Chapter 2
I didn't leave the Luna's quarters for two weeks.
That's not entirely true. I left to handle pack business—approving patrol schedules, mediating disputes between the Delta warriors, signing off on supply orders. I showed up. I performed. I kept my face blank and my voice steady and my hands from shaking.
But the moment those meetings ended, I came back here. To these rooms. To the space Asher and I had shared for six years.
He hadn't come back.
Not once.
The pack house felt different now. Quieter in some ways, louder in others. Whispers followed me down hallways. Eyes tracked my movements. Everyone knew. Of course they knew. Half the warrior unit had been there when I pulled the trigger on that candle. When I said the words.
When Asher didn't say them back.
Beta Marcus tried to talk to me on day four. Knocked on my door with that careful, diplomatic tone he uses when he's trying to manage a crisis.
"Luna, the Alpha asked me to tell you—"
"I don't care what he asked you to tell me."
Marcus paused. I heard him shift his weight outside the door. "He's still at the cabin. He says he needs time to handle the situation with the Lycan territories before—"
"Get away from my door, Marcus."
He left.
I spent those two weeks doing small, stupid things to keep myself from breaking. I reorganized the bookshelves. I deep-cleaned the bathroom. I went through Asher's closet and pulled out every shirt that still smelled like him and shoved them into garbage bags that I couldn't bring myself to actually throw away.
I touched the locket around my neck so often that the metal grew warm against my skin.
The pack rumors started on day six.
I heard them in fragments. The Alpha's new companion. A young she-wolf. Very beautiful. Staying at the mountain cabin. Some kind of political arrangement with the Lycan King.
That last part almost made me laugh.
Political.
As if politics required him to fuck her.
On day twelve, Elena came to check on me. Our pack healer. The woman who had delivered my pup's stillborn body and held my hand while I bled and screamed and broke into pieces on a medical table.
She didn't knock. She just walked in, set a tray of food on the table, and looked at me with those sad, knowing eyes.
"You need to eat."
"I'm fine."
"Scarlet."
I met her gaze. "I said I'm fine."
She stayed for twenty minutes, sitting in the chair across from me in silence. When she finally left, the food was still untouched.
I lasted fourteen days before I convinced myself I was handling this. That I was strong. That I could endure the silence and the rumors and the empty space beside me in bed every night.
Then the letter came.
Gamma Damien brought it himself. I was in the study, reviewing territory maps, when he knocked. His expression told me everything I needed to know before he even opened his mouth.
"This was delivered to the gate an hour ago." He held out a cream-colored envelope. Expensive paper. No return address. "It's addressed to you personally."
I took it.
Damien hesitated. "Luna, if you want me to—"
"Leave."
He did.
I sat there for five full minutes, staring at that envelope. My name written across the front in unfamiliar handwriting. Neat. Feminine. Deliberate.
I opened it.
The ultrasound image slipped out first. Black and white. Grainy. The unmistakable shape of a growing pup, maybe eight or nine weeks along. A tiny bean of life with a flickering heartbeat visible in the frozen frame.
My hands started shaking.
There was a note underneath. Short. Handwritten on matching cream paper.
*Dear Scarlet,*
*I thought you should know. Asher and I are expecting. He's been so attentive—visiting every day, making sure I'm comfortable, talking about names. He says he's always wanted to be a father.*
*I hope this doesn't upset you too much. I know you tried once.*
*Best wishes,*
*Nadia Brown*
I read it three times.
Then I stood up, walked to the window, and stared out at the territory I had bled to protect. The forests Asher and I had run through as wolves. The borders we had defended together.
I touched my locket.
I thought about the pup I had lost. The one I had traded for Asher's life. The one we were supposed to honor together every year at that shrine.
The shrine where he was now praying for a different child. With a different woman.
Something inside me went very, very cold.
I turned away from the window and walked to my desk. I picked up my phone and called Damien.
He answered on the first ring. "Luna?"
"I need you to gather your most loyal warriors. The ones who won't question orders."
A pause. "How many?"
"Four. Maybe five. Wolves who can move fast and stay quiet."
"What are we doing?"
I looked down at the ultrasound image on my desk. At that tiny, flickering heartbeat.
"We're going hunting."
Chapter 3
The territorial border river was black in the early morning dark. Not the peaceful kind of black—the kind that swallowed sound, that churned and foamed against the rocks below with a violence that made even my warriors take a half-step back when they first looked down.
Nadia Brown did not take it well.
She was screaming before Damien's men even finished securing the rope around her wrists. High, desperate sounds that scattered birds from the pines overhead. Her dark hair whipped across her face in the wind off the water. She twisted against the rope, her feet dangling, the icy spray already reaching her from thirty feet below.
I stood at the edge of the cliff and watched her.
"Luna." Damien's voice was low, steady, the way it always was when he was waiting for a command. "She's secure."
"Good."
I pulled out my phone and opened the pack mind-link.
It's a strange thing, sending a message through the link rather than speaking it aloud. It goes everywhere at once—every wolf in the pack feels it like a vibration behind their eyes. I'd used it to coordinate battle formations. To call retreats. To announce births and deaths and territorial shifts.
I'd never used it like this before.
I let my voice carry through it the way a Luna's voice is supposed to—clear, cold, and absolute.
*Asher. I know you can feel this. Come to the northern border. The river crossing at Marker Seven. You have thirty minutes. If you're not here, I cut the rope.*
A pause. Then:
*Don't come alone. Come with your Beta, your Gamma, whoever you want. Bring witnesses. I want witnesses.*
I closed the link.
Nadia had stopped screaming. She was staring up at me now, her arms straining above her head, her face pale and wet from the spray. Her eyes were calculating even now, even dangling over freezing water. That bothered me more than the screaming had.
"You won't do it," she said. Her voice shook, but her chin was up. "You're a Luna. You have a code."
"I have a dead child," I said quietly. "My code died with her."
Something flickered across Nadia's face. Not fear, exactly. Something more like reassessment.
Good. Let her reassess.
I heard him before I saw him. The sound of a truck engine pushed past its limit, tires skidding on the gravel access road. Then footsteps—fast, heavy, purposeful. The kind of footsteps that shook the ground a little, that made wolves step aside automatically without being told.
Asher burst through the tree line with Marcus at his shoulder and two Delta warriors behind him.
He stopped when he saw her.
For one second, I watched something move across his face. Relief that she was still alive. Fury at me. And underneath both of those, something rawer and more complicated that I refused to examine.
"Scarlet." His Alpha aura hit me like a wall of heat, aggressive and commanding. It pressed against my skin the way it always had—but I was a Luna, and I had my own aura, and I had stopped flinching at his a long time ago. "Cut her down. Right now."
"Say the words." I kept my voice even. "That's all I want. Say what you wouldn't say at the cabin. Finish the rejection. In front of your Beta, your warriors, your—" I glanced at Nadia "—companion. Say it here, say it now, and I'll pull her up myself."
"This isn't the way—"
"Say the words, Asher."
His jaw locked. That muscle in his cheek jumped, the one that only appeared when he was fighting himself. I knew every tell he had. I had spent six years learning them.
He took a step toward the edge.
I moved my hand to the rope.
He stopped.
"Don't." The word came out rough, stripped of Alpha authority. Just a man's voice. "Scarlet, please don't."
"Then say the words."
The silence stretched between us like the rope itself—taut, trembling, capable of snapping.
And then Nadia screamed.
Not the desperate screaming from before. This was different. Deliberate. Aimed.
"I'm pregnant!" Her voice cracked across the clearing like a gunshot. "Asher, tell her—tell her I'm carrying your heir! Tell her what you told me at the shrine—that you wanted this—that you prayed for this—"
I felt the words hit Asher before I saw him move.
He launched himself forward with a force that sent Marcus stumbling sideways. He hit my warriors like a wave hitting a seawall—one down, then another, his Alpha strength operating on pure instinct, pure animal drive, the kind that didn't negotiate or calculate.
Damien stepped in front of me.
Asher went through him.
His hands found the rope.
Chapter 4
The pack house felt different in the days after the border incident. Conversations stopped when I walked into rooms. Warriors who used to meet my eyes now studied their boots. Even the Omegas moved differently around me—quicker, quieter, like they were afraid I might snap again.
Maybe I would.
Beta Marcus cornered me in the main hallway three days later. I was heading to the kitchens when he stepped out of his office, that diplomatic expression already locked in place.
"Luna, we need to discuss what happened at the river."
"No, we don't."
"The pack is unsettled. There are questions about—"
"About what? About whether their Luna has lost her mind?" I stopped walking and faced him. "Tell them the truth, Marcus. Tell them their Alpha brought his pregnant mistress to live in our territory while his mate waited at home like a fool."
Marcus's jaw tightened. "That's not how Asher sees it."
"How does Asher see it?"
"He says the connection with Nadia is strategic. That an alliance with the Lycan territories requires—"
"Stop." The word came out sharp enough to make him flinch. "Just stop talking, Marcus. I don't want to hear his justifications."
I walked away before he could respond.
That afternoon, I found myself on the balcony outside the Luna's quarters. It overlooked the main courtyard, the training grounds, the gardens where I used to walk with Asher in the evenings. I'd been avoiding this view for weeks, but something pulled me there now. Some masochistic need to see what my territory looked like without me in it.
The sun was setting, casting long shadows across the stone paths. A few warriors were finishing their evening patrol routes. Normal pack life, continuing without pause.
Then I saw them.
Asher emerged from the main building with Nadia at his side. She was wearing a soft blue dress that showed the barely-there curve of her pregnancy. Her hand rested on her stomach in that protective way pregnant women do, and Asher's hand covered hers.
I gripped the balcony railing.
They walked slowly through the garden, talking quietly. Intimate. Comfortable. Like they belonged together. Like this was their territory, their future, their life.
Asher said something that made her laugh. The sound carried up to me on the evening air—light, musical, genuinely happy. When was the last time I had laughed like that? When was the last time Asher had made me laugh at all?
They stopped near the fountain. Asher turned to face her, his hands moving to frame her face with a tenderness that made my chest ache. He said something I couldn't hear, and she smiled up at him with an expression of complete trust.
Then the light hit her just right, and I saw it.
Hanging around her neck, catching the last rays of sunlight, was my locket.
The custom-engraved pup locket Asher had made for me after I lost our child. The one with the tiny crescent moon on the front and our pup's name etched inside. The one I had worn every single day until—
Until when? When had I stopped wearing it?
I reached for my throat automatically. Nothing. My neck was bare.
Nadia's fingers found the locket as I watched, touching it the same way I always had. The same protective, maternal gesture. But it wasn't hers. It was mine. It was meant for my child, my loss, my grief.
The realization hit me like ice water.
He hadn't just been sleeping with her. He hadn't just gotten her pregnant. He had been taking her to our shrine. Our sacred place. The place where we lit candles for our lost pup every year. The place where he had held me while I cried and promised me we would honor our child's memory together.
He had been bringing her there. Praying with her. Praying for a new pup. A replacement.
And he had given her my locket to wear while he did it.
I stumbled backward from the railing. My hands were shaking. My vision was blurring at the edges. The betrayal was so complete, so thorough, that I couldn't breathe around it.
All those years of lighting candles together. All those quiet moments of shared grief. All those promises that our lost child would never be forgotten.
Lies. All of it lies.
I turned away from the balcony and walked back into my empty rooms. I sat down on the bed Asher and I had shared for six years and stared at my hands.
Something was breaking inside me. Not my heart—that had already broken at the cabin, at the river, in a dozen small moments since. This was something deeper. Something that had been holding me together all this time.
My faith in him. My belief that underneath all the politics and ambition and betrayal, there was still some part of the boy who had bled for me. Who had built an empire to protect me.
That boy was gone. Maybe he had never existed at all.
I reached for my phone.