Chapter 1

Three days before the ceremony, I found the collar.

Remington's study door was unlocked—unusual, but not impossible. He'd asked me to retrieve the ceremonial documents from his desk that morning, his tone clipped, distracted. I pushed the door open and stepped inside. The room smelled like him: dark cedar and smoke, the scent that used to make my heart race. Now it just made my chest tight.

The documents weren't on the desk. I checked the top drawer, then the second. Empty. The bottom drawer was slightly ajar, which was strange—Remington kept everything locked. I pulled it open.

Two collars lay inside, nestled in black velvet.

The first was heavy, silver-lined, engraved along the band in clean script: *Palmer's Bitch.* The interior was darker, stained with something that made my stomach turn. Wolfsbane residue. I knew the smell from the pack healer's locked cabinet—acrid, wrong, the kind of scent that made even human noses itch.

The second collar was delicate, studded with diamonds that caught the morning light. Beautiful. Expensive. Made for someone meant to be displayed.

I stood there holding them, my hands shaking, trying to make sense of what I was seeing. Then the mind-link fragment bled through—Remington's voice, lazy and amused, tangled with Hallie's laughter.

*"Three years and she still thinks she's a late bloomer."*

Hallie's voice purred back, syrupy and pleased. *"The dosage is perfect, Alpha. She'll never shift."*

The link cut.

I set the collars down carefully, my hands steadier than they should have been. Three years. Three years of meals I'd cooked myself, of tea Hallie brought me with that sweet smile, of mornings I woke up nauseous and blamed it on stress. Three years of waiting for my wolf to surface, of apologizing to Remington for being broken, of enduring his impatience and his coldness because I thought I was the problem.

I wasn't broken. I was poisoned.

Something in my chest stirred—not a voice, not yet, but a feeling. Heat. Pressure. Rage.

I pulled out my phone and photographed both collars, the engraving clear in the frame. Then I opened the drawer fully and found a small glass vial tucked behind the velvet lining. Wolfsbane powder, fine as dust. I slipped it into my pocket, replaced everything exactly as I'd found it, and walked out.

Back in my room, I sat on the edge of the bed and opened the journal I'd kept for three years. Not feelings—I'd learned early that feelings were currency I couldn't afford to waste. Facts. Dates. Exact words.

*October 12th: Remington used Alpha tone in the main hall to make me kneel and clean spilled coffee in front of the pack. Hallie said, "Poor thing. She tries so hard."*

*January 3rd: He gave me a silver chain for my birthday. It burned my skin. He said I was being dramatic.*

*March 20th: Hallie brought me tea. I was sick for two days after.*

I selected three pages—the worst ones—and tore them out carefully. Then I drafted a message on a burner phone I'd bought months ago, back when I still told myself I was being paranoid.

Pierce Coleman. Lycan Prince. The name had been on pack-border intelligence bulletins for weeks, tied to a wolfsbane trafficking investigation. I didn't know him. I didn't know if he'd care. But he was the only option I had.

I coded the message the way the intelligence bulletins suggested—brief, factual, with a location. Then I walked.

The eastern border path was empty at dawn. The air was cold enough to sting my lungs, and the ground was still wet from last night's rain. I reached the dead-drop point—a hollow in the base of an old oak tree—and left the package: photographs, vial, journal pages. Then I turned and walked back.

No one saw me leave. No one saw me return.

This was my first move. I made it without hesitation.

That morning, I moved through the pack house like I always had—quiet, efficient, invisible. But I was cataloguing now. Every face. Every glance. Every cruelty I'd once absorbed as normal.

In the main hall during communal breakfast, I approached Remington with a logistics question about the ceremony. He was seated at the head of the table, Hallie at his right wearing the moonstone pendant I now recognized as the traditional Luna's stone. He didn't look up when I spoke.

"Remington, the florist needs to confirm the—"

He knocked a cup of coffee across the table. Scalding liquid splashed across my forearm, soaking through my sleeve. I didn't flinch. I just stood there, watching him.

He still didn't look at me. He turned to Hallie instead, his voice flat. "Clean it up."

I opened my mouth to respond—and then the Alpha tone hit.

It crashed through my body like a physical weight, locking my joints, forcing my knees to buckle. I couldn't resist. I had no wolf to push back. I sank to the floor, my hands moving without my permission, wiping coffee from the table edge with my sleeve.

Hallie leaned forward, her voice soft and sweet. "Poor thing. She tries so hard."

I memorized every face in that room. Most looked away. A few smirked. But two didn't.

Victor Crane, the Beta, sat three seats down. His jaw was tight, his hands flat on the table. He didn't speak, but he didn't look away either.

Dorian Walsh, the Gamma, stood near the door. He was watching me with something that wasn't cruelty. Something that looked almost like recognition.

I filed both reactions away and finished cleaning. Then I stood, excused myself, and left.

That night, alone in my room at the far end of the pack house, I lay awake and felt it again—the presence I'd dismissed as imagination for three years. It pressed against the inside of my ribs, urgent and insistent.

*Fight. Run. Remember.*

I pressed my thumb against my wrist, the way I always did when I needed to stay still. "I hear you," I whispered into the dark.

The presence surged—barely, painfully—and for the first time in three years, warmth flooded the cold space behind my sternum where my wolf had been screaming in silence.

I closed my eyes and made a decision.

I would not survive tomorrow.

I would win it.

Chapter 2

Dawn came cold and grey. I woke before the sun, my thumb already pressed against my wrist, and lay still in the dark. Somewhere beyond the pack house walls, the border patrol was changing shifts. I heard the distant howl—routine, unremarkable. I wondered if Pierce Coleman was out there. I wondered if he'd found the package.

I couldn't afford to wonder. I got up.

By mid-morning, the visiting delegates had arrived—three allied packs, their Alphas and Lunas filling the main hall with the scent of foreign territory and political posturing. The ceremony was two days away. Tradition required Remington to present me with ceremonial jewelry today, in front of witnesses, as a public declaration of my status.

I stood at the back of the hall and watched the room fill. Victor Crane was near the front, his Beta authority keeping the seating organized. Dorian Walsh stood by the entrance, arms crossed, scanning faces with the flat efficiency of a career soldier. Hallie sat at Remington's right, wearing a dress I'd never seen before—deep blue, cut to display the hollow of her throat where no mark sat yet.

Remington called the room to order. His voice carried easily, warm and commanding, the Alpha everyone wanted to believe in. "We gather today to honor tradition," he said, smiling at the delegates. "Before the Moon Goddess and our allied packs, I present my mate with the symbol of her place at my side."

He gestured. I walked forward.

The room watched. I felt every gaze like a weight on my skin. I reached the front and stopped three feet from Remington, the distance we'd practiced. He didn't meet my eyes. He reached into a velvet box on the table and withdrew a chain—thin, silver, unremarkable.

He stepped forward and fastened it around my throat.

The burn started immediately. Low, constant, the familiar sting of wolfsbane-laced metal against skin. I'd felt it before—the birthday gift, the cuff he'd given me last winter—but this was worse. This was meant to be worn in public, displayed, a brand I couldn't remove without his permission.

I didn't flinch. I smiled instead—the smile I'd perfected over three years, the one that looked like gratitude and cost me everything.

"Thank you, Alpha," I said quietly.

Remington's hand lingered at my nape for half a second, his thumb pressing just hard enough to remind me he could. Then he stepped back and addressed the room. "My mate is honored to serve this pack."

Applause. Polite, measured, the sound of wolves who knew how to perform approval. I stood there with the chain burning and my thumb pressed hard against my wrist beneath the table's edge, cataloguing faces. The Luna from the northern pack looked uncomfortable. The southern Alpha's Beta was watching Remington, not me, his expression unreadable. Victor Crane's jaw was tight again.

I memorized it all.

When the hall finally emptied, I returned to my room and stood in front of the mirror. The chain sat against my collarbone, a thin line of silver that looked almost delicate. Beneath it, my skin was already flushed pink, the beginning of a burn that would darken by tomorrow.

I took a photograph. Added it to the file. Then I pressed a cold cloth against my throat and breathed through the sting.

That evening, I walked past Remington's private quarters on my way to the kitchens. The door was ajar—carelessly, as though my presence had never registered as something worth securing against.

I should have kept walking. I didn't.

Through the gap, I saw them. Remington stood behind Hallie, fastening something around her neck—delicate, glinting, unmistakable. The moonstone pendant. The traditional Luna's stone, the one that should have been mine if any of this had ever been real.

His lips brushed her throat. "Soon, Luna," he murmured.

Hallie's eyes slid to the door. She saw me.

She smiled—slow, deliberate, the same sweetness she'd worn in the main hall when I knelt to clean coffee. She didn't pull away from Remington. She leaned back into him instead, her hand coming up to touch the pendant, her gaze holding mine.

I stood there for three full seconds. Long enough to let her see that I wasn't broken. Long enough to let her think she'd won.

Then I turned and walked away.

Behind my ribs, my wolf snarled—louder now, insistent, pressing against the cage the wolfsbane had built. Heat flooded my chest, sharp and furious, and for a moment I thought I might shift right there in the hallway.

*Not yet,* I whispered.

The wolf pushed harder. I felt her—not a voice, not quite, but a presence. Rage and recognition and something that felt almost like laughter.

*Soon.*

I made it back to my room and locked the door. My hands were shaking. I pressed both palms flat against the wall and breathed until the trembling stopped.

Two days. I had two days to hold this together.

Outside my window, the border patrol howled again—routine, distant. But this time, I thought I heard something else beneath it. A second call, deeper and unfamiliar. A Lycan's howl, maybe, or just the wind.

I didn't know. I couldn't afford to hope.

I sat on the edge of my bed and opened the journal one last time. I didn't write anything new. I just read the last entry, the one I'd written three days ago after finding the collar.

*I will not survive tomorrow. I will win it.*

I closed the book and set it aside. Then I lay down, the silver chain burning against my throat, and waited for dawn.

Chapter 3

The kitchen was empty when Hallie found me.

I was organizing platters for tomorrow's pre-ceremony banquet—silver trays that needed polishing, linen napkins that needed pressing. Routine work. The kind that kept my hands busy and my mind quiet. I heard her heels on the tile before I saw her, the sharp click-click that always announced her presence like a warning.

She stopped in the doorway, arms crossed, watching me with that expression I'd learned to recognize over three years. Not quite a smile. Something sharper.

"Adeline," she said pleasantly. "Working hard, I see."

I didn't look up. "The banquet needs—"

"The banquet will be fine." She stepped inside and closed the door behind her. The click of the latch was very soft. Very deliberate.

I set down the tray and turned to face her. We were alone. No pack members in the hallway. No witnesses.

Hallie's sweetness dropped like a mask she'd grown tired of holding.

"I wanted to talk to you," she said, examining her nails. "About logistics. After the ceremony, your room will be reassigned."

I said nothing. My thumb found my wrist.

"The Omega quarters in the basement," she continued, as though discussing furniture arrangements. "Remington wants you close enough to be useful but not close enough to embarrass him in front of the new Luna." She paused, tilting her head. "Makes sense, don't you think?"

The burn from the silver chain throbbed against my collarbone. I kept my face still.

Hallie stepped closer. Her voice dropped, losing the performative edge entirely. What remained was genuine curiosity. "Does it hurt?" she asked. "Knowing he never wanted you? Not even once?"

I looked at her directly. I didn't blink. I didn't speak.

She waited—three seconds, four—then smiled again, satisfied. "That's what I thought." She turned toward the door, her hand on the handle. "See you at the ceremony, Adeline. Wear something nice."

The door closed behind her.

I stood there in the empty kitchen, my thumb pressed hard against my wrist, and added every word she'd just said to the ledger in my mind. Verbatim. Timestamped. Witnessed by no one but me and the wolf pressing insistently behind my ribs.

Hallie had mistaken my silence for defeat.

She had no idea what she'd just given me.

That night, alone in my room, I felt it shift.

I'd stopped eating the pack's prepared meals three days ago—the morning I found the collar. I'd been subsisting on food I fetched myself from the communal stores, plain and untouched. Bread. Fruit. Water I boiled myself. The nausea had faded. The fog in my head had started to lift.

And my wolf—the presence I'd felt stirring for days—was getting stronger.

I sat cross-legged on my cot, the silver chain burning faintly against my throat, and closed my eyes. The heat in my chest surged, sharper than before. Then I heard it.

Not a feeling. Not an impression.

Words.

*They poisoned us.*

My eyes snapped open. My breath caught.

*They have always known what we are.*

I pressed both hands flat against the mattress, grounding myself. "What are we?" I whispered aloud, feeling ridiculous and desperate and certain all at once.

The answer wasn't words. It was something bigger—an impression that flooded my senses like light breaking through water. Vast. White. Sovereign. Something that had been caged for three years and was finally, finally waking up.

My hands shook. Not with fear. With something that had no name yet.

I pressed my palm flat against the floor and breathed until the trembling stopped. Then I ate the bread I'd brought myself, every bite deliberate, and felt my wolf settle—still there, still waiting, but no longer screaming.

*Soon,* I thought.

She didn't answer. She didn't need to.

The evening before the ceremony eve, I slipped out.

The pack house was chaos—delegations arriving, rooms being prepared, voices echoing through the halls. No one noticed when I grabbed a supply basket and headed toward the eastern border under the pretense of fetching herbs from the forest edge. No one stopped me.

The tree line was dark and cold. I walked the familiar path, my breath misting in the air, and reached the dead-drop point.

But this time, I wasn't alone.

A man stood beside the old oak tree, waiting with the kind of stillness that suggested he'd been there awhile. His scent reached me first—winter pine and steel, sharp and clean and utterly unfamiliar.

Something inside me lurched.

I stopped walking for half a second, my body recognizing something my mind hadn't caught up to yet. Then I forced myself forward.

Pierce Coleman didn't move as I approached. He was tall, broad-shouldered, dressed in dark tactical gear that marked him as Lycan enforcement. His eyes tracked me with professional precision—calm, assessing, patient.

"Adeline Shaw," he said quietly. Not a question.

I nodded.

"The King will attend the ceremony," he said, his voice low and unhurried. "The evidence you provided is sufficient for tribunal proceedings. You need only to survive what happens at the altar. What occurs there will be witnessed by royal authority."

I exhaled slowly. "And after?"

"After, the Council convenes." His gaze dropped briefly to my throat—to the burn line visible above the silver chain—and his jaw set in a way that wasn't professional at all. "You won't face him alone."

I noticed the shift in his expression. I filed it away.

I turned to leave, but his voice stopped me.

"You kept a journal for three years."

I looked back at him.

"Most people in your position stop writing after the first six months," he said.

I met his eyes directly. "I am not most people."

Something in Pierce's posture shifted—barely, but I saw it. His hands stilled at his sides, his wolf surging forward so hard I could almost feel the pressure of it in the air between us.

He didn't move. He didn't speak.

I turned and walked back toward the pack house, the weight of his gaze following me until the trees swallowed the path.

Behind me, Pierce Coleman stood at the tree line for a long time, his wolf pressing a single word forward that he had been refusing to hear for weeks.

*Mate.*

He told himself it was the severity of the case.

His wolf knew better.

My Alpha Used Wolfsbane to Steal My Wolf

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