- I want to see your lovely face

[Ava]

I shut the door immediately, staring at the door frame like a lost sheep. I felt my legs weaken. Gabriel was stepping out of Logan's bathroom with nothing on his body, his eyes locked in mine, he didn't even bother to close the monster that he had down there that was staring back at me.

I was able to put some strength back in my legs and rush back upstairs, I was still storming up the stairs when I felt footsteps following behind me, I increased my pace, my thoughts swirled in a jumbled mix of emotions, making it hard to focus

Was he mad at me that I saw him naked? Shouldn't he have locked the doors, knowing he's not the only one in this house? I would have just respected my brother when he said I should always knock on his door before barging in.

What Gabriel had down there was not what I was expecting or imagined, it looked way huge, fuck…I was about to push my door open when a hand held me back and pinned me against the wall with my hands raised above my head.

“Why are you running Ava,” he spoke gently with his husky voice, the way he dimmed his eyes, was setting my body on fire.

“Gabriel, w-why will I run,” I couldn't find the right words to comprehend what was going on in my head. My eyes were also making matters worse. He was just tying a white towel on his waist, and his broad chest which was exposed was driving me insane.

Water droplets glistened in his hair, each one like a tiny diamond that caught the light and made him look irresistibly sexy. I couldn't help but devour him with my eyes. I looked at him from head to toe, not even noticing that he had been talking all this while, he suddenly called my name making me snap out of my trance.

“Ava, you're not saying anything, why were you running,” he asked again, his voice deepening.

I tried to loosen his grip on my hands but it was to no avail.

“I'm sorry I barged in, I didn't know you were still around, I was just mad at Logan for not waking me up. I already missed work yesterday and I wasn't supposed to miss today,” I tried explaining.

“Logan is not yet back, he called and said a few meetings held him back and talking about waking you up, you cried yourself to sleep and I had to bring you upstairs,” he said, as he let go of my hands, but still left me pinned to the wall.

“You..you, were the one that carried me upstairs,” I looked at him trying to make sure I just heard right.

“Yes I did,” he twisted his lips and bit his bottom lip trying so hard to maintain a serious face.

So it wasn't a dream, did I confess to him? Was that why he was trying to laugh? still lost in my thoughts, I felt his hands on my hair, tucking in some strands of hair at the back of my ear.

“What are you thinking little doll,” he asked, his voice deepening more. I felt a cold shiver run down my spine, I clogged my two legs together trying to hold onto this very pussy of mine that wouldn't stop misbehaving at the sight of this man.

His eyes went down to my thighs, noticing how hard I was trying to keep myself together. He came closer to me, wrapping his hands around my waist. He pulled me closer to him and stared into my eyes. I felt a scorching sweat trickle down my forehead, pooling at my temples.

He brought his lips closer to my forehead and placed a kiss on it. My breath slowed, and my shoulders relaxed as a gentle tranquility settled within me, he stared into my eyes and his eyes went down to my lips.

He pulled me closer and took in my lips in his, his tongue tracing the outline of my lips, asking for permission to explore further, I opened my mouth a bit and he slipped his tongue inside, sending shivers down my spine, he devoured my lips, biting my upper lips, circling his tongue all over my mouth, he got hold of my tongue and sucked on it hard, making me moan on his mouth

He pushed me further to himself leaving no space between us, I could sense his arousal pressed against me, I clutched my thighs tighter, I could feel my juices flowing, wetting my thighs.

My hands roamed all over his broad chest, and I couldn't help but moan louder in his mouth. He pulled back, and I was breathing heavily as he stared deep into my eyes. He was about to say something when the doorbell rang.

I pushed him off immediately without thinking, his eyes widened in stunned incredulity, he shook his head and a sly charming smile escaped his lips, I stood frozen still staring at him.

“It must be your brother, I'll open up the door for him,” he said and walked out heading to the stairs, his eyes went down to his dick and he turned and looked at me and I was still stupidly staring at him.

He mouthed a word but I couldn't hear whatever he just said. I breathed out. I pushed my door open and walked inside, I closed it while turning the doorknob to make sure it was closed.

I didn't know what to feel at this point, happy, sad, scream or just shut up. Did he come to me because I saw him naked or was it because I confessed my feelings to him thinking I was in a dreamland?

____

I spent the rest of the evening inside my room, even when my brother Logan called me, I pretended to be asleep, I didn't know how to face Gabriel, I was wishing he had gone by now.

I was rolling on my bed from one end to the other, I was smiling and I couldn't get the thought of Gabriel's lips off me, he tasted so good, if his lips tasted this good then how would that rod he had down there taste, I shook my head, shaking off the dirty thought that had consumed me

The buzzing of my phone brought me out

of my trance, snapping me back to reality. I unlocked it and my heart sank as I saw the calendar reminder, tomorrow was the anniversary of Remi's death. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, just then another message bumped in and I scrolled up and it was Gabriel, this was his first time texting me, we had each other's number because my brother uses my phone to call him sometimes and I had saved it a long time ago.

My sadness vanished immidiately, replaced by a flutter in my chest. “Come down let's have dinner, I made some food for you, I want to see your lovely face before I leave,” My heart raced as I read the words, and I smiled wondering what he meant by this.

Was he missing me?

I stepped down from my bed and rushed to the mirror to check my outfit, I was putting on a blue short jeans and my favorite soccer club Red Jersey, I tucked the Jersey in a bit from the left side, I wanted to make sure my ass was showing and not fully covered, I tied my long brown wavy hair in a messy bun

I rushed out of the room and made my way downstairs, smiles still plastered on my face, I could feel his gaze on me as he sighted me, he was seated in the dining with his phone in his hands, and my brother Logan was seated beside him, I walked up to the dining and greeted my brother and greeted Gabriel too, I greeted him casually like we weren't devouring each other's lips some moments ago.

I sat down opposite Gabriel, and I took my plate and scooped out the white rice and chicken sauce that was on the dining table. I know Gabriel must have made it even if he didn't tell me because I know my brother was a very bad cook.

Gabriel's legs tickled me under the table and I couldn't help but blush, I felt my brother's eyes on me.

“Little demon, are you sick? Why are your cheeks coloring all of a sudden? Are you under the weather? He asked, a hint of amusement in his voice

I rolled my eyes at him and fixed them back on my food, the next thing he did made my pulse spike.

He picked up Gabriel's phone as if he had been trying to get hold of it for some time.

“Logan give me back my phone,” Gabriel's voice rang in my ears as he tried to get the phone back from Logan

“Never!!! I noticed how you were staring at your phone for close to twenty minutes before you started typing, it seems my best friend got a new catch,” he used one of his hands to block Gabriel while he turned the other side trying to go to a certain place on his phone.

Gabriel who tried dragging it with him and didn't want to push it further, gave up, he turned towards me and furrowed his eyebrows while twisting his lips, I looked at him pleading with my eyes for him to take the phone back from Logan, once Logan sees the message that Gabriel sent me, there is no way he wouldn't suspect or conclude that something is going on between us.

My spoon suddenly fell from my hand as I heard my brother gasp for air, his eyes widened and his eyebrows shot up as he stared at Gabriel, I was waiting for him to turn his focus on me but his eyes were locked on Gabriel.

I felt my heart tightening, this is bad, my brother can not find out, not when I feel my heart's desires about his best friend are about to come true. He suddenly broke the silence, putting the phone on Gabriel's face and his question made my heart twist more.

“Gabriel, what is this?”

- I want to mark this pussy

as Mine

[Ava]

“Gabriel,” what is this? Logan asked him stretching the phone to his face, his eyes scanned the item and he grabbed the phone back from Logan and then suddenly turned towards me

I'm very sure it's the test Gabriel sent me, but I was confused as to why Logan wasn't looking in my direction. I picked up my spoon which fell earlier and started picking on my food slowly while still trying to understand the situation.

“I thought you weren't seeing her again, how come you guys are still lovey-dovey on the phone,” Logan finally said.

Gabriel's eyes narrowed, his gaze fixed on him with a cold intensity that made me wonder what was going on, he turned his eyes back to his phone without responding to him, but Logan continued.

“So she was the one you were with on Friday night that made you avoid my calls huh?” he furrowed his brow at Gabriel and smirked.

I felt a knot tightening up in my chest, he was actually texting some other girl and here I was feeling excited that he kissed me, I was such a fool.

I ate the rest of my dinner in silence, a dull ache settled in my chest, a heavy feeling that weighed me down, the excitement I came down with suddenly died down and he noticed I wasn't as cheerful as I was when I came down earlier.

********

It's been a few days after my best friend's death anniversary. I visited her family and we spent some time together. I also visited her graveyard where I spent some time with her.

Meanwhile, I've been trying all I could to avoid Gabriel, since the day he called me down for dinner, I haven't set my eyes on him, whenever I noticed he was in my house I would lock myself up to make sure he doesn't get the idea of me being around.

I just got off work and it was raining. I had an umbrella but for some reason, I felt like walking under the rain. I felt at peace as the rain grazed my skin. I was shivering but I didn't care, that's just what I wanted.

I stood at the entrance of my house trying to put in the door password when the door swung open from inside, it was my brother Logan and he was holding an umbrella ready to step out.

“Ava, why are you drained, what's wrong,” he asked with concern etched on his tone.

He stepped back to the house and I made my way inside, he came back with a white towel and he wrapped it over my body.

“You're shaking Ava and your body temperature is high, what's wrong,” Logan asked me, still checking the time on his watch like he was running late

I shook my head and clutched the towel tighter to my body, I ignored him and walked over the stairs. The next name I heard from his mouth made me stop on my track, a name I didn't want to hear but I was happy to hear it, very stupid of me.

“Hey Gabe, please can you come over to my house and help me get some medication on your way here, my sister is feeling under the weather and I have a very important meeting with a client and I might not come back tonight, I can only leave her in your care and know she's safe,” he spoke on the phone.

He turned in my direction and noticed I was still standing and he walked towards me, “Ava, Gabriel will get you some medicine, take a hot shower, he will be here soon, I have to leave now,” he said while ruffling some part of my hair.

I looked at him and nodded. I had mixed emotions, I didn't know if I wanted Gabriel here or not, and I was still angry at myself for having my hopes high that he had a thing for me.

_______

I finished taking my shower and I wore my lace shorts that exposed my skin a bit and a black hoodie, it's been about thirty minutes since my brother left and I didn't see any sign of Gabriel, maybe he was still with one of his girlfriends, I thought to myself causing me to sigh loudly, it was 7 pm and my stomach was rumbling, I needed to fix myself something to eat.

I headed downstairs and went over to the kitchen where I quickly made some waffles and warm milk. I sat on the kitchen dinning table and ate until I was full. I checked the time and it was 7:45 pm, I was just continuously looking at the entrance door.

I cleaned up my plates and was about to head upstairs when the doorbell rang, I felt a flutter in my stomach, and at the same time heaviness settled in my chest, weigning me down, he must have finished with the important ones before heading over, a frown plastered on my face while I quickly reached for the door and pulled it open.

Gabriel walked in, he was dressed casually in a pair of blue jean trousers and a black shirt, he held a small bag in his hand and a little basket of fruit in the other hand.

He stared into my eyes, and our eyes locked for a moment. I didn't realize that he was still standing at the door and I was blocking the entrance.

“Can I come in,” he said, bringing me back to reality, his gray eyes piercing through my soul.

“Sorry,” I mouthed, I shifted and he made his way inside. I locked the door and watched as he went to the kitchen and came back with a bottle of water.

I was now sitting in the dining room trying as much as I could to avoid eye contact with him. He moved to where I was and asked if I had eaten. I said yes and he handed me some medication which was for fever and flu, I went ahead and took the medicine.

“Thank you,” I said to him, still trying to avoid eye contact.

“How are you feeling now? I got scared when your brother called me, I was in the middle of an important meeting but I had to reschedule,” he asked, staring into my eyes

“I'm much better now, you know my brother can be dramatic, It was nothing serious, after a hot shower I'm a lot better, maybe because I walked home in the rain,” I said to him trying to hide the bitterness in my heart every time I remember he had some girl he was having fun with

“Why did you have to walk under the rain, little doll,” he came closer to me and caressed my forehead, he raised my head which I bent down, I flung his hand away and bent down playing with my pinky finger.

“Look at me,” he commanded.”why do you always deny me the sight of your beautiful eyes,” he spoke in a gentle tone.

I ignored him, I stood up and wanted to make my way back upstairs when he pulled me back, and made me sit on his lap.

I widened my eyes, staring at him, but I couldn't utter any word, his gray eyes locked on mine, and he grazed my hair and shifted some strands of hair off my face.

“Why have you been avoiding me,” he asked, his hands still holding my waist tightly.

I ignored him and tried to stand up from his lap but his grip was so tight that after trying twice I had no option than to give up and just sit.

“Let me go, I want to rest,” I finally found my voice and rolled my eyes at him

“I don't think I can do that my little doll, I've missed you and I didn't know how to ask your brother about you,” he said, his hands caressing my exposed neck.

I felt a jolt of electricity pass through my body, I looked at him with a frown on my face, “you must have been occupied with your girlfriends, so I doubt you missed me,”

“Girlfriends,” he repeated after me and chuckled, he came closer to my ear and bit my earlobe, “were you jealous because of what your brother said the other day,” he whispered in my ear, a sultry heat rose up from my core, wrapping around me like a velvet embrace.

I rolled my eyes at him, even when he couldn't see me, he was still all over my neck caressing and kissing my earlobes.

He pulled back and locked his eyes on mine again, his eyes went down to my thighs which I was trying to press together, he used his hands to pull them apart and caressed my lap, his eyes still locked on mine, his hands slowly came up to my thighs, biting his bottom lip, I was holding my moan with all the strength in me.

He slid his hand into my shorts, and a smile escaped his lips when he noticed I wasn't putting on any panties, “seems you were ready for me.” He whispered and dug his hands further into me

My moan betrayed me and rushed out of my mouth, I saw myself throwing my head back, he made me stand up a bit and pulled my shorts off, his eyes were dark and filled with lust. He carried me over to the couch without saying anything, he sat on the couch and carried me up making me sit with my wet and naked pussy on his face.

My eyes widened by what he was about to do, I shifted my waist from his face and sat on his lap, “what are you trying to do?” I asked him, my brows furrowed in confusion.

“What does it look like I'm doing, my little doll,” his deep voice sent shivers down my spine, his eyes shone with warmth that made my heart skip a bit. “I want to mark this pussy as mine, and I'm going to eat it out till I see you squirt all over my face.”

My eyes widened in shock, What? How would he even feel when he finds out I'm still tight down there and haven't even felt a guy's tongue on me?

- Please Fuck Me Hard

[Ava]

He looked into my eyes, he could sense the confused look on my face, he leaned in and kissed me on the side of my lips, he pulled me up again and made me sit on his face, I held onto the couch for support, so I wouldn't sit on him with all my weight.

His tongue rolled all over my entrance, circling my clit, I clutched my hands tighter on the couch, trying to suppress what I was feeling down there, he raised my hoodie, and I noticed he wanted me to pull it off, I pulled it off my neck and tossed it across the couch, as he continued his ministration. I moaned under my breath.

I felt his hands on my clit, he flipped it In circles, his tongue was still circling on my entrance, the sensation was too much to handle, it felt like an intense pressure was building up inside me, I couldn't control it, overwhelmed by the sheer pressure, I jerked off from his face and sat on his laps. I was panting heavily as I stared deep into his eyes. My juices were all over his mouth. He pulled out his tongue and circled it over his lips, making sure to lick every of my juice that was at the corner of his lips.

He stared into my eyes as he furrowed his brow. “You don't like it?” he asked.

I shook my head, as I cast my gaze downward, my eyelashes fluttering like a shy fan, “I can't hold it in, it's too sweet, I feel like I'm going to pee all over your face,” I said to him, my eyes bent low as I played with my pinky finger

He threw his head back and laughed, I raised my brow, and he turned his eyes back to me “Then let it go, that's exactly what I'm aiming for,” I shook my head making him understand I didn't want to.

He pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, burying my head on his chest, he held me tightly, storming the stairs, the rhythm of his heartbeat in my ears made me understand how much he wanted me, he pushed my door open and dropped me on my bed, his eyes roamed all over my body, he stared at me from head to toe, I widened my leg open, staring deep into his eyes. A sweet moan escaped his mouth.

“Ava, you'll be the end of me,” he smiled as he unbuttoned his shirt and tossed it one side, he undid his jean trouser and was just left with his boxers, he locked his eyes on mine as he came closer, he leaned in and kissed my navel, he trolled down to my pussy and kissed every part of it, I raised my head, trying to see him eat me down there.

He took two of his middle fingers into his mouth and licked on it. He pushed my legs wider and inserted one finger inside me. I pulled my head backward, my eyes slowly finding its way into my head.

“You're so tight,” he moaned as he laid his head on my stomach while his finger went in and out of me, he inserted another finger, making me gasp for air, I ruffled his hair, widening my legs to give him access to go deeper, I needed more.

He pulled his fingers out and my eyes widened as he took in the fingers in his mouth, he licked on it, making sure to taste every one of my juices.

He stood up and pulled down his boxers, his cock sprang free, fully erect and throbbing with visible veins straining against the skin. I swallowed hard, feeling like I had a whole lump in my throat. I watched as he reached for my legs and pulled them up, hanging them on his shoulders.

“It's your first time?” he asked me. His eyes shone with an unspoken intensity, a quiet passion that was taking my breath away. I nodded at him, and shut my eyes, He might think I'm a whole novice, of course, I am.

“Open your eyes,” he commanded, I snapped my eyes open

“Are you sure about this, if you feel it's too much we can stop.” He said, looking down at his fully erect cock, I licked my lips as I stared deeply into his eyes.

I shook my head trying to steady my voice. “No Gabriel, I want this, I need you.”

He nodded and a smile escaped his lips, “Then keep your eyes open for me, I want you to watch me fuck you,” He spoke in a commanding tone, I smiled and nodded at him.

He slowly pushed the cap of his cock inside me, my eyes fluttering closed, a soft sigh escaped my lips as if my very soul had been soothed, but I needed it deeper, and I wanted to taste every inch of him.

“Open your eyes, little doll.” He ordered, I snapped my eyes open.

“Good girl.” He smiled as he pulled out his cap and slid it in again, he pulled it out and tapped his cock on my entrance, and he slid the cap back to my entrance, I ached my back up as my eyes slowly found their way into my head, oh gosh I need him so badly.

“Please fuck me,” I moaned, begging him to go deeper.

“Slowly baby, we have to take it slowly, so you won't feel pains,” he said. He brought his cap out of my entrance and tapped it on my clit. I shivered from the feeling, curling my toes.

I looked at him, I was pleading with my eyes for him to claim me, I wanted to feel him inside me, I needed him to fuck me.

“Ahhh!!” I moaned as he pushed his cap into me again, I pushed my waist up begging him to go deeper, his hands roamed all over my body, he pushed in deeper, slowly, and I felt a mix of pleasure and pain.

“Fuck,” he moaned as all of his cock buried inside me, I watched him as his Adam's apple danced up and down seductively, tell me something about this man that isn't driving me crazy?

He pulled my legs down and made it relax on the bed while his cock was still buried inside me, he laid down on my tummy, he was been careful not to push his full weight on me, he wrapped his hand under my head and pulled me closer to his face, he took in my lips on his, and sucked on it hard, I moaned hard on his mouth.

He pulled out and I could feel how swollen my lips felt, he kept his gaze on me, looking deep inside my eyes.

“I'm going to start thrusting now, tell me if it's too much, and I promise to stop," he said, just like he was asking for my permission. I smiled at the thought of how considerate he was. I nodded and gave him the go-ahead, meanwhile, my pussy was on fire

He pushed in deeper, thrusting in and out of me, he went slowly at first. Within seconds he increased his pace, and my pussy clamped on his dick, a mix of pain and pleasure that made me squirm beneath him.

As he pushed deeper the sharp sting gave way to a flood of sensation that made my head spin, I clung to him, my hand gripping his shoulders as I tried to adjust to the fullness of him inside me.

He reached for my clit with his hand, rubbing it in a circular motion while he fucked me, he went in and out, his eyes locked on mine, whenever I tried closing it from so much pleasure, he spoke in a commanding tone to keep it open.

I felt my release building up, and his cock was hitting my G-spot. He noticed that I was about to reach my climax and he went harder, he pushed in and out of me harder.

“O..oh, Gabriel, please don't stop, I'm going to cum, ple…please,” I moaned pleading with him not to stop, he went in harder, thrusting hard, I pushed my head backward, my eyes going deep into my head, a tremor of desire coursed through me, leaving me breathless and wanting more.

“O…oh yeah, yes..yes.. yes,” I moaned hard as he went deeper, my cum splashed through and I shivered, my eyes rolling deep into my head, I dipped my fingers into the duvet trying to handle the amount of pleasure I was feeling.

He didn't stop as he noticed me cum, he thrusted harder, I couldn't help but moan so hard, his pace went on faster and I heard him growl.

“Ava!!! Yeah,” he moaned, I felt the warm sensation inside my pussy, he pulled back and dug back, he pulled out again and dug harder back in, his breathing was ragged and he gritted his teeth, fighting to maintain control. he collapsed on the bed, pulling me closer to his arms, he leaned in and kissed my forehead.

“I'm sorry,” he mouthed, his voice barely audible.

“For what?” I asked, my face still buried in his chest.

“I didn't know it was your first time, but I couldn't hold myself any longer, fuck..Ava, I've been dreaming of this day for the longest time,”

My eyes widened in shock and my mouth agape, I raised my face from his chest and stared into his eyes, and all I could see in his eyes were sincerity and a man who felt genuinely happy having me in his arms.

“Yo…yo…you've been wanting me?” I asked, I saw myself stuttering because I did not believe what he had just spilled.

“I have Ava, from the moment I accompanied your brother to come pick you up from the airport three years ago, I felt my heart skip the moment I saw your face, I swore to wait for you no matter how long it was going to take you to notice me,” he continued, my mouth was open and a smile was circulated on my face.

The man I'd been crushing on for three whole years had me in mind? My heart was swollen with happiness hearing that Gabriel had me in mind.

“Then why did you always behave like I was invisible, sometimes I'll try getting close to you, but you would avoid me like I was a piece of shit?” I asked, scanning his face for an answer.

“Come here,” he cupped me closer to his arms, he played with some strands of my hair. “How would I know you had a thing for me. After I saw your expression when you saw me naked, and I kissed you, I just wanted to know how you'd react and when I got to know you also wanted me, I couldn't contain my happiness,” he said as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

He continued but his voice was suddenly sounding very distant from my ear and within split seconds, I slept off.

******

“Ava!!! Ava, are you awake,” the continuous knock on my door woke me up. I opened my eyes slowly, trying to figure out the situation and how I was wrapped in someone's arms.

“Ava are you there,” my brother's voice echoed again in the hallway, just then reality dawned on me.

“Oh my God, what the fu…,” I tapped on Gabriel who was still holding me tightly. I didn't know he was such a deep sleeper, how could all this sound not wake him up?

He opened his eyes halfway trying to pull me closer to his arms, I knocked him on his forehead, he winced in pain and I quickly held his mouth with my hands.

“Shuu, Logan is at the door,” I mouthed to him and his eyes suddenly snapped open, he sat up and his hand trailed to his hair as he ruffled it.

“Ava,” Logan's voice became so loud that I felt he was already getting scared.

“Y…ye…yes Logan I'm here, w..w…what do you want?” I stammered, I scanned the bed and I noticed a black gown on the side. I picked it on and tried to put it on, I tossed Gabriel's clothes on his face to help himself.

“What is wrong, you scared the hell out of me. Open the door, how are you feeling now? and why is Gabriel's car parked outside, did he drop by this morning?”

“Shit…" I cursed under my breath, looking at Gabriel with my eyes wide up, his eyes shone with a calm light like he didn't care if my brother found out.

“I'm coming Logan, I'm putting on some clothes I was in the shower, please hold on,” I responded to Logan who was continuously asking me to open up like he was sensing that something was wrong

My heart raced as my eyes darted wildly, like a trapped animal seeking escape and I felt my panic spike, my heartbeat pounding on my chest like it would reap off any moment, I looked at Gabriel as I stood up, scratching my hair.

“Gabriel, What do we do?”