Chapter 4
The pack house felt different in the days after the border incident. Conversations stopped when I walked into rooms. Warriors who used to meet my eyes now studied their boots. Even the Omegas moved differently around me—quicker, quieter, like they were afraid I might snap again.
Maybe I would.
Beta Marcus cornered me in the main hallway three days later. I was heading to the kitchens when he stepped out of his office, that diplomatic expression already locked in place.
"Luna, we need to discuss what happened at the river."
"No, we don't."
"The pack is unsettled. There are questions about—"
"About what? About whether their Luna has lost her mind?" I stopped walking and faced him. "Tell them the truth, Marcus. Tell them their Alpha brought his pregnant mistress to live in our territory while his mate waited at home like a fool."
Marcus's jaw tightened. "That's not how Asher sees it."
"How does Asher see it?"
"He says the connection with Nadia is strategic. That an alliance with the Lycan territories requires—"
"Stop." The word came out sharp enough to make him flinch. "Just stop talking, Marcus. I don't want to hear his justifications."
I walked away before he could respond.
That afternoon, I found myself on the balcony outside the Luna's quarters. It overlooked the main courtyard, the training grounds, the gardens where I used to walk with Asher in the evenings. I'd been avoiding this view for weeks, but something pulled me there now. Some masochistic need to see what my territory looked like without me in it.
The sun was setting, casting long shadows across the stone paths. A few warriors were finishing their evening patrol routes. Normal pack life, continuing without pause.
Then I saw them.
Asher emerged from the main building with Nadia at his side. She was wearing a soft blue dress that showed the barely-there curve of her pregnancy. Her hand rested on her stomach in that protective way pregnant women do, and Asher's hand covered hers.
I gripped the balcony railing.
They walked slowly through the garden, talking quietly. Intimate. Comfortable. Like they belonged together. Like this was their territory, their future, their life.
Asher said something that made her laugh. The sound carried up to me on the evening air—light, musical, genuinely happy. When was the last time I had laughed like that? When was the last time Asher had made me laugh at all?
They stopped near the fountain. Asher turned to face her, his hands moving to frame her face with a tenderness that made my chest ache. He said something I couldn't hear, and she smiled up at him with an expression of complete trust.
Then the light hit her just right, and I saw it.
Hanging around her neck, catching the last rays of sunlight, was my locket.
The custom-engraved pup locket Asher had made for me after I lost our child. The one with the tiny crescent moon on the front and our pup's name etched inside. The one I had worn every single day until—
Until when? When had I stopped wearing it?
I reached for my throat automatically. Nothing. My neck was bare.
Nadia's fingers found the locket as I watched, touching it the same way I always had. The same protective, maternal gesture. But it wasn't hers. It was mine. It was meant for my child, my loss, my grief.
The realization hit me like ice water.
He hadn't just been sleeping with her. He hadn't just gotten her pregnant. He had been taking her to our shrine. Our sacred place. The place where we lit candles for our lost pup every year. The place where he had held me while I cried and promised me we would honor our child's memory together.
He had been bringing her there. Praying with her. Praying for a new pup. A replacement.
And he had given her my locket to wear while he did it.
I stumbled backward from the railing. My hands were shaking. My vision was blurring at the edges. The betrayal was so complete, so thorough, that I couldn't breathe around it.
All those years of lighting candles together. All those quiet moments of shared grief. All those promises that our lost child would never be forgotten.
Lies. All of it lies.
I turned away from the balcony and walked back into my empty rooms. I sat down on the bed Asher and I had shared for six years and stared at my hands.
Something was breaking inside me. Not my heart—that had already broken at the cabin, at the river, in a dozen small moments since. This was something deeper. Something that had been holding me together all this time.
My faith in him. My belief that underneath all the politics and ambition and betrayal, there was still some part of the boy who had bled for me. Who had built an empire to protect me.
That boy was gone. Maybe he had never existed at all.
I reached for my phone.
Chapter 5
I didn't plan it.
One moment I was sitting on the edge of the bed, staring at my empty hands. The next I was moving—down the hallway, down the stairs, through the pack house corridor with my boots hitting the stone floor hard enough to echo.
I didn't think. I just walked.
Elena was standing outside the infirmary when I came around the corner. She saw my face and stepped directly into my path, both hands raised.
"Scarlet. Stop."
"Move."
"You need to calm down before you go in there. Whatever you're feeling right now—"
"Elena." My voice came out low. Controlled. Dangerous in a way that had nothing to do with volume. "I will walk through you if I have to."
She looked at me for a long moment. Then she stepped aside.
I pushed open the infirmary door.
The room smelled like antiseptic and fresh linen and something floral that I was starting to hate the way I hated nothing else in my life. Nadia was propped up against pillows on the medical bed, her dark hair loose around her shoulders, her face soft and pale and carefully arranged into something that looked like fragility.
Asher was sitting on the edge of the bed beside her.
His hand was on her stomach.
He was talking to her in a low voice, the kind of voice he used to use with me when I was sick. When I was scared. When I was bleeding out on a different medical table in this same building while Elena tried to save what was left of our child.
He looked up when I came in.
"Scarlet—"
The locket around Nadia's neck caught the overhead light.
Something in me detonated.
I didn't reach for a weapon. I didn't scream. What came out of me was worse than either of those things—it was my aura, raw and uncontrolled, pouring out of me like a flood breaking through a dam. A Luna's aura isn't just presence. It's weight. It's authority. It's every year of sacrifice and loyalty and grief compressed into something that presses against the air itself.
Asher was off the bed and slammed against the far wall before he fully registered what was happening.
Nadia made a sharp sound behind me. I didn't look at her.
I walked toward him slowly. He was pinned—not by my hands, not by anything physical, but by the sheer force of what I was projecting. I watched him struggle against it. Watched his Alpha instincts war with each other, the part of him that commanded everything fighting against the part that recognized his mate's pain and knew, on some animal level, that it deserved to be answered.
His jaw was tight. His eyes were wet.
Good.
"That locket," I said quietly. "Tell me where you got it."
His throat moved. "Scarlet, I can explain—"
"Tell me where you got it."
He closed his eyes.
"You took it from the shrine." I said it for him since he couldn't seem to manage it himself. "The shrine where we buried her name. Where we lit candles for her every year. Where you held me while I cried and told me she would never be forgotten." My voice cracked on the last word. I let it. "You took her locket and you put it around another woman's neck and you prayed for a replacement."
"It wasn't like that."
"Then what was it like?" The aura surged again, and I heard him hit the wall harder. His feet barely touched the floor now. "Explain it to me, Asher. Use your words. You're so good at explanations."
"The alliance with the Lycan territories—" He stopped. Tried again. "What I'm building with Nadia is for this pack. For our future. For—"
"Our future." I laughed. It was a terrible sound. "Our future died on that table. I bled for you. I gave up our child for you. And you—" I pressed closer, close enough to see every line of his face, every scar, every familiar detail I had memorized over six years. "You gave her our daughter's locket."
His face broke.
Just for a second. Just enough for me to see it—the boy underneath the Alpha, the one who had bled for me, the one I had believed in with everything I had.
Then his expression locked back into place.
"I'm not letting her go," he said. Quietly. Steadily. "What I'm building is for this pack's survival, and I will not—"
"Fine." I stepped back. The aura receded slowly, like a tide pulling out to sea. "Fine, Asher."
I turned toward the door.
"Scarlet—"
"I'm summoning the elder council," I said without looking back. "If you won't end this between us, they will."
I walked out.
Elena was still in the hallway. She didn't say anything. She just watched me pass with those sad, knowing eyes.
I kept walking.