Chapter 3
After the memorial, I stopped crying. Tears didn't bring Alessia back, and they wouldn't keep me alive in a house full of wolves waiting for me to break.
Instead, I watched.
I bought a cheap spiral notebook with cash from my emergency stash and kept it hidden beneath a loose floorboard under my dresser. Every night, while Jack slept with his back turned to me, I wrote down times, dates, and patrol rosters.
The pattern was glaring once I knew what to look for.
Whenever the scent of sweet jasmine and clover drifted through the west corridor, Jack vanished. He claimed he was inspecting the perimeter or handling rogue skirmishes near the tree line. But the Gamma’s patrol logs told another story. On the days Harper visited the pack house, the borders were dead quiet.
Even worse was Reid. Jack’s Beta was normally cold, rigid, and fiercely territorial. Yet whenever Harper appeared, Reid practically jumped to do her bidding. He cleared checkpoints for her car without logging her plates. He fetched her coffee. He handed over pack dispensary supplies without an invoice. A Beta didn't take orders from an unbonded visitor—unless his Alpha told him to treat her like a Luna.
Then there was Jack’s morning routine.
Every single day at 4:45 AM, Jack slipped out of our bed before the sun broke. His heavy footsteps always headed up the narrow service staircase to his locked private suite on the third floor. He stayed inside for five minutes, no longer.
One morning, I crept up the stairs behind him, pressing flat against the wallpaper. As I reached the heavy mahogany door, I leaned close to the jamb.
A faint odor leaked through the door frame. It wasn't cedar, and it wasn't leather. It was a sharp, medicinal bitterness that tasted like crushed green stems and rusted iron. It made my throat burn. It smelled unnatural. Wrong.
Two weeks later, Carly arrived.
She came under the official banner of a Dawnridge diplomatic envoy, sent to deliver condolences from my home pack. The moment Jack and his council were safely downstairs in the war room, Carly slipped into my bedroom and locked the door behind her.
She didn't hug me. She looked at my face, took one breath, and whispered, "Talk."
I pressed my thumb hard into the soft flesh of my inner wrist, anchoring my voice. I told her everything. I told her how the mate bond went cold and hollow the night the rogues breached the nursery. I told her how Jack smelled like Harper while Alessia’s body was still warm. I told her how he dropped me to my knees on neutral territory with his Alpha tone while our daughter’s ashes blew across the slate.
Carly’s knuckles turned white against the edge of the dresser. Her chest rose and fell in short, furious breaths, but she didn't yell. Dawnridge’s Gamma had raised her better than that.
"I’ve had a go-bag in the trunk of my car for six days," she said, her voice deadly low. "I brought two changes of clothes, three thousand in cash, and fake IDs. I mapped the western treeline. Declan showed me the patrol blind spots between mile markers four and six. We leave tonight."
I looked at her, my throat tight. "I can't go. Not yet."
Carly stared at me like I had lost my mind. "Anya, he watched her crush Alessia’s ashes. He’s going to kill you, or he’s going to let Harper do it. You don't have a wolf to protect you."
*Yes, I do,* a quiet voice whispered in the back of my skull. It was faint, but it was there—a cold, silver pulse beneath my ribs.
"If I run now, I’m just an unstable Luna who deserted her pack," I said quietly. "Dawnridge won't stand behind me, and the Council will let Jack hunt me down. I need proof of what he's doing. I need undeniable evidence."
Carly searched my eyes. Slowly, the anger in her face hardened into something resolute.
"I'll keep the car fueled," she said. "I'll establish a safe house in Silverpine territory. The second you get what you need, you call the burn number I leave inside your mattress. Understand?"
"I understand."
Carly left the following morning with the Dawnridge delegation. She didn't look back once.
Three nights later, Jack announced he was taking an overnight sweep along the southern border. Rogues, he claimed.
The house fell dead silent by midnight.
I waited until two in the morning. Barefoot, I slipped out of my room and climbed the back stairs, holding the heavy brass key tight in my sweaty palm. It had taken me two weeks of digging through pack house maintenance records to locate the duplicate key Jack’s father had filed away twenty years ago.
The lock turned with a soft, oiled click.
I pushed the door open and stepped inside.
The room was pitch-black and smelled stale, layered with thick cedar and that same bitter, herbal stench. I clicked on a small penlight, sweeping the beam across the floor.
The suite was spartan. A leather armchair, a mahogany desk, and a wall of built-in bookshelves. On the wall beside the desk sat a small, recessed steel cabinet with a four-digit mechanical dial.
I stared at the lock. *Alessia’s birthday.* I spun the dials.
*Click.*
The door swung outward.
Inside sat three long, velvet-lined trays. My breath hitched.
Rows upon rows of small glass vials were arranged inside, glowing dark amber under my flashlight. Some were empty and rinsed clean. Dozens more were full, sealed with dark wax.
Each vial was labeled in Jack’s tight, precise handwriting with a date and a dose.
The dates stretched back three years. One vial for every single morning since our Mate Ceremony.
I uncapped an empty glass tube and sniffed the residue. The smell hit the roof of my mouth like acid.
Wolfsbane tincture.
My hands began to shake so hard the glass rattled against the shelf.
He hadn't lost my scent during the raid. He had systematically poisoned his own wolf every morning of our marriage to make sure he never felt me at all.
A floorboard creaked in the outer hallway.
I froze, forcing my lungs to stop moving. I shoved the vial back into its velvet slot, my heart pounding against my ribs like a caged beast, and forced myself to keep looking.
Chapter 4
The floorboard in the hall creaked once, then settled. Just the house breathing in the dark.
I stayed frozen for another ten seconds, my hand hovering over the velvet-lined trays of wolfsbane. The bitter herbal smell stung the back of my throat. My stomach churned.
Every single morning. Three years. He had uncapped a vial, swallowed the poison, and walked down to breakfast to kiss my forehead while his wolf went blind to mine.
A faint seam caught the light of my penlight on the wood paneling behind the cabinet. It wasn't flush with the wall.
I set the vial down and pressed my palm against the trim. A soft latch clicked. The false back slid open with a whisper.
My breath caught.
It wasn't another medicine safe. It was a shrine.
Dozens of items sat arranged on small glass shelves under battery-powered picture lights. In the center stood three sealed jars holding long strands of dark brown fur—Harper’s wolf coat, carefully labeled with dates from their first run together. Silk scarves hung from brass hooks along the side. Even across the room, the scent of jasmine and warm clover hit me like a slap. He had kept them sealed, perfectly preserved.
And then there were the photographs.
Hundreds of them lined the velvet backing. Harper at sixteen, laughing by the Nighthollow river. Harper at eighteen, her Come of Age ceremony, wearing silver ribbon in her hair. Candid shots taken from tree lines. Posed studio portraits.
Right in the middle of the wall, framed in black walnut, sat two photos pinned side by side.
On the left was Harper, smiling softly at the camera with her head tilted.
On the right was me.
My Dawnridge official portrait from the week before our mating ceremony.
I stepped closer, my throat closing up. We had the exact same high cheekbones. The exact same slight wave in our dark brown hair. The exact same delicate cut of the jaw. If you blurred the eyes, we looked like sisters.
I gripped the edge of the shelf so hard the wood bit into my palms.
I hadn't been chosen by fate. The Moon Goddess hadn't crossed our paths. Jack had looked at a grieving, broken daughter of Dawnridge whose wolf wouldn't wake, saw Harper’s face in my skin, and bought a substitute.
And every day he spent with me, he swallowed wolfsbane so his wolf wouldn't accidentally accept me. He made a conscious, chemical choice every morning at sunrise to kill our bond.
That was why he couldn't smell Alessia in the raid.
Alessia had my scent mixed with his. But his nose was dead to everything that belonged to me. He had tracked Harper across the eastern ridge because her scent was the only thing his wolf had left to cling to.
He didn't lose our daughter. He traded her life for an obsession.
Something inside my chest cracked.
It wasn't a metaphor. It was a loud, physical snap right beneath my collarbone, like an iron lock breaking in two.
A searing wave of heat rushed up my throat. My lungs burned. The thumb-to-wrist trick didn't work. The skin was numb. The whole world went blindingly, terrifyingly cold, and then the silver thing in my chest ripped out of the dark.
It didn't ask for permission. It surged into my veins with the force of an avalanche.
My head snapped back. A pure, blinding silver radiance poured from my eyes, painting the dark room in harsh, sharp white.
I opened my mouth, but no human scream came out.
What tore from my throat was a deep, subsonic howl. It didn't sound like a young she-wolf. It sounded ancient. Imperial. Lethal.
The sound wave slammed into the walls. The oak beams across the ceiling groaned and splintered, throwing sawdust into the air. A jagged crack ripped through the stone above the doorframe, spider-webbing straight up to the rafters.
The aura exploded out of me, a crushing wall of pure Alpha-blood pressure rolling down through the floorboards.
Downstairs in the great hall, three floors below, a heavy ceramic mug shattered on the tile.
I heard boots scramble. Through the floor, the terrified yips of Delta guards echoed as they hit their knees. Beta Reid’s sharp gasp carried up the stairwell—the sound of an officer clawing at his throat, pinned to the wall by a dominant pressure so heavy his lungs couldn't expand.
None of them knew what it was. None of them could name it.
To them, the pressure was rolling straight out of the Luna’s private quarters—from a woman whose wolf had been dead for ten years.
The silver light flashed one last time, searing the backs of my eyelids, and then snapped shut.
My knees gave out. I hit the floor hard, catching myself on one bruised elbow.
Hot blood dripped from my right nostril, splashing dark against the wood. My ribs ached as if a truck had hit me. My hands shook violently, but the room was silent again. The wood dust was still floating through the beam of my flashlight.
I looked at the photos. The scarves. The jars of fur.
My life here had been a lie from the very first hour. Every sweet word, every soft touch in the dark, every pack ceremony had been built on a corpse.
I didn't reach for my phone. I didn't take a picture. I didn't smash the glass cases.
None of it mattered anymore. Proof was for someone who wanted to argue. I was done arguing.
I stood up slowly, wiping the blood from my lip with the back of my sleeve. My legs were steady. The silver heat had retreated back beneath my ribs, but it hadn't gone to sleep. It was watching. Waiting.
I reached out and clicked the false panel shut. The wood settled into place with a quiet snap.
I turned off my penlight, stepped out into the hallway, and locked the master door behind me.
Downstairs, the pack house was dead quiet.
When I reached the second-floor landing, Reid and two Delta guards were standing at the foot of the main stairs, their faces pale as salt, their hands resting on their holsters. Their eyes were wide, darting toward the ceiling, looking for whatever monster had just shaken the foundations of the pack.
They saw me step into the hall light.
Reid blinked, his chest heaving, his wolf still bristling with panic. "Luna... did you feel that?"
I paused at the top of the stairs and looked down at him.
My face felt like stone. My eyes didn't blink. I didn't give him a tremble, a stutter, or a single drop of sweat.
"Feel what, Reid?" I said.
My voice was flat and quiet.
Without waiting for his answer, I turned down the west corridor toward my room, leaving them staring at the dark.