Chapter 4
I took the subway uptown.
The fluorescent lights in the train car hummed and flickered. It was past eight, and the car was nearly empty. I caught my reflection in the dark subway window. My face looked pale, almost hollow. A thin crust of dried blood clung to the collar of my shirt.
Inside my coat pocket, my fingers held the silk pouch tight. The broken jade shards shifted against each other with every rattle of the train tracks. They felt sharp through the thin fabric.
I got off at 77th Street and walked into the cold wind of the Upper East Side. The doorman at Elisabeth Griffin’s building didn't say a word. He looked at the dried blood on my neck, nodded once, and held open the heavy glass door. He had known me for seven years, but tonight he looked right through me.
The elevator rose in total silence.
Elisabeth opened the door herself. She wore a simple gray wool dress, her silver hair pinned into a neat, smooth twist. She was sixty, but her posture was straight as an iron rod. She took one look at my face, then down at the red stain on my shirt.
Her jaw set tight. She didn't ask what happened. She simply stepped aside.
"Come inside, Indie," she said.
Her penthouse was vast, immaculate, and quiet. There was no music. No television. Only the soft ticking of a grandfather clock in the corner. The air smelled of dried lavender and old books.
We walked into the living room. She pointed to the sofa, but I chose the stiff armchair across from her.
I set the silk pouch on the glass coffee table between us.
It made a soft, dull clatter. Inside, the green fragments rubbed together like gravel.
Elisabeth looked down at the pouch. Her gray eyes were sharp, but there was a heavy shadow behind them. She sat back, folded her hands in her lap, and waited.
My voice didn't shake when I opened my mouth. It came out flat and dry, like dead leaves.
"I lost," I said.
The grandfather clock ticked twice.
"He’s sleeping with Scottie Moreno," I said. "He told me we would have an open marriage. He told me to accept it because I have nowhere else to go. Today, he made me go to the Four Seasons to remake their bed. Scottie ripped this off my neck and smashed it on the floor."
I pushed the pouch an inch closer to her side of the table.
"You were right, Elisabeth," I whispered. "He is his father. Down to the bone."
Elisabeth didn't blink. She went completely still. It was the terrible stillness of someone who had heard this exact speech before. Thirty years ago, another Griffin man had broken her the same way. She knew every cut. She knew every bruise before it even turned purple.
Slowly, she leaned forward. She pulled open the small drawer in the side table next to her chair.
She took out a thick, unmarked white envelope.
She set it on the glass table, right next to my bag of broken jade.
"Everything is inside," Elisabeth said. Her voice was steady, but lower than usual. "A new passport. A one-way ticket to Charles de Gaulle on the midnight flight. And a debit card. There is enough money in that account to keep you alive for five years without asking a single soul for help."
I looked at the white envelope. The edges were clean and crisp.
"You had this ready," I said.
"I bought the ticket three weeks ago," she replied. She didn't look away. "I’ve watched him for six months, Indie. I saw how he looked at you. The way he stopped listening when you spoke. My husband did that in our third year of marriage. Once a man decides you are a permanent piece of furniture, he will never see you as human again."
She paused. Her hands tightened slightly in her lap, her knuckles turning white.
"I didn't want to be right," she said quietly.
Those five words felt heavier than anything Damon had said to me all day.
We sat in the quiet room. The silence stretched between us like a long, dark bridge.
She was the woman who had stayed. She had swallowed her pride, looked the other way, and let the Griffin name rot her from the inside out. Now she lived alone in a museum of empty rooms, surrounded by money that couldn't keep her warm.
And I was the woman who was leaving.
I reached out. My fingers touched the paper envelope. It felt cool and heavy in my hand.
I slid it into the inner pocket of my coat, right against my ribs. Then I picked up the silk pouch of shattered jade and dropped it into my side pocket.
I stood up. My knees felt stiff, but my legs didn't tremble.
Elisabeth didn't stand. She stayed in her chair, watching me with her cold, tired eyes.
I walked across the soft rug toward the foyer. When my hand touched the brass handle of the front door, I stopped.
I turned around.
Elisabeth was still watching me from across the room. Her face was half-cast in the dim lamplight. She looked small against the massive windows behind her, with all of Manhattan glittering at her back.
No words passed between us. We didn't say goodbye. We didn't wish each other luck.
I looked at her for five long seconds.
Then I nodded once.
She nodded back.
I pulled the door open, stepped out into the hallway, and let the latch click shut behind me.
Chapter 5
I took a cab back to the penthouse.
The apartment was warm and quiet. The cedarwood scent hung in the air, heavy and rich. It smelled like wealth. It smelled like Damon.
I didn't turn on the lights. I walked straight down the long hall to the master bedroom.
The walk-in closet was the size of a studio apartment. Inside, hundreds of designer dresses hung in neat rows. Silk blouses, tailored pants, fur coats, and rows of Italian leather heels. Velvet trays held diamond earrings and gold watches.
Damon had bought every single piece. He liked to dress me up for his dinner parties. He liked showing off his good taste.
I didn't touch any of it.
I walked past the rows of cashmere to the very back corner. Hanging on a simple wire hook was an old, brown wool coat.
It was secondhand. I had bought it from a thrift store in the Bronx seven years ago for fourteen dollars. The sleeves were a little frayed, and the lining near the pocket was torn. It smelled faintly of cheap laundry detergent and cold rain.
It was the coat I wore when I first met Damon. It was the only coat in this room that belonged to me.
I took it off the hook and slid my arms into the sleeves. It was warm. It fit me perfectly.
I reached into my pocket and touched the small silk pouch. The sharp edges of the broken jade pressed against my fingers. I left it deep in my coat pocket, right against my ribs.
Then I walked into the kitchen.
I pulled my phone out. I popped open the tiny metal tray on the side and took out the SIM card. It was just a small square of white plastic.
I held it between my thumbs and snapped it cleanly in two.
It made a sharp, tiny *crack*.
I opened the cabinet under the sink and dropped the two pieces into the kitchen trash, burying them under old coffee grounds.
I left the phone on the counter. Beside it, I set my keycard to the penthouse.
I didn't pack a bag. I didn't take a single dollar from the dresser.
I pulled my coat tight around myself, walked out the front door, and let it click shut behind me.
***
JFK was loud and crowded.
Fluorescent lights glared down on the polished floors of the international departures terminal. People rushed past with heavy suitcases. Announcements played over the speakers in English, French, and Spanish.
I carried nothing. My hands were empty.
I moved through the security line with steady feet. When the guard asked for my passport, I handed him the fresh blue booklet from Elisabeth’s white envelope. He checked the photo, stamped it, and handed it back.
I didn't look over my shoulder. I didn't scan the crowd to see if anyone was following me.
I found Gate B28.
The flight to Paris was boarding in forty minutes. I sat down on an empty vinyl chair by the massive glass windows. Outside, huge planes sat on the dark tarmac under the runway lights. Snow was starting to fall in tiny, dry flakes against the glass.
I slipped my right hand into my coat pocket.
My fingertips brushed the silk pouch. Through the thin cloth, I felt the sharp, jagged pieces of my pendant. They poked into my skin. It hurt a little, but the pain felt real. It anchored me to the floor.
I took a slow, deep breath.
Then I pulled my hand out and folded both hands in my lap.
My eyes were completely dry. I didn't shed a single tear. The woman who cried over Damon Griffin had stayed behind on the bathroom floor of the Four Seasons.
A chime sounded overhead.
"Air France Flight 007 to Paris Charles de Gaulle is now boarding all rows at Gate B28."
I stood up. I smoothed the front of my old wool coat and squared my shoulders.
I walked up to the gate agent. She scanned my boarding pass. The machine beeped once.
"Have a nice flight, Miss Turner," she said with a bright smile.
"Thank you," I said.
I walked down the long, carpeted jet bridge toward the open cabin door.
I didn't look back. Not once.
***
Damon unlocked the penthouse door at nine that night.
He tossed his leather briefcase onto the entryway bench and loosened his silk tie. He had spent three hours in a board meeting, followed by drinks with two hedge fund managers. His head ached.
He expected to see Indie on the sofa. Usually, she would be curled up under a blanket with an art book, waiting for him. She would look up, smile quietly, and ask if he wanted tea.
The living room was pitch black.
"Indie?" he called out.
His voice bounced off the high concrete ceilings. No one answered.
He walked into the kitchen and flipped on the pendant lights.
The island was empty. Except for two things.
A black smartphone and a set of keys.
Damon frowned. He walked down the quiet hallway and pushed open the master bedroom door.
"Indie?"
The bed was made. The pillows were neat and untouched.
He walked into the walk-in closet. The motion sensors tripped, and the warm lights flooded the space.
Her side of the closet was open.
The designer dresses hung on their velvet hangers. The rows of shoes sat on the shelves. The diamond jewelry sparkled on the velvet trays. Not a single expensive thing was missing.
Yet the space felt hollow. It was completely empty of her.
She hadn't packed a bag. She hadn't taken a suitcase. She had simply walked away from everything, as though none of it was worth taking.
Damon’s heart gave a sudden, strange thump.
He pulled his phone from his suit pocket and dialed her number. He pressed the speaker button.
A recorded female voice came through the line, cold and robotic.
"The number you have dialed has been disconnected or is no longer in service. Please check the number and dial again."
Damon stared at the screen.
He tapped the red button. He dialed again.
"The number you have dialed has been disconnected..."
He hung up. He called a third time.
The same dead tone filled the quiet room.
His hand began to sweat. The silence in the apartment pressed against his ears, heavy and suffocating.
His legs suddenly felt weak. Slowly, Damon sank down until he was sitting on the hardwood floor of the closet.
He leaned his back against the wall, right beneath a row of bare wooden hangers, and stared into the dark.