. I moved to the bathroom, sweeping my toothbrush, skincare, and makeup into a travel bag. I threw it on top of my clothes.
"Fine," he spat. "Run away. But I'm not playing this game with you, Hannah. I'm not going to chase you."
I grabbed the two halves of the suitcase and pushed them together.
Before I could grab the metal tabs, Ben slammed his hand down on the zipper track. His knuckles turned white.
He leaned in close. The vanilla and jasmine scent washed over my face, nauseating and sweet.
"You walk out that door tonight," Ben said, his words clipped and hard, "don't expect me to come get you."
I stared at his hand. I didn't argue. I didn't cry.
I reached out and peeled his fingers off the zipper, one by one.
"Deal," I said.
Chapter 3
The deadbolt of Room 114 slid into place with a gritty click.
I shoved my gray hard-shell suitcase into the corner, the plastic wheels catching on the frayed, mustard-colored carpet.
My phone buzzed in my coat pocket.
I pulled it out. The cracked screen illuminated the dark room.
Ben.
Where are you? It's pouring out. Stop acting like a child and come home.
Our future.
I thought about the twenty-four thousand dollars sitting in Olivia’s landlord’s bank account.
I didn't type a reply. I tapped the settings icon, swiped down to his contact name, hit the toggle, and muted him.
The screen went black. I tossed the phone onto the lumpy pillows.
Ten hours later, I stood in the doorway of a fourth-floor walk-up in the East End.
Theo Mercer unrolled a large blueprint across a makeshift plywood table. He wore a tailored navy suit that looked entirely out of place amidst the debris. Dust motes danced in the shafts of gray light filtering through the grime-caked windows.
"You're on time," he said, smoothing the edges of the paper.
"I said I'd be here at nine." I stepped over a pile of shattered floor tiles. "Is this a joke, Theo?"
He tapped the blueprint. "This place is a disaster, Hannah. The plumbing is from the seventies, the electrical wiring is a massive fire hazard, and that wall over there?" He pointed to a bloated, peeling partition near the entrance. "Water damage. Extensive."
I kicked a loose piece of baseboard. It splintered against my boot. "Why did you bring me here?"
"Because it costs thirty thousand dollars."
I stopped moving.
Theo rolled the blueprint up, slapping it against his palm. "Exactly what you told me you transferred out of your joint account last night."
"Thirty grand for a shell," I said, eyeing the exposed ceiling joists.
"Thirty grand for a clean slate. The seller is desperate to offload it. A divorce settlement gone wrong. You own it outright. No mortgage, no bank breathing down your neck, no fiancé controlling the purse strings."
"I don't have extra cash for renovations right now."
"You have a steady paycheck from the hospital," he countered. "You do the demo yourself. You buy materials piece by piece. You live in the mess until it's not a mess anymore."
"I can't live here. There's no heat."
"Buy a space heater." He tossed the rolled-up paper onto the plywood. "Or keep paying sixty bucks a night for a motel that smells like regret."
"I can't afford a space heater if I spend every dime I have on the closing costs," I shot back.
"Closing costs are covered. The seller is eating them just to get this off his hands today."
"There has to be a catch."
"The catch is you're standing in it," Theo said, gesturing to the ceiling. "It needs a new roof in the next five years. The windows leak. You'll be spending your weekends at the hardware store instead of brunch."
"I don't go to brunch."
"Good. You'll fit right in."
I walked past him, heading toward the back of the unit. The kitchen was barely a kitchen. Greasy, warped cabinets hung off rusted hinges. The linoleum floor peeled up at the corners, revealing dark, rotted wood underneath.
I ran my fingers along the edge of the stainless-steel sink. The metal was cold and rough, coated in years of grime.
I pictured a sledgehammer swinging into the drywall. I imagined tearing away the mold, ripping out the rot, and exposing the bare studs. Building something new. Something that belonged only to me. No shared accounts. No secret wire transfers.
"Can the wall between the kitchen and the living room come down?" I asked, testing the rusted faucet. It wouldn't budge.
Theo stepped up behind me. His leather shoes crunched softly against the debris.
He tossed a heavy metal object onto the counter. It clattered loudly against the sink.
A yellow measuring tape.
"It's non-load-bearing," Theo said, his voice dropping an octave. "You can smash it to dust."
I picked up the tape. The plastic casing felt heavy in my palm.
"I've never renovated anything," I admitted, turning to face him.
"You learn."
"I don't know how to lay tile. I don't know how to frame a wall."
Theo leaned against the doorframe, crossing his arms. "The first step to controlling your own life is laying bricks from the ruins."
I gripped the tape measure tighter. Six years of saving for bay windows and a fenced yard, all erased by a single bank transfer. Now I was standing in a rotting box, holding a tool I barely knew how to use, talking to a man who despised my ex-fiancé.
"Why are you helping me?" I asked.
"I'm a real estate broker. I sell properties."
"You sell luxury condos, Theo. Not thirty-thousand-dollar dumpsters."
A sharp, humorless smile touched his lips. "Maybe I just like watching Ben lose."
My jaw tightened. "Keep Ben out of this. If I do this, it's for me. Not to get back at him."
"Then make a decision."
"You think I can't handle this?" I challenged, stepping closer to him.
"I think you've spent the last six years playing it safe," Theo said, not backing down. "You packed your little lunches and saved your little pennies and waited for a man to hand you the keys to your life."
I shoved his shoulder. "Shut up."
He didn't move. "Prove me wrong, Hannah."
I turned away from the kitchen and walked toward the far end of the apartment. A sliding glass door, clouded with dirt and hard water stains, led outside.
I grabbed the metal handle and shoved. The rusted tracks screeched in protest, but the door gave way.
The narrow concrete balcony overlooked the bustling street below. Yellow cabs weaved through the morning traffic. The cold wind slapped my face, sharp and biting, carrying the scent of exhaust and damp asphalt.
My phone vibrated against my hip.
I pulled it out. A text from Ben pushed through the muted notifications, flashing brightly against the gray morning light.
Are you done throwing this tantrum? I'm not apologizing again.
I stared at the black text. The arrogance. The absolute certainty that I would crawl back to that apartment, accept his excuses, and start saving pennies all over again while Olivia lived comfortably on my dime.
I didn't type a response. I didn't delete the message.
I simply swiped it away.
I pivoted on my heel, stepping back into the dusty living room. Theo was watching me, his dark eyes fixed on my face.
"I want this place," I said, my voice cutting through the quiet room.
Theo raised an eyebrow. "You sure? It's a gut job."
"I'm sure. But I need you to help me find a construction crew."
Theo reached into the inside pocket of his tailored jacket. He pulled out a silver pen and a folded stack of contracts, tossing them onto the plywood table.
"Sign the papers," Theo said, holding out the pen. "And I'll even paint the walls for you."
Chapter 4
"Are you going to stare at the dotted line all day, or are you going to sign it?" Theo leaned across the polished mahogany desk, tapping the thick stack of papers with his knuckles.
The silver pen felt heavy in my fingers. The tip hovered a fraction of an inch above the thick white parchment.
"I'm reading the clauses," I said, scanning the dense legal jargon.
"It's a standard transfer of deed. The seller just wants the cash. You want the ruin." He tilted his head, watching my face. "Unless you're waiting for Ben to walk through that door and tell you it's a bad idea."
My grip on the pen tightened. "Ben doesn't get a vote anymore."
"Then prove it." Theo crossed his arms. "Because right now, you look exactly like the girl who waited six years for a ring. Hesitant. Unsure. Hoping someone else makes the final call."
I glared at him. "I am not waiting for anyone."
"Then why is the pen floating?"
I slammed the nib onto the paper and dragged the ink across the line. Hannah Collins.
I flipped to the next page. Signed again. Initialed the bottom corner.
"You realize there is no backing out after this page," Theo warned, his tone losing its mocking edge for a split second. "The seller assumes zero liability for the water damage. If the floor collapses tomorrow, you own the rubble."
"I'll buy a shovel." I flipped to the final page and slashed my signature across the bottom.
I pushed the stack of contracts across the desk.
Theo picked them up, aligning the edges with a sharp tap against the wood. "Bold. I didn't think you actually had it in you."
"You don't know me, Theo."
"I know you spent half a decade funding Ben's savior complex. Buying this place is the first selfish thing I've ever seen you do." He stood up, buttoning his suit jacket. "Let's go pay the piper."
"I need a cashier's check for thirty thousand dollars," I told the teller, a middle-aged woman with thick glasses. "Made out to the Escrow Company."
She typed furiously on her keyboard. "Drawing from the individual checking account?"
"Yes."
"And I see a request here to close the joint savings account." She peered at her monitor, frowning. "Are you sure? It requires both parties to authorize if there's a balance, but since it's currently at zero..."
"Close it," I said.
"Usually, couples like to keep it open in case of delayed deposits. Or tax refunds."
"There won't be any deposits. Ever."
The teller blinked, taken aback by my tone. "I just have to warn you, reopening a joint account later requires a new application and another credit check."
"I don't plan on reopening it."
"Alright. I'll need to print a closure certificate for your records."
"Print it."
The machine whirred, spitting out a crisp, green-bordered check followed by a single sheet of white paper.
I picked up the document.
Account Status: Closed. Final Balance: $0.00.
Six years of skipping vacations, wearing cheap boots, and packing sandwiches, reduced to a zero-balance receipt. The phantom weight of Ben's constant financial monitoring lifted off my chest. I handed the cashier's check to Theo, who stood beside me, leaning casually against the velvet rope stanchion.
"Paid in full," I told him.
Theo inspected the check, holding it up to the light. "Congratulations. You just bought yourself a disaster."
"I bought myself out."
"Same thing." He folded the check into his suit pocket. "Let's go get your prize."
Theo reached into his coat pocket. He pulled out a heavy, tarnished brass key.
He didn't hand it to me immediately. He held it up, the jagged metal catching the dull afternoon light.
"You know what this is?" he asked.
"The key to a moldy box."
"It's leverage." He dropped the key into my open palm.
The cold metal bit into my skin.
"From today on, no one behind this door can tell you to leave," Theo said, his voice dropping low enough to compete with the passing traffic. "No one can kick you out because their car broke down. No one can drain your funds for someone else's rent. You own the walls. You own the floorboards."
I curled my fingers around the jagged edges. The brass was freezing, solid, undeniable.
"Thank you, Theo."
"Don't thank me yet. You still have to tear out the kitchen." He turned toward the street, raising a hand to hail a passing cab. "The demolition crew I recommended will text you tomorrow morning. Don't be late."
"I won't."
He opened the yellow door of the taxi, pausing before sliding into the backseat. "And Hannah?"
"What?"
"Change your locks anyway. Ben has a habit of showing up where he isn't wanted."
"He doesn't know where this place is."
"He'll find out." Theo stared at me from the shadows of the backseat. "Men like Ben don't just let their safety nets walk away. He's going to come looking for you."
The door slammed shut. I watched the cab merge into the busy traffic until it disappeared around the corner.
I climbed the four flights of stairs, my boots thudding against the worn wooden treads. I slid the brass key into the deadbolt of unit 4B. The lock was stiff, requiring a hard twist before the mechanism finally yielded with a loud clack.
I pushed the door open.
The apartment was dead silent. The musty smell of peeling wallpaper and damp wood greeted me. I stepped into the empty living room, my footsteps echoing off the bare walls.
Outside, the wind rattled the loose windowpanes.
I stood in the center of the debris, staring at the ruined kitchen. The silence was absolute. No arguments about plumbing emergencies. No faint scent of vanilla and jasmine perfume. Just the hollow sound of the wind pushing against the glass.
For the first time in six years, I didn't have to check my phone to see if my fiancé was actually coming home. I didn't have to wonder if he was fixing Olivia's sink or paying Olivia's rent.
I walked over to the peeling wall and pressed my palm against the dry, cracking paint. Mine. Every ruined inch of it.
My phone vibrated in my coat pocket.
I pulled it out, expecting a text from the demolition crew.
The screen lit up with a name.
Eleanor. Ben's mother.
My thumb hovered over the red decline button. Eleanor never called me during work hours unless someone was in the hospital.
I swiped the green icon and brought the speaker to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Hannah Collins, what on earth is going through your head?" Eleanor's voice pierced the quiet room, sharp and vibrating with anger.
"Excuse me?"
"Don't play dumb with me." She practically shouted into the receiver. "Ben just called me in a total panic. Why did you cancel the down payment on the house?!"