Lucy Pov

I think I was dreaming again. I tried to pull myself together by standing straight and biting my lips. Concentrate and act accordingly like a lady. That's the only thing I can do to calm myself. 

He keeps staring at me and I think I'm about to lose my mind again. To have sex with him last night isn't enough to put my sanity at a good pace. I tried not to meet his luscious lips and desirable eyes. I felt like he was tearing off my clothes the way his eyes studied my whole body. 

"Are you nervous Miss Mason? You can leave now and drop this job if you won't cooperate with me!" He behaves the same as Mr. Grey in the movie I recently in love with, Fifty Shades of Grey. He was so rude and frigid.

"No, sir. I need this job! I promise not to let you down!" I beg for him and he just laughed so hard. 

He stood up and walked around me. My legs are sweating I swear. What if he will suddenly kiss me again and, wait, what am I thinking? I shook my head to obliterate the dirty thoughts I have in my mind. 

"Come on, Lucy. Let's be casual. Besides, we both have an interesting past right?" He leans his lips closer to my neck. My body turned on when his mint breath hit my skin. 

I keep pressing my hands together and biting my lips to control myself. How could he bring back the past? He's the one who ran away and left me like a coward. I wanted to slap him so hard but I'm afraid he would fire me on my first day. 

"Don't worry, our secrets will remain a secret. I'm happy that you're my new secretary. I think we can work it out, right?" He said as he wrapped his hands around my waist. 

I could feel the heat of his body. I close my eyes and took a deep breath to calm myself. I think I will give up in a minute. I love him and I'm still hoping for a happily ever after. Maybe our love will blossom just like in the old days, we will both loved and cared for each other again.

His lips almost teasing my neck when we heard a sudden knock on his door. 

He quickly took off his hands from me and walked back to his desk. I was there frozen in the middle like a mannequin. 

"Come in!" He called the person as nothing happened. 

I saw a man same our age and I think he's also an employee of this company. He was holding a phone. 

"Sir, your wife found this in your bed. She requested me to give this to you." The guy said and give the phone to him. 

After hearing it, I think someone hit my head with a huge boulder. I was like no hope will come for me ever.  

Your wife? Wife? Does he mean his wife? I thought he was still single the time we met last night? Did he deceive me again for the second time? 

"Thank you, Adam. Tell her to rest okay". He talks like a pro. He had no idea how hurt I am after I found out about his personal life. 

I am about to lose my mind. I made my hands into a ball and tightly clenched it. I was planning to attack him but I began to feel nervous. I was like a coward again. I wanted to scream or shout but I can't do it because I need this job so badly and I need money for my living. 

After his wife's bodyguard left, I told him to confess. 

" Tell me, are you married now? But why? Why you still hit on me? Why? I thought you came back to reconcile but why? You were the heartless person I ever met in my life!" I tried not to make a scene here but he hurt me again. This time it's hard to accept. 

He took a deep breath and walked closer to comfort me. 

"Please don't make a scandal here! I'm so sorry Lucy but I was drunk that night and I miss you!" He explained. and I chuckled. 

I pushed him away. 

"What, you miss me? How can you do this to me when you have a wife waiting for you that night!" I lose my mind now.

I can't control my anger anymore. I felt cheap about myself. I think both of them are the same. Like father like son. Incompetent and arrogant. 

I kneeled and cupped my face. I cried so hard that I can't contain my feelings anymore. I'm going crazy at this moment.

"Get up, please! Let's not put our issues here inside my office! Start your job as my secretary and we'll be good. That's an order!" He yelled at me and I quickly stood up from the ground. 

He sigh. 

"I'm so sorry, okay. I can offer you money if you want." He saw me as a prostitute this time. 

No, maybe a mistress is more classy to be exact. 

I need to focus and act smart. I will accept his apology and forget about our past and our intimate encounter. I simply followed his instructions but I declined his offer. I think it's better this way since I love him. I made my choice. 

I walked towards him and sat on his lap. His eyes widened as I grind my butt on his hardness. I lean my lips closer near his ears. 

" What if you make me as your mistress? I won't complain and I will follow your rules. Just let me love you the way you love me before, Kent?" I whispered. I'm about to get up when he forcibly clamp my neck and tortured my lips with his savage kiss. 

" Deal!" he said and we continued the passionate kiss inside his office. 

I was the one who cut it.

" Wait, the CCTV cameras. What if they saw us?" I just noticed we have four CCTV cameras inside.

He sneered at me. 

" Don't worry. I will handle it later but before you start working as my secretary, maybe you will first serve your boss with your soft moans" he mustered and I was surprised when he quickly clasp my legs and carried me to his secret room. 

"Shit, I am coming!" Kent screams as he thrust his last orgasm inside my wetness. 

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I just realized I am now his mistress. 

Ten years ago

Kent POV

I'm still longing for Lucy even I'm already engaged to Eloisa. I can't believe that we both betrayed her. We both knew that she was Lucy's best friend but how can she so brazen towards me when I was her friend's boyfriend. 

I was having a coffee in the lounge of the hotel when I felt a hand wrapping around my neck. I looked back and it was Eloisa. 

" Good morning, babe. You didn't wake me. I'm disappointed." She mumbled after she made her way on her chair in front of me. 

I put down the coffee on the table and shifted my eyes on her. I smirk. 

"Really? You sleep like dead how can I wake you up?" I told her with sarcasm.  

She rolled her eyes again at me which I didn't like. She acted like a brat every time we argued about something. She's nothing to Lucy because Lucy acts smart and mature. I wonder how is she doing right now after four years. 

"Anyway, dad called me and he wanted to prepare our marriage as soon as possible," she said like I was just jewelry to her. 

" Why so urgent? Did dad knows too?" I asked her to confirm. 

She took her coffee first. She put it back on the table and set a half-smile on her face.

" Yeah, he was the one who told dad because your dad's company is about to bankrupt!" There's a meaning in her voice. 

So this is why dad forced me to study abroad with Eloisa and to be engaged by her? He planned all of this. He ruined my life and my future just for his business! He even took away the only person I truly love in my life. I broke Lucy's heart and left her without even saying goodbye. 

It's all over now for both of us. Even I confronted dad about this I think there's no way to make things right. 

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Lucy POV

"Lucy, you have a visitor!" My father called me from my room. 

Who is my visitor this early morning? Yesterday was the day I didn't want to remember especially the guy who left me without even saying goodbye. The guy whom I thought is my knight and shining armor. 

I felt sick and my body feels sluggish to get up from my bed. 

"I'm coming!" I said to dad. 

I wash my mouth first and comb my hair. After that, I went outside my room to see who was my visitor today. 

As I began to amble in our mini living room, I saw an old man in his late fifties who was wearing a black tuxedo. I'm not familiar with him because, to be honest, it's my first time seeing him. 

He saw me and he quickly took something from his attached case who are resting on the table. 

" Are you Lucy Mason?" He said straight to the point after I sat in front of him. 

My father distracted us by offering him a coffee. 

" Sir, have a coffee first before it gets cold!" he said and offered him the coffee. 

I simply glared at him. 

" It's okay. I came here to give this to your daughter" he mumbled and pointed out the envelope on the table. 

I think he got the wrong place. 

"Wait, sir, may I know who are you? I don't know you but you came all the way to give me that white envelope?" I asked him and he set a smile on his face. 

He seems arrogant and a powerful person. 

"I know you. To make my transaction faster here, you knew Kent Oliver Stone?" He raises his brows while telling me. 

I frowned and clenched my fist. Why he brings his name in our conversation? Did he know Kent? 

"Yes, but it's none of your business sirs" I coldly said but I was surprised when he offered me money.

"Take this money and don't bother him forever. I am Kent's father and he is my only son and heir of my company. I hope you understand." His stern voice rings into my head. 

I stood up and look down at him. 

"I don't need your filthy money sir. I love your son and we love each other!" I told him with my calm voice. 

"Leave now, please" I summoned him. 

I took one step back to my room when he called out. 

"Soon, you will accept my offer, Miss Mason. Anyway, good day to both of you." He said and left. 

Dad didn't know what is happening but all he cares is money and not my feelings. 

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Eloisa POV

Half minutes left and I will soon be Mrs. Eloisa Stone. A glimpse of a smile painted into my face. I was inside my room with a beauty artist. She was now putting the final touch on my makeup and the vile.

"You look pretty, ma'am. Your husband to be is lucky to have you!" She told me and I was flattered to know it. 

"Maybe I'm just lucky to have him," I said, and a glamorous smile came to my face. 

*Wedding day*

Seeing myself walking in the aisle is a dream come true. I never thought this day will come. Back when the time Kent and Lucy were together, it always breaks my heart to see them smiling and blushing with each other. 

Kent is like a God who falls from heaven. He's a Zeus of the plant Earth. To see him smiling while waiting for me is like a jackpot. Poor Lucy, she will stay unhappy forever. I am not crazy to like her. I did all of it because I just need her to trust me and to tell me all of her secrets and lately, I found out that she and Kent are together. My mind went crazy that time but God is so good to me. It's a long story. 

Kent POV

"Congratulations to both of you!" All of our friends and families greeted us while we are now walking out of the church. 

"Thank you" my wife Eloisa replied to all their greetings. 

I don't know but I feel like I was attending a funeral. 

"Honey, we're now finally a couple. What do you feel?" She asked me before we arrived at the church entrance.

I shrugged and smiled a little bit. She's encircling her hands in my arms. 

"Of course, I'm happy" I muttered. 

"Congratulations again. Now it's time for the bride to throw her bouquet to the ladies." His brother Gale said. 

Eloisa walked forward and turned around to throw it but before she could do it, everyone screams when she instantly fell on the floor.

Kent POV

Eloisa keeps calling me in the middle of the night. I ignored her calls because I want to spend the night with Lucy. Even the alcohol takes over my sanity, I still know what I am doing. I can't believe how she waited for me for that long year. Why I was so weak and selfish at that time? I feel guilty and sorry for her. Seeing her resting in my arms while she's beautifully asleep, I can't help but smile. She never changed a bit, still pretty and innocent. The only thing I can't forgive myself for is, I never know that she was still untouched. Yes, Lucy is chaste the first time I bed her. 

Oh, I forgot my company phone at the house. It's morning and I had to go to meet new applicants who passed in the interview especially my new secretary. 

I don't intend to wake her. Maybe a letter is nice to greet her when she got up. I am still hoping to meet her again someday. We had a good time together and that's all matters. 

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Eloisa POV 

What took him so long? Is he going to leave me because I am now a bedridden and useless wife in bed? I know I made a mistake for keeping him my illness but I just want to die happy and to have someone by my side. 

I can't walk on my own without a wheelchair and my hair is falling off on its own. My time is almost over but he can't act like that to show me his rebellious side. 

"Ana can you call Adam for me!" I shouted from my room on the voice radio speaker that connected to the whole house where anyone could hear me. 

Any minute, Ana came.

"Yes, ma'am. Adam is on his way." Ana told me.

"Thank you," I said and she left again. 

Ana is my nurse. 

At last, Adam arrived. He just came from our company. He was my bodyguard. He never leaves without his phone and company phone but I was surprised to see them on the bedside table. He was very hard to reach so Adam is my only option to check if he went to work or not. I'm still thinking, where did he sleep last night? Did he sleep in a hotel? 

I need to stay calm and focus. Kent would never do such a thing. He loves me so much and I did everything to give him the company he wanted. 

"Good morning, ma'am. Did you call for me?" Adam bowed his head and greeted me. 

I smiled at him. Ana came back to help me got up from my bed. 

"Did Kent reported to the office today?" I asked him. 

He nods his head. 

"I saw him coming late, ma'am. He was now inside his office to meet his new secretary" he answered politely. 

I raised my eyebrows. I hope she's not as clumsy as the last one. 

"Oh, I see. Did the interview go well? I hope the board of directors chose a great applicant for him. He's very hard to please." I said and Adam approved of my opinion. 

Before I forgot, I took my husband's phone and handed it to him. 

"Take this and give it to him. He left it." I said and Adam followed my orders. 

"I'm going, ma'am. I'll be back in a minute." He said and I nod my head. 

After my chemotherapy session, I promise to visit the building we owned. I took sleeping pills to make myself browse and forget about his lame actions last night. 

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Lucy had nothing to lose. Kent betrayed her twice so it's time to play dirty games with him. 

Kent was on top of her making his first move. She could feel his arousal on top of her thighs. 

"I'm so sorry Lucy but I guess I can't hold on anymore" he whispered in my ears. 

I blushed and feel the tickling in my core. As he slowly unbuttoned my blouse, my breathing deliberately became shallow and I could feel the hardness of my nipples when I felt his hands cupped my breast and massage them gently. 

"Hmmm" I moan as he keeps crushing it. 

He slowly bends his body down my chest and his lips search them. He unhooked my bra and I felt the cold air of the aircon touch my bare skin. I arch my back when he finally found it, sucks it, and pulled it together inside his lips. 

"Fuck, hmmm" I moan again in pleasure as I clamp my hands on his neck. 

He keeps sucking it until I felt a pooled of orgasms running down my legs. I am wet already and he keeps making me feel good. 

This secret room of him made me excited even more. The things and the mattress itself were magnificent. I felt like I was inside a princess bed. You can't imagine how spacious this room was by just looking at the door. 

His office was covered with tainted glass so no one will see us even we had sex on his desk. 

"Ahhh!" I scream when I felt something hard went inside my cunt. 

When I opened my eyes, I realized how quickly he inserted his middle finger on my core. 

"Lucy, you're were down here. Should we continue or not?" His husky voice made me go crazy even more. 

"Please, don't stop. I like it." I mumbled softly and then I felt another finger joined inside. 

"Shit!" I said as he keeps shoving his fingers inside deeper and faster. 

My breast keeps moving as his hands move too. His lips are now tormenting my lips. It's a kiss full of compassion and eagerness. I felt his tongue inside savoring everything in my mouth. 

"Show me your tongue" he ordered me and I was like under his spell to obey his every order. 

I did what he said and he took it by sucking it with his lips. I don't know what I am doing but I just let my body dance to the rhythm of his music. 

Now, it's time for him to thrust his hardness. 

"Are you ready?" He said and smirk at me. 

"Yes, I am" I replied and my eyes widened when he roughly thrust his manhood inside my cunt. 

At first, it was rough until I felt the friction of his thrust getting slower. The opening of my core tightened as his bulge broadened. 

It is still painful and tight in my second sex encounter with Kent. I felt like everything down there would gonna break. He pounds me with full pleasure and anger. 

"Lucy, you make me feel good" he groans in his every thrust. 

He spread and brought my legs together resting above his shoulders. This time he's going in extreme deeper. My hands crumpled the mattress as he keeps moving inside me. I felt like it's going to rip until I felt a pooled of orgasms inside my core. 

He released it all. Why? I said he won't but why he did it? 

"Fuck!" He said as we both came in unison. 

He slammed his naked body beside me. I quickly got up to change my clothes. 

I am about to go when he pulled me closer and I stumbled on his chest. 

"What are you doing? I'll back to work now!" I mumbled. 

"Im sorry for not controlling it. I hope you don't mind." He murmured. 

"Of course, I am mad. What if I get pregnant?" I said to myself. 

I smiled. 

"No, it's okay. I'm safe today!" I said and walked out first. 

I don't know if I'm still in my right sense and I don't know either what I did was wrong. 

"Wake up, Lucy, he's married and you're single" I mumbled after I finally put it from his secret room. 

Is loving Kent, a sin?